ArShi FF: Sex between Hearts #12 - Thread 13 Link added on Page 145 - Page 12

Firstly.. I am so so so so so so so so so sorry for my late comment Deepthi. Do you know.. it's almost 12 am .. I found time right now to comment with my droopy eyes.. Please hamein maaf kardona agar kuch galat likha tho. (I know Di.. you must be laughing at my hindi)

Before getting to the comment.. Don't say Sorry Deepthi.. When You are working very hard with your work and at the same time when your fingers are hurting so much.. you managed to give such a beautiful update, It's our turn to understand you. Please take care of yourself and your fingers. You come first for us Deepthi.. Thank you so much for giving update for your craving hearts.. I know how restless our toxiclove ji is when coming to the Writing. Our writer can only sleep peacefully only when she updates in time. That's why we love you so much.

Coming to the update...

Abhay and Gayathri.. They are very special parents in every way. They are the reason for Arnav's sensible heart. They stayed at the helm to make sure nothing will go wrong in their son's life. As a mother, Gayathri wants to help him to get through the current tribulation. As a Dad, Abhay wants to make things better when his son's life is in jeopardy. I respect both of them, for accepting the changes happening in his son's life. They understood that their son chose a path which is very tough to travel for any ordinary person. They knew it is never easy for him to reach his desired destination without any thorns and pain. As loving parents, they are prepared to accept it and give their support when he needed them. I really expected that Gayathri will one day suggest to meet Khushi's parents and ask for her hand for his son. But, Wow,.. Abhay,.. he said they will meet them only after Khushi say yes. He really respects his son and his self respect so much. Gayathri and Abhay are my favs in SBH after Arnav and Khushi.

I hope you make it easy for my son, Khushi.

That speaks how much they are worried for their son.

Here Arjun and Anjali are also worrying about him. Hoping that he will handle the situation well and he will make Khushi understand his feelings.

Arnav is thinking that she is taking time to digest what he said,.. and getting scared that she might be shutting him off after the she got the shock of her life with his impromptu confession. He must have known that, she is indeed doing both. She is taking time to find the answers about where went wrong in their friendship. Where she took the wrong step in make him feel that way about her. Where she gave him wrong hopes for their nonviable future. His restlessness is not making him to think peacefully. His anxiety is growing to the limits with her prolonged silence. So, he decided to talk to Lavanya to make sure that she didn't let herself imprisoned in her own shell. I really hope it will find a way to reach his khushi and make her understand that if she agrees.. he will make their future viable. I hope she will give that chance for him to make her understand that he will help her to fight her past and build their future together.

But here Khushi is still making Lavanya shut whenever she brings the topic of Arnav. I think she is trying to run away from her fears. She is trying to run away from the dreams of her second chance in life. She is trying to run away from the fact that how much she became emotionally dependant on him.

His parents, Her bestie, His friends, and as a matter of fact .. we readers, all are thinking about Dr. Rji. Hoping that Khushi will understand him.. But what about Khushi. It is not at all easy for her to accept the second chance. It is not easy for her to forget the betrayal she faced. It is not at all easy for her to forget that she is a mother of 5 unborn kids. it is not easy for her to break the walls of conserved society where she was raised and living currently. It is not easy for her to just think about herself by just forgetting how much their family will get humiliated after that. it is not easy for her to just ignore the facts how their togetherness is not a practical thing in her society. It is not easy for her to give him a life full of thorns and with an extra baggage of grief and the emptiness she has in her life. Heck.. it is not easy for her to accept that the friendship and the beauty in it is given a new name by him now. Yes,, she needs her time first to digest that how many times he overlooked his indirect confessions. She needs her time to forgive herself for what she let it happen for their relation. She needs her own time to understand that her innocence towards the reality is the main culprit for her to not understanding his gestures. One thing I observed in Khushi is.. She is not at all thinking Arnav is trying to take advantage of her situation nor she is trying to throw the blame on him. I really respect Khushi for that. Everytime she is just thinking what she did wrong and she is getting worried that.. the beautiful relation she built on the foundations of their friendship is going to crumble now. She is getting worried that she cannot be normal like before with him. She is not ready to change the name she given to their relation from friendship to anything. She is not at all ready dammittt... untill.. a fairy called ToxicLoveji waves her magical wand on them and blesses them for their eternity.  And I will wait for that day more patiently than Dr. Rji.