When i met you first, you were no less than a village girl who bumped into me accidentaly. But the strange thing was that you bumped into me everywhere. It was as if destiny was playing a game with us but we did not know that we were being played with.
When you first looked into my eyes
it felt as if i looked into your heart... Your eyes spoke louder than any actions, any words. They revealed that there was always something that bugged you. You did not care to share before but ofcourse, i was a stranger.
Your eyes revealed a clean, pure, and tender heart. I knew that you were not just a random girl. There was much more to you.... and there was always something that drew me towards you. Your eyes pulled me like a magnetic force.. Everytime i tried, i couldn't help but lose myself within them...
When i first touched you...
I might have loved someone else before. But i never loved anyone as much as i love you. Your soft touch made me forget about my terrible past... It was always strange. Even when u accidentaly bumped into me, your touch made me restless. Something that is unexplainable.
When you first cried infront of me....
my heart broke into millions of pieces. I've always hated tears, i've always hated life. And i always thought of women as traitors. The only woman that mattered to me was my dadi. But a single tear in your eye drove me mad. As if someone shot me in the heart. The pain that i had never experienced before and never wish to again.
When you first smiled at me...
it made my black and white colorless world colorful again. The flowers that dried up in a bush, started to bloom. The world started to look breathtakingly gorgeous. The rainbow was finally visible to my eyes and happiness was all i felt during that one moment of not even a minute.
When you opened up yourself, when you told me about your past
I was shocked, hurt, pained, angry, furious. But that was only for a little time. I was hurt because you never cared to share something so traumatic about yourself with me.
I was angry at the heartless animal who'd do such a thing to an innocent girl.
I was furious at God, who had been unfair to you...
When i looked into the type of person you are....
That lively girl. That confident, independant woman. When you first left your family, i never asked why you did that. I did believe that you had guts. You were brave. You are independant. And that was something that attracted me to your personality. But when you told me about your horrifying past, the respect i had in my eyes for you, reached to new heights.
I never believed that someone so hurt can be fixed again.
When i went through nothing less than a heartbreak, i forgot how to smile, how to live life. But when life threw such a thing at you Geet, you still moved on. You lived. You smiled. You were always confident of what you were doing.
I will always respect, admire, love, and cherish the kind of person you are Geet.
Maan.
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