Ep 45: Agar main nahi gaya to main kahtm ho jaunga - Page 5

Originally posted by: shruthiravi

Beautiful post and I had put a long reply which IF washed out tellin server error. So putting again shortly. Ananya was never friend to rudra she had tried to be his love than his friend. If she was friend she would hav never accepted proposal would hav tried to understand why a sudden proposal. But now her feeling of betrayal will affect mayra in different ways as for Roy family she will be always victim. And Rudra.This guy is pure love man. He is love in its deepest sense who hold the power to heal the wounds of Maya and Madam Maya has not expected this when she made all plans.

I know server issues. I usually just copy-paste the entire thing, because then I can paste it again.

True. Had Ananya really been the friend she should have been, then she should have utilized her good sense of not accepting this proposal. But alas, disaster struck on her. Hope, they give her a proper and clean exit for now. And later she can sort herself out and return.

And now everyone will be all nice to her because she is the victim here thanks to Rudra, and Maya will bear the brunt of that, which Maya does not really care about, but Rudra does. He will just be more protective of her since he married her and brought her to his house.

Yes, hope Rudra's light is enough to bring Maya out of her darkness. But honestly, some amount of darkness is necessary if she needs to stay in the Roy household.

Originally posted by: tournesol

Beautiful post Sohini 😳

Thanks, Tiara😊

Everyone is abiding by their sanak, Ananya dragging Rudra to mandap even after he confessed his love for Maya, Rudra's sanak with the shopkeeper, Maya's sanak for her plans that are meant to go awry 😉

Rudra is really a very strong character, his presence just makes everyone's plans go awry, be it Mrityunjay or Maya.

I found the entire scene about black beads highly significant. It's like Maya meets a pure and innocent Rishi, who is like a string of white pearls, she colors him with her dark shadows, breaks him/takes his life (rooh ko todha, those lines sounded so apt 💔) The string dies and scatters all sentiments associated with it, the Roy family is scattered again, Rudra and MJ are blaming each other.

Then Rudra follows Maya's trail of dark deeds to reach her (as in her truth). He finds each hint and keeps collecting them, until he reaches her and discovers her. Maya is putting the black beads in Ganges backwards, i.e. she is washing her sins unconsciously when Rudra catches one bead in his hand, and uncovers the truth, most probably Rishi's truth.

That is a nice symbolism. A different take.

The beads fall from Maya's hands, so Maya might give up on revenge but but they are still in Rudra's hands, so he might accumulate her darkness in him as a result of her deeds.

I couldn't decipher what phone falling in Ganges might mean.. Maya making Rudra wash MJ's sins by going away? I'm not sure how that might happen..

It could be like Maya liberating Rudra from the shadow of Mrityunjay. It could be a sign that Maya starts distinguishing between Rudra and Mrityunjay. Her throwing away of the phone could mean that henceforth, she will see Rudra in a different light, separate from the shadow of Mrityunjay.

Again, sorry for being late.. this weekend was almost like workday for me. 😒

Its okay dear.

Originally posted by: libran90

I know server issues. I usually just copy-paste the entire thing, because then I can paste it again.

True. Had Ananya really been the friend she should have been, then she should have utilized her good sense of not accepting this proposal. But alas, disaster struck on her. Hope, they give her a proper and clean exit for now. And later she can sort herself out and return.

And now everyone will be all nice to her because she is the victim here thanks to Rudra, and Maya will bear the brunt of that, which Maya does not really care about, but Rudra does. He will just be more protective of her since he married her and brought her to his house.

Yes, hope Rudra's light is enough to bring Maya out of her darkness. But honestly, some amount of darkness is necessary if she needs to stay in the Roy household.

No one will be nice to her for obvious reasons but I hope Maya gives it back, just like she did to ananya. or she may play the bechari to enrage rudra further. still, maya should not take a single insult from that monstrous family.

Originally posted by: bhshre95

Great post😃 i have been reading your posts from many days but commenting for the first time and i am very late i guess😆.

Thanks, @bhshre95.😊

Regarding the episode i felt bad for ananya. Till last episode i was irritated with her stupidity but still no girl deserves to be ditched like that at the altar. she did turn blind eye to the things going around her but still i would blame rudra for all this mess. to be frank i didn't get rudra's POV in this whole track. I still don't understand why did he propose to ananya in the first place. His feelings were his problem, don't know why he dragged ananya into all this. I really loved rudra in the beginning where he clearly drew a line and told ananya he didn't love her. I had so loved him for that and then he went on to create this mess😆

and when he is committed to ananya he should have stayed true to her (though i love MayRa 😳 ) unblocking Maya's number, thinking about her all the time , even on wedding day all he was thinking is Maya? How did he think he would do justice to ananya? The fact that he has this much strong feelings for another girl should have been enough for him break off this wedding. It felt like he was just going with the flow, Maya me confess kia toh Maya varna toh ananya hai he😆 i would have been happy if he broke off the wedding by himself without any external pushing. It scares me thinking what he would have done if nandini hadn't come because frankly Maya or no Maya i feel Ruan marriage would have been a disaster 😆 though he is still doomed by marrying maaya😒 . and he just ran away leaving behind ananya to deal with the mess. I do agree with you on ana ya begging rudra to stay, that was really bad, even after seeing all this she still wanted to marry him?😡 Maybe it was her last effort to hold onto him. And don't know when ITV will learn to give good track or exit to parallel leads, except for 2 shows, almost all shows i watched have parallel leads or side characters who stupid and desperate and usually turn outright villains who seem to have no aim in life other than to be with the leads

I couldn't agree more. I always felt that Rudra in an impulse proposed Ananya, and then asked Maya. Whereas he should have done that before. If Maya refused and then he proposed Ananya that too would have been understandable. But what would have been better is that he had maintained the lines he drew around himself. But with Maya, Rudra from within was unraveling, and he wanted to keep his inner soul watertight so that no one breaks him apart. But then if he does not break out of his own fears, how will he go and save Maya from her darkness.

But seeing Mayra makes me forget all these they just have this undeniable connection. Even when you know there couldn't be any happy ending i cannot help but ship them😳 it just makes me wish somehow rishi was alive, however unrealistic it maybe. They could open up so many potential tracks with him. I understand they may have wanted rishi out of picture for some time for Mayra to progress but after this they could bring him back. Maybe its the effect of watching ITV for so many years , i just can't take any character death as ultimate 😆

Sweety, aren't we all wishing the same. We hoped that Maya would get the happy ending she deserves because this Maya is more relatable as a human than Maya Mehrotra from S1 who was a mean machine. Let's see if there are any chances of some ITV twist to this show, and Rishi returning.

Coming to mrityunjay and amir, they both are quite useless till now . And this show is pathetic in thriller aspect, no proper planning by the protagonist and no solid and intelligent villain to counter her 🤓i love Mayra but they are the only thing watchable in the show. I hope they step up other aspects as well. All the cast are so good, a good story and execution would have made wonders here.

The thriller aspect was the mystery of Maya Jaisingh which was pretty underwhelming, because Mrityunjay Roy, the great could not locate this one woman. I don't know who is slacker here. Anyway, the real deal begins with Maya and Mrityunjay under one roof, hope they execute that well.

Sorry for the really long rant😆

My posts are the longer rants. We are all ranting here dear. Don't apologize for that.😆

Originally posted by: pomegranate

No one will be nice to her for obvious reasons but I hope Maya gives it back, just like she did to ananya. or she may play the bechari to enrage rudra further. still, maya should not take a single insult from that monstrous family.

Pommy, they are expecting sweet and innocent Maya. And this Maya is far from that Maya 10 years ago. They have no idea what this Maya is capable of.

Originally posted by: bhshre95

Great post😃 i have been reading your posts from many days but commenting for the first time and i am very late i guess😆.

Regarding the episode i felt bad for ananya. Till last episode i was irritated with her stupidity but still no girl deserves to be ditched like that at the altar. she did turn blind eye to the things going around her but still i would blame rudra for all this mess. to be frank i didn't get rudra's POV in this whole track. I still don't understand why did he propose to ananya in the first place. His feelings were his problem, don't know why he dragged ananya into all this. I really loved rudra in the beginning where he clearly drew a line and told ananya he didn't love her. I had so loved him for that and then he went on to create this mess😆

It was a good decision to show Ananya as emotional instead of angry in that moment. Because it made her slightly more relatable. This mess is mostly Rudra's fault, he wanted to escape his feelings for maya so he went to his comfort/neutral zone, Ananya. Then rishi died, he felt bad and thought marriage will make everyone happy. He basically dug himself into a hole that he did not know how to get out of.

and when he is committed to ananya he should have stayed true to her (though i love MayRa 😳 ) unblocking Maya's number, thinking about her all the time , even on wedding day all he was thinking is Maya? How did he think he would do justice to ananya? The fact that he has this much strong feelings for another girl should have been enough for him break off this wedding. It felt like he was just going with the flow, Maya me confess kia toh Maya varna toh ananya hai he😆 i would have been happy if he broke off the wedding by himself without any external pushing. It scares me thinking what he would have done if nandini hadn't come because frankly Maya or no Maya i feel Ruan marriage would have been a disaster 😆 though he is still doomed by marrying maaya😒 . and he just ran away leaving behind ananya to deal with the mess. I do agree with you on ana ya begging rudra to stay, that was really bad, even after seeing all this she still wanted to marry him?😡 Maybe it was her last effort to hold onto him. And don't know when ITV will learn to give good track or exit to parallel leads, except for 2 shows, almost all shows i watched have parallel leads or side characters who stupid and desperate and usually turn outright villains who seem to have no aim in life other than to be with the leads

Rudra is marrying Ananya, but are marriage and commitment the same thing? not here. He would not be able to stay true to her even if he tried because his feelings for maya are too deep. He should have called off the marriage but things spiraled out of control so quickly, and he became frazzled. What rudra needed was a third party who would explain and guide him like nandini did. unfortunately his so called best friend was too lost in her fantasy, and his family is self absorbed.

One could see that by trying to drag Rudra to the mandap, Ananya was making a last ditch effort to save the wedding but this time, Rudra stood up for his love. It is like he finally woke up from his zombie state.

Ananya has officially lost her mind. This is what happens when you dream up such stupid dreams since childhood. smh. Rudra openly humiliated her by expressing his love for another woman and she still wants him. why would you want to marry a man who does not want you? she was living in some alternate universe in that moment.

Originally posted by: libran90

It could be like Maya liberating Rudra from the shadow of Mrityunjay. It could be a sign that Maya starts distinguishing between Rudra and Mrityunjay. Her throwing away of the phone could mean that henceforth, she will see Rudra in a different light, separate from the shadow of Mrityunjay.

Wow 👏.. hopefully so. I wonder where her sanak would take her though..

Originally posted by: pomegranate

Ananya begging rudra was really bad. Even after seeing his feelings for another woman she wants to marry him. She should have been the one breaking the marriage. And now again she is staying in the house🤔 i hope she leaves after Mayra marriage. It would be really weird to see her in Roy house after Mayra marriage.

Coming to rudra, i know he feels for Maya and would never be able to be with ananya truly, but my problem with him is he could have cleared up the things earlier or at least asked for sometime. Its not like feelings for Maya are last minute realisation, he knew he loved Maya but still he dragged ananya till marriage and would probably have got married as well if nan din I hadn't arrived. Why spoil the girl's life unnecessarily.No girl deserves to be ditched like that. And he didn't even bother to explain himself to the family and ran away leaving ananya to deal with the mess ( though i am thankful we were spared the Roy family drama😆 but still)

beautiful post 😃