Part 26Roli POV:
I am returning to India after 2 years...
Its quiet difficult task which i took of being away from my love...
I know how much he got shocked when i told about doing this course in London...
He was such a sweet heart that he accepted to do that course just because i wanted to do it...
But he doesn't know the real reason why i opted for this..
Its not because of my passion on fashion designing...
That i might have done somewhere in Delhi itself...
But i purposefully selected this in foreign country to stay away from him...
Yes... Its not because i dont love him.. its because i love him a lot...
As i love him a lot.. i was unable to see him facing that pain...
Yes.. that pain of staying away from me inspite of holding me in his arms...
I know how much he was craving for me when i was very much on his arms & sharing hugs & kisses... still he was keeping himself restricted from making love to me for the promise he made to elders...
Its not easy task just like anyone can think...
I have seen him drinking full bottle of water when he control him from crossing the limits in the bed...
I have seen him taking cold showers when it happens for him to see me after i take shower and dry my hair standing in front of mirror...
I have seen him trying his best not to tempt me to lose my control...
How much pain he need to bear for me???
How much he need to tolerate for the promise he made to elders???
How much he need to sacrifice having me beside me???
It all started by me... Yes.. its me who pushed hard for a marriage when he was only thinking of waiting for our marriage after engagement... I only pushed him to this situation...
That is when i decided to stay away from him to give him some relief...
Yes.. he will feel bad that i am staying away from him...
But thats better than the torture i was putting him into...
Anyway he came to see me whenever possible and we shared as much hugs & kisses we can share in those moments altogether for all those missing days...
We talk to each other daily...
He never sleeps without Good night to me...
Day never starts without him telling Good morning to me...
It was quiet different stage of our life which we went through these 2 years...
Still it was beautiful with him though he was away...
I love my Siddhant a lot...
He loves me more than i can ever love him...
What more is required in this life!!!
Finally flight landed...
I completed the formalities and collected my baggage...
I rushed outside to see my Siddhant...
He was standing waiting for me just looking at the way i was coming forgetting to blink his eyes...
I just rushed towards him while he forward his hand with those red roses bouquet...
It was holding a card 'Miss you darling...'
Yes.. i missed him too...
I kept the bouquet above the bag and looked at him...
I forgot the moment about everyone in that place and just joined his shoulders...
I wrapped my hand around him & hug tightly...
It went few weeks seeing him as he was held up in his works for past few weeks...
That is why i rushed as soon as collecting the certificate without even waiting for him to come there...
He wrapped his hand around me & hug tightly...
OMG... this is the heaven..
I dont want anything else other than being in his arms & being inside his hug...
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