Light hearted should not read and yell on me its another shot form my tragedy line I just loved the thing I got into mind so m using it I know u l like it because it's the reality of many young men of our country during the wars ohh god it's a one shot no sequeals and merely tragic
I was like in tears gosh aise darawne ideas aate kaha se hai hihih
TAANU version
i hv written it in premeer version previously
if i has to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU.
And here I am taking my last breaths and I want to let u know how much I love u , but I cant I cant , its tearing me from inside to think that after few seconds I l loose u , I want u to be happy living with someone else but I don't know whats it inside me that says u can only be mine just mine ,but u cant u cant ….
Major anuraag ganguly was lying on the sand with blood oozing from the wounds he have received , the slow pace of breathe he was taking was making the sand below his face to move and stick to his face , he was lying there on his stomach with blood all over his body from hand to leg and now he was even choking and blood was coming out of his mind , his face was all covered with blood too , he might not have a wound on his heart but his heart too was bleeding , to keep the promise he has done to his motherland he has lost the battle of love , the promise to make her his , the promise to go back to her , the promise to fill the red vermilion on the partition of her hair .he can hear the sounds of bullets all over the war field , he can hear cries , he can even see many of his friends lying there dead and he will also be one of them he knows , and in all that he can hear her laughter , her confessions , slight pictures of her smiling with shyness as the light started dimming infront of his eyes he rested himself into the soulful dream which was the reality of his life
And he only wishes one thing that she hears what he said before coming , she should be happy as he knows his parents will be in shock but they know that this is the reality of army we always have our one feet in grave but she will be broken beyond repair …
As his eyes closed he went back to his memories
It was last month when he took holidays for 3 weeks and went to his home to his parents,to the person he knows who will be waiting for him
He got out of his bus and stepped on the muddy land of his hometown and bided adieu to his other friends and holded his rucksack on his shoulder and ruffled his hair from one of his hand and folded his shirt's sleeves and started walking towards his home. The only thing reflecting in his mind was a view of her, his childhood friend , his love , heer mann , the girl next door who was always his and he was always hers
With a small smile playing on his lips the prem who was full of life went to his home and after taking the praise of his parents settled himself in his room , he was quite astonished that why taani hasn't met him yet as he has already informed he was coming , everytime she use to wait for him on the bus stop and use to fight with him for returning after so long and this time when he is back after 9 months she Is nowhere in sight he felt like going to her house and asking but shyness holded him from doing that …
Time went on like drops of rain and from morning it turned into evening and that was it he was going to meet her what the hell ! doesn't she remembers him ..
Saying this he jerked up form his bed as he was lying there all pale and dull whole of the day and before leaving yelled at his parents that he was going to meet some of his friends and to which his parents only chuckled as they knew where he was going …
He reached for her house and waited outside the door for about 15 minutes rehearsing how he will present himself and ask for her and for this action of his he mentally kicked him as he was sure now that he has gone insane but he cant help it , he was dying to see those huge sea of water her beautiful eyes which everytime gets moist after seeing him and he gets a chance to console her , hug her and feel her warm embrace and finally after so many rehearsals which were of no use he knocked and hoped that she openes thedoor but as his bad luck went on the door was opened by taanis father and again he forgot everything he has to say , he got confused and uttered some half eaten words like fool and finally asked with so many stops that where is taani? And when he asked that he felt he is a big fat fool but thank god he got a reply that she has gone to her friends place and will return soon and after hearing that anuraag left in a rush
He was angry now , she went to meet her friend arghh leaving him alone , he hitted his foot hard on the ground and started hitting stones near him , when suddenly his eyes flickered to the structure coming , there she was fiddling with her dupatta and walking silently and slowly near the wall , and even she is not in a hurry this raged him even more has she changed her decision of marrying him , or is she in love with someone else this is what only he can think at this moment
He went ahead and tightly caught holded of her wrist making her twirl and rest her back on the wall and he removed the distance between them by taking a step ahead still holding her wrist and another hand on her waist pressing some of his weight on hers , feeling her warm breath , looking at her shocked stare , and inhaling the fragnance of her body , feeling the pleasure of her nails clutching his shirt and digging on his skin .
He left her wrist and touched her cheek and kept his head on the hollow of her neck inhaling the sweet fragrance of her neck and hair but suddenly he go disturbed by a jerk and then he saw she actually pushed him and was about to leave when he again caught holded of her wrist
anuaag: gussa ho !
taanir: main strangers pe gussa nahi hoti by the way u shd be sorry for ur action
anuraag: oho main stranger hmm I see kaafi kuch badal gaya hai
taani: yes and u should know that m engaged and u should touch someone like that
anuraag: oho so ms ,engaged main who cheez paahi leta hun jo meri hai
taani: galat faimi bahot hai aapko
anuraag: really
Saying this he pressed his soft cold lips on her trembling lips and with a quick taste of her he let her go and she rested her chin on his and now he could feel some drops of water on his shirt and he knows she is crying
taani: tum bohot bure ho
anuraag: I know
Saying this taani clutched on his shirt more tightly
anuraag: I know m late m sorry par tumne bhi mujhe kam sataya nahi
They both rested there for a few seconds lying in each others arm hugging each other tight feleing each others heart against themselves when their concentration got broken by a clearing of throat there subodh was stnding looking at them smiling a mischiveous smile
And taanu embarrased looked at him, taani half blushing and hiding and anuraag ruffling his hair
subodh: why the hell don't u get a room huh chi friend ke saamne hi arghh
anuraagwhispered to himself
"saale ki timing bahot kharab hai "
subodh: saale ladki mil gayi to mujhe saala bana raha hai aur kuch din intezaar kar lete waise bhi agle hafte tum dono ki shadi taye ho gayi hai for gods sake aur humne to nahi kaha ki suhagrata nahi manane denge
and hearing this anuraagwas startled shaadi ??????? he cant make the head and tail he was like on the seventh cloud he looked at taani who was half red now and holded her by her arms
anuraag: really ?
and taani just nodded and that's it he broke into a hug making her swept off the ground and again preet made a comment but this time he left giving them some privacy
subodh: yaar besharmi ki had hai haye bhaggu ghor kalyug
and to this taanu cant help but chuckle
the days passed on and they were the best days of his life , he use to spend all his time with her , sometimes hugging , sometimes fighting , sometimes trying to get glances , sometimes running away from others, sometimes hiding
and he use to adore evry movement of her the smile , blush , terror of getting caught , fear when he gripped her form back , relief seeing him …
time passed on from sangeet to mehendi , and then came the day of their marriage
it was morning and anuraag was more than happy and proud that finally he was getting what he ached from years back
he was giving his last trial of clothes and was even somehow upset that he cant see her the whole day , when his mobile rang and it was a call form his senior , he took the call and hearing whatever is being said from the other side made him look pale , he cutted the line slowly and took a look towards subodh with his teary eyes who was busy studying his looks as he wanted him to be perfect but when he was about to say something he looked into anuraags eyes and he could feel something was wrong
subodh: what happened ?
anuraagremained silent for a moment and then murmured
anuraag: I have to go
saying this he left and subodh yelled at his back asking him what happened but he got the feeling that what was wrong but he still expected that should not be the thing
anuraagknows that he should be ready for this anytime but his heart was aching , why did this happened to him , but his personal life will never come in between of his love for motherland , he knows this from the day he joined the army
he entered her house where it was full of people dancing , laughing and there she was sitting in between all with haldi all over her body , looking dreadfully gorgeous
he took a deep breath and moved forward and then it happened all the girls stopped whatever they were doing and looked at him , some gave him a glare and some taunted him saying ki thoda intezaar nahi hua but only he knows which storm was growing inside him
he moved forward
anu: taani mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai
and then her smile died on her lips seeing anu so serious and numb with tears
everyone got quite andtaani got up
taani: what happened ?
anu: I have to go
and then he saw the reation on her face se became quite and straightened like she didn't understood
anu: I got a call form headquarters my holidays has been cancelled I have to report tomorrow the war that was like sorted on the border has taken a dreadful scenerio I have to go and I don't know when I will be back , this marriage cant happen
and anu saw her his eyes were moist but she remained calm without uttering a word
anu: I am so sorr ytaani
he saw her moving forward taking his face in her palms
taani: u go, I l wait
saying this she ran upstairs
all night anu couldn't sleep thinking about the consequences , thinking about will he return , thinking about what will be her future and everything was blank to him
next morning after packing his things he bidded a good bye to his parents who didn't wanted him to leave and he can see in those old eyes that they were broken , he even went to her house and took the blessings of taanis parents who were also reluctant that he should have married her before going ..
but anu knows he cant , he cant play with her, his eyes searched for her but she was nowhere in view and he felt relieved that he doesn't have to get I contact with her as that would be hard for him
outside subodh was waitng for him he hugged him tightly and both of them started walking
anu: subodh meri ek baat manega
subodh: tu bolke to dekh
anu: agar main wapas nahi aaya to taani ka haath thaam lena
and subodh suddenly stopped he could see he was now sobbing
subodh:taani sirf teri hai aur tu wapas aayega aisi baatein kyun keh raha hai aaj se pehle bhi to tu jaata tha na
anu: pehle ki baat aur thi aaj mujhe bahot darr lag raha hai meri ye baat mann lena usse khush rakhna
andsubodh again hugged him tightly crying loudly
subodh: tujhe kuch nahi hoga kuch nahi
anusilently broke the hug and turned and to his surprise and shock taani was standing there , no emotions on her face
subodhkept a hand on anusshoulder and left giving both of them some privacy
anumoved forward and taani and he started walking without saying each other anything anu stopped when they reached the bus stop
he waited for her to say something but she didn't so he was about to saying something
anu: taani who
but he got stopped by a tight slap on his face by her
taani: kya samjha kya hai mujhe huh itni swarthi hun main , ki tum chale jaoge aur main kisi aur ke saath , aur kaise soch liya ki tum wapas nahi aaoge kaise soch liya
and saying this she broke her knees went weak and she broke herself into his arms
anu: main janta hun ki tum gussa ho ,
taani: I love u anuraag I love u
and then anuraag heard the honking of his bus andtaani too saw the bus giving her a last tight hug and kissing her on her forehead he tried to leave but she caught holded of her wrist
taani: I will wait
and then she left his hand and he entered into the bus
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Taking his last breaths lying on the ground he still can se eher sweeling eyes which were hopeful for his return but he knows he cant he cant she should not wait he wanted to yell so that she can hear that live ur life donot wait but he doesn't have even that much strenghth left in him he wanted to say her name , the last time but god even didn't let this happen but he was happy his motherland has benifiited from him the junnon of being its true son has fulfilled
Just one simple wish is left unfulfilled his love his love that's it
As the death called him in his warm bed he felt like his water was floating in some sea of flashbacks , only him silence and her images and slowly he drifted into peace and went away from this world leaving many unfinished stories behind him
Okk that's it
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