Ep 45: Agar main nahi gaya to main kahtm ho jaunga - Page 4

Originally posted by: Rara22

Libby, even I also feel the same about Mayra. I am so drawn into Mayra's love. I wish there was a man like Rudra in my life though I know this intense passionate kind of love story is only available on TV. Asal zindagi mein, this kind of love fizzles very fast and usually doesn't work out.

Ye sab kuch asliyat mein thodi na hota hai. If a guy holds me like that, I will ask, "Are you on weed?"😆. TV par hi enjoy karlo.

The way Rudra grabbed Maya today I feel they both should be locked up in a room together. They can solve all their problems there. 👍🏼Maya is always making the poor Rudra run in circles around her and the poor boy is always doing so. 🤔 And I really want to know what is Rajeev's back story. No one, mind you no one will go this far for someone and treat another person's mother like his mother. He must be very indebted to Maya for some reason. Anyway, B2 mein, I feel all the kirdaar's are equal players. I feel Rajiv's character might also be twisted later on.

Kaunse problems solve karne chahiye unko dear. Aur kya bacha hai dono ke beech hone ko. Sab kuch to kar lete hai ye dono yaar.😆☺️

Also, I want to know how Maya got the idea of marrying Rudra. Kya dekha tha hamari behen ne ? Also, I feel she oscillates between I like Rudra and woh MJ ka beta hai so I don't think she loves him that much to marry him. Maya didi sure had some opportunity somewhere or inspiration somewhere. To me, she actually made a smart move by marrying Rudra. If she kills Rishi and Rudra, then I really do not know how is she going to attack MJ and his clan. Antara might go depressive but I feel all the others will still be the same be it Aamir, Diya, Sudhir etc.

Sach me. Lagta hai ye bhi Mahmaya ke on-the-spot planning ka namuna hai.

So marrying Rudra was a good shot cause she or her family won't be harmed and she can still be plotting away. Even if Rudra finds out her truth, he may get angry or may want to kill her, but he will never let MJ harm her mother. So, marrying Rudra was a win win situation.

As of now, yes. Baki baad me dekh lenge.

Originally posted by: DivyaDivI10

Finally read all the post on this thread.. i just loved the episode and it's going to be loop in all this weekend also weekend kyun aata

In the being of the series i was zero interest in love angle coz of S1 i was rooted Maya only but the suprise is Rudra Roy and Mayra chemistry is another level i just wish weekend jaldi katam hojaye

Exactly man, now wait till Monday. Oh God

No, I had a so-so interest in MayRa and more interest in revenge. But revenge ka to...khair chodo. Abhi MayRa se kaam chala rahi hu.

Beautifully worded analysis. I watched the episode before reading your write up, so, this time around I can related better.

Rudra has woken up from him deep slumber. 😉 Shivin's dialogue related to Maya being his breath, his heartbeat... was very deep. He did well. Shivn brought Rudra's truth out, brought his fear out.. he could only do that once he was sure Maya loved him. It's like to know Maya loved him, was his deliberation...

I felt the way Rudra searched for Maya, him knowing where Maya was, even when Rajeev was clueless about Maya's whereabouts, shows his connection to her and his pagalpan too. He was like a psychopath at the gullies of Rishikesh. The way he systematically looked for Maya, from the old vendor to the riversides... gosh, I felt chilled. It was Beyhad too.

For me.. Man Friday.. Rajeev played his role superbly. Small sections but executed perfectly.

Originally posted by: shruthiravi

Beautiful post and I had put a long reply which IF washed out tellin server error. So putting again shortly. Ananya was never friend to rudra she had tried to be his love than his friend. If she was friend she would hav never accepted proposal would hav tried to understand why a sudden proposal. But now her feeling of betrayal will affect mayra in different ways as for Roy family she will be always victim. And Rudra.This guy is pure love man. He is love in its deepest sense who hold the power to heal the wounds of Maya and Madam Maya has not expected this when she made all plans.

Shruthi, please write a post on the episode

Beautiful post Sohini 😳

Everyone is abiding by their sanak, Ananya dragging Rudra to mandap even after he confessed his love for Maya, Rudra's sanak with the shopkeeper, Maya's sanak for her plans that are meant to go awry 😉

I found the entire scene about black beads highly significant. It's like Maya meets a pure and innocent Rishi, who is like a string of white pearls, she colors him with her dark shadows, breaks him/takes his life (rooh ko todha, those lines sounded so apt 💔) The string dies and scatters all sentiments associated with it, the Roy family is scattered again, Rudra and MJ are blaming each other.

Then Rudra follows Maya's trail of dark deeds to reach her (as in her truth). He finds each hint and keeps collecting them, until he reaches her and discovers her. Maya is putting the black beads in Ganges backwards, i.e. she is washing her sins unconsciously when Rudra catches one bead in his hand, and uncovers the truth, most probably Rishi's truth.

The beads fall from Maya's hands, so Maya might give up on revenge but but they are still in Rudra's hands, so he might accumulate her darkness in him as a result of her deeds.

I couldn't decipher what phone falling in Ganges might mean.. Maya making Rudra wash MJ's sins by going away? I'm not sure how that might happen..

Again, sorry for being late.. this weekend was almost like workday for me. 😒

Originally posted by: JazzyM

Beautifully worded analysis. I watched the episode before reading your write up, so, this time around I can related better.

Thanks, J😊

Rudra has woken up from him deep slumber. 😉 Shivin's dialogue related to Maya being his breath, his heartbeat... was very deep. He did well. Shivn brought Rudra's truth out, brought his fear out.. he could only do that once he was sure Maya loved him. It's like to know Maya loved him, was his deliberation...

I felt the way Rudra searched for Maya, him knowing where Maya was, even when Rajeev was clueless about Maya's whereabouts, shows his connection to her and his pagalpan too. He was like a psychopath at the gullies of Rishikesh. The way he systematically looked for Maya, from the old vendor to the riversides... gosh, I felt chilled. It was Beyhad too.

Yes, Rudra ke dil ka bojh halka ho gaya. He felt so relieved. And after relief, there was the pain of losing Maya. And that triggered his manic search for Maya in Hrishikesh.

For me.. Man Friday.. Rajeev played his role superbly. Small sections but executed perfectly.

Ekdum.

Originally posted by: libran90

Haayeee! Aaj lagta hai waqt lag jayega MayRa land se nikalne me. Kya episode tha. Left you wanting more. But the precap is what was more intriguing and the defining moment of the show. Kyunki raaste ke patthad ne nadi ka rasta mod diya hai. Some of it we have already anticipated by the SBS segment, and some of it we will get to see on Monday. Hey bhaggu, ye Monday kab aayega. Anyway coming to the episode analysis, here it goes.

Ananya's desperation - Honestly, I don't know whom to blame more - Rudra or Ananya. Rudra was stupid and impulsive, I get it. But Ananya was blind like blind is a very lenient term. And now she was literally begging. I mean why? Is love for Rudra more important than love for yourself? You talk big words about self-respect and what were you doing here? Begging in front of Rudra. I mean why give someone that amount of power on you that you have to beg for love. No dear no. Never ever beg for love or attention in your life, unless given by free will. And what happened to your friendship, huh? Where did the understanding between both you and your "best friend" go? You say you know Rudra better than anyone, then why did you not understand his fears, his loneliness, his love? Why? Frankly, Ananya ke liye bilkul bura feel nahi kar pati, kyunki Ananya ne ye sab kuch dekhte huye bhi, she has brushed it under the carpet. She relied on Rudra's word, but the heart is always unreliable Ananya, you of all people should have known it. As we can see, Ananya's heart took over her mind, and Rudra's mind took over his heart. Ananya became blind, and Rudra became dumb. And now only one person is suffering here is Ananya.

Rudra's desperate search - So Rudra's crazypanti has taken over him very quickly. His desperate search, him looking for her, raising his hand almost on the vendor for calling Maya crazy, uff. Rudra cannot hear one word against his Maya, that too from a stranger. To Roy khandaan to bahut dur ka baat hai. And he did manage to seek out Maya, to Maya's utter surprise. She was having a lot of fun making Rudra run around in circles. But as usual, she underestimates our talented Rudy boy. He knows Maya and her love for black, he knows her choice of the location she would come. Baby, tumko jahannum se bhi dhund ke nikal layega apna ladka. And the way he held her in his embrace and touched her, was the purest form of touch, even though intimate. Because usme pyaar tha, lagaav tha, which is why Maya does not feel uncomfortable or polluted by his touch. She does not wince at it anymore. But I guess there is much more talent to witness of our talented launda. Why do we have to wait for Monday man? I was simply beaming tonight thanks to him. 😃

Maya's maya - Sab dhara ka dhara hi reh jayega behen. She had it all planned in her head - lure Rudra, kill Rudra and vanish Maya. She made Rajiv remove all traces of her existence from her apartment as well. But hum jo plans banate hai wo kaha tak pure ho pate hai. Plans bhagwan banate hai hamare liye, and we have no choice but to abide by those plans. Maya plans to kill Rudra. But that is what her head wants - not just for revenge, but also for the unconscious betrayal she felt because of Rudra. But, the heart as I said is unreliable. Jab bhi Rudra uske paas aata hai, sanki Maya kahi dissolve ho jati hai, and the real Maya comes to the fore. And when she is at that brink, har baar Mrityunjay beech me aakar sab kabada kar deta hai, and she goes back to sanki Maya. Anyway, coming to her plans, sab Ganga me swaaha hone wale hai. Going by the precap, log Ganga me sirf paap nahi, apne andar ka mail dhone bhi aate hai - mann aur aatma ka mail. Mann aur aatma ka mail dhul gaya, because she was going to kill him, but something happened that stopped her. And that was why she was crying and asking for help from Ganga maiyya. So the truth is the marriage and vows she took with Rudra were true, him confessing love was true and so was Maya's feelings when she was marrying Rudra. Mind you, revenge is still there. Hate for the Roys is still there. The only thing that changed is her love for Rudra. She looks like she wholeheartedly accepted Rudra, his love for her, and her love for him. Now, Maya has chosen a very tough route for herself. To strike a balance between love for Rudra and revenge for Mrityunjay. How she will manage without blurring the lines, is what will be fun to watch. This is me going by the precap. After Monday's episode, it is bound to change, so we will have more insight into what changed this game of revenge.

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Mrityunjay and Aamir searching for Maya is like so stupid, I can't even begin to say. Pehle karna chahiye tha na daddu. Kaise villain hai aap? Na aap koi kaam ke, na aapka lukkha bhai Aamir kisi kaam ka. Sab safa chat karke chali gayi Maya. What is symbolic was, burning of the photo of Maya with her lover, why? Because that symbol was of love for Maya which transitioned into pain. But now she does not need that symbol anymore. Because the real love of her life Rudra has stepped into her life to wash away the bitter signs of cruel love.

Rajiv, I love you, dude.❤️ Your courage, your friendship and your brotherhood are much appreciable. At least you are much better than Aamir. Wo aadmi kisi kaam ka nahi. Tu hamesha kaam aata hai, and thankfully Maya appreciated that.

Well, that's all from me tonight. Time to hear you guys.

Great post😃 i have been reading your posts from many days but commenting for the first time and i am very late i guess😆.

Regarding the episode i felt bad for ananya. Till last episode i was irritated with her stupidity but still no girl deserves to be ditched like that at the altar. she did turn blind eye to the things going around her but still i would blame rudra for all this mess. to be frank i didn't get rudra's POV in this whole track. I still don't understand why did he propose to ananya in the first place. His feelings were his problem, don't know why he dragged ananya into all this. I really loved rudra in the beginning where he clearly drew a line and told ananya he didn't love her. I had so loved him for that and then he went on to create this mess😆

and when he is committed to ananya he should have stayed true to her (though i love MayRa 😳 ) unblocking Maya's number, thinking about her all the time , even on wedding day all he was thinking is Maya? How did he think he would do justice to ananya? The fact that he has this much strong feelings for another girl should have been enough for him break off this wedding. It felt like he was just going with the flow, Maya me confess kia toh Maya varna toh ananya hai he😆 i would have been happy if he broke off the wedding by himself without any external pushing. It scares me thinking what he would have done if nandini hadn't come because frankly Maya or no Maya i feel Ruan marriage would have been a disaster 😆 though he is still doomed by marrying maaya😒 . and he just ran away leaving behind ananya to deal with the mess. I do agree with you on ana ya begging rudra to stay, that was really bad, even after seeing all this she still wanted to marry him?😡 Maybe it was her last effort to hold onto him. And don't know when ITV will learn to give good track or exit to parallel leads, except for 2 shows, almost all shows i watched have parallel leads or side characters who stupid and desperate and usually turn outright villains who seem to have no aim in life other than to be with the leads

But seeing Mayra makes me forget all these they just have this undeniable connection. Even when you know there couldn't be any happy ending i cannot help but ship them😳 it just makes me wish somehow rishi was alive, however unrealistic it maybe. They could open up so many potential tracks with him. I understand they may have wanted rishi out of picture for some time for Mayra to progress but after this they could bring him back. Maybe its the effect of watching ITV for so many years , i just can't take any character death as ultimate 😆

Coming to mrityunjay and amir, they both are quite useless till now .And this show is pathetic in thriller aspect, no proper planning by protagonist and no solid and intelligent villain to counter her 😕 i love Mayra but they are the only thing watchable in the show. I hope they step up other aspects as well. All the cast are so good, a good story and execution would have made wonders here.

Sorry for the really long rant😆

Originally posted by: bhshre95

Great post😃 i have been reading your posts from many days but commenting for the first time and i am very late i guess😆.

Regarding the episode i felt bad for ananya. Till last episode i was irritated with her stupidity but still no girl deserves to be ditched like that at the altar. she did turn blind eye to the things going around her but still i would blame rudra for all this mess. to be frank i didn't get rudra's POV in this whole track. I still don't understand why did he propose to ananya in the first place. His feelings were his problem, don't know why he dragged ananya into all this. I really loved rudra in the beginning where he clearly drew a line and told ananya he didn't love her. I had so loved him for that and then he went on to create this mess😆

I too agree; the Rudra who drew the line between friendship and love was awesome. For once, there was a male-female friendship beautifully depicted in Desi serial. But, then, everything went into the drain with Rudra's proposal 😕

and when he is committed to ananya he should have stayed true to her (though i love MayRa 😳 ) unblocking Maya's number, thinking about her all the time , even on wedding day all he was thinking is Maya? How did he think he would do justice to ananya? The fact that he has this much strong feelings for another girl should have been enough for him break off this wedding. It felt like he was just going with the flow, Maya me confess kia toh Maya varna toh ananya hai he😆 i would have been happy if he broke off the wedding by himself without any external pushing. It scares me thinking what he would have done if nandini hadn't come because frankly Maya or no Maya i feel Ruan marriage would have been a disaster 😆 though he is still doomed by marrying maaya😒 . and he just ran away leaving behind ananya to deal with the mess. I do agree with you on ana ya begging rudra to stay, that was really bad, even after seeing all this she still wanted to marry him?😡 Maybe it was her last effort to hold onto him. And don't know when ITV will learn to give good track or exit to parallel leads, except for 2 shows, almost all shows i watched have parallel leads or side characters who stupid and desperate and usually turn outright villains who seem to have no aim in life other than to be with the leads

Yup, the guy was drowning in Maya's memory but refuses to move forward. He wanted Maya to commit first. I can't think why the creators could not be a little more forward thinking. In current times, I don't think any guy would willingly go into a marriage when his whole being was tied up to another person. In fact, Shivin's dialogue related to every moment, every breath, every heartbeat being linked to Maya was the ultimate confession. Then, why the creators need to wait till the minute where Ananya begs him to come to the mandap, for the Rudra dialogue/realization to occur, just doesn't click with me. Rudra is a mature man... that was how he was conceptualized in the early stages of the serial.

But seeing Mayra makes me forget all these they just have this undeniable connection. Even when you know there couldn't be any happy ending i cannot help but ship them😳 it just makes me wish somehow rishi was alive, however unrealistic it maybe. They could open up so many potential tracks with him. I understand they may have wanted rishi out of picture for some time for Mayra to progress but after this they could bring him back. Maybe its the effect of watching ITV for so many years , i just can't take any character death as ultimate 😆

Coming to mrityunjay and amir, they both are quite useless till now .And this show is pathetic in thriller aspect, no proper planning by protagonist and no solid and intelligent villain to counter her 😕 i love Mayra but they are the only thing watchable in the show. I hope they step up other aspects as well. All the cast are so good, a good story and execution would have made wonders here.

Sorry for the really long rant😆

MJ and Amir when they went to 1401 behaved like cartoons. MJ character is strong and the actor is good. I wish they will utilize this amazing acting abilities instead of his amazing looks only.