He made lot of wrong decisions in his life.. One of them was the people he chose to surround himself with.. I personally don't like Ankita and find her very snooty and always thought Sush was bit out of her league ( not talking about looks here but personality) but they loved each other and she loved him with all her heart.. I do think if they had been together he would have had a strong emotional support he always needed. Tbh after his first breakup I have always found him a bit lost. When I look back at their relationship it seems so pure and innocent.. Even though I like Kriti better but if given a choice to change the past I would wish Sush and Ankita never broke up, got married and had a happy little family.
I do believe he had has some issues post his mother's untimely and sudden death and most probably there is a history of mental illness in his family. He was a really sensitive dude with such bright mind but he had this nervous energy around him.
His lack of maintaining relationships and cutting off or drifting apart from people was what resulted in him being left all alone in the end. I as a fan have never seen him as happy and cheerful as he used to be during his TV days and post break up. Even though he had his breakout success in Dhoni and Bollywood was accepting him..he looked lost, even his relationship with Kriti ( who I thought was a perfect match for him in terms of background and intellect) couldn't last for some reason.. Another bad decision he took was his script choice. Post Dhoni.. He missed out on good scripts and rather wasted his time on projects like Chanda mama and Takadum that never took off, his business venture didn't work out and his friend circle kept changing.. He always used to live with bunch of random people or acquaintances instead if his family.. At the end he was just surrounded by bunch of freeloaders and a toxic group of people.. His real friends couldn't even reach him.. According to his statement to Bihar police Mahesh shetty told them how Sush hugged him and cried his eyes out when he last met him in last week of May. He also told him about how he will remove toxic people from his life and his farming plans ( I ain't making this up.. This was Mahesh statement according to a news channel and looks quite legit).... So yeah it was more than just Bollywood.. Lot of things went wrong for him and somewhere he was himself responsible for those choices.. I still feel extremely sad when I think of his last days..Lonely deaths like this are always sad and disturbing but to think that this was the same charming, funny and goody 24 year old dude I became a fan of is heartbreaking.
PS: I don't directly blame anyone for what happened.. Not even Rhea ( doesn't change the fact that she was a toxic freeloader who indulged in sourcing drugs and never bothered to update the family or contact his friends)... If I think about it then no one deserves to be punished for what happened to him but there were people who deliberately or unknowingly added to his suffering.. Be it Masand or whoever was responsible for that Me too article or be it Rohini or others.
Edited by ninny - 4 years ago
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