Helloo YHMianz..ππ...This is one of the most spl topics i hv made in IF as a whole n YHM forum in particular...ππ...This is my 100th YHM Forum Topic and 467th topic in IF as a whole..ππ...This is an UNBELEIVABLE TOPIC NUMBER for me...π²π²...I hv been in IF for 5+ years..I was/is part of 31 forums by now where i hv made 467 topics in 22 forums...And among tht 22 forums,MJHT FORUM is the ONLY forum where i hv made max no of topics-234 topics till now(150 topics when show ws on air and 84 topics aftr show got off air to till now)...So baaki jin forums pe bhi i made topics,topic count ws below 10,for majority of forums n beyond 10 topic count ws only for 4 forums...ππ...Moral of the story i hv been VERY IRREGULAR in makin topics post MJHT end for diff shows..ππ..!! MJHT is my all time fav show n hence so many posts..But aftr 5 years to MJHT,its YHM which hv made me make this much HUGE no of topics..π²π²...I made my first 100th topic in MJHT forum in 2010 n now YHM is the 2nd forum where i hv made 100th topic for YHM..π²π₯³...
Though i watch this show from 1st epi n am in the forum too from 1st day,i made my FIRST topic only in the month of Feb n it ws on Ishu-Ruhi..π³π³...I alwz wished my 1st topic to be on IshRa as its for them i started watchin show...But my 1st topic turned to be on Ruhi-Ishu n i hv NO REGRETS coz it ws on their BEST SCENE till date..ππ...Then i thought lik many forums,here also i will make only topics upto below 20(max)..ππ...But when i realised i ws approachin my 50th topic,i again wished it shall be on IshRa.. But my 50th topic ws on RuMan which i made in july month...And once again i hv no regrets as it ws on RuMan's best scene till date..π³π³...Again i thought i would NEVER cross 100,though many of my frnz were sure ki i would make 100+ posts as i had crossed 50 then..i alwz used to say "KUCH BHI" to them..ππ...But once again when i realised when my 100th topic is approachin this time,1st i wanted it be on my MOST FAV in YHM-KK..Then i thought no,...1st n 50th toh nahi hue,toh atleast 100th toh pakka IshRa pe ho as aftr all its for them i started watchin show...But again i changed my plan seein IF article this week ki Raman's realization will happen super soon n i decided my 100th topic will be for his realization..ππ...BUT HISTORY REPEATED TODAY ALSO...I am making post for COMPLETELY NEW REASON I NEVER PLANNED..π€£π€£..But unlike last two times,this time SUBJECT of topic din change...Lastly i had decided na ki 100th post will be on Ishita's Raman's realization... Toh aaj bhi yeh Ishita's Raman ke liye hi hai...ππ...But reason got changed..Its not for realization...But its for the lead Raman got in realization race with tonites epi...ππ...I hv been makin posts on BOTH Raman n Ishita whenvr they made new scores in realization race...Till before tonites epi score ws 3-3..But aftr tonites epi,now the score of IshRa is 3-5 in the realization race..Till now it ws neck to neck competition b/w IshRa..But today first time Raman got CLEAR LEAD in realization race and how can i NOT make topic on tht?So here i am with my 100th YHM topic on Raman for the lead he got in realization scene..ππ₯³...
So the FIRST MOMENT which made me feel aaj kuch spl honewaala hai is this one...




Tumse lade jhagde bina..Dil nahi lagta..Itna sukhoon raaz nahi aata..
Plz uth jao..Utho ishita..Plz utho Meri jhansi ki rani.."
^^There u go...the lines @red tht clearly indicated Raman's next phase in realization ws here FINALLY...!! He finally realised n confessed he LOVES fighting with her n he CANT live without fighting with her..More than fighting,he DONT want the peace which hv occursed coz of her silence..Evn though he ws the same who tried to make Ishu SILENT for 9 days with a prank last week n evn requested God to let his prank work as he need PEACE...But look at him now...Ishu ws silent JUST FOR hardly few hours n here he ws telling he DONT WANT PEACE which he got coz of silent Ishu..!! I hv alwz said in my prev topics since Apr tht this man LOVES fighting with her..Before it happened for a reason...But with Apr month onwards,he started finding pleasure in fighting with her,irritatin her,teasin her..!! He loves seein her in HIS JHANSI KI RANI mode...!! But its tonite he FINALLY CONFESSED hw much he loves fighting with her n bcoz hes now not able to do,hes HATING it..!! He alwz mocked her for being chatterbox...But truth ws he loves when she talks to him..Evn if tht ws for givin him lectures or fightin with him or givin him taunts..ππ..And today he accepted the same tht he dont want this much peace as Ishu is silent..!! And all these were indications tht somebody ws missin some1 ALREADY...ππ...Tabhi he ws confessin these n also requestin her to WAKE UP...The lil happiness he had on confessin his real feelings regardin fightin with her n her silence,the sadness of realisin fact again ki how shes not well n ws bein unconscious n she ws bein at ICU and his heartfelt request to her askin her to wake up-all those feelings i tried to capture in the pics above...The 3rd pic is spl coz tht showed how much he ws TRYING TO FEEL HER by sliding his fingers over glass door which allowed him to hv HIS WIFE's glimpse..!! Ishu ws in tht room n he ws outside tht room n look at his desperation..He cant even withstand this much lil physical distance b/w them too..!! But just seein her n trying to feel her by sliding fingers on door-showed tht those were Raman's ways to make himself feel hes near her..very very near her n he can TRY to withstand this dooriyan..!!






"Jhansi Ki Rani..Miss Kar Raha Hoon Tumko..
Kabhi Socha Nahi Tha Ki Tumhare Liye Aise Bhi FEELINGS Aayenge.."


^^This ws the ULTIMATE BREAKDOWN moments of Raman in tonites epi...Tht scene ws totally heartwrenchin n epic emotional.. Karan Bhai ws MEGA MEGA AWESOME n EPIC NATURAL in this scene,Raman's evry tear tht fell frm his eyes made the audience esp his deewanis lik me to cry buckets..πππ...It ws such a terrible sight to see a husband lik Raman whos deeply madly in love with his wife-Ishu-totally breaking down..!! Jabse she ws hospitalised...he ws tryin her best to keep a check on his SAD emotions..Though he only knew how tough it ws...And thtsy he evn hopelessly tried to get STRENGTH from good memories he hv for her when he remembered a few moments with her tonite..!! But all his control ws lost when the PAIN of MISSING ISHU went beyond his able to control wala limit...ππ...Just look at those two pics above..His evry pic indicates how much this person ws missin his wife...How much this person ws IN PAIN coz of seein her wife not well...!! And he ws so much depressed ki he ws evn cursing himself for Ishu's condition,when all knew theres NO MISTAKE of Raman in that situation..!!He evn went to the extent of saying tht if she dont get well,he WONT forgive himself..!! Raman...my darling dhakkan...when on earth u will realise tht behind ur evry single word tonite...behind ur evry single tear u let out from ur eyes tonite for Ishu,behind ur evry single feeling u felt tonite-sabka EK hi reason hai n thts PAL PAL BADHTI YEH HAI MOHABBATEIN u feel for Ishu......
To conclude,i can say..tonites epi ws another milestone spl epi in IshRa's lovestory..!! Raman hv crossed 5 phases of realization which r he 1st he realized n accepted he will do anything for her happiness in licence track,then 2ndly he realized n accepted the changing eqns on physical level which made him feel tht Ishu who ws lik a cactus to him before,he felt shes nw a ROSE,then 3rdly he realised n accepted shes beautiful though there he tried to say tht only via half truth ki she looks beautiful in pics,then 4thly he said tonite tht he miss fightin with her n hate her silence n finally aka 5thly he realized n confessed he DOESS MISS her hell lot n he feels hvin some feelings for Ishu which he nevr thought earlier tht he will feel for her..!! The stage is SET for him to reach final destination of realisation phase n thts where he WILL realise tht reason behind all his prev stages of realization is ONE n ONLY the LOVE he feels for Ishu..ππ...
Thus i end this post by dedicating a song line to Raman which CLEARLY symoblised his haal in tonites epi as a whole n also his current situation coz of the extent to which he hv fallen hard for her..!! That line is from one of my all time fav songs-"Tum Hi Ho" from "Aashiqui 2"...The line is...
"Hum Tere Bin Ab Rah Nahi Sakte!!"
1)I DEDICATE this post to Karan Bhai for his STELLAR performance tonite...ππ...Also for Raman,my ENTIRE K PARIVAAR esp KK..ππ...IshRa n DivAn..ππ..And last but definitely not the least-for YHM writer-Sonali Ma'm for writing this gem of a show n specially tonites epi which gave me the REASON to make this 100th YHM forum topic...ππ
2)I wanna DILSE THANK each n evry YHMian for likin/lovin my posts in all these months..
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