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The emotional quotient of the episode has taken its toll on me today!! I feel absolutely terrible!! Honestly I feel like I'm going to be sick!!! The stomach is very unsettled and I feel an ache in my heart!! It wasn't here before I started watching!!
I really don't know if I can cope with this horribleness!! Not even gorgeous Ahem has been enough to get me out of the doldrums!! And he was lovely today!!
Gosh I didn't know I could dislike Kokila so much!! What is it going to take to make her understand that Ahem needs more than work and his mother's pallu?
And to make it doubly worse for me I then see RaJi talking to each other ina quite nice way. OK so Jigar hasn't completely forgiven her but it's obvious that Rashi is going to keep at him and soon enough they'll be back to normal.
Poor Gopi and poor Ahem!! Just as they were getting comfortable with each other Koki had to throw a spanner in the works!! It's so frustrating to watch! And we know Gopi - she's going to stick to her vow!! And Ahem isn't going to go against his mother either so until Kokila realises what she is doing is harming the two people that she loves most, then I can't envisage this situation changing!!
If there is some ulterior motive in what Kokila is doing then I'm stumped. I can honestly say that it is beyond my limited brain power to work out what it is that she'd be hoping to achieve.
It makes no sense to me and has just served to leave me with a mammoth headache today!!
On the plus side, Ahem's concern for Gopi was heartwarming to see. And I love how the pair of them are so concerned with the well being of the other - especially Gopi. She is doing her best to ensure that she is helping everyone with no thought to her own life - she's completely invested her happiness in the happiness of her MIL and husband, which would be good if Kokila was normal and let her son and vau be together and happy.
I don't think Kokila is going to realise the impact of her actions until Hetal is a great grandma and Kokila just has her Ahem working away in Modi Industries and Gopi is there tending to Kokila's every demand!!
Jhanak
Shiv Shakti
