She might or might not have realised yet!
But her eyes unconsciously look for him if he is not around, follows him if he is found!đ every time she looks at his face, she wonders what he is thinking and if there is a slightest concern on his face, she wants to know what is causing it! She ends up thinking about it, tries to understand what is the reason and ends up worrying about it herself!!đ
Now a days, at times, she is even going to lengths to work on even a slightest chance to make the stress disappear from his face! All of this, unknowingly and without even âthinkingâ of what or why she is doing it! She gets relieved if he looks stress free(like after AV)
She jumps at first chance to help him, she wants to be involved in the things related to him and be of help as much as she can. I donât believe the only reason she jumps to assist him is she wants to beat pyramid or Ejypt whatever ! Lol! Would you??
She gets pleasantly surprised whenever she sees a new side(dance, song, having kid friend etc) to him and she remembers every damn thing he says or does or even whatever people mentions ABOUT HIM!!
I wonder when her hate turned into this intense emotional feeling that brought him even closer to her, in thoughts that she canât stop thinking about him for whatever the reasons. She fights with him n scolds like a wifeđ and she gets reminded of how her (late) husband fought with his parents when he takes her side with his mom!
She hangs on to his words and keeps replaying it in mind and wonders why he said what he said (drunk talk), the way she browsed about the scandal and thought how he must have felt to face those situations, when she noticed his expression in the car, the way she put two n two together n silently supported him! It is not âlooking at himâ anymore, she observes him unconsciously and thinks about him as if he is part of her personal life!
Love how dynamics are changing! What do you think about it?