PART19: ZINDAGI KA KHEL
Radhika was shocked listening to the words of vishaka and for the first time she felt as some one was dragging away her heart from her. For support she holded on to asmi.Asmi understood Radh's situation and she was also equally angry on Vishaka.
Mrinalini:"Vishaka, tum kya bol rahe ho, Dev tumhe pasand nahi karta"
Ammaji:mrinalini beti ye samajh lo tum radhika ko pyaar karte hain ye hume maaloom hain lekhin vo parayi hain, vishaka tumhara khoon ka rishta hain ye mat bhulo
Mrinalini:wah ammaji, ye khoon ka rishta aap donom ko kab se yaad aaya tha. Jab mujhe avasar hain tab ye khoona ka rishta aapko yaad nahi hain na, waise hi radhika paraya nahi vo toh mere behen hain, samjha aapne
Ammaji:saji behen toh nahi hain na
Mrinalini:koun kaha aapse , vo mere saji behen hi tha, kanha ne diya gaya varaprasad hain vo mere parivaar ke liye
Ammaji was about to say something then daadi said "behen ji, aap apna soch please badaliye, dev ka vivaah vishaka se kabhi nahi hogi"
Ammaji:wahi main bhi bol rahi hun kyun nahi hogi
Daadima:dev vishaka ko pasand nahi kar raha tha
Amma: vusko radhika bhi pasand nahi hain na
Daadima: aisa aap se kisi ne bola tha
Amma:agar radhika vusko pasandh hain toh paanch saal pehle hi vuski sajayi khatam huyi hogi, kya vaishali
Daadima and Vaishali were shocked with that talk and same was situation of Radhika . In these five months she almost forgotted about that , but now all those matters were ringing in her ears...
"i doesn't have any feel towards her"
please get out of my life
Radhika u are my best friend i can never forget u
"main dev se bahut pyaar karti hun agar vus se shaadi nahi hua toh main mar jaavungi.
all the words of dev and vishaka were ringing in her mind. She said asmi to leave but asmi insisted to stay with her fearing of her, Radhika asked asmi to take her to temple and asmi did the same. After reachign the temple Radhika asked Asmi to leave and finally asmi left.
Radhika then only stand at the altar of god and started to pray to him "kanha, main ne aisa kya kiya mera poorv janam mein jiske vajah aap mujhe humesha mere achi chahne wale log se door karte ho. Pehle mere saji maa baap se door kiya tha, vuske baad mujhe ek ache maa aur baapuji ko diya lekin kuch hi dinom mein vunse bhi mujjhe door kiya tha, mujh par manhoos ka ek naam laga liya tha, lekin kabhi main aapse kuch ke liye bhi poocha nahi lekin aaj, jis se main mera jeevan se bhi adhik pyaar karti hun, vusko mujhse door kar rahe ho, agar door nahi hua toh, do parivvar mere vajah se break honge, hajaron workers ka jobs effect honge , ye sab aap mujhse hi kyun kar rahe ho kanha? boliye kanha, boliye..."
Radhika was crying closing her eyes, may be at that time she doesn't know that her kanha will always try to give her what she want.
Radhika was still holding her eyes, suddenly she felt one hand on her head its like some one was keeping some thing on her head. feeling a shiver through her body she opened her eyes which were sanken deep inside as if telling how much she cried.
As she opened her eyes she found Dev infront of her with a determined face.
Radhika:"dev aap yaha"
Dev:agar Radhika is samay mein yaha huyi toh Dev yaha kyun nahi hoga
Radhika:dev ko Radhika se kya sambandh hain.
Dev looked at the statue and sighing as if saying abt them Radhika ke bina Dev ki zindagi kya hogi
Radhika:Radhika aur Dev kabhio ek nahi ho sakta aur Radhika ko vus adhikaar bhi nahi hain
Dev:kyun nahi hain
Radhika:dev ne kisi aur se shaadi kiya tha
Dev: Dev ne kis se bhi shaadi kiya lekin vuska man humesha Radha par hi tha aur Hum aaj bhi Radev ko hi pooja karte hain.
Radhika:dev! aaj aap ko kya hua aisi baatein kar rahe ho
Dev:tumhe jo hua mujhe bhi vahi hua, tu yaha kis liye ho main bhi isliye hun
Radhika:yaani, aapne vo baatein...
Dev:haan main vo baat suna, aur vo sun ne vali meri Radhika ko bhi dekha
Radhika:lekin aap bahar gaya tha, kaise aaya tha
Dev:lekin tum bhi bahar gaya, tum kaise aaya , main bhi vaise aayi hun
Radhika with a determined face :thik han acha hi hua, vo logg toh bina reason ke jagda kar rahe hain, hu donom jaantein hain humaari beech kya hain
Dev:humaara beech kya hain
Radhika:aur kya dosti
Dev:sirf dosti
Radhika turned back and unable to face his face said"haan sirf dosti, aur kya hongi humaare beech"
Then only a pandit came there "arey Radhika beti main yuhi aisa gaya tha, ismein tum yaha, abhi ek ganta pehle hi gaya na fir aagaya"
Radhika;kuch nahi pandit ji aaj magh poornima hain, aur aapki ahirvaad lena bhul gaya tha maine is liye aaya tha, aapki ashirvaad toh bhagvaan ki ashirvaad se samaan hain
Pandit:beti maagh poornima kadin bahut subhdayak hain vus din bhagvaan ke saamne jis ki sindoor bari hogi vo janmom tak ek hi honge
Radhika smiled and then dev had a wide smile on his face.
Radhika bent down to touch the panndit's feet and then he blessed"sada suhaagan raho"
Radhika suddenly stood up and said "pandit ji aapne galat ashirvad diya tha, meri shaadi nahi hogi"
Panditji:Radhika beti aap mujhse jokes kyun maar rahe ho, Tere maang mein sindoor itni achi tarah dikha raha tha, kya tum iss budde ko andi samajh rahe ho
"mere maang mein sinddoor?" Radhika touched her head and then she found the sindoor on her hand. Suddenly every thign went blank to her. She looked at Dev who smilingly went to P{anditji and said "kshama kariye shastriji, mere patni na bahut naughty hain, vus ne mujh se jagda kiya tha, is ghusse mein bol rahi ki humaari shaadi nahi huyi"
Pandit ji:beta main Radhika ko jaanti humn vo ek achi bhakt hain, achi bhakt humesha achi ladki bhi honge, vuse tank mat karna.
Dev:jaroor
Pandit ji: aapdonom ki jodi bilkul radha kanha ki jodi ki tarah hain, humesha kush rehna. main jaati hun, samay bahut hogaya hain, agar aap log chahe toh, kuch samay mandir ki seedhe par baitkar jaayiye
dev:dhanyawaad pandit ji
All this time Radhika was looking at De trying to find the answer, then only she remem,bered some hand touching her head when she closed her eyes , yaani dev ne sindoor rakha tha vo bhi Kanha ke saamne
"beti maagh poornima kadin bahut subhdayak hain vus din bhagvaan ke saamne jis ki sindoor bari hogi vo janmom tak ek hi honge"
"main dev se bahut pyaar karti hun agar vus se shaadi nahi hua toh main mar jaavungi.
as the voices are ringing in her ear she closed her ear to stop all those
Then only dev came to Radhika and said "ab tum manhoos nahi ho, anadh ho hi nahi, tum purohith parivaar ki chotibahu ho. Radhikadevpurohith
Radhika looked at him with anger, they both were standing on steps "aap ne aisa kyun kiya"
Radhikas eyes were red as if telling anger and her tone was that harsh that he never listened before.
Dev:Radhika meri baat suno
Radhika:mujhe kuch nahi sun ni hain, aap ne aisa kyun kiya
Dev:haan jab vun log ne tere baarein mein aise keh raha tha, main kaise digest karon. Tu mere sab se ache dost hun, mere saheli hun. main tujhe kisine neecha dikha toh dekh nahi sakta hun. ab samajha tumne maine aisa kyun kiya
Radhika:u are really mad. sorry to say that, iof ever any one knows about it they will split on our face and papa ka maan kya hoga, purohith aur sharma parivaar donom ka naam neecha hoga. main meri behen ko mera muh kaise dikhao. vo aap se pyaar karti hain aur main vuski aankhon mein ek apraadhi ki tarah hongi. mera didi , daadima , maa, vo sab log mere baarein mein kya sochenege, By the way aapse kis ne kaha ki main aapko shaadi karne ke liye tayar hungi (ttears were rolling down cheeks) . aap toh mere vishaka ki hone wali patri hain, ye samjha aapne
Dev was shocked and in a shock asked her :what? main aur vishaka ki pati
Radhika:haan, main iss shaadi ko nahi maanti hun, aap bas aur bas vishaka ko hi shaadi karenge
Dev: Radhika, I already married u that to according to my full wishes, aapne pandit ji kya bola suna nahi,Aj jiski maang kanha ke saamne barne wali hain, vunki bandhan kanha ne saath janmon tak bandhega
Radhika:ho Mr. DevPurohith RadhikaSharma is a kanha bhakt so she believe in those things but all that will be okay when it was according to the wishes of both not only one, and ur so called marriage was not according to my wish so please leave this and go hiome.
Dev:Radhikasharma kaha se aaya tumhe, tum Radhika purohith banchuki ho
Radhika:kaise ye kehenge dev aap ghar jaakra kya kahenge, maine Radhika ka sindoor maanga, vo meri patni hain. Koun vshwaas karenge aapko. Agar aapki baat vishwaas kiya tyoh, fir bhi is shaadi ko koi nahi maanoge. understood. arey jab main hi iss shaadi ko nahi maanti hun aur koun maanega. Okay so please stop all this nonsense and lets go home, samay kaafi huyi.
Dev:Radhika tum aisi baatein kar rahe ho, kya hua tumhe haan
Radhika:don't be foolish Dev, main aapko mere liye ye sab karne ke liye nahi bola na, waise bhi aap toh vishaka ki hone wali pati hun, agar kisine hum donom ko itni raat yaha aisa dekha toh cha nahi lagega.
Dev:hey, how many times I have to say u, I am not would be of Vishaka, aur jab ek pati apni patni se baat kar rehe ho koun kya khenge.
Radhika(trying to control heer tears) :sorry dev i am not ur wife and i don't believe in this, better u stop this before it effect our friendship
Dev was heart broken "okay , aaj main pehli baar meri Radhika ek pattar bante huye dekh raha hun, okay i don't ask the reason/ Paanch saal pehle tum ne aisa hi ek pattar bana tha, result was i has to stay 5 years away from u, aaj bhi tum ek pattar ban rahi ho iss baar main tum se door rehne ke liye tayaar nahi hun . chalo bhagwaan en mere naseeb par kya likha wahi hongi. tum iss shaadi ko nahi maan rahe ho na, okay then apni maang mein huy9i sindoor ko nikhal ke yaha se chalo."
Radhika heart sanked with this ' main aise kaise kar sakti hun, bahar se bol rahi ki main nahi maanti hun, just for sake of mera parivaar, lekin kanha ke saamne huyi iss baat ko main kaise nahi maan sakti, main kaise mere sindoor nikhal sakti, agar main ne aisa kiya toh, vuski praan ke liye problem hain. main aisa nahi karungi. lekin main aisa nahi kiya toh vusko ye maaloom jayega ki main iss shaadi ko maan rahi hun, tab meri do parivaar mein bhi ashaanthi aayegi. vo donom break hogne. aisa nahi honi chahiye kanha , please mujhe help karo. please..."
Dev:kya hua Radhika kyun apni sindoor nahi nikhal rahi hun, maan rahe ho shaadi
Radhika doesn't know what to do: she silently closed her eyes and was raising her hands slowly to rub it off. her hands were shaking. she was chanting for kanha in her mind. "please kanha meri sahra do"
Shayad bhagwaan bhi apni achi bhakt ka sahaara dene ke bina jee nahi ho
Suddenly there was a heavy rain which made all the sindoor on Radhikas head drain out, but there was still amark of sindoor on her head.
Radhika in hewr mind ThaNKING KANHA :DEKHA DEV SHAYAD BHAGWAAN BHI IS SHAADI KO NAHI MAANTE HAIN
Dev looked at Radhika's head with a crying face and then he saw the stain of sindoor on her head, completing the glow of her face. he thought in his mind "Pagal bhagwaan hum donom kko maante hain, ek nahi toh ek din tum bhi humaari iss rishtey ko maanogi"
Radhika in her mind' Dev aapne ab bhi mujhse ye nahi kah ki aap mujhse pyaar karte ho, agar aap aisa bola toh parinaam kuch alag sa hogi. Vishaaka aap ko chahti hain, ye jaan ne ke baad bhi main kaise iss rishtey ko accept kar doon. Dev aap mujh mein ek dost ko hi dekha humesha, aur sadaiv main aapka dost hi rahoongi. Lekin meri kanha ne aapse mera mang barwaaya vus se bhi jyaada santosh mujhe kuch nahi chahiye, lekin kanha bhi galat samay mein mujhse aisa kiya, main kuch nahi kar sakti hun"
Radhika was about to go and she asked Dev to come, but dev didn't accept and Radhika went off. actually she was worried about dev but she thought it may be wrong step to wait for him as he may think another way and so went off.
Radhika went to house on her scooty but as she entered that house, she knew that according to ritual she has to enter that house today but she thought to her self "main dev ki patni toh bangaya hun, lekin iss ghar ki bahu nahi bana tha."When she was about to enter the house, Devv came form beside her and hold her hand suddenly, which made her startle and loose her balance, she was about to fall when dev holded her. Then only some plate like thing felled from top stairs resulting in a flowers raining on them both. Dev and Radhika looked up but they found none and any one didn't understand from where did the plate fall.
'dev rushed to the entrance in joy of meeting her parents and at the same time radhika came there talking with asmi facing her back towards dev.radhika dashed dev unknowingly and she turned towards dev to see him standing there.she was confused as he was supposed to be at pb , at the same time mrinalini,shalini throwed flowers from top as a welcome greetingto dev. actually those flowers were supposed to be thrown on dev but they fall on radhika even who was standing there'
Radhika had a smout of tears when she remembered it. But a chain like thing having a cold sensation on her neck grabbed her attention. Radhika gasped with shock as she looked it. Immediately she looked at Dev who was in a shock seeing the mangal sutra hangign in her neck. Then with his expression itself Radhika understood that Dev had no role in it. Suddenly they heard sound of RP ji from top stairs,"Arere Plate kaise girgaya, Birju neeche plate padi thi bahar vo plate upar laao"They heard birju saying "jee baavuji"
Immediately Radhika get out of Dev's grip and kept that chain inside covering duppatta around it. Dev slowly whishpered to her "tera sindoor bhi thodha thodha dikh raha tha." Radhika looked at Dev in anger and as they heard the nearing footsteps of birju in that night Radhika kept her duppatta over head and took the pooja thali from Dev's hand covering up as she reached from temple. Dev slowly smiled seeing this , but radh's glare made him control his smile.But their expectation was wrog its Rp who himself came down
Radhika:papa aap kyun aagaya
Rp[:nahi beta vuss mein ek important thing hain
Radhika and Dev mumbled to themself"we know"
Rpji:kya
Radhika:kuch nahi beta, waise vo kya hain papa, phir kharid nahi sakte hain kya
Rpji:radhu vo tera mangal sutra hain
Dev:what??? Radhika ki shaadi kab huyi, vuski mangal sutra ke baarein mein baat kar rahe hain aap
Rp:dev Humaari parivaaron mein, bachi ki mangalsutra maa hi banvadegi, Devki ji vuski marne se pehle hi Radhika ki mangalsutra banvadiya tha
Radhika:ohhh lekin papa aap mujhe kabhi nahi bataya
Rp:vo itni din tak batane ki kkoi jaroorat nahi padi aur vaise hi iss saal tera shaadi karna chahte hain na hum is liye vo mangalsutra bahar laya tha,pooja karvane ke liye
Radhika:pooja?
Rp:haan maghpoornima hain na aaj, issliye aaj saari raat vo mangalsutra ko chand ki kiranom ke saamne rakhkar agli din vusse kanha ki pooja karva diya toh, vo mangal sutra jiske naam pe hain vuski pran ki koi aapathi nahi hopgi.
Radhika:ohhh, lekin baba aapki mangalsutr toh waste hain
RP:i know u doesn't wanna marry but our destiny had for us we can't change it. Vo mangalsutra 14saal se bhagwaan ki paas hain, what had it in its destiny in next years who knows.
Radhika smiled out but in his mind thought "vo mangalsutra ki destiny toh vo reach kar liya lekin vo kabhi yaha ki kisi ko nah maaloom hoga."
Rpji obsering radhika:Radhika tum jab bhi mandir jaayega ghar aate samay duppatta release karte hain lekin aaj kyun duppatta head mein hi tha.
Radhika:vo vo aaj toh bahut thanda hain na isliye aise hi rakh liya
Rp:dev tum bhi gaya hain kya mandir.
Dev:NO dad, actually we have a farewell party ,main arshad,varun,aremsh baakhi sab ke saath hun
RP: ohhh good. Any way come in I will search for it
Radhika:papa, kal mng search karenge, aaj raat ke loiye rehne de
RP:lekin...
Radhika:aap ne hi bata na ki vus ko saari raat chand ki kiranom mein rekhna haiin, toh rehne de kal mng dekhenge
RP:okay, chalo.
Radhika went to mandir as she entered the house and kept the thali there and holded her hands infront of kanha"kanha kyun aisa karliya aap. Main toh humesha Dev ke saath pyaar kiya tha, lekin aaj jab mujhe ye pata chal gaya ki vishaka vus se pyaar karti hain, main kaise vus se shaadi karsakte hain, Lekin aap aj ki iss pavan din mujhse aisa kiya. Kanha main kaise iss shaadi ko maan loon, Dev ko kaise samjha doon ki vuske liye main suitable nahi hun. "
Radhika startled as she heard the voice of Daadima
Radhika:"haan daadima"
Daadima:kya beta kuch pareshaan mein ho
Radhika:nahi daadima. Aap iss waqt
Daadima:kuch nahi beta Raj ne bataya ki teri mangalsutr kahi miss hogaya tha, vo toh apshakun hain beta.
Radhika:aap kuch bhi pareshaan mat kariye daadi, waise hi vus se mujhe koi jaroorat nahi hain
Dadima:radhika, har insaan ki zindagi mein shaadi ki aavashyakta hain
Radhika:daadima, mere baarein mein sabse jyaada aap aur mrinalinididi hi jaantein hain, aap donom bhi aise baatein kar rahe toh mujhe kuch alag sa hoga,any way I am tired i need to sleep.
Daadima:okay beta gud nyt
Radhika:aap nahi javoge
Daadima:mera mann kuch kharrab hain, main yaha hi kuch samay bitana chahti hun
Radhika:daadima
Daadima:ummm
Radhika:ek baat bolu
Daadma:maine kabhi tumse mana kar liya hain kya
Radhika:ek baat yaad rakhiye daadima, meri vajah se ye parivaar ko kabhi koi kasht nahi pahunchega
Daadima:chi chi aisa kabhi socho mat, tum iss parivaar ki lakshmi hun, fikhar mat
Radhika:mujhe maaloom hain, main jaati hun
Daadima:beta, agar kabhi iss ghar se tumhe koi kahst pahuncha toh is ghar ko kshama kardega na
Radhika:cha cha aisa kuchnahi hain daadima, main iss ghar ke liye bahut rungrast hun, main kyun royega haan
Daadima :jaao so jaao
Radhika nodded and went up, but Dev stopped her before she reach her room.
Dev:ek baat yaad rakho tum meri patni ho, ye baat ttum accept karoge ya na mujhse koi sambandh nahi lekin, mere liye tum meri patni ho. Kya kaha tum main vishaka se shaadi karna hain. never think of it, okay. abb jaao
Radhika angrily glared at Dev who was having a peaceful face and went inot her room. As she went into her room she sat infront of the altar and closed her eyes. All the time she thought about purohith parivaar and the other things. she got remembrance of words of Dev saying " Kya kaha tum main vishaka se shaadi karna hain. never think of it" Radhika suddenly open her eyes and had a determined face.
Edited by harianjana - 13 years ago
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