Arshi FF: Destined To Love Link # 2 pg 151

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Hello Everyone,
Thanks a lot for appreciating my previous FFs
An Unforgettable Night
Love Me Forever
Here I'm with a new story, like before this time too the characters will be totally different from what they are in the show.
Now let me tell you in advance that this ff deals with a bold subject . It will be a highly emotional and matured love story. I believe that to like and understand this ff one needs to have a big heart and an open mind.
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PROLOGUE
What is love? For me love is companionship for life. We love our families our friends to death still deep down we reserve a special place for a special someone, till we meet that someone we dream about him/her, love the idea of being in love and wait for that moment when we come across him/her. The world seems blissful and colorful with and around him/her. However with time the color of love changes, for some it gets deeper and then they move on to the next level of their relationship where as for some it fades away leaving a vacuum behind which may or may not be filled in again.

Love knocks at our door, sometimes early,sometimes late and sometimes we just keep waiting for it to happen but the true test of love starts when we begin to live with that person under the same roof. Falling in love is easy but staying in love is difficult. Accepting and loving the person as he/she is, is tough.

Loving someone immensely gives him/her strength and being loved deeply gives us courage. Love is when we look into somebody's eyes and go all the way inside to their soul. Love warms up our hearts and glitters our eyes but sometimes it may break our hearts and glisten our eyes, still we hope to live and hope to love.

' Destined To Love' is a search for true love which is hard to find and difficult to attain. Its not about getting what you desire but sacrificing all you desire for the happiness of the one you love because true love can never be found where it truly doesn't exist nor it can be hidden where it truly does. So let's unfold another love story where feelings change, relationships change, emotions change, everything changes except one dream and that is to truly love and be loved in return.

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For five years he was a dutiful husband, doing all that was necessary to keep her happy and their marriage going. However today he felt like a failure, and why shouldn't he? After all the most important person and relationship of his life was battling for her own life because of him, Because he refused to give in to what she desired.


" I promise I'll never ever ask you for anything more." She requested lending her hand out.


She was the only one who he had in his life, if he said yes today, he feared that he might lose her someday but if he said no then he would definitely lose her, there was no doubt about that. Clenching his jaws firmly, he raised his hand slowly and placed it on hers, believing that one day she'd surely regret this!

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Chapter 1

Arnav Singh Raizada's life was never smooth, at a very early age he lost his father, being the only child the responsibility of his mother and the house fell on his young shoulders but he didn't complain, he faced life with a smile and began working hard to earn a living.

After slogging for hours as a cab driver he still managed to keep that young and innocent boy alive in himself, thanks to the radiant smile of the love of his life, tanu and the comforting lap of his mother where he would find solace. Whole day's exhaustion would just disappear in minutes when his mother brushed her fingers through his hair and he would slip away in a peaceful sleep dreaming of a simple life with both of them. So everyday he'd wake up and work towards fulfilling this dream.

However things took a dramatic turn when he caught sheetal cheating on him and why? Because she didn't wish to spend the rest of her life with a struggling driver, she desired money and a luxurious life which he couldn't afford to provide her. Therefore only to prove her wrong he stepped into an unknown dangerous territory of crime where he succeeded in making loads of money and attaining power but lost out on simple things of life. His lips no more curled into a smile, his eyes dared not to dream, how would they? When every night he'd drown himself into alcohol to forget what he did the whole day which included, How he soaked his hands with the blood of other's? how everyday he killed the innocent and vulnerable arnav in himself ? and how ASR the Gangster became stronger and powerful, overruling him and his emotions?

Days turned into months, months into years and with each passing year the wall that he'd built around himself cutting away from the outside world, from any kind of relationship and from happiness in particular became harder and stronger till one day she entered into his life. She wasn't welcomed with open arms but still after remaining in isolation for years he gave himself and his life a second chance by marrying her.

With marriage his life treaded a different path, now he was not only the sole care taker of Ratnagiri but he was also responsible for the happiness of this new person who left her parents home for him to be part of his world full of blood and gun shots and most importantly who accepted him as he was without attempting to change him even a bit.

Although in his long life span he shared very few relationships but he always did justice to them, be it with his parents, sheetal , work and now his wife. For five years he was a dutiful husband, doing all that was necessary to keep her happy and their marriage going. However today he felt like a failure, and why shouldn't he? After all the most important person and relationship of his life was battling for her own life because of him, Because he refused to give in to what she desired.

Taking her soft hand in his, he glanced at the life saving machine attached to her which was monitoring her heart beat with a microcomputer. Her beats were now steady and regular unlike a few minutes back when they were weak and irregular making the device send out a series of electronic pulses through fine wires leading to her heart. He closed his eyes and thought back to the conversation they had a few days back.

He'd come back home after attending a meeting and found her sitting on the bed with her hands covering her face. He could see her shoulders shaking and hear her sobbing softly.

" what's wrong?" he asked worriedly walking up to her. His gaze fell on a big white envelope placed next to her. Picking it up he took out the papers from it and read them. They were her medical reports, once again her pregnancy test had turned negative. She was unfit to conceive still she didn't lose hope and underwent several medications and medical treatments much to his dislike because with every treatment she'd endure severe physical pain and when the results would turn negative then she would suffer emotionally.

Pursing his lips he sat close to her and pressed her shoulder," aren't we both enough for each other?" with tears rolling down her cheeks she looked at him and shook her head before saying," no. I want a baby."

It pained him to see her agonized like this but he was helpless, they'd done everything that was possible.

" you know we have been trying for years. But we can't fight against our destiny. Perhaps we aren't destined to be parents. But we have each other, don't we?" he lowered his head in disappointment and thought may be this was HIS way of punishing him. With his hands he'd taken away so many lives so maybe he didn't deserve to hold a new life with these blood stained hands.

" there is a way." She said staring at nothing in particular.

"what?" he asked turning his head.

" I can't be a mother but ..you can father a child."

"what do you mean?" he knitted his brows in confusion.

" I mean...you could..with someone else." She suggested gulping the lump formed in her throat. His eye brows ironed out as he realized what she meant, she wanted him to have a baby from some other woman! His eyes grew wide in shock and disgust. He stood up and wondered, had she really lost it? How could she even think that he'd do something like this?

" you've gone crazy." he barked through his greeted teeth.

It wasn't easy for her as well but for the sake of having a child she was willing to take this huge step. Fresh tears glistened her eyes seeing his enraged and disappointed form. He curled his fingers in a fist and took a deep breath to calm himself down. He could understand her eagerness but what she was suggesting was absolutely impossible for him to do.

Holding her by her shoulders he pulled her up slowly and said," we can go for adoption." She cupped his face in her hands and replied," but he won't be like you..his face..his eyes ..his smile..won't be like you." She wished to mother his child, she wanted to nurture his flesh and blood and not adopt some random child.

"please agree. For my sake." she pled, fighting hard to hold back her tears.

He flared his nostrils in rage and went out without uttering a word leaving her crestfallen.

For days he ignored her hopeful eyes, avoided talking to her fearing that she would definitely come up with this topic again. He worked more, spent most of the time out and came home only to sleep and that too after having his daily doze of whiskey. She also started taking the assistance of sleeping pills to induce some hours of sleep. Knowingly or unknowingly both of them were drifting away from each other but neither of them was willing to bow down.

One such night, lying on the bed he was staring blankly at the ceiling above while she was tossing and turning on her side of bed.

" can't sleep?" he asked huskily. She turned to look at him then rolled over and snuggled close to him," if you say yes ..we both could sleep peacefully."

He held her hand that was on his chest, her glass bangles tinkled, he liked that sound then closed his eyes in despair before asking," where will we find such a woman who would give away her child?

Seeing him at least discuss the issue and not push it right away, flickered a hope inside her and she lifted her head to say something that made him explode like a volcano," there are some women who..for money..."

His eyes snapped open, she wanted him to sleep with a prostitute? The very thought cringed him and he sprang out of the bed. How desperate could she get to have a child that she was even willing to put their marriage at stake? He felt sick to the stomach!

" you know earlier I used to feel sorry for you. But not anymore." Shaking his head in disgust he stormed out of the house only to get a call in the wee hours of the morning informing that she was in the hospital after taking an over doze of sleeping pills.

He questioned himself, Was he really wrong by refusing her so that they could hold on to this relation which they'd shared for so long?

Her fingers moved slowly in his hand pulling him out of his thoughts. He sat on the bed close to her, pressed his forehead against hers before kissing it softly. He looked deep into her eyes with a quivering smile playing on his lips, she glanced back for a moment then turned her head to the other side taking her hand back from him.

" how are you feeling?" he asked softly.

" as if you care." She retorted

" of course I care." He replied in a hurtful tone.

" if you really cared then today I wouldn't be here." She stated turning her head in his direction.

He pressed his lips and lowered his head thinking, why wasn't she understanding that what she was asking for was not so easy, it would jeopardize their marriage forever?

" before dying you had promised mummy ji that you would always keep me happy." She reminded him of the promise that he had made to his late mother.

Lifting his head he glanced right back at her and asked bitterly," and what about the promises that I made to you when we got married?" how could she overlook the vows that they'd taken? How could she forget that he'd promised to be faithful to her?

A tear trickled down her eye on remembering the promises that they had made to each other while encircling the holy fire on their wedding day. He came closer to wipe off the tear and questioned," do you think all this is very simple? What if we don't succeed?" What if things didn't turn out as she had planned?

" but at least you can try...just once." She urged.

He stood up and turned his back to her, should he really give it a try? Should he take the risk of bringing a stranger between them?

" I promise I'll never ever ask you for anything more." She requested lending her hand out.

She was the only one who he had in his life, if he said yes today, he feared that he might lose her someday but if he said no then he would definitely lose her, there was no doubt about that. Clenching his jaws firmly, he raised his hand slowly and placed it on hers, believing that one day she'd surely regret this!

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Few days later when like every morning he was brushing his wet hair, he saw someone's reflection in his mirror. A young fair girl, black eyes, extra pink cheeks, sharp nose, thin lips was smiling back at him. He turned around in surprise and narrowed his eyes. Placing her hands on her waist, she shamelessly swayed in her low cut, tight fitted blouse and long skirt. He pursed his lips in anger, how dare she enter his room without his permission?

" who are you and what the hell are you doing in my room?" he roared. She was a little taken aback by his tone nevertheless she continued to chew on her bubble gum then blew a big bubble that burst right in front of him, making him even more furious. Before he could open his mouth again to scream, his wife entered.

" shalini , who's she?" he asked glaring at the girl standing.

Placing her hand on the girl's shoulder and after taking a deep breath she replied,

" arnav..this is ..khushi."

a stranger beckoning to enter their or should I say his life.

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Chapter 2

Khushi a simple and a beautiful girl lived in the slums of Mumbai. She was God's favorite child when it came to showering sorrows and hardships on somebody. Her father passed away just a few days before she opened her eyes in this world, therefore she was considered inauspicious.

However her mother doted on her and for her khushi was her priceless possession. Thinking that khushi needed father's love as well, she married once again to shashi and that was the biggest mistake for which not only she but her daughter also paid later on.

Shashi an alcoholic and jobless gambler did nothing to earn a living and only survived on the earnings of his wife. Khushi grew up seeing her step father fight and beat her ailing mother. He was a heartless and shameless man who would spend money on his drinks instead of buying medicines for his wife as a result one day she too left khushi's side. Her world fell apart still she managed to gather herself and continued living a lonely life.

The only things that kept her going were talking to the stars at night hoping that one of them were her mother and remembering her mother's words that one day someone really caring and loving would definitely come in her life and take her away with him. Other than these things she loved listening to music especially romantic songs on her age old radio. The love and romance in the songs would take her to a different world where everything was nice, sweet and perfect. She lived happily in her dream land waited for her prince charming to come and sweep her off her feet like any other young girl. In her dreams she would see herself embracing someone closely, listening to his rhythmic heart beat, feeling his warmth around herself but could never see his face, still she was in love with her dream and truly believed that one day it would surely come true, after all she wasn't asking for the impossible.

Thus with a smile on her lips and faith in her bappa she faced everything that came her way, be it the wrath of her father or the abuses that were hurled at her at the places where she worked as a house maid.

However one day life took an imaginably new turn when her father was put behind bars for cheating on somebody. He'd borrowed Rs 7000 which he eventually lost in gambling. Although she was never loved by him and didn't have the much needed money still she couldn't let him rot in jail so went to the police station to get him released somehow and that's when Shyam, the cop got smitten by her beauty. He agreed to free and repay the debt on behalf of shashi but on one condition that he got her daughter married to him.

Shashi without blinking his eyes said yes, didn't even care to think that in the absence of khushi how would he survive, after all she was the only one earning, the sole thing that he wished was to be out in the open at that point of time hence the very next day for a meager sum of seven thousand rupees khushi was sold, nope married off to shyam.

So was shyam her dream man? No, how could he be? He was a leach a monster who craved only for her body. Every morning she'd wake up with a blistering body ache and puffy eyes questioning, would these traumatic and forceful nights ever end? With every passing moment she was dying a slow death and one day everything killed inside her when her husband who had been married several times and who after sucking as much pleasure as he could from her left her in a brothel , again for money.

Music was still part of her life but not the way she'd wanted. Now every evening she danced in a beer bar to some raunchy song being played in the background. As far as talking to the stars was concerned that was out of question, nights were spent in a different way, satisfying lustful and sensual needs of men.

In no time she was reduced into nothing but a money making lifeless piece of flesh. She no more dreamed, how could she? When sleep hardly invaded her eyes and the desire of being loved eluded her completely when her heart stopped beating after witnessing the harsh realities of life.

Its said that there is light at the end of the tunnel, maybe god thought of sparing her for some time when destiny came knocking at her door.

One day shalini , a rich powerful yet dejected wife approached her.

" how much do you end up making in a month?" shalini asked crossing her hands in front of her chest.

"hmm around 20,000." khushi replied with her chin held high, she earned the maximum amongst all the girls around and she was proud of the fact.

" what if I offer you one lac for a month and ten lacs for ten months?" shalini said titling her head slightly.

Khushi's eyes popped out and her mouth formed a perfect 'O' on hearing her offer. She had indeed pressed the right button, shalini thought and continued further," in these ten months you'll only do what I'll say."

Still in a state of shock, khushi nodded her head and hoped that the lady standing in front of her told her what she was expected to do, for ten lacs she would do anything.

Shalini paused for a moment then added," I want a baby."

Khushi looked at her carefully, she seemed to be a married woman with vermillion filled in her parting and mangal sutra dangling around her neck.

" listen madam if you want a baby then ask your husband not me...nonsense!" she blurted. Shalini went quiet and her eyes scattered the floor.

" what? Can't you guys even manage a baby on your own?" she chuckled in amusement. Shalini didn't enjoy being laughed at, still gathered her courage and told the entire plan to khushi that she wanted her to carry her husband's child, till delivery she'd stay with them and afterwards leave the child and go away with her sum of ten lacs forever.

Always been accused of breaking homes, today a wife herself was inviting khushi to sleep with her husband, she sniggered at the thought. Ten lacs wasn't a small amount and considering that money till date played such a crucial role in her life as she was married off for seven thousand, then again sold off for money and every night she made nothing but money so money was all over the place, the lack of it ruled her life but now with ten lacs in her kitty, who knows she might get an opportunity to live on her terms in future. So without thinking twice, she agreed to the proposal.

"so when do I get started?" khushi asked eagerly.

" tonight..however you'll only have one night to conceive." Implying she was required to spend just one night with him.

" just one night? What if I don't get pregnant?" she was confused and touched her belly at once.

Sighing deeply shalini replied," then you get nothing."

It was a gamble, if she got pregnant then well and good but if not then she would be back to square one.

" oh my god, it's like a twenty twenty match. Either a six or clean bowled." She laughed at her own joke and then rubbed her hands in glee before declaring," but I'm ready."

shalini nodded her head and took her to a clinic to ensure that she wasn't HIV +ve and was capable of bearing a child, she didn't wish to take any chances.

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From a slum to a wife abuser's house then to a brothel and now Raizada mansion , life was no doubt long and unpredictable for khushi. Her first encounter with the mighty gangster and godfather of Ratnagiri was not like the one she'd expected it to be. He was rude and enraged on seeing her in his room. She'd dismissed his whole behavior as a pretence, as per her he was just trying to portray a goody goody husband's image in front of his wife. She'd dealt with countless men in these three years and knew them inside out therefore ignoring how he'd reacted in the day she took a shower, wore her skimpy blouse and skirt, did her loud make up, pouted in front of the mirror before deciding to approach him as soon as he returned home late at night.

Without knocking at the door she barged inside his room, he was startled and furious to see her again.

"how dare you enter my room? Get out. Now!" arnav growled like a raging tiger. She smirked inwardly, he was simply playing hard to get. Coiling the loose strand around her forefinger she batted her eyelids ," you know this angry look on your face makes you all the more desirable?" then took a few steps towards him, she raised her hands to touch him but he backed off. She smiled naughtily and sat on his bed.

" tonight not in a mood? Never mind. But at least let me look into your dark pools and drown myself. " She said stretching her legs exposing a good amount of them to his already infuriating eyes.

In one frenzied motion he grabbed her hand, dragged and threw her out snarling," next time if I see you here I swear I'll break your bare legs." Fallen on the floor with astounded eyes she watched him slamming the door shut on her face.

Thanks for reading

Rose

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Congrats 👏...yaaayyy!!! another one from you ... will be looking forward to it...If you are ready to challenge us with a bold subject...then on my part I'm ready to take it up (as long as it is a happy ending) as I know that you are the one who is writing it and will not dissappoint us readers 😳

pls continue soon 😃

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Prologue

these are words which hold true to the four letter word LOVE

Teaser

now this is a situation of choosing between the Devil and the deep blue see...The ultimate loser is the husband but atleast one option gives him hope while the other simply despair...

PS could you pls post the link of this thread in "love me forever"...it will be of help to the other readers too 😳


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awesome cant wait for the chapters
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Your characters always have good strong values. So, even if the topic is "bold", I look forward to reading what you have in store for us.

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