Originally posted by: Nynaeve
Lucky and Viji,
I am exhausted, I already vented out with Nimmi, the day someone posted the upcoming video track about them looting a bank (seriously).
I hate myself so much, so many months of not watching, my CM (possessive little cuddle monster that he is) never allows me to so much as glance at the TV, gives me five minutes (Do kids have a heightened sense of premonitions) and the scene is Sanskaar going on his knees and Swara with a very smug smile ("I knew I am right and I know you will apologise expression - the director got it wrong in every which way he could) - I walked out of the drawing room with my CM and my mom switched channels - neither of us going to watch SR again.
And as Viji said, Sanskaar apologising for the sake of the woman he loves, he did hurt her even though her actions were wrong (I will not change my stance, it was a crime bordering on a sin to walk out on him) so it could be in line with his magnanimous heart to apologise (he knew he hurt her by drinking, by taunting her etc.) but then where is the Swara we knew and loved?
She refused to allow anyone, repeat anyone to apologise to her - her sister for trying to kill her, malign her character, Sanskaar in the initial days for trying to ruin her life, Laksh for not trusting her, Dadi for always taunting her, her baba for never believing her, Nikhil (he did not apologise, still) for taking advantage of her friendship (this is the most ridiculous, they are childhood friends, so probably of the same age and Nikhil already has a six year old daugher - he was 17 then, well he started young, I guess), the list is endless.
And when it comes to Sanskaar, that is what she says, "Maine tumhe kabka maaf kiya."🤢🤢🤢.
She should have dropped on her knees, and stopped him with her palm. That would have been a beautiful scene, no need for any words and I would have gone back to loving my Swara. Why did her large heartedness have to stop at the person who deserves the most? It was almost callous the way she simply dismissed him.
I am so so upset, I just need a chance and I can go on for hours - my title was a question - I think I should change it to an affirmation.