~~~***Ecstasy Attack***~~~
He was buried deep inside her. She was moaning his name, urging him to go faster and deeper. She knew his fear of hurting her but it was just a fear because she was never hurt. This time Raman listened to her, after all, her wish was his command. By the time he looked at her a tear rolled down her cheek and suddenly he stopped.
"Ramannn"
"Am I hurting you?"
"Yes, by not continuing what you were doing."
"But Ishita-"
"Yes I am crying because just now I had an Ecstasy Attack."
"Ecstasy Attack?", Raman tested the words on his lips and Ishita found it the right time to roll over him. He didn't protest nor he resisted, he just held her firmly and gazed at her with passion in his eyes.
To say that they were lovers would be an understatement and to say that they were friends would be naive. They were partners in crime. They had secrets that were only theirs. If only, one had looked closely on Mihir and Mihika's wedding, he or she would have noticed them lurking behind a pillar, whispering sweet nothings into each other's ears.
All this didn't mean that Ruhi was left neglected. Not in million years. She was part of their secrets (OK minus the adult talks, to be very truthful adult talk was rare with them, they were still not done with their you are moti and you are chota fights). In fact she knew more than them, like what was cooking between Romi and Saarika, what gifts was Mihika sending to Mihir. Sometimes Raman wondered if she knew anything about her mom and dad. He recalled one incident when Ruhi was glued to tv watching oggy and the cockroaches and Raman and Ishita had sneaked in a kiss behind her. It was an unexpected moment when abruptly Ruhi had turned. They had parted instantly. Ruhi didn't show any sign of realization but she had flopped on her knees and asked Ishita about her swollen lips. Before she could notice the same case with Raman, he had ran away muttering about some important call, leaving Ishita alone to explain about her lip injury. This had earned him a long lecture and as if it was not a punishment enough, he was made to watch not only oggy and the cockroaches but chota bheem, doraemon, shinchan and what not with his daughter. Life was so weird. Just before few weeks they hugged and kissed deliberately to show Ruhi but now their task was to hide it from her, though it was barely hidden.
One of the best things about Ishita was that neither she liked cricket nor was she opposed to it. She could watch it without flinching like other women. They even placed bets, after all she was a Chennai super king and he was a Delhi daredevil. Like she would watch cricket with him, he would watch Rajnikant movies with her, (okay that's a lie, he would only watch so that she would discuss them with him and not Bala or even Mihika). Once he had lost a bet and in return he had to dance on lungi dance wearing a lungi. He had danced not really knowing why his wife and daughter were rolling on bed with laughter. He glanced down to see his lungi far away separated from him. Do not ask what he did when Ishita lost a bet.
Coming back to Ruhi, she had developed habit of sleeping alone, all because of Shravan who used to call her mamma's baby. But this didn't mean that Ishima and papa left her alone. Sometimes they would sneak in beside her after she was asleep and she would be pleasantly surprised in morning to find her parents snuggled up into her.
It reminded him of another tragic incident. With a solemn mind he remembered how on their wedding night they had discarded the condom, while they had the most required alone time. Well this was not the tragic incident. The tragic incident was when Ruhi discovered the contraceptive in Raman's pant pockets when finding her pink hanky. And before anybody could notice, she had tore open the packet and was looking at it suspiciously. Raman and Ishita were rooted to the spot. Before Ruhi could question anyone Ishita told her that it was a devise used to wear on thumb to prevent oneself from thumb-sucking at night. So Raman had no choice but to sacrifice his daddy image. One top of that Ishita gave him a long lecture on how their daughter was smart and if she didn't believe them, she might ask someone else. After all, life was not so happy.
By the look of it, someone might feel that Raman was a joru ka gulam, that he took all her lectures without any questions. That would be like assassinating RKB, isn't it? It depended on his mood and seriousness of her lecture on when he would seize her hair and kiss her or when he would just lift her and take her to bed. Sometimes she would give in while other times she would push and thrash, in such cases she was pinned against the wall and silenced then and there. Raman was as unpredictable as the Delhi weather. Sometimes he would be cool and calm other times under some majboori nahi toh under full rage mode. Param still had the marks on his body.
Raman's so called Taane and taunts now had different and deeper meanings which only Ishita could grab when they were spoken in front of everyone. For example, whenever they bumped into each other and Raman called her a andhi bail or bhais, it would mean that he would like to bump into her again at night or when he called her fat, it meant that he was no longer able to control. It was his way to quieten his urge. After all everyone has their own ways.
Raman was not just mercurial in his behavior but also in bed. Their first time was as gentle as wild it can be. Yeah, take that. Raman had not registered how painful it could be for Ishita, it was when she had winced in pain that he realized and stopped, cursing himself for hurting her and Ishita was left hanging.
Yes that's when the saga of "Am I hurting you?" started. Before they started, Ishita was shy and nervous but the moment Raman stopped she shed all her inhibitions and threatened him for his life if he didn't resume. It took lot of convincing when the saga finally stopped (that too momentarily). It was like going in bed with two men, caring Raman and wild Raman, though it was difficult for Ishita to point out which one she loved more.
Both of them had never imagined that their relationship of trust and respect would turn out to be like this. It was so unreal. From strangers to enemies to friends to THIS. Though everything went out slow and steady but still it felt abrupt. For Ishita it was out of the world experience. She had always imagined yet never expected this life for her. She never ever understood the desperateness of sexual needs and now she was a sore victim of it, she had never even fantasized that she would love a man like this. For Raman it was as unreal as for Ishita. He had loved unconditionally before but had never been loved back. He had never known how it felt when a woman longed for him. This life was perfect complete with love and children. Yes, children. Ishita would sometimes refer both Raman and Ruhi as her chote bacche. They knew that they were the forever kind, that they would always be together no matter what.
Ishita lowered herself onto him and noticed that his eyes were wet. She placed her hands on his shoulder and asked gently, "What happened?"
Raman smiled and said, "Just had an Ecstasy attack."
Edited by ishra496 - 11 years ago
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