Swara Vignette - No Hope for Redemption?

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Nynaeve

@Nynaeve

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Posted: 8 years ago

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Sanya17

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Posted: 8 years ago

I completely and absolutely agree with you the recent behaviour of swara makes me doubt has she ever love sanskar has she ever forgiven him for trying to ruin her life in the very distant past on their initial days she still seems like the swara Bose who had doubted sanskar on the MMS fiasco but a long time has passed since then sanskar had changed but I am very sorry to say that swara still seems the swara Bose who doubt him for anything that has gone wrong on their life she could never became the swara sanskar maheshwari in true sense

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Juanita

@BlurredLines

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Posted: 8 years ago

Me Me Me Me And Me

Hi Nyna

You know we are thinking along the same lines right..So i am sure it wont be shocking when i say i agree with everything you said 100%.. Girl, yesterday you told you want to rant and i felt the same too ..I am glad i got this thread to rant ahead😊

Seriously i dont get Swara.. And i lay on the bed last night thinking about how her realization or redemption can work out.. Because the blunders she made a sorry wont cut it in my minds..Since i know the Cvs wont give it to me , i thought let me think of an logical way..And i got none,absolutely none.. I fear we crossed the bridge of reunion long time ago.. Whatever swara do from now on, i fear i wont be able to accept it..Beg,plead,apologize,save Uttara ,save laksh none of this is going to make me like her and that were cvs destroyed her

Biggest worry to compensate Swara,they might ruin Sanskar to that extent..And that my biggest worry.I got SwaSan destroyed,Swara destroyed and not Sanskar too😡😡😡

And my biggest anger is that i lost connnect with Swara.. And i am stuck in my FF..I had so lovely moment planned for SwaSan in that chapter and now i feel too sadist to make them happy even in my FF...What did this track do to all of us i wonder.. But anyway thanks dear for this post that let me rant .

Lots of love

Nita

Edited by NitaReid - 8 years ago

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StarySKY

@StarySKY

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Posted: 8 years ago

Nynu .. 🤗

I totally agree with you .. you said it all

Amazing post of yours .. 👏

Swara ..

I tried really hard to understand her , to know how she is thinking and why ?

But I failed .. I just can't get her ..

I am not saying Sanskar is right but Swara is more wrong .. And I can't feel sympathy for her because whatever he is doing - as it seems to me somehow - she desarve it , all of it ..

Sanskar just started it but Swara is the who finished it ..

Swara as always is the perfect daughter , perfect sister , perfect daughter-in-law , perfect sister-in-law .. but never ever been the perfect wife or perfect lover .. ( I can't say she didn't love Sanskar or not loving him now , but ... )

I kind of feel that Swara still didn't forget what Sanskar did to her in the past ( i.e his revenge ) even if it is not intentionally but like by her subconscious ..

There is always a trust issue from her side ..

Ragini kidnapping , Kavita .. this are before their marriage , the real one ..

But after that though as they are husband and wife they should never be hiding things from each other but she always do that and land in a big trouble ..

Rajat truth , when she came to know about her brother , when she come to know about the blackmailer , the truth about Adrash and the last but not the least her deal with Ragini ..

She do this every time hiding things from him and he always there for her saving her every time ..

It felt like she doesn't trust him enough to share everything with him ..

What did Sanskar do to desarve all this from her ?

How she turned to this cold hearted ? Why all this anger ?

Why all this blame ?

She has the right to be angry on Sanskar for what he said about breaking their relationship ..

For a week Ok acceptable , but

For 6 months .. really ?!!

Why this blame for Laksh disappearance ?!

Laksh is a grown man and can made his own choices .. ( well hello Sanskar is elder just by 6 months )

No one was blaming him till she said it .. Ragini didn't and so did Annapurna ( I think she blamed Sanskar after what Swara said .. well Swara do and say what is right .. )

And why this cold hearted .. she didn't feel anything in this whole 6 months ?!!

Sanskar said that he can't live without her , she is the light of his life .. did she forget all this or what happened to him when everyone thought she is dead ( sorry I forgot she wasn't there when this happend )

If the man her husband who loved her so much , always smiling turned 180 degree and start drinking .. start to hate her as he says .. how can she not to feel scared or even concerned .. ?!

He said once that he hate drinking ..

How can this all be his ego problem .. ?!

She can't see how much pain he feel ?!

About Nikhil thing ..

I don't think that Sanskar mistrusting her or anything .. he is just hurt and jealous ..

Come to see what he says and do , he just seeking attention from her .. to see her reaction .. ( like a child when he want his parents attention he would make a disaster for that ) ..

I think Sawa is ( sorry for the words )

Stupid, dumb and delusional if she really think that she will come back as Laksh come back ..

Sanskar is her personal toy or something ?!

Sanskar once he is hurt , he will never forgive easily .. she did it before when she suspected him for Ragini kidnapping .. and it took her a lot of time to gain his trust again to make him believe in her love for him .. ( she literally begged him to trust her and he did nothing and walked away )

Now what she will do ?

It had been 6 months and more , how she will get Sanskar back to her ?

She doesn't even show any sings of regret for what she did .. she is always right and it just Sanskar ego what break their realtionship .. seriously ?! ( from which planet she did come from ?!!! )

And why she is taking Sanskar's words as an absolute thing.. truly as he is saying ?!

She said something about look at the eyes the words can mean a different thing .. then why she didn't try this with him ?!

If she didn't take his words seriously about to consider him dead if she mend her relation with her sister .. then why she took the rest as an absolute truth .. ?!

And she keep saying that Sanskar hates her .. really she does believe that ?!!!

And if Swara blamed Sanskar for Ragini condition after Laksh death news .. this is will be the last nail in the coffin ..

Sanskar must not accept anything from Swara or anyone else .. ( I do really hate breaking up , but what remain in their relationship to be mend for ?!! )

But I can't judge before watching the scene .. so let see what will happen .. ( though I have no hope )

I lost hope on Swara from a long time and I learnt not to expect anything from her ..

P.S

That was so long .. sorry I got carried away ..

and still I have more to say .. but I think this is enough .. 😆

Love

Khushi

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Pooja Menon

@pooja-menon

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Posted: 8 years ago

I have long given up on her.. I have come to accept that she only loves her sister..Sanskaar is her last on the list of priorities.

ML fiasco was the beginning. And now this.. don't get her..

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soumi gupta

@soumi93

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Posted: 8 years ago

for me she has gone long ago she killed swasan whnever she decided to lied to him nd go behind his back fr every living, non-living people material relation out there...
For swara sanskar become a source of booster nd shoulder on what she cn cry when she is sad fr others bt refused to gv that shoulder a support in shoulder holder's sadness.
her begging in kavita phase or tking his nm while falling ffom cliff wnt undo his long 6 mnths suffering which is forcedly charged on him by her...
Honestly any kinda accusation of her wl nt effect us either anymore that phrase us gone.
Once i gt she is nt mine Swara thn hw cm i expect her to b sanskar ki swara
P.S - Now nthing cn light her up in mah eyes.her love for sanskar is also a bubble like her belief on Ragini's intention of getting laksh is pure love

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Andreea

@chibi_deea

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Posted: 8 years ago

I'm more of the silent type person but I just got to say this:

I completely - 100000% - agree with you

Your analysis is bang on 👏👏👏

I thought she would slowly realize that accusing Sanskar of Laksh's disappearance is wrong but instead she keeps on adding accusations that can in fact be held against her. Heights of hypocrisy man

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Nynaeve

@Nynaeve

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Posted: 8 years ago

Originally posted by: Sanya17
I completely and absolutely agree with you the recent behaviour of swara makes me doubt has she ever love sanskar has she ever forgiven him for trying to ruin her life in the very distant past on their initial days she still seems like the swara Bose who had doubted sanskar on the MMS fiasco but a long time has passed since then sanskar had changed but I am very sorry to say that swara still seems the swara Bose who doubt him for anything that has gone wrong on their life she could never became the swara sanskar maheshwari in true sense

Dear Sanya,

@bold above, I think the same too, which is why I feel that Swara has two polar opposite definitions of forgiveness. For her family (parents, sister, grandparents), her in laws, her friends and world in general, forgiveness means to simply pretend that the wrong they did never happened.

In the case of Sanskaar, it means remembering everything he did and using it to accuse him when anything wrong happens. During Ragini's kidnap case, she said she believed him to be the one behind the plan only because the drugs used on Ragini was similar to the one used by him.

In Laksh's disappearance case, she uses the example of his temper to blame him.

I still will say that she loves him, but she has no faith or trust or belief in him. And as Sanskaar says, no relationship can survive without that. I am afraid that I am slowly tending towards believing Sanskaar, when he says "there is and can never be any us"

Best

Nyna

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Nynaeve

@Nynaeve

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Posted: 8 years ago

Originally posted by: ...Poojie...
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I have long given up on her.. I have come to accept that she only loves her sister..Sanskaar is her last on the list of priorities.

ML fiasco was the beginning. And now this.. don't get her..

Dear Pooja,

Your are right, the ML track was the start of our disappointment in Swara. And each day I think,okay this is the worst, she manages to say or do something that makes me even more irritated. And now I cannot even focus much on the Swara in the fics that I write.

My only wish is that she realises and truly works her way to being forgiven by Sanskaar. All this tashan was enjoyable in the beginning, but now it is simply getting on my nerves.

Yesterday was the highlight; the previous day when Sanskaar calls her on her mobile she refuses to answer, stating that he must be calling only to taunt her. But when he calls on Ragini's mobile, she picks it up. I did not hear what she said, it bugged me no end😡😡. But I did like Sanskaar's reply, which considering that it means my OTP is no longer existing, should show how frustrated I am.🤢

Best,

Nyna