PART 8
It has been eleven in night.ishita has been waiting for Raman,but he didn't showed up.now ishita started getting worried,that where is he.is he went away from her forever.
Ishita- (st)where r u raman,.come back naa.I am missing u.kahin aap mujhe chodkar toh nahi chale gaye.no no u can't go away from me.I won't let u go Raman.but I don't have right to stop u either.main kaun lagti hoon aapki.please wapas aa jaiye naa.who will take care of me,if u go away from me.she was thinking,her eyes were filled just by the thought that he may go away from her.
She was thinking ,when she heard a voice.
Raman has to go leaving u alone,u know why because u don't deserve anybody's love and care.
She turned around to see ,who is telling this.but didn't saw anyone.then she realised ,its her inner voice,her insecurity, that is telling that she is destined to be alone.
Inner voice- ishita,don't expect love from him.he was concerned for u.and now he must be feeling bad that he touched u.u r so ugly,how can u think he may love u.
Ishita- I know I am not fit for him.and I don't expect love from him but I want him near me.I just wanna see him.nothing else.
I.v- ur this desire won't be fulfilled.he must be running away from u.he has seen ur ugly back.ur face must be beautiful but ur body ,full of scars.he must have ran away never to come back.u r all alone again.hahaha.
Ishita put her hands on her ears not able to take it anymore.she hide her face in between her legs and said- go away.I don't wanna hear anything.just go away.she was saying between her cry.
That's when ,someone touch her shoulder.she shrug off the hand and said- go away.I don't wanna hear anything.
Raman shake her and said loudly- ishita,what happened. R u OK.
Ishita raised her head hearing his voice.she smiled seeing him near her and hugged him tightly .she cried in his embrace.
Raman patted her and said- what happened. Why u r crying.is something is paining.did u saw any nightmare.tell me naa.he asked worriedly.
Ishita- kahan chale gaye the mujhe chod kar.aise koi jaata hai kya.mujhe lagaa aap kabhi wapas nahi aaoge.kyunki aapne mere gande chot ke nishaan dekh liye hai.I thought u r regretting touching me.I thought u hate me.she said crying bitterly.(where u went leaving me alone.I thought u won't come back as u saw my scars).
Raman who was feeling little guilty for crossing his limits was stunned to hear these words from her.she was thinking in altogether a new altitude.he never thought about it and she was thinking that he is regretting touching her.
She was go on blabbering- I know,I am ugly.noone want anyone like me near them.but please mujhe aise chod ke mat jaiye.I need u Raman.I need u badly.she was talking and crying.
Raman thought ,he must bring her out of her insecurity.he hugged her more tightly and said- its nothing like that ishita.
Ishita- I know its like that.and I am OK with it.if u don't like me tell me.I will not ask u anything.if u wanna hate me,tell me on my face.I am ready to bear it.I will try to be away from u.Par aise bina bataye gaayab mat hoiye.please I can't talk it.
Raman broke the hug and saw her. Her whole face was red due to continuous crying.he said- u really wanna know how I feel about u.what I wanna do with u.
Ishita nodded in yes.
Raman- r u sure.tumhe bura toh nahi lageha naa.
Ishita's heart skip a beat hearing his words.but she pretend to be strong and said- tell me what u feel for me.
Raman- OK then listen.
Ishita closed her eyes in fear,as what he is going to say.she was pretending to be strong but deep inside she was scared.what of Raman says that he don't want her near him.
Raman cupped her face lovingly and said- I want to erase these lines of worry off ur forehead. U know how.
Ishita nodded in no.
Raman- like this.saying so he kissed her forehead lovingly. She felt immense peace feeling his touch.
Then he kissed her eyes and said- I want to wipe all ur tears.
Then he kissed her nose and said- I wanna bite ur little nose when it turn red due to continuous crying.
Then he kissed her cheek and said- I wanna drink all ur tears who fell on ur cheek.
At last he trace her lips.she open her eyes ,seeing at him like waiting for him to kiss her.but he wasn't doing anything,just tracing her lips.
Ishita can't take it anymore,she said- and what more u wanna do.
That broke his trance.he know well what she want,even he too want that but resist himself saying.
Raman- I wanna eat food.I am so hungry.
Ishita was bit disappointed. She said OK,u settle down.let me warm the food.
Raman- no,we will have food outside.I brought some dresses for u.go and get ready.
Ishita- but where we will find food in such late .
Raman- u just go and change. I brought some kurti,jeans and leggings for u.wear whatever u want to.actually I got late in selecting dress for u.now go and get ready.
Ishita nodded and went upstairs. She close the door and blushed hard feeling his gentle touch all over her face. But soon her face became grumpy thinking he didn't kissed her on her lips.
Ishita- raavan kumar,kiss nahi kar sakte the.ishita ,what u r thinking.u have became shameless.expecting a kiss from him.he may not love u.so what,I love him and he has all the rights on me.I have given him every right on me.even if he make love to me I won't stop him.ishita,making love.u r going overboard.I don't care.I stop being careful about the society anymore.I want to become the old Ishita,who use to live carelessly. I want to feel this new feeling of love.I want to love Raman and want him to love me back. I just want him ,to love me,to kiss me and to,chee besharam ishita.keep a hold on ur thoughts.yeh kya soch rahi hai tu ishita.raman ki hamdardi ko pyaar mat samajh.woh toh hai hi itne achche,par tu itni khushnaseeb nahi hai.woh sapna mat dekh joh kabhi pura nahi ho sakta.ok i will not take any step towards him but will never back oit also.main toh ab hamesha ke loye unki ho gayi.woh mujhe samjhe yaa naa samjhe ,yeh unpar hai.but for me,i will be his only.she said to herself and went to change.
After ten minutes,she came down wearing a floral.printed kurti with leggings.her hair was open.she has applied a little makeup and looking beautiful in that simple attire.she was looking younger.the fabric was soft enough not to hurt her.she was glowing like never before
Raman look at her and was lost.he can see the spark in her almond shaped eyes.she was smiling ,like all her worried r swept away.
She got down and asked-how I am looking.she said flaunting herself.
Raman didn't answer as he was busy in admiring her.
She shook him and said- Raman,how I am looking.
Raman- just like a princess.he said tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.she close her eyes feeling his touch.
Raman- let's go.I have informed mihir about our going out.shall we leave now.
Ishita nodded in yes.
Soon they were on road of Delhi,exploring the beauty of the city in night.he took a left and drove out of the city enjoying the drive.that's when ishita's eye fell on a big fair(mela) .
Ishita- stop stop stop.she shouted .
Raman stop the car in a jerk and asked-what happened.
Ishita- I wanna go there.she said signalling to the fair.
Raman- bachchi ho kya,mele mein jaogi.no.
Ishita- Raman please,please naa.take me there.u r good Raman naa.she said almost pleading.
Raman smiled and said- OK,let's go.but we will be here for sometime only.OK.
Ishita- ok,she said ever so happily.
Raman park the car in parking and they got in taking tickets.it was a huge fair with lots of rides and small shops of accessories,eatables and much more.
Ishita- wow ,sab kitna achcha hai naa.she exclaimed like a kid.
Raman was happily shocked to see this side of her.she is completely a kid.whose childhood was snatched from her.he was thinking when ishita hold his hand and drag him to a shop,where everyone was shooting on balloons.
Ishita- I will wanna do.can I.
Raman nodded.
She excitedly ,took the big rifle and shoot on the balloon.but every time she missed it.she made a sad face,that's when Raman hold her from behind and targeted on a balloon.
Raman- now fire.Ishita was shocked by his sudden proximity.she close her eyes feeling his fragrance.
Raman- buddhu,don't close both of ur eyes,just one and fire.
Ishita open her one eye and fire.the balloon bursted.she jump in excitement and hugged Raman tight.
Ishita- ho gaya,ho gaya,ho gaya.she jump in joy.
Raman- wow,u did it.now let's go.
Ishita- nahi abhi aur khelna hai( have to play more).follow me.saying so she went to next shop where one can win gift by throwing rings.Raman followed her having no other option.
Ishita wanted a white teddy and was trying to throw ring on it.but couldn't succeed.
Ishita- Raman ,u do naa.I want that.
Raman- I never this Ishita.u can buy it.
Ishita- nahi ,we can't buy .we have to won it.try naa please.
Raman nodded his head and start trying.he throw many rings but couldn't get it.while ishita was cheering for him,go for Raman.u can do it.
Raman smiled and tried again.at last he got that.he gave it to her and said- ab khush naa.ab chalo(happy,now let's go.)
Ishita kissed the teddy and said- bahut khush(very happy).
Raman- chale phir.
Ishita- not now. Let eat something. Saying so she went to a golgappa vendor .Raman again folllowed her.
Ishita- bhaiya,do plate golgappa.ekdum spicy wale.
Raman- no no I will not eat.order for urself only.
Ishita- ohho Raman please ,have it once.I assure u,u will forget ur pizza and burger.
Raman- nothing like that.I too had it when I was in India.I and ashok use to had a blast,he stop in mid realising what he told.
All the colour of face drain out just listening his name.her bitter past came in front of her,with this single name.
Raman- I am really sorry.
Ishita- no its alright. Let's go back.she said looking down.
Raman- but I wanna eat golgappa.he said trying to cheer her up.
Ishita-ok then u have.I don't feel like having.
Raman- aise kaise. U have to eat and feed me too.
Ishita- main kyun khilaun(why would I feed u).
Raman- how mean can't u do this for me.he said making a sad face.
Ishita- OK I will feed u.
Soon she started eating ,when she told him to open his mouth.he open a little.
Ishita- arey aur bada kholiye.(open some more).
Raman- arey khola toh hai.ab kya muh mein baith ke khilaogi.
Ishita made and dirty face and fed him.it got bursted and whole water came on his shirt.
Ishita start laughing hard.
Ishita- I told u naa to open ur mouth little more.dekha naa kya hua.
Raman was smiling seeing her laughing wholeheartedly.
Raman- u r making fun of me naa.
Ishita composed herself and wipe his shirt with her hanky.after that they had a blast having spicy golgappe.after having it.
Raman- let's go and enjoy some rides.
Ishita- naa re baba.I am very scared of rides.u know whenever I use to go to ride,periappa always hold my hand tight as he knew well that I am scared of it.jab se periappa nahi rahe I never go for ride.aur uske baad toh zindagi hi ride ban gayi with lots of ups and downs.she said looking down.
Raman- so today I will hold ur hand tight.chalogi naa mere saath.
Ishita nodded in yes and hold his hand.
Soon they were on the big jhula enjoying fully.she look down and her eyes were moist.
Raman- hey what happened. Darr lag raha hai.don't worry I won't let anything happen to u.he said side hugging her.
Ishita- I know u won't let anything happen to me.and I wasn't worried for that either.u know Raman the life I am living today is something I never thought.I lost the hope that some day I can be out of that mess.that horrible life.I was trying to be used of it after getting tired of fighting against all.kabhi nahi socha tha ki uss khaufnaak duniya se bach paungi.but u came as a sunshine in my life.u bring a new morning in my life.ek aisa savera jiski umeed bhi Maine chod di thi.she said hugging him .
Raman hugged her tightly and said-that past is over ishita.now u should move on.try to forget that.
Ishita nodded and they enjoyed the ride hand in hand.
After that,
Ishita- I am done,let's go.
Raman- no I wanna see that puppet show.he said signalling towards a puppet show .
Ishita- puppet show dekhenge.bachche hai kya.she said smiling.
Raman- oh really if u can shoot the balloons,throw rings to win teddy.can't I see the puppet show.I also wanna relive my childhood.u know me and simmi use to see this with maa papa.chalo naa please.
Ishita- OK let's go.
They took the ticket and sat on the chairs.the show was about to start.soon the room was filled with people.all were pushing each other.a lady sat just beside ishita pushing her more into Raman.
Raman- please sit properly.
Lady- please adjust,there is very less place.
Raman pulled her into himself and wounded his arms around her protecting ishita.ishita snuggle closer to him .the show started.a male and female puppet were dancing.
Chuteya naa chute
Mose rang tera dholna
Ek tere baajo duja
Mera koi mol naa
Bolna maahi bolna
Bolna maahi bolna
Raman smiled listening the song and look at her,like this song is for them only.
Tere liye aaya main toh
Tere sang jaana
Dholna main tere naal
Jindri bitana
Kadi naiyon chodna
Ishq di dor naa
Saare chad jaaye mahi
Tu naa chodna
Bolna maahi bolna
Bolna maahi bolna
Raman look at Ishita as if asking a promise from her to never leave him.she smiled as if promising never to leave him.he too smiled and she put her head on his chest.he wounded his arms around her.
Tere sang hasna
Main tere sang rona
Tujh me hi rehna
Main tujh mein hi khona
Dil mein chupa ke tujhe
Dil naiyon kholna
Mar ke bhi maahi
Tose muh naa modna
Bolna maahi bolna
Bolna maahi bolna
The show finished ,everyone clapped aloud.Raman look at ishita and found her in deep slumber. She was sleeping peacefully in his embrace.Raman caressed her face ,scoop her in his arms.and took her to his car.
Chuteya naa chute
Mose rang tera dholna
Ek tere baajo duja
Mera koi mol naa
Bolna maahi bolna
Bolna maahi bolna
That's all for now.the song was suggested by drishti aka Rayaland.hope u like it drishti.sorry couldn't write the teaser part today also.next time pakka.enjoy and don't forget to leave ur valuable comments and hit like button. Will wait for it.
Edited by cutieruhi - 9 years ago
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