Note: This isn't Shivaay hating or bashing. A simple, hard-hitting truthful post, rather. Please do disagree if you want to but within the boundaries of decorum. All bashers will be given maha, royal ignore.π
Throughout the past two, three months, we've been seeing Annika becoming more and more like SSO. She threw a woman mercilessly out the door when that woman threatened her family, she's been playing mother to OmRu, she's been lying to shield the one she loves most (even though mostly lies of omission)
Today, we saw Annika put on the WORST side of Shivaay - the beastly side. The one we've all only completely seen during the wedding. The one that scares us.
And today - Annika was scary. She took the heart that Shivaay had laid bare for her and RIPPED IT INTO SHREDS. It was a complete flip from the wedding. Shivaay's NKK and family was questioned - just like Annika's khudaree was once questioned. Great contrast *claps*
Not ONE THING Annika said today rang false. What she said may sound harsh - because she was purposely lashing out and choosing words that would hurt him the most - but at the end of the day, she decided (as a friend mentioned to me on Twitter) to keep her morals intact by avoiding lies as much as she could.
"Do I look like a 4-year-old to you? Who'd jump with happiness for a few flowers? You're the great SSO right? The owner of the formidable Oberoi Empire? Is this your standard? 2 rupees?"
God, did this last line hurt or what?! I legit had to pause and muffle my sobs. My heart was breaking. Poor Shivaay ππ
But then, again, the words are harsh AF but it's the truth. This isn't the standard of the Oberois. Shivaay Singh Oberoi sets up a mandap to renew his wedding vows and it's this small? He doesn't make a grand deceleration as SSO usually does? Why not, Shivaay?
If you notice, he doesn't answer the question she asks. He evades,
"Why is Tia coming between us?"
And she has an answer ready,
"You're forgetting. We're married because of her. If she hadn't run away, you wouldn't have forced me to marry you. You married me and told the world Tia was your wife. You never even called me wife for so many months. I took it. This whole family insulted me with NKK every day. I took it all. For WHAT? Not for me. This is only because you want to be mahaan in your own eyes."
Again, this hurt bad. Shivaay's face was blank for a moment with the shock, before he begins to tear up.
But guess what - it's true, again. He's doing this for his own peace of mind. To rid himself of the guilt that still eats him up every time Annika's face falls seeing other people talk of marriage. We've seen him vehemently avoid the topic of their marriage on other occasions, too. During the farzi track, for example, when he asked Annika to talk about anything but the past. He fumbles but manages to say,
"I didn't think the oomph mattered to you, Annika. I thought you'd appreciate the privacy.The Annika I know doesn't like grandeur"
"So you don't bother to try, even? Actually, it's my fault. I start jumping with happiness at the smallest things, so you must've thought, chalo - why to make an effort, right?"
As long as Annika is smiling - Shivaay is fine. He hates the tears in her eyes but if she's smiling despite her sadness, he never bothers to dig deeper. Take this track, as an example. She's been sad, crying SO MUCH and dropping subtle hints left, right and center. But he's not been bothered enough to dig deeper as long as she's with him. He's been happy - despite her apparent unease.
Pinky interferes again, but props to Shivaay - he tells her to stay out of it and still isn't convinced she's doing this out of hatred. He asks her what's wrong and her face turns soft for a moment.
But she pushes away what his helpless eyes are doing to her, she has to power on. Her will power - as always - is supreme.
"Ever since I've come to this house, everyone insults me. They're all determined to show me my place. I'm human, too, after all. How much can I take?"
Dadee tells her to stop. She thinks the Oberois have always given her the respect due her. Despite her goodness, I'm glad Annika got to tell her that's an illusion she's created around her. "Yeah, right, dadee"
But Shivaay has had enough. Asks her if she's forgotten how to talk to her elders. "I won't take anyone being disrespectful to my family"
And Annika has been insulted so many times in front of your eyes, Shivaay. Is she not family?
So she decides to drop the bomb "My NKK bothered you when your own brother Om is illegitimate."
Yep, she went there. Look at that face. Gosh. πππ
P.S. Annika got to tell Pinky to SHUT UP. It was for a moment but it felt good π Kinda cathartic to see this face:
P.P.S. Did you all notice how OmRu were low-key encouraging Annika? When they told her to speak up, there was no venom, no hatred in their voices. They were silently giving her the strength to power on.
P.P.P.S. Now, come let's hug and CRY π
Edited by --Risha-- - 8 years ago