Part 19Siddhant POV:
Today is our marriage...
OMG.. its long waiting though its just a week...
I was unable to go to meet her...
I was held up with works as well as my parents told me to wait at least till marriage...
But yes.. i used to talk to Roli in the night after dinner...
I dont know why.. these days our conversations become less...
Earlier she used to talk for long till she sleep...
Now a days in couple of minutes.. she informs getting sleep...
Anyways... not anymore...
I am badly missing her closeness... her hug.. her kisses...
I got ready in my new Sherwani and went down...
My parents were ready as well...
We took our car and today we took 2 separate cars as i need to bring Roli in my car...
My parents took another car for them...
After few minutes of drive.. we reached temple...
We were waiting for Roli & her grand mother...
She came in her new lehenga looking gorgeous...
Oh.. My bride... You look like fairy...
I admired her from head to toe...
I can see her wearing beautiful jewellery set..
May be its present from her grand mother for marriage...
Our engagement ring was on her beautiful finger...
'Siddhant... I think once you get married and go home can leisurely admire her...' my mother tease me...
I blushed and looked at Roli who was almost beside me now...
I hold her hand and took her to the place where our marriage is arranged...
We sat beside each other...
Priest started chanting mantras...
We exchanged garlands... took 7 pheres...
I filled sindoor on her forehead and put mangal sutra on her neck...
Finally she is my wife... my roli is my wife... my love is my life...
I really cant believe how quickly the fate turned my life...
Few days before.. i was not aware of a girl named Roli exists...
Now she is my everything...
We took blessings of elders...
We entered in my car...
As i drive.. i can see odd silence between us...
May be she is tensed about marriage...
I hold her hand and pulled her towards me...
'Darling... you are so silent today...' i said...
'Nothing... i am just normal...' she said...
Normal... dont i know how she was missing me on our engagement day...
She told me to marry her...
Am i seeing that same Roli today...
I wonder some strange feeling inside me...
But i ignored it...
She is too young for a marriage and facing all these is something giving anxiety to her...
In few minutes of drive we reached home...
My mother took aarthi to us...
Roli kicked the kalash and entered into the house procedural...
Special dishes were prepared for us...
We had lunch together...
'Roli... Let me take a leave... Take care...' Roli's grand mother told her and started...
After her grand mother leave...
'We are leaving too Siddhant.. take care of you & your wife...' my parents said...
'You both too starting too soon...' i asked...
'Yes.. we dont want to disturb your privacy.. instead we will be at our bungalow leaving you love birds here alone to enjoy your married life...' my mother said...
My parents just started without waiting for our further discussions...
Yes.. i live alone in this bungalow which was build by me of my choice...
While my parents stay in the Bharatwaj house which is little away from this bungalow...
Now as elders left us alone... Myself & Roli was alone at home...
I hold Roli hands and took her to my room...
When we reached our room... i cant wait anymore...
I hold her hand and pulled her towards me swiftly...
I wrapped me hands around her waist and pulled her closer as much as i can...
I kissed her cheeks... nose... chin.. forehead... eyes...
I slowly moved towards her lips to hold for a while...
When i deepen the kiss... i can see Roli slowly forward her hand to wrap around me...
She hold me tightly as if not ready to leave me for any reason...
I looked at her face still holding the kiss which i saw tears from her eyes scrolling on her cheeks...
I swiftly break the kiss and cup her face...
'Darling... tears on your eyes... what happened???' i asked her...
She didn't tell me anything.. instead she lean on my shoulder and started crying...
'Darling... what is bothering you???' i asked...
No she was only crying...
'Darling.. look at me...' i said...
No she hide her more on my shoulder...
'Are you tensed about marriage???' i asked...
No still she didn't tell anything...
I think she is tensed about marriage...
Thats why i didn't think of marriage so soon...
But she was the once insisted for such early marriage...
I cant blame her anyway... i need to ease her...
'Darling... first relax yourself...' i said and gave her some water...
i wipe her tears...
'Darling... look at me...' i said and lift her face & looked into her eyes...
'You seems to be dull & tired.. change your dress... you can take rest for a while to feel better...' i said...
She took her changing dress and went to changing room...
She returned in a while...
I hold her hand and made her side in the bed...
I gently pushed her to the bed and switched on the air conditioner...
'Sleep and take rest...' i said...
She closed her eyes to relax...
'I will come changing dress...' i said and went to change...
When i returned.. she was already sleeping...
I felt may be she will feel better once she wake up...
I lay down beside her and wrapped my hand around her...
I back hug her tightly and closed my eyes...
In a while.. i can feel she is turned towards me and wrapped her hand around me...
I opened my eyes & looked at her...
Her eyes were kept closed...
I kissed on her forehead...
Then closed eyes to sleep and relax...
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