As this thread is coming to an end...well ya 49 pages left but at the rate we usually go..the next update might be in the new thread..!
so as a thankyou note for letting me handle the index and also cos i wanted to so badly try this😉 i have written this down
this was a tough writeup cos dude is the mystery man..u cant really read his thoughts u dont really know his mind...but i tried...HOPE YOU ALL LIKE IT😛
Wondering what I am upto? Are you confused why?
Leaving her behind while she sheds her tears i hate them i explain at-least i try
My story is simple and clear i think its even Dry
I have too much i need to handle with which i struggle and sigh
Yes I have been harsh on him but his actions led MA to die
My only savior only confidant whether i would laugh or cry
Wandering in a No man's land never wanting to return for a day 360 or 5
Living where i have no strings that would attach knot or tie.
His actions he would never explain not that i would hear out or buy
Truth a scary territory i escape as i know him and and he could never lie
I had to come forced to return somethings i couldnt ignore couldnt neglect
Sam and her very ways..plotted up with Tan's smartness his irritating intellect
Thought this one was a worthy trip a new life i happened to select
this woman i ended-up marrying my happiness with MA's connect
She would make me want to change my ways, love her and make it perfect
lost control lost myself nothing i did could lessen her effect
every smile she brought along every tantrum every fight
she makes this place feel like home, she fits in here she makes them look alright
Yes i know i am leaving now..i dont seem like i do but i see his plight
its not what you think, i dont hate him i am indifferent its neither love nor despite
while i try to end it all forgive him and forget the spite
i feel like i have been stabbed within and the shadows come to bite
there are things i need to do duties i need to attend i must take the flight
Not that i am really happy doing so but things are messed schedules tight
The most it pains when let her go nothings seems good nothing's alright
I can only give her memories to see her smile, a beautiful sight
i pray and pray she comes along so i can hold her hand and hug her tight
my only hope my only solace my warrior queen she is my knight
she may not know i might not say she is my sun she is my light
all i wish is to wakeup to her hold her close cuddle at night.
technically this cant be dude..he doesnt speak so much..but he can think no...i imagined him think like this😆
wont be available in the evening so see you all in the next thread...if there is an update..index will be updated as usual.
thankyou 🤗
Edited by NSB7 - 8 years ago
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