Round 5:Love letter
[Sabhayata,Bhima]
Note:ok i am writing this letter to Bhima during panadavs one year of agyaatvas so i have no idea where Bhima is or what he is doing
Pranipat Arya
I am not sure where to send this letter or how to ensure it reaches you.I dont even know why i am writing this in the first place,Perhaps its because i haven't met you for such a long time i just need to talk to you in any way possible.
As i am still breathing and my heart is still beating i am sure you are alive and well .I pray to Mahadev everyday that if something was to happen to you he should instruct Yamraj to take my life immediately as well.I dont want to live in the world where i cant feel your presence.Shri Krishan came to meet me a few days ago he laughed out aloud when i told him about my prayer.He said that the most powerful of gods will ensure that nothing happens to you till you fulfill all your oaths.People say he is an incarnation of vishnu i am not sure about that since for me you are my everything my god,my husband and my friend but if he really is an incarnation of vishnu i hope his words are right .
Our daughter grows in age and beauty everyday.When i told her how you killed the powerful demons Kirimira and Jatasura during your exile she was soo proud and happy .She was running all around the palace telling these stories to everyone she met about how powerful the son of wind god is .She even threatens her friends that she is some one not to be messed with since she has inherited her father's powers.I think she misses your bedtime stories the most.I try to match up but she still wants to hear about your adventurous stories.Hopefully one day you will be able to narrate these stories to her again
Arya there is so much i want to say to you i dont know where to begin and where to end.My heart bleeds everyday just imagining what kind of condition you would be in .I know you are son of a god and have the strength to bear any kind of situation but i am a mere human being and hence i lose my strength every time i hear about how Bhrata Duryodhan is trying to find you and your brother's.There are so many days i am unable to have food worrying about whether or not Bhrata Duryodhan has found you.Only when my spies bring back the news that Bhrata Duryodhan has failed yet again i breathe a sigh of relief
To be truthful Arya i think i have a role to play in Bhrata Duryodhan's failure.Bhrata Duryodhan had spies sent to Kalinga,Virata and Ayodhaya to search for you in disguise but my spies who were following them recognized them immediately then i had them bribed not search for you and your brother''s at all and just go back to Hastinapur with the news that they had found nothing.I am not sure if my endeavors have been helpful or not but i cant sit idle and not do anything while you are toiling in your grief.I know what i did was wrong and not befitting a kshatrani but i did what my heart said was right and followed it.My heart only and only wants your well being to see you alive and happy at end of 13th year and i will do anything in my power to achieve it even if its wrong in the eyes of the society
You had made me promise that i wont accompany you on your exile and i kept my promise but my soul always accompanied you and was with you in every step.And forever will be.
Yours truly
Sabhayata
Edited by Sabhayata - 10 years ago