Raman-did the abortion is done.
Receptionist -do know, u can go and check.
Raman nodded and ran to fifth floor by stairs as lift was not available. He reached fifth floor panting heavily and start searching searching for ishita when his eyes fell on OT, he ran to the OT and start peeping inside to get a glimpse of ishita but couldn't see anything.
Raman -what u r thinking, it's not the time to wait. Barge in, joh hoga dekha jayega. Thinking so he opened the door and was going in when he banged into a nurse.
Nurse-hey man, what r u doing, can't u see. And where u r going inside, don't u know its OT, trespassers r not allowed.
Raman -sorry, I know but let me go in, I need to stop the abortion going on.
Nurse-ander abortion nahi delivery ho rahi hai.
Raman -but receptionist said here abortion is being done.
Nurse-abortion, ishita naam ki lady ka. She asked.
Raman nodded in yes.
Nurse-woh toh shayad ho gaya, she is in room no. 506,right now a delivery is going on,let me go, I have to bring injections. Saying so she went leaving a shocked Raman.
He couldn't believe his ears, his child is aborted for the third time, he was walking towards the room while his legs were giving away. He couldn't hold himself and entered the room with slow steps only to see ishita sitting on the bed in hospital clothes hiding her face in between her legs, seems she was crying.
He walked to her and said-why u did so ishita.
Ishita raised her head hearing his voice and was shocked looking at his vulnerable condition.
Ishita-what happened Raman, why u r, she couldn't complete as raman asked-abortion, why ishita why. Itna gussa, Itni narazgi.
Ishita nodded in no and said-no Raman, not anger but fear, i was scared ,scared that u will also leave me alone to die like ashok in my pregnancy. I was not in a position to handle another pregnancy alone. That's why I thought of abortion. She said crying while Raman crushed himself on floor all shocked and shattered .
Raman hide his face in his palm and said-hey matarani, why, why always me. Kya meri galti Itni badi hai joh mujhe har baar saza nahi milti. I know I did very wrong with ishita but u should have punished me, why my baby, why always my baby.
Ishita cried seeing his condition, she was about to say something when Raman showed his palm and said-no need to explain ishita, I am angry with u. Isme tumhari kya galti hai, actually it ours fault that even though we have loved each other, we couldn't trust each other. Maine tumhe Shagun jaisa samjha, aur tumne mujhe ashok jaisa. But galti kisi ki bhi thi, our baby was punished for it. U know ishita, Shagun cheated me again. He said looking at her.
Raman -two years back when I was craving for a baby, we had our test done on Shagun's insistence.and u know what was in the report, that I can never be a father, main kabhi baap nahi ban sakta. U know I died every day every night in this sadness that I can never have a baby of my own. I craved for a baby just like a thirsty man crave for few drops of water. Tumse Itna pyaar karne ke baad bhi I was keep on postponing our marriage just because I want to tell u about my disability before marrying u. Socha kya pata, tum mujhe chod do yeh janne ke baad. Yes I was insecure, very insecure thinking some day u may throw me out of ur life just because of my this disability, bahut pyaar karta hoon tumse, mar jaata tere bina, issliye mar raha tha yeh soch soch kar ki agar tune mujhe chod diya toh mera kya hoga, main Kahan jaunga. And in mid of all this, I got the news of ur pregnancy. Trust me jaan, I never wanted to mistrust u but my mindset about my disability and my insecurities compelled me to think so. That u too cheated me. He said crying while ishita was crying with him. She want to talk to him but he wasn't in a mindset to hear anything. He was just go on crying and saying. She thought to let him share his pain with her,so she remained silent.
Raman -thats why I shouted on u. But still deep inside my heart, I had trust on u that u can never cheat me, my ishita can never cheat me. So I went and did the test again and u know what was the result. I was absolutely fine, all the years, always. Mujhe kuch nahi tha, I don't have any disability. All the pain I went through these years went in a nano second and I got angry on the doctor to give me such a wrong report which ruined my whole life. I confronted him and u know what I got to know, it was Shagun's plan. She gave him money to make a fake report.he said crying making ishita stunned.
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