A story on SaGun ---The Relentless Love--os
The international delegation of Fashion designers are staying in the Hotel The Spring at Banaras , who wanted to see the city and it's important spots . In the reception counter the receptionist was very busy attending the queries of the visitors . Bunty was there for enquiring about the car bookings from his Car rentals . He has good contact with this Hotel , and gained reputation as a very good service provider . He got a good deal from this delegates and waiting to receive the first batch to show the city .
Suddenly there was a woman's voice ,Shagun stop ...don't run baba , you will slip from the steps ' .
That name attracted Bunty and he saw that side , found a cute toddler running down the stairs , unknowingly Bunty went forward and caught the boy while stopping him from falling .
The lady thanked Bunty and about to go , but stopped because of the entry of her Madam calling her -
Megha what happened , I told you don't allow him to move out from the room '
Bunty was stunned ,what he is seeing ! Saagarika with her baby boy ...many scenes replayed in front of his eyes with jet speed . His marriage with her , Amma's denial to accept her , Saagarika's anger and her court notice , the ruptured egos and teared relations between the two families , his longing for Saagz and shifting to her place , and their too short union and Amma's vow to kill herself if he stays in his in laws place , before realizing the impact of the hurt he meted to Saagz , he followed his mother ,left behind his wife in pain and insult ,and her sudden disappearance from the city , everything rolled in front of his eyes within seconds .
Saagarika was stunned , in her eyes there is a question , why you did this to me Bunty , what blunder I have committed ? Loving you and longing to live with you , supporting your every view and idea and waited for your expression of importance for me and acceptance from your family , are there any of these things considered as mistakes ? Why I was left there as a deserted wife , a husband's unwanted spouse , in the glares of the society , why you used me as a mule for two nights and followed the orders of your mother , is it not an insult to your life partner ? Why you did this to me Bunty ?Many more questions and none was answered then and not even now !
There was many questions on his negligence , and many answers over her pure love .
Saagarika , it is you ...really you ?
Ha ! It is me, Sagun's mother !With a curt smile she reacted and went away , with the child .
Bunty swiftly went nearer to Megha and asked her , She is the mother of this boy ?
Ha sir , she loves him more than anything in this world .
Sagun's father is also here ?
No sir , till now we haven't met him , she said he was staying somewhere else .
Even after receiving the Oscar award for her best designing costume for the film " Warsha Warriors " she refused to disclose her husband's name . Everybody is thinking that she divorced him and staying alone there .
Where ?
In London sir ! She has a boutique and she started her own brand stores there with her special designer clothes and has an international reputation !
He was hearing her fame first time from her PA, realized her achievements , the great news of Saagz's Oscar Award and her progress in her career from others . Since long time he immersed himself in work and developed his business ,gained good reputation in the city .
She went away ,left him there with confused looks .
My Saagz ...still mine ? A doubt , an inquisitive search for her , and a flash ...who is that boy , she must be married again . He deputed one of his assistants to attend the delegates and went to home .
His mother is worrying for his sister Ratna , who is not acceptable to her Saasuma , and facing some problems in her in laws place . But her husband made it clear to his parents that he want to live with his pregnant wife ,and ready to help to his parents in any form , except leaving his family .
Amma is enquiring about her daughter's welfare and with anger in her eyes , criticized her samdhan for cruel attitude towards Ratna .
Bunty with thoughtful eyes saw and heard everything , and went in to his room . Amma followed him and asked ,what happened Bunty , anyway ,go and buy some dry fruits and sweets and go to Ratna's house and give her . Satya is not feeling well and she is disturbed because of loneliness , waiting for your acceptance . She still loves you beta .
Amma .what about my love ?
Ha you too love her ...she is a good girl and especially ...she has the acceptance of your mother . What else you want ?
With blank eyes he looked at his mother and again went back to the Hotel .
Asked the room number of Saagz and went there---knocked at the door with bated breath .
Megha entered in to the room with sleeping Sagun on her shoulder . She left the room after reminding Saagarika about next day's agenda .
Saagarika is still in shock . Sagun is smiling in his sleep , with cute dimples on his chubby cheeks .
Again door knock... and Saagz opened the door , there stands Bunty .
She hasn't give way to him to come in , stand at the door and looked at him .
Saagarika , please allow me to talk to you for a while !
Is it not too late Bunty ?
In life everything has it's time and there is always an opportunity to rectify your mistakes . Hand on his heart, Bunty said to her .
But some mistakes are such , it will leave a huge impact on your heart Bunty !
But there must be a wet patch in a women's heart who loves her love for the sake of only love !
If love leaves a scar on life ...then there is no smile on that lady's face , only pain ...
I am here to pacify that pain , here to rectify my mistakes , to surrender myself to you ...to face the punishment ..whatever you give .. ready to accept ...wanted to live with you without leaving a second but ...
But ...but what about the by gone days' lone moments ?
How can I make you believe ? In every lonely moment you spent , thousand times I felt the sadness ,in every moment of your pain , I too faced it silently , many more times this distance crushed my life under the burden of sorrow . My only mistake is I obeyed my mother beyond a limit ,and I sincerely believe that you will understand my mistakes and will accept me with all my weaknesses .
I understood your feelings and your responsibilities Bunty , but you never realized my needs and never gave due importance to my self- respect . That hurts me more .
Heard about your success in your career ,and just wanted to congratulate you and your ...err ... that person ,I mean the father of your son for giving you all sort of support in your life's pursuits !He is trying to search for something in her eyes ,which are expressing only pain .
No need to praise him Bunty , he crushed my heart , so that I had to move on with my mind , with vengeance ,I searched for the success and tried to get it ...so that I can compensate my life's losses in this success .
He wanted to know more ...she wanted to share something with him , but both sides a hesitation , time created a void of communication between them , both are trying to fill that void with intense feelings , but unable to cross the barriers .
Bunty is trying to read her feelings from her eyes , she is trying to convey her anguish and longing with her words ---a gush of love overflowed , she gave way to him and he entered in to the room and closed the door swiftly .
She rushed towards him and beating with her tender fists on his chest " how you imagine me to love another person ?"
Your man is always a confused one , try to take care of him Saagz , own me , don't leave me alone "
I never left you Bunty ...see , your son ... our love, is always in front of my eyes ,an eye candy to me .. a meaningful source to my sustenance "!
Her whisper made him to proceed further and his advances made her to blush .
Our Bunny needs a sibling , please let me take that responsibility first Saagz !
Go ,get the nod of your mother !
No Saagz ...I am living my own life now , have to take care of my family ...my sweet wife and my cute boy and ...and my love life !
She realized the strong man in him and the delicate feelings of love overtaken them at that moment !
I am dedicating this small expression of mine --- The Relentless Love , to Seetha , who inspired many people in different ways in this India Forums .
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