I'm still recovering from a recent loss, but trust me when I say it brought me this boundless joy and fulfillment and then a bottomless pain when it was not to be. So I figured it was most definitely important and the connection you make is immediate.
That is when I believed in love at first sight
I'm so sorry sweetie. I pray with all my heart that through prayer and time you will be able to put aside your pain and go on with your life.
Love
Aparna