arhi FF:HowToLoseAManIn10Days! note pg 129 - Page 45

Originally posted by: --Amy--

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Originally posted by: tabbyj

planning pft! ive started writing...

give me an hr or half 😛

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During having food khushi kept glancing towards arnav. She could see he was tensed, he was surely thinking something because he wasn't eating just doodling with his food. Khushi was scared, very very scared of what arnav had said few minutes back. She wanted to run and hide but she kept reminding herself she was not a COWARD. She had seen a lot in life, her fathers death when she was just 14, the insults her mother got for her fathers death holding her responsible for no reason, the disowning being done to them. Every possible bad thing had happened to her but she never felt scared but arnavs words had that effect on her. The way he said he had to protect her, he had to protect THEM. From whom? She thought. Why was it so easy to just trust him and so hard to find any logic. Though she herself had told him to tell her the details later but minute by minute she was dying inside her to know and arnavs condition was not helping. He looked burdened and khushi hated being a burden on anyone. His shoulders slouched, his eyes far away somewhere no one could reach and his mind overworked.

Eventhough arnav had told khushi the truth but he still felt restless, obviously because khushi did not know all. How would he manage to stay strong and tell khushi what she was about to face. Life had not been easy for her, that arnav knew as the detectives report on her had given him details from A to Z!

Khushi took a spoon and dipped it in the dark chocolate fudge cake the crew had served she brought the spoon to arnavs mouth and without looking at her had it. He didn't know what was in his mouth until its sweetness got on his tongue. That's when he came back to his senses and saw that khushi had fed him the cake. He spat the cake out on a tissue paper and looked at khushi in shock.

Khushi: the hell!!!

That's all she could manage to say seeing arnav react like that. She hadn't fed him poison, it was just a cake. How can he be so rude.

Khushi: arnav I trust u with my everything but on the other hand u don't trust me at all. U spat the cake as if I were feeding u poison. Whats wrong with u? cant I get a little trust from ur side too? The way I trust u.

Before she could continue arnav had put his palm on khushis mouth and was almost on top of her as she refused to listen to him and wouldn't shut up. If u say he was angry then that would be an understatement, he was spitting fire from his eyes.

Arnav: not one more word khushi kumara gupta? Can u stop with ur I don't trust u crap. U do realize that u know nothing about me, nothing at all. And all this while I thought u understood. How can u even say that, khushi before u assume such crap fests in ur head please bother a little to confirm it first. I do not want u to repeat these words ever in ur lifetime, u hear me?

Khushi couldn't breathe, what had she said that angered him so much. Then she remembered he had called her his daffodil and here she was accusing him of something so stupid. How can she think he would be thinking she added poison to a sealed fudge cake. Realization donned on her late, always. This was a bad habit of hers, accuse someone and realize ur mistake later.

Arnav was calm now and sat back in his seat still looking at khushi who looked flustered and embarrassed.

Khushi: im sorry *she said ever so slightly* I assumed u thought I was giving u poison.

For a good one minute arnav just stared at the creature god had made and that too for him. Oh life with miss KKG would be hell entertaining he thought. He chuckled at his own thought.

Khushi was about to complain when he cut her.

Arnav: before u assume that I am laughing at ur utterly stupid reason of being mad I shall assure u its not because sometimes u think like my nanis goat its because I was thinking how entertaining my life would be with u around.

With that he started laughing again. But his innocent words made khushi blush a good dark crimson. Ofcourse they were getting married but the two had not discussed anything of that sort yet. And him telling her that 'life would be entertaining with her around' just did something in the pit of her stomach.

Arnav: ur blushing? Omg I never thought I will see 'miss I am a feminist' blush!!!

Khushi: excuse me!! U make me sound like a teenager arnav, how mean….

Arnav: because u r one!

Khushi: the hell? What do u mean by that. I am a well established woman who runs an entire company on her own. And-

Arnav: and I thoroughly respect u for that khushi. U see "growing old is inevitable but growing up is optional". And u miss KKG haven't grown up yet.

Khushi: and u have 'mr I am going to protect us' raizada...

Khuhsi did not know what effects her last words had on arnav, the thing she wanted him to forget she had reminded him of that. She saw how he suddenly tensed up and had a serious expression on his face.

Khushi: aa.a..aarr.arnav, im sorry!

Her small sorry was so innocent and deep that all arnav wanted to do was hug her tightly and hold her within him for eternity and much to khushis surprise that's what he did!! The food had been taken away without the two of them realizing as arnav was too busy being on top of khushi at that moment so the airhostess did not disturb him.

In one swift movement arnav lifted the arm rest and pulled khushi towards himself from her waist. Her head a perfect fit under his chin. Khushi had no words to say to him, his sudden gesture had left her speechless.

Khushi: arnav what are-

Arnav: khushi just stay like this for some time please.

That's all he asked and she obeyed. After a while arnav realized someone had wrapped their arms around his waist and who else would it be other than KKG! they sat like that for a good one hour give or take.

Arnav: khushi.

Khushi: hmm *with that she looked up towards his face*

The lights had dimmed and many people had fallen asleep or were preparing themselves for a nap. Arnav didn't care about the people around but he did have to keep khushis comfort in mind too. The slight light made her eyes sparkle and her flawless skin glowed in the dark.

Arnav: never say that again, that I don't trust u. khushi there are very few people I have ever opened up to. Apart from my dad, di and akash no one has known the arnav inside ASR! And u r one of those very rare people. We may not know each other a lot but we r at this level where we understand and trust each other. There are a lot of things I have to tell u but im scared, really really scared.

He sighed and continued.

Arnav: khushi before u told me that u were the real khushi, I knew.

he paused for her to take in this new piece of info but was not ready to let her go, the moment he felt she was moving back with shock he tightened his hold and brought her crashing into his chest again.

Arnav: listen to me before reacting, in the morning when I took u for coffee I wanted to tell u that I knew but certain circumstances arrived where I had to call u payal if u remember.

khushi remembered the incident.

*flashback*

Just then arnav saw Rodgers men, the same two men he had seen afew days back with the same tattoo. Damn he cant tell khushi the truth now, not infront of them. They think she is payal and he can not risk her life. What to do now? ' arnav thought.

Khushi: akash is everything ok?

Arnav: huh! Ya ya, some business issue so PAYAL what wud u eat?

Khushi: haan? Akash im..

Arnav: hungry? I know love, what wud u want to eat.. lets not get u starving shall we..

*had the talk with aman about business made him mad* - khushi thought.

*flashback ends*

She just nodded not trusting her words around arnav anymore.

Arnav: again even then I was protecting u from someone. Many times I thought of telling u but fate was not on my side. Now going to "how I know" well I hired a detective and he brought me ur information.

Khushi: U DID WHAT ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA.

Arnav: khushi shush we r in a plane.

Khushi: I don't care, u hired a detective to get my information when u urself could have asked me. Why arnav???

Arnav: I did not know u were khushi back then and I had my reasons ok, I had to know who was that girl after whom people were dying to pay any amount of money. And well payal did not by any angle seem to fit that description.*he said irritated*

Khushi: people are doing WHAT.???

Oh shit oh crappy crap shit...what have I done, damn u KHUSHI KUMARI GUPTA…. How to do damage control.

Khushi: don't even think of lying to me arnav, u wont like the consequences, out.with.the.truth.now!!!

Ok he was trapped now, khushi who had now held him tight from his collar, held THE ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA from his shirt collar and was in a full tigress mode. Truth had to come out now.

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ok guys how was it!!

yes i know u r all surprised at "how on earth i updated so soon"

well im just happy and felt like writing..

i hope this chapter clears ur queries on khushis reaction..

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-Tabby J.

Originally posted by: --Amy--

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