FF Beintehaa Ishq [Zaya story with a twist]last chapter -pg106 - Page 48

Great update. Wow what a chapter too bad it was a dream lol loved the jealous aliya and im glad zain has a friend in la n i know he wont do anything mean on purpose to hurt her again. Maybe la can help him with aliya. Aliya i guess being nice to him was so weird from what we have seen so far and the dream woah poor zain how desperate he is lol Cant wait for the next update.

Who dream that
Koi nai coming to update it was awesome
Loved each & every line of it
Especially jealous aliya
Continue soon


Riya

I was laughing like crazy after this update. I swear. 😆

omg ! was it a dream lemme check again 😛 kitna khoobsoorat dream tha wish it would be true anyway chapters were wonderful I loved it cont soon

Loved seeing jealous Aaliyah and excited for the precap

Mixed feelings thats what I have today...with tremendous love from so many of you to a single comment...that actually made me think I should stop writing. Till the last chapter no story is told...please dont label this story ..not yet...

Bishq is like my baby and someone labels ur baby u feel bad. Its not me who is writing today but a writer, ashy one. I never ever wanted to put my work here, coz not evryone will understand and it took me a lot of courage to put this up her. Its been almost 5 months, I have given daily updates, I have a very busy life, yet i write cause it gives me peace and its my passion. Every update I say please comment cause I want to know what ur thinking ...unfortunately the words i read today were not meant for my eyes. Tagging this story as a degradation of love...humiliating ur lover is not right. Till u know why Zain is doing what he is doing and what is Aaliyas POV.

Aaliya is not BIs Aaliya ..she is a part of BIshq...and this Aaliya has a past ...that Aaliya never lost her memory this one did. This story was written with a lot of thought, from first scene to the last ...every part of the story is weaved...rational justification is given. Zain was humiliated even in the original BI, though it ran more on trust, hurting him and even public humiliation...this one follows a similar pattern...if I have offended the sensibilities of few of you then truly sorry. I had always maintained its a dark story ...if after reading the third part of the update, you dont agree with his or her POV, then a kind request stop reading it ...you may never ever understand this story.

I know most of u love this...yet few are upset with the pain ...the 3rd chapter holds the key ...the basic stone on which this was written. I dont want to mess anyones feelings, but please before labeling or pre-concluding ...read the fine lines.I just dont type whatever comes to my mind ..every detail was sketched.

Sorry for taking ur valuable time...three back to back updates ..please read the last one, let me know if u agree or not ...if majority of u fail to understand that chapter, I will stop this story ...and I dont want uall to falsify ur opinions. It hurts to see if I dont get my opinions straight on my face.

Sorry once again

Dedication : Deepika Zaya,and Nahfsa...both of you comment every single time, thanks a lot for your love ...

Third chapter: to the writer in me who is shy otherwise, its her attempt to reach out to each of you.

Love you all

will wait

SIM

Chapter 22

Hosh...

As he kept on starring at her with open mouth he realized ...it was a lucid dream...a dream so real...that he had walked his desires in them ...she looked so pretty ...that Zain couldn't stop starring at her ...just seeing her made him recall all the minute details of his dream ...

The moment she starred back ...he blushed ...

Ho gaya aise bandar ke tarah haskar ...she had no clue what all he had stripped in his epic dream...the song Roop tera ...was still buzzing in his ears ...as he tried speaking ...

Da...hot ...bahut hi jyada khoobsurat lag raho ho tum ...

Chale ...he offered his hand ...

She refused, Ek minute ...she looked around ...assuring Abdul chacha and Kashif were not around...

She went and gave him a packet ...yeh pehan lo...

He saw his sweat stained shirt post dream...just the perfect thing he needed ...Da...gift hai ...wow...aaj toh meri kismet jyada hi acchi chal rahi hai ...

Mai bahar car ke paas wait karti hu ...

10 mins later a shocked Zain came to her wearing what was there in the packet

Da, yeh laayi thi tum...yeh tha mera thofa, his face showed the hurt and anger that her gift had caused

...baitho gaadi mai ...she told him coldly...

Zain held her hand ...sirf isliye ki mai La ke saath bahar jaa raha tha ...aur tumhe chachu ki baat maankar bhi na maani thi ...Da ...yeh kya tareeka hai ...neecha dikhana ka...meri pyaar ki izzat na sahi ...mere khandaan ke naam kitoh waqat rakh lo...

Tum chahti ho mai yeh pehnkar aao tumhare saath ...aise ....he looked towards the clothes that he still was wearing ...even if they humiliated his senses and mocked his love ...

He twisted her hand in anger ...Da ..mai sab bardasht karta hu ..karke tum mujhe aur satati ho na...

baat nahi kar sakta, chu nahi sakta, saath mai uth baith bhi nahi sakta ...hu kya mai tumhari zindagi mai...bas ab yehi bankar reh gay ahu...bolo...the heat of his face now touched her cheeks ...rising the seriousness of the situation

She pushed him away ...ha ...aur agar pasand nahi aaya ...toh abhi ke abhi jao ...wapas Mumbai ...she knew he was angry ...and now was the right time...he will lose his patience and will walk away ..no matter she loved him ...but to send him back ...she would go to any mean extent ...

Also a part of her dormant anger had arisen...seeing him with Aalisha ...a new Aaliya was residing her ...she hated him ...but didn't want her best friend to be with him either ...the thought that some love still is remanent made her more angry,

Rhea was still alive ...why ...she didnt not want him back...his face trigered all bad memories ...she had no control on her anger ...her emotions when she saw him ..it was like an external force used to take over her thoughts ...pain and hurt thats all she could feel...pushing him with a little bit of extra force than the last time ...hurting him and herself ...

He shook his head in distaste ...theek hai...jaise sab manjoor karta hu ...yeh bhi manjoor hai ...

The moment he sat ...she sat on the back...as he kept quiet still absorbing her gift ...the earlier dream now lay shattered as he heard her talk

Kya hua ...aaj gaadi nahi chaloge ...driver bananke ka bada shaukh hai na ...aaj ban hi jao ..

He didn't speak ...just gulping down the words ...he smiled back...boliye madam kaha jaan hai .. as he looked down at the driver uniform she had gifted him, the white cloth had a blackness to it now ...he was letting her do it once again ...not relenting ...not walking away which was an easier option...

For a second she thought she should stop it ...like all her other challenges ..he will complete this too and make her feel worse ...but maybe this one will work...she would make sure he wont be humiliated ...just emotionally hurt ...pushing him towards his own home ...she wanted him to be away ...his face made her go uneasy ...a clock ticked in her heart ...her brain always hated to recall those moments ...good memories came with mounds of bad nightmares ...

Aage yeh address mai rok dena ...she made him stop at another bunglow ...

The moment he saw Altaf walking out ..he realized what Aaliya was upto...

Zain tried to hide his face ...by gently picking the drivers cap and tilting it to prevent Altaf from seeing him...

Altaf whistled when he saw her ...

Zains hand made a tight fist around the steering wheel ...his anger growing ...

Wow Rhea ..thank you so much ...mai toh bahut excited hu ...tumhare saath shaddi attend karne mai ...

Thank you Altaf ...bahut smart lag rahe ho ...

Zains eyes closed as he heard those praises ...

Chalo driver ...she mocked at him again ...

Rhea ..woh tumhara cousin kaha hai ...

Kaun Rhea pleaded innocence

Aree Zain ...

Oh who ...pata nahi hoga kahi ...

Rhea ...mujhe who bilkul accha nahi lagta ...bahut akdu hai ..sorry tumhara cousin hai ...par phir bhi bol rah ahu ...zara khadoos hai

Its ok Altaf ...meri rai bhi aise hi kuch hai uske bare mai...najaane wapas kyu nahi jaata ...aapne ghar ...

Accha ...chalo accha hai ...hum kitna ek jaise sochte hai ....

As Zains eyes tried to see the road ...that his anger and hatred were overcasted in

He drove silently ...when Altaf got down and went ahead to see where the venue entrance was ...Zain opened the door for Aaliya ...

She looked up to see his face ...filled with anger and hurt ...she felt bad that she had hurt him ...

Aap jaiye Madam ...aapke dad koh pata na chale ...ki meri jagah kisi aur koh le jaa raho aap ...jaiye ...

Bakshish nahi degi ...ya joh car mai suna rahi thi ..wahi tha inaam mera ...kaho toh slaam bhi kar du...jaiye madam ...

She walked a step away gulping the tears ...she hated to mistreat him ...

Aur haa ...uss languor se kahiye ...agaar mere Da ..koh haat bhi lageyga ...toh usse yehi dafan kar dunga ...jitne ghante tak wait karvana hai karva lo...jaldi aana ki zaroorat nahi...yehi chahti ho na ...ki mujhe takleef ho ...jao ho rahi hai mujhe takleef ...aur haa jalan bhi ...bhaut ho rahi hai ..

Meri jagah kisi aur koh de rahi ho ...aur mujhe yaha khada kar rahi ho...taaki mai sab dekhu bhi aur kuch bolu bhi nahi...accha hai ...

yaad hai Rhea ne mai aise hi kuch kiya tha ...uss din bhi aisa hi taak raha tha ...aaj bhi wahi mehssos karunga...fark itna hai ki us din who ghusse se ched rahi thi...aur aaj tum nafrat se ...

Aur haa ..heels pehni hai ...pair smabhal kar dalna ...giroge toh pakadne mujhe hi aana padega ...aur tumhari izzaat shayad kam hogi agar mai choonga ...

Driver hmmm...acchi aukad dikha rahi ho mujhe ...kaha chachu ne saath lekar jaane koh kaha ...kaha tum ne driver bana diya ...jao ...andar ..woh joh baaki driver haina ...unke saath he wait karunga ...ab bas yehi karna baaki tha ...

Aur haa ...acchi koshish thi ...kafi had tak kaamyab hui tum ...mujhe todna mai aaj ...ek pal ke liye toh man kiya kis uska muh tod du ...aur tumhara chum lu ...dono ki bolti band kar dene ki himmat hai ...par tum yehi chahti ho ki mai fislu ...aur mai yeh nahi hone dunga ...

Jao ...who bandar intezaar kar raha hoga ...he turned away ...

Aaliya walked away ...his anger and hurt showed she was on the right rack ...though it broke to see him hurt ...

When she came back ...he was waiting in the car ...as a drunk Altaf ...blurted out some more bad words for Zain ...

Sorry Rhea ...who thodi cocktails jaada hogi ...who Zain hai na ...who mujhe lagta hai tumhe pasand karta hai ...Aaliya didn't speak ...

Kis din uska who attitude hai na usse thikane launga ...Zain got the car to a screeching halt as Altaf shouted at him ...Aree badtameez ...dhyan se nahi chala sakte ...

To add to it Aaliya added ...dekhona dad ne bhi kaise login koh naukri di hai ...car toh sambhalit nahi aur doosro ki zindagi sambhalen chale ...

Zain silence was stoney as they came back...he quietly changed to his regular clothes and walked to her room...

Aaliya.. yeh raha tumhara tohfa ...thank you ...ab jaao ...ya aur kuch sunana ya dikhana reh gaya hai ..

Maine hi kaha tha tumhe ..mai jala nahi tha ...toh aaj yeh bhi kar liya ...

aag ...yehi mehsoos karana chahti thin a tum...who aag joh shayad tumhe sanam koh meri bahon mai dekhar lagi thi

..maine phir bhi tumhari baat us jungle mai maani thi ...nahi bezaat kiya humare pyaar koh sare aam...akele kamre mai lekar gaya tha ...

Meherbani ki ...she cut him short..

Aaliya ...

Bas ...tumhare talukaat Sanam se ho ya tumhare us La ..se mujhe koi parvaah nahi ...aur haa aaj joh kiya ...usse sirf yeh samjhana chahti hu ..ki ab tum mere zindag mai koi mayne nahi rakhte ...

Accha kiya mere saath ...his anger had peaked now...

Zalil krana ...chot pahuchana ...ab sirf yehi batein bachi hai humare iss toote rishte mai...

kabhi kabhi lagta hai ..mai hi pagal hu joh umeed mai jeer aha hu ...lautkar jaunga toh saari takleef asan ho jayegi...najaane mujhe bhi kya shaukh hai aise tadpane ka...

Accha sorry ha ...aaj maine apne quotae se bhi zyada baat ki ...mujhe pata hai tumhe accha nahi lagta ...mujhe se baat karna yeh meri baat sunnana ...

par darro mat ..kal apna muh band hi rakhunga ...kam se kam 2-3 ghante ka sukun toh de hi sakta hi na tumhe

Thank you so much Da..aaina dikhaya mujhe ...I love you ...aur aaj joh chot tumne pahuchayi hai ...usse nassur mera ghussa karega ...Aur meri baat yaad rakhna ...yeh joh khel tumne shuru kiya hai na ...aaj khatam mai karunga

...he walked away determined to get back to her ...

Pr-cap: his way of telling her how hurt he is

Chapter 23

Garmahat...

That night he made sure, she knew how miserable he was...

The temperature had fallen below 10C, and Jaipur was freezing in cold and fog ...Zain insisted that he would still sleep out ...intentionally making Aaliya restless..

Kyu hero bane ka bahut shauk hai she said...as he came to give her medicines, completely aware that he was very angry and just adamant on his point

Haa... koi problem hai tumhe ...

Dad ne kaha hai aaj andar aakar so jao ...

Nahi ...kisi chudail ne kaha tha ...yehi bahar pehra dena ...toh mai yehi theek hu ...

Aur haa driver ..naukar ...apne malik ke bunglow main ahi sote ...aur mujh jaise jinki aukad roz badalti hai ...unke nazdeek toh aana bhi mat

Joh aukad hai ...usme rehne do ...jyada haat dene ki zaroorat nahi hai ...

poori zindagi mai kabhi zameen par nahi soya, kabhi apne haton se khana nahi banaya, na kapde dhoye ...Dad aur mom ne har waqt sar ankhon par rakha ...accha kar rahi ho

Aaliya ...maine kabhi nahi kiya tumhare saath aisa kuch ...ha kadvi baatein boli par kabhi tumhe aise toda nahi ...tum itna dard de rahi ho...ki kabhi kabhi mera saans lena bhi chubta hai ...

Khair sab ki apni kismet hai...aur maine yeh kuhd chuna hai ..isliye shikayat karne ka haq nahi hai mujhe...sab jaante huae aaya hu tumhare paas...

Sorry, tumhe kuch suna gaya ...nahi bolna chaiye tha ...

Dad ne Abdul chacha aur Kashif koh bhi aaj andar sone koh kaha hai ...

Accha ...hai ...aaj ek raat khartein nahi sunoga ...

Dad andar sone koh keh rahe hai ...her insistence went on a repeat mode, making him aware ...of Rehmaans tips to him ...she was thinking ..analytically now

Aree Madam ...aapke dad se kahiye ...mai jaha hu waha theek hu ...meri aukad meri jagah ghar ke bahar hi hai ...taras khane ke liye shukriya ...He looked at her face as it tensed ...

Aur ...jee bhar ke khaya hoga Altaf ke saath, yeh bhi socha ki maine khana khaya ya nahi

Aaliys went quiet ...

Darro mat ...kha liya ...bhook bardasht nahi hai mujhe ...thand ke tarah ...waise dekha tha usse tumhare saath ..langoor kya jaane adrak ka svad...mujhe kahi mil gaya toh do chapet laga du...

Aaliya tried hard to control her anger and her frustration he just wouldn't listen ...

Oh...toh tum yeh sab isliye kar rahe ho ...kyunki maine tumhe driver banaya aur Altaf ki tareef ki..

Karo tareef uski...mujhe kya ...

Mai to baitha hui na tumhare sitam shene ke liye ...

jis din door chala jaounga ..us din pata chalega ...kisi pyaar karne wale ko tadpane ki kimat kya hoti hai ...

Jaiye madam so jaaye ...naukro se baat karna ...aap ke shaan ke khilaaf hai ...

Dad ...anadar sone koh keh rahe hai...he smiled his plan was working now ...making her think more and more

Dad nahi tum chahti ho ...oh shayad mai galat hu ...jab tum mujhe jungle mai chod sakti ho, toh yeh toh sirf thand hai ...

cold storage mai toh khuda se keh rahi thi meri jaan lijiye meri shahura ki hifazzat karna, aaj unse bolne, tum jhoot bol rahi thi...nahi parvaah hai meri, mai thand mai jam bhi gaya na phir nhi tum nahi piglogi ...ab shayad yeh baat par yakeen hota jaa raha hai mujhe ...

Aaj ki takleef maine khud chuni hai ...toh khuda se iske liye sorry mat bolna ...

He saw her face looked down now...sad ...

Da ...aaj bhaut jala hu ...thand mai sounga ..toh accha lagege...joh cheez bardasht nahi kar sakta ..usse bhi sehne ki adat daal rah ahu...

To tum nahi manoge ...

Nahi...aur haa agar kal subhah tak mar var gaya ...toh rona mat ...aur haa I love you ...

He left in anger ...and the whole night she was peeking at him from her room...she saw he was cold and just couldn't control her urge ...she slowly sneaked out in the middle of night ...

But Zain was already being covered by a blanket ...by Rehmaan ...

Aaliya retraced her steps ...still clogging her mind with what is good and what is bad ...the blury thoughts that kept on haunting her ...why did she hurt him ...why ...a why she had no understanding off.

As she peeked at him again from the balcony ...he had kept the blanket aside ...shivering and curling ...as Aaliyas heart burned ...the race to push him away ...was pulling him towards darkness ...and as her dizziness increased ...the bouts of pain increased ...

That night, she saw a dream ...a nightmare ...Zain was in the room and he was about to utter Tallaq...and her world had darkened ...

She woke up with a shriek and painful cry ...still shivering with all the withheld pain ...her hatred was not leaving her alone ...just like Zain

She had to come out of this loop...maybe talk to her counselor ...the way her hatred blew out in the open and her unpredictable anguish towards him ...was hurting her ...he had to leave before she harmed him...but he was determined to stay back...

Pre-cap: The bond of love ...that witholds them ...why is Zain holding back ...stay tuned

Chapter 24

Pyaar ka sacch ...

The next morning when Zain got up ...he felt feverish ..sleeping in cold had taken its toll ...He came sneezing towards Rehman ...

Aree ...dekha tabiyat kharab kar li na ...yaha aao...he checked him ...he had high fever ...

Chalo ...davai lelo aur mere kamre mai aaram karo...

Nahi chachu ...kaam par jaana hai ...

Zain ..zidd mat karo...

Aap davai de dijie ...aree mai bahut solid hu..yeh zhukam ...kya bigadega mera ...

Accha ...aaj Aaliya ke paas jyada nahi jaunga ...varna usse bhi ho jayege ...

Usse kahiye mai bahar wait kar rah ahu ...aur haa ...mat bataiye mere tabiyat ke bare mai ...pareshan hogi ...aise meri galatfemi hai ...ki shayad usse parvaah hogi meri, par fir bhi

Zain ...tum yuh badle badle se kyu lag rahe ho...who joh bhi bolti hai bas haste rehte ho...theek ho na ...maine suna hai tum orphanage gaye the ...

Zain smiled haa gaya ...tha

Kahi heena se baat toh nahi hui na tumhari ...

Hui ...

Zain dekho bura mat maan na ...who shayad nahi jaanti tum kitna pachta rahe ho...

Chachu ...joh hua accha hua ...pehle sirf allah koh kosta tha ...ab khud koh bhi kosta hu ...

Zain ...mujhe lagata hai tumhe apni mom se baat karni chaiye ...bahut jyada apne aap koh bandh karke rakha hai ...mujhe darr lag rah hai tumhari hasi se ...waise bhi tumhe itna tanaav nahi lena chaiye ...tumhe mana kiya tha na

Aree chachu ...mom se nahi baat kar sakta ...ab jab jaunga tab bhi bolunga ...aur dariye mat yeh zindagi ki keemat jaanta hu...kuch nahi hoga mujhe ...

Zain tumhe pata hai na ..tum kisse lad rahe ho...

Haa chachu apni kismet se...

Beta yaad hai na maine tumhe aur Suraiya begum se kuch kaha tha ...yaad hai ...

Zain closed his eyes ...as Rehmans words took him back to the day Aaliya had left for Jaipur ...when a broken Zain was left behind in the room...when Suraiya had walked in...

A Zain ...who was so eaten up in lost love...who had lost his sanity of thinking ...he only smiled and kept on smiling ...as he sat there in a corner of his room. Suraiya had to call help...

Doctors ...all over Mumbai ...across India were flown over ...as Zain sat there...when any family member spoke he just smiled ...

when some one abused him..he just smiled ...

when they intentionally tried to make him realize that people do walk away ...he has to move on ...he smiled

His Mom shouted ...Aaliya had to go...she didn't want to see him...he still smiled

Aaliyas name...her talks ...talks about his dad ...even his death ...nothing affected him...

After two days ...doctors advised him against keeping him in the house ...it was dangerous as his emotional barrier was breaking him ...

Suraiya refused to part way from him ...she wont let him go...but looking at his degrading health ...when he didn't move physically they shifted him to a hospital ...a psychiatric unit ...

As he still sat there in his bed in the garden ...everywhere ...not aware of his whereabouts ...

Madam...mujhe pata nahi ...maine kabhi aise kisi patient koh nahi dekha ...log sadme mai chup ho jaate hai ...yeh has raha hai ...aap bula nahi sakti ..usse jisske liye yeh aisa ban gaya hai ...doctor had asked her repeatedly ...as Suraiya sat there crying and Fahad held her ..

Mom ..hume Aaliya koh batana chaiye...am sure who Zain koh aise halat mai dekhegi toh usse zaroor maaf kar degi ...who aise patthar dil nahi hai ...mom ...please Jaipur chaliye...

Sorry ...Mr.Abdullah ..hum Zain koh travel nahi karne de sakte ...infact ab shayad hum uske saath zabardasti karni pade ...

agar who yeh davai nahi lega ...toh mujhe darr hai hum usse kahi kho na de ....Suraiya couldn't bare it as she dragged herself towards him ...he sat starring and smiling towards the ground ...

Zain ..

He didn't look uo...

Khuda ke liye mujhe itni badi sazaa mat do ..maine tumhe janam diya apne haton se aise nahi saup sakti ...please utth jao ...please ...

He looked up and smiled...as Suraiya crumpled ...he didn't touch her ...

On the 5^th day they had to restrain him ...as Suraiya saw from the barbed door ...he struggled ...

the mom within her broke ...she called up Rehmaan who on his own end was helping Aaliya overcome her guilt...he rushed back ...9 days had passed by then as Zains mental health detoriated

As he saw him bound ...and lost ...in that hospital bed ...Rehman cried ...two people who loved yet ...hurt ...broken ..were making him believe ...love can cross beyond a mental and emotional condition ...

Suraiya Begum...mai usse baat karunga ..chaliye ...

It took 4 wardboys ...to hold him down ...as he wanted to be alone...

He looked at Rehman as he looked at a stranger ...

Rehman came and moved his hand on his head ...as Zain froze...

Zain mere baat suno...he picked a picture of Aaliya ...isse dekho Zain ...Zain looked down ...he smiled...no words were uttered ..he smiled ...just smiled ...

Zain ...mere baat samjho...pehle davai lo ...mujhe tumhe kuch batana hai ...

Rehman being a neurosurgeon had learnt how to counsel patients ...the only one who could make Zain eat his pills ...

as Zain calmed down ...he slept ...his moms lap was warm today ...as he held her firmly ...still smiling ...

when he woke up ...he saw around ...he could understand a bit ...he recognized Suraiya and even Rehmaan...a day had passed ...since Rehman was back

Rehman sat at his bedside ...as he still sat there ..restrained ...Suraiya moved her gaze towards the window ...and those padded walls ...

Dr.Quereshi ...please usse kahiye ...who yeh sab dekhege toh wapas lautegi ...

Suraiya Begum...who nahi aayegi ...

Dr.Quereshi ...usse aana hoga ..pyaar kisiko is kadar sazaa dene ka naam nahi hai ...usme taqat hai jisse who dil koh sukun dila sakta hai...mujhe inke pyaar par bharosa hai ...Aaliya par bharosa hai ..nahi todegi woh iska dil

Zain ..tum meri baat sunrahe ho ...agar haa toh mera haat pakdo ...as Rehman starred back in those hollow eyes ...his tied hand ...touched him ...Rehman smiled ...

Post-traumatic brain Injury...Aaliaya ...physically theek ho gay hai ...par uska dimmag nahi ...

Zain starred back ...silent ...absorbing the words ...the first one he had actually heard in 10 days

Who accident usse badal chukka hai ...dimaag ke nase...itni suljh hoti hai ...ki yeh kya kuch nahi karti...chot bahut gehri thi ...hum kuch nahi kar paaye

Uska dimaag ka who hissa joh ghussa ...ya koi baat sahi ya galat ka faisla kar sakta hai...usse nuksaan pahucha hai ...woh nahi samajh payegi ki who kya kar rahi hai ...kyu kar rahi hai ...

Par Rehmaan ji jab woh Rhea thi ...tab toh woh theek thi ...

Nahi...roz raat usse daure padte the...uski yadash wapas aa rahi thi ...sab dhoondla dikhta tha usse ...par uska ghussa control mai tha ...nafrat kabu mai thi ...kyunki usse uska atit kuch bhi yaad nahi tha

Zain ki shaqal usse who sari biti batein ...chot uske ankhon ke samne laati hai ...who usse kabhi nahi maaf kar payegi ...infact agar yeh uske samne gaya ...toh who usse nuksaan pahuchayegi...

Nuksaan kaisa nuksaan ...

Aise pateints bahut unpredictable hote hai ...yeh kisi koh maar sakte hai ...emotional hurt kar sakte hai ...agar inki baat maante rahe toh aapki beizzati kis bhi had tak le jaa sakte hai ...

Nahi Rehmaanji...Aaliya iske saath aisa kabhi nahi karegi ...pyaar kisi koh choth nahi pahucha sakta ...aur yeh toh uska Zain hai ...

Tab tak jab tak who aadmi sochne ki kabilyat rakhta ho ...Aaliya kho chuki hai ...

Aapka matlab hai, Zain usske samne kabhi nahi aaye ...mai apne bete koh kho dungi ...please aap aise mat boliye ...Suraiya was pleading now

Suraiyaji ...Maine usse do mahine bahut saare scans kiye ...kai doctors ki rai li...jab usse ek din Zain yeh naam sunkar ...dohra pada tha ...tab shayad mujhe shakh ho gaya tha ...agar yeh uske samne gaya ..toh who bhool jayegi ...usse sirf uska dard yaad rahega ...

Aur pyaar ...

Haa who bhi hai ...par dimaag ka who hissa jo ghussa ...badla ...control karta hai aise cases mai haavi ho jaata hai ...

Pata hai sleeping pills ki addiction se lekar ...khana kam khane ke liye maine kya kuch nahi kiya ...

Aaliya had se zyada bhooki rehti hai ...kyunki dimmag ka who hissa joh yeh kehte hai ki ab bas karo peth bhar chukka hai ...who bhi damaged hai...hypothalamus...isliye woh bahut khaati hai ...behissab ....

Petu ...kitna khaogi ...his words came as flash memories ...it was a condition ...not her wish ...that he had constantly made fun of...the face drained off his colors ...as he looked down ...

Rehmaanji mai kya karu ...mai isse kho dungi...

As Zain looked up towards her and finally spoke his first word in 10 days ...mai jaunga uske paas ...meri Aaliya ke paas ...hai na ...Mom

Zain ...please meri baat samjho...who tumhe beizzat...jillat, emotionally aur shayad physically bhi chot pahuchegi ...woh nahi rok payegi apne aapko...tum nahi bardasht kar paoge ...

Karunga ...

Kab tak Zain ...who theek nahi hogi..tumhare zakhm lene se uske zakhm nahi mitenge ...haa shayad usse mehsoos hone lage ...

par woh kis had tak jaayege mai nahi keh sakta ...ho sakta hai ...shayad kuch kare bhi naa ..par jaise uski chot hai ..mujhe darr lagta hai,Rehmaan kept his hand on his shoulders

Aapne toh kaha tha ...who mujhe kabhi yaad nahi karegi ...par Aaliya ki yadasht wapas aayi ...Zain recollected Rehmans warning when she was hospitalized post she met her parents

Haa beta science mai bh miracles hote hai ...par yeh injury ki baat hai ...saalon lag jaate hai ...aur kabhi kabhi toh insaan theek bhi nahi hota ...main ahi chahta tum jhooti umeed mai jiyo...

Mujhe sirf itna pata hai ...agar yeh sab mere wajah se hua hai ...toh iski sazaa bhi mai hi bhugtunga...his steely tone ...declared his emotions ...

Zain zillat nahi bardasht kar paoge ...aur who har tarah se tumhi todegi ...

Maine sirf ...ussi se pyaar kiya hai ...aur ab mai peeche nahi hatunga ...Mom ...mujhe jaana hai...uske paas ...mere wajah se aaj woh is mod par khadi hai ..ab peeche nahi mud sakta ...

Zain ...thode mahine ruk jao ...ho sakta hai ...tab tak uska ghussa kam ho ...

Aap chahti hai ...mai yehi rahu ...agar uske paas nahi gaya ...toh ghar bhi nahi reh paunga ...

Zain kyu zidd kar rahe ho ...tum uski tabiyat bhi kharab karoge ...aur tumhari toh ..she stopped herself ...

he laughed ...uska khayal bhi mai hi rakhunga ...par uske paas hi rahunga ...meri Aaliya akeli jhooz rahi hai ..aur mai yaha ...nahi Mom ...he shifted ...

Both Rehmaan and Suraiya looked at each other and at him ...as he pulled his restraints ...

Zain shannth ho jao ...meri baat suno...

Baat hi toh nahi suni usne ...meri ek baat ...aapki kasam dekar chali gayi...mai uske saath uske saamne khada hona chahta hu ...phir chahe woh kissi bhi had tak kyu na jaaye ...mai bardasht karunga ...

Zain ..pathore se sar takrane se nuksaan humara hi hota hai ..mai jaanta hu tum usse pyaar karte ho...par yeh keemat bahut badi hai ...aur yeh tareeka sahi nahi hai

Keemat hi toh hai ...chukka dunga ...jab tab tak ek ek ghaav ka hissab nahi du ...main ahi wapas aaunga ..

Zain nahi kho sakti tumhe ...aaj 10 din baad tum ne kuch bola ..tumhe pata bhi hai yeh 10 din mai kya hua ...

Nahi ...

Aur haa ...agar tumhe kuch ho gaya ...toh mera kya zain ...

Mom ...meri zindagi ...bemani hai ...mai aa rah ahu ...chachu ...

Zain please ...who reham nahi karegi...infact who nahi samjh sakti na apne ghusse koh na badle koh na pyaar koh ..woh khud ulzi hai ...yeh ek bimaari hai ...iska ilaaz bhaut mushkil hai

Tab tak mai intezaar karunga ...har dard bardahst hai ..har beizzati ...har zillat aur har chot ...tab tak jab tak usse sukoon na mile ...

Zain yeh pyaar nahi pagalpan hai ...

He smiled ...ek pagal khane mai baithkar ek pagal se hi yehi baat bol rahi ho aap...

Chachu ...mai wapas nahi lautunga ...agar who nahi maani toh...usk dil ki kadvahat mitakar ...aur usse hosh mai laakar hi aaunga

Zain please chup ho jao...kya mai kuch nahi lagti tumhari...

Mai ab nahi zimmadari utha paunga mom ...

uske saath joh kuch hua ...who meri zindagi barbad kar raha hai ...mai yaha baithkar tamasha nahi dekh sakta ...ussne agar tamasha banaya ...toh who bhi ban jaunga ...par usske paas hi rahunga ...mujhe jaana hai mom ...chachu mujhe uske paas rehna hai ...

As Rehman looked back at Suraiya who just refused ...

Zain pulled his restraints ...shaking the bed ...Mom ...aap bataiya aapko yaha pada ek mariz chaiye ya aapka beta ...

She cried bitterly ...

To see him struggle ...a man who went to an extent for his love ...that no man can ever go ...the fear of losing him to her insanity ...than to his ...weighed greater ...she had let him go ..fully aware ...that this was a beginning of his way to get her back to terms ...with her past ...

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As Rehman came to the now reality, all his words were so true...Aaliya humiliating him ...be it stripping him ...accusing him...even hurting him was all a part of her healing process, as she had no rational understanding of her emotions...and Zain was fully aware ...

He bore everything knowing the fact that now there was no looking back, either she would heal ...or he will never return back to his life ...he smiled ...he had sealed his fate

Chaliye davai dijiye ...aur haa mere malika koh ek papi bhi dena meri taraf se ...

Rehman hit his arm ...baap hu uska sharam karo...his tears now shining on his cheeks

Toh aap dad ki tarah dena ...feelings pahuch jayegi ...

Rehman cried ..beta ..ab bhi waqt hai wapas jaao please...

Chachu aap phir wahi baat par aa gaye ..maine kha na ...agar woh theek nahi hui ...toh mai nahi lautunga ...ya shayad koi doosra raasta nikal lunga ...

Accha aap davai toh dijiye ...kal thodi pagalpanti maine bhi ki ...he smiled as Rehmaan moved his hand on his head ...reading a dua

SIM

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