Pieces of Destiny | AR - Ch1 Pg6

I sit here rocking back and forth with a memory in my hand. The only memory I have left of her. It feels as though my world has shattered. I've never felt a pain like this before. To think that the man I loved, and adored and looked up to, could deceive me in such a way. He was always the one man I looked up to no matter what. I had blind trust in him. He was the inspiration of my life. All my life I thanked him for giving me such a great upbringing, for giving me the life I now live, but to think he based our lives, my life, on a lie.

I wonder, how could my father be such a cynical bas***d, how?

I grew up thanking God for giving me such a caring and respecting father, for giving me the best father in the world, but who knew my existence was a lie. He used me for his own ambition, for his own purposes. He nurtured me, yet that didn't affect him. I never would have expected such a deceit, that too from the man I call my Father. While I grew up he always told me honesty was the best policy, yet he didn't maintain that. He brought me up without a single complaint. He never complained once, never hesitated, never pressured me. Only to think that all that was done, was done for him. For his needs...