Mihika was shocked to hear it from ishita and so as Raman.before mihika can say anything her phone ranged. She excused herself and went to pick the phone.it was Raman's call.
Mihika- hello.
Raman- I want to talk to her.how can she even think such rubbish.mujhe bachcha dekar mar jayegi.aur usse lagta hai I will live without her.
Mihika- I don't think she is in a position to talk to u.she is sharing her pain with me aur agar unhe pata chal gaya that u r also hearing all this,I don't know how she is going to react.do u want to take that risk.
Raman mellowed down hearing this.
Raman- OK don't give her the phone.just go to her and ask what I am telling u.don't disconnect the call.I want to hear her answer.
Mihika nodded and went to the room only to see her sitting silently.
Mihika went and sat beside her.
Mihika- akka u really want to did after giving ur baby to ur husband.
Ishita nodded in yes looking down.
Mihika- and if ur husband don't want u to go.
Ishita look at her and asked- what do u mean.
Mihika- I mean what if he is really guilty for what he did.won't let u go and say if u will die I will come along.tab kya karengi aap.kya mar jaane dengi unhe.aur aapka baby usse kis galti ki saza milegi.poor baby he is suffering from the very first day.pehle sirf maa mili aur baad mein sirf baap.usse kis galti ki saza dengi akka aap.aapka baby hone ki saza.
Ishita heard all this and her eyes got moist.she don't know what to say and how to react.yes it's true that she don't want to go to Raman and don't wanna live without him also.but she can't even think anything happen to Raman or their baby.
Ishita said crying- I don't know mihika.I don't know what I should do.Raman ke bina zindagi, zindagi hi nahi lagti. unhe dekhti hoon toh lagta hai sab bhool kar unke paas chale jaun.par kahin naa kahin meri self respect aade aa jaati hai.ek biwi apne pati ko maaf kar sakti hai but it's to difficult for a woman to forgive a man who raise a question on her character.maaf toh sita ji ne bhi nahi kiya tha apna ram ko toh main Raman ko kaise maaf karun .unhone mere saath bahut galat kiya hai.I can love him beyond my ego but not beyond my self respect.unke kahe shabd mere kano mein ghoonjte rehte hai.I feel like everyone is looking at me with accusing eyes.I just know how to handle all this.bahut akeli ho gayi hoon.dum ghutta hai mera.she said crying.
Mihika hugged her and consoled her.
Mihika- everything will be alright akka.u please stop crying.
Ishita- alright naam ka shabd hi nahi hai meri zindagi mein.pehle amma appa ne chod diya,bachpan sadko par bita.kisi tarah khud ko sameta ,sambhala.zindagi jeena shuru hi kiya tha ki Raman ne aisa.kya mere naseeb mein sirf thokre likhi hai.har baar uss galti ki saza milti hai joh meri hoti hi nahi.
Mihika hugged her with all her love and said- aap please mat ro akka.I know aapke husband ne galat kiya but aapki tabiyat kharab hai.aap please rest karo.she said making her lay down.
Ishita- can I get something to eat.bhookh lagi hai.I will pay for it.
Mihika- sure akka,and u don't have to pay for it.aap bas freshen up ho jao.
Ishita nodded and went to washroom.mihika went to kitchen and sat on the chair and cried seeing her plight ,the pain she is going through.
Mihika- aapne bura kiya Bhai,bahut bura.aisi ladki ka dil tod diya.nahi karna chahiye tha.nahi karna chahiye tha.she was saying in between her hiccups.
On the other hand ,Raman hung the phone and went silently to his cabin.he closed all the curtains and crushed on the floor crying .
Raman- ahh,he shouted with his full strength not able to take the pain he was going through seeing her in so much pain.
Raman- I am sorry ishita,I am so sorry.Maine tumhe wahin laa diya jahan se yeh safar shuru hua tha.asking for food from a stranger.but uss din tumhare halaat kharab the aur aaj sabkuch.I snatched everything from u.I snatched every damn thing u have.tumhari himmat,tumhari hasi,tumhari aankhon ki woh chamak.I lost everything I snatched everything from u.I don't deserve to live,I just don't deserve to live.mujhe mar jaana chahiye.I should die,ishita will never forgive me and I don't deserve her forgiveness also.he was shouting at top of his voice but nobody can hear him as his cabin was sound proof.
He got up from the floor and open the big window .he look down,he was on 25th floor.
Raman- it's good Raman that u die.aur nafrat uski aankhon mein.I can't see.saying so he closed his eyes and about to step on the window to jump when he heard,Raman.
Raman turned hearing her voice and saw her talking to his pic in mihika's house .
Raman stand their to hear her.
Ishita- kyun khatam nahi kar dete yeh takleef Raman.I don't know I can ever say this to u or not.but I still love u alot.bas mere paas wapas aa jaiye.I want to live with u and our baby.mujhe bhi chahiye ki aap mujhe pamper kare.main raat ko uth kar aapse ajeeb ajeeb dishes ki demand karun.I want u to hold my hand at the time of sonography .I want u to hold me tight when I cry and call me pagal madrasan when I laugh aloud without any reason.I want u to live my life again.I want u Raman to breath again.main nahi keh paaungi kabhi yeh sab shayad but aap samajh jao and come to me.come to me Raman.she said caressing his pic lovingly.
Raman took his steps back and went to his table.he took his phone and caressed her face lovingly.
Raman- I am sorry jaan.main kamzor ho gaya tha.I was trying to snatch the last thing u have.ur raman,mujhe tumhe akela chod kar marne ka bhi haq nahi hai.I will live for u with u.ab tumhe paas la kar rahunga.now I don't need ur consent to keep u with me .ab tum mere paas aaogi aur hamesha mere saath rahogi.hum hamara baby saath mein welcome karenge.he said determined and wiped his tears.
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