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FROM HOPE OF LIFE TO DESIRE FOR DEATH.
Amala doesn't trust Abeer anymore. Evaan scared her and left, while Abeer and Amala could not do anything about it. Abeer was lying on the floor bleeding, helpless, while Amala kept calling for him asking for his help. She tried to fight him off, but he was too string for her. She tried her best. She got recalled of all that happened with her. He left scaring her, and once again, tearing apart her soul, which had learnt to live again.
Evaan left, leaving Amala feeling worthless about herself, in pain that she could not fight him off. She trusted Abeer and even he could not do anything.
Abeer kept mumbling her name in pain. He was so much in pain. Maybe the pain that he could not save Amala was more than the pain that he was feeling because of his injuries. Amala stood up and walked to him. He was broken, completely broken, in every sense. He tried opening his eyes and looking at her. She helped him stand up, and took him inside. She was completely silent all this while.
She made him sit down, and brought the first aid box to dress his wounds, while he looked at her with much pain, and kept saying sorry for not saving her in his mind, "I am sorry Amala". He did not say it aloud to her, because he knew that he didn't deserve to say this after breaking his promise of saving her from the evil, after failing miserably in saving her.
She was broken, he could see that! He was in pain as well. She dressed his wound and made him sleep. He slept, while Amala was awake the whole night.
Abeer opened his eyes the next morning to witness the completely shattered Amala sitting beside him. She had not slept the whole night. "tum raat ko soyi nahi?" He asked. She covered herself with her shawl and stood up to move from there. Her face was all pale, she had been crying. Abeer understood and sat up in his place. "tumhaare saath Jo hua wo main samajh sakta hu!" He said, "Mujhe koi nahi samajh sakta" she replied, while Abeer looked on at her. "samjhoge kaise jab tum par beethi hi na ho?" she continued. "Amala" He tried to intervene. "Hum jaisi auraton ko koi nahi bacha sakta, jinko log ek maas ka tukda samajhte hai, aur Jo chahie, jaise chahie, waise bartaav karte hai." He was guilty, he was repenting for the last night, he was repenting for his helplessness. "hum jaisi auraton ko koi nahi bacha sakta in darindo se. Pehle Jo hua uske baad zindagi se haareya gayi thi, apna sab kuch kho diya tha maine, abhi abhi phirse uthna seekhi thi, zindagi jeene ki koshish kari thi, aur Kal phirse wahi sab kuch!" she felt so worthless at that moment, and even he felt so worthless at that moment. "isse achha to maut hoti hai shayad, kamse kam wo ek hi baar aati hai, par ye to roz hota hai!" she said. They were in so much pain.
She went to her room, and cried. She felt worthless of love, happiness, and most importantly life. Abeer walked into her room and saw the most fragile, vulnerable little thing broken, broken to an extent that it would take him ages before he could try to mend her again. She was crying, and it pricked him. He walked away from there not being able to see her like this. The next moment, he changed into fresh clothes and was about to walk out of the house, when Amala came and stood in between, and asked "kahan ja rahe ho?" "wahi karne jaa raha hu Jo Kal raat ko nahi kar paaya! Main maardalunga us Evaan ko!" saying so he walked out.
She lost her trust in him again. She lost her hope in life again. When she said, "ummeed darr se bada hota hai," she had a hope, but when she said "hum jaisi auraton ko koi nahi bacha sakta" , she was made devoid of that hope. Amala didn't deserve this, nor did Abeer, actually no one deserves something like this. Amala lost the hope of living a life and Abeer lost the hope of making her live her life again. The evil was to be fought off. It is now, or never!
And about Abeer and Amala, they have to start all over again! Everything that they built together till now, got wrecked completely! The trust, the friendship, the hope to live a new life, got burnt by the evil!
Trust breaks down easily, but it takes a lifetime for some to build that trust all over again!
Ye Hai Mohabbatein
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