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Chapter Four: Open you heart out to me. Date Part 2
I: waise Raman, yeh maine bilkul expect nahi kiya thaa..I mean..itni jaldi toh bilkul nahi
R: tum apni baat karr rhi ho..maine khud life me kabhi nahi socha tha main yeh sab tumhare liye karungi..do mahine pehle agar
koi mujhse kehta ki main yeh sab tumhare liye karne wala hoon toh I would've laughed into the next century at that!
I: hahaha..We've come such a long way naa..aur woh bhi poora reverse me!
R: reverse me matlab?
I: matlab..we first became parents..got married and now we're finally in love
R: oh and don't forget the arguments..we argued like an old couple..yaad hai uss din court me jab we wanted to get married and get it over with?
I: haha..kaise bhool sakti hoon!
And what do you mean by "argued"? Why the past tense?We still are going to argue, in love or not, doesn't matter. Mujhe mere raavan kumar hi acche lagte hai!
R: woh hi milega..! Roz roz mujhse yeh mills and boon's jaisi love sick baatein nahi hone wali
Ishita playfully punches his chest.
I: khadus raavan kumar..kabhi nahi sudhroge na?
R: expect bhi matt karna..itni acchi kismat nahi hai tumhari..you're stuck with me
forever!
He smiles at her lovingly and pulls her even closer to him, almost crushing her to his chest. She cranes her head up from his chest to look at his smiling face and they share an eyelock. The air charges around them as his eyes go from bright and smiling to a shade darker as his gaze trails downwards, towards her lips. He looks back into her eyes, seeking permission and letting her withdraw. She gives him a faint nod and moves her face closer to
his, eyes shut in anticipation. He doesn't make her wait a moment longer as her swiftly captures her lips with his own, rubbing around the edges, kissing her. She responds. At first it's sweet, but soon he wants more. He licks her lower lip, trying to get her to part and she gasps. His tongue delves into her mouth, feeling each contour and comes in contact with her tongue. Their tongues dance, fighting for dominance.
Ishita's hands move around his back. His hands feeling her bare waist. She breaks the kiss due to
lack of oxygen. Her head is already dizzy and his scent doesn't help her state at all. He quickly moves to her jaw, kissing his way to her neck, feeling her pulse throbbing as he lightly bites her neck. She moans, her legs feel like jelly and if it wasn't his hold on her she would've fallen. His hands move upwards from her waist, to her back , caressing her, fumbling with the dori at the back of her blouse..when suddenly his phone rings loudly, jerking them apart. She's about to fall due to the
sudden interruption and her jelly
legs, but he holds her in time, both breathing heavily.
I: ra..raman..aapka phone..dekho na..
R: huh?!..haann..ek second.
He removes the phone out of his pocket to see that it's mihir and curses him under his breath. Ishita asks him to answer it before it gets disconnected. He picks it up and puts it on speaker.
M: hello bhai..aap log kahan hain?
R: haan bol mihir..hum log bahar hain..kyun kya hua?
M: nahi woh kuch nahi..hum log zoo se wapas aa gaye..bacche
raaste me so gaye..toh mihika ke saath sula rha hoon main unko..bas yehi batane ke liye phone kiya thaa..warna bhabhi ko ruhi ki tension hoti naa
R: accha theek hai no problem. Waise bhi mihika ne kaha tha mujhe ki ruhi uske saath soegi..toh tujhe phone karne ki zarurat nahi thi..
M: ookay..bhai..! Theek hai..bye!
R: bye!
Raman keeps his phone back into his pocket and looks at his blushing wife. Her eyes are
downcast and her cheeks are red. She's positively glowing and she's so shy, he falls in love with her innocence all over again.
R: ishita..bhookh lagi hai? Dinner karne chalein?
I: ji...
She answers without looking at him.
R: (he pulls her chin up, so she looks at him)
Itna sharma kyun rhi ho? Main pati hoon tumhara..mujhe haq hai!
Ishita just smiles at him shyly.
R: mujhe toh yakeen hi nhi ho
rha..meri jhaansi ki raani aise sharmaati bhi hai?
She playfully punches his chest.
R: chalo ab..tumhe bhook nhi lagi?
He tries to move but she holds his hand and stops him.
I: Raman..suniye na..yahan thodi der aur wait karte hain na please?
R: (smiles) ookay! Chalo..tumhe mera favourite spot dikhata hoon
he leads her a little south from there towards a small stream.
He helps her sit on the rocks and settles himself next to her.
I: wow Raman..yahan sabkuch
kitna khoobsoorat hai..aap yahan aksar aate ho?
R: aksar aata thaa..ek phase tha life mein..jab main yahan roz aata tha..
Ishita just silently listens to him, waiting for him to continue.
R: maine kabhi tumhe yeh sab nahi bataya na? Par aaj main tumko sabkuch batana chahta hoon.. Jab shagun ghar chod karr chali gayi thi..mujhe aur ruhi ko chod karr..Ruhi sirf 6 mahino ki thi..I still remember that day so well
Adi ko lekar ashok ki gaadi me
chali gayi thi..
I had broken down that day ishu..uss aurat ke liye maine sab kuch karne ki koshish ki..apni aukat se bahar ke gifts diye usko..udhaar le krr..but she was never satisfied.
maine ruhi ko akele sambhala hai..mud ke kabhi nahi dekha shagun ne..ruhi ke baare me kabhi nahi pucha..tod diya tha uss aurat ne mujhe..
roz raat ko ruhi ko sulane ke baad yahan aata tha main..dilli ki sardi me paidal bhi yahan pohonch jaata tha..yahan baithkar itne aansu
bahaye hai maine ki I wouldn't be surprised if there was a whole river here.. (he laughs)
Ishita is crying, unable to control her emotions. This man had gone through so much pain in his life. No one could blame him for his tough, arrogant exterior.
R: ruhi bahot weak thi bachpan me. Doctor ne kaha tha it's because she didn't get her mother's milk. Duniya ke saare milk formulae try kiye the maine..3 baar hospitalise hui thi ruhi
because of her weakness and low immunity. Mujhe abhi bhi yaad hai woh din..main shagun ke paas gaya tha..use wapas bulane..sirf ruhi ke liye..
Tumhe pata hai usne mujhse kya kaha? She said.."ruhi tumhe chahiye thi mujhe nahi..ab sambhalo use..tumhari zimmedari hai woh..main kuch nahi karr sakti.."
Itna helpless mehsoos kiya tha maine uss din..
I nursed Ruhi back to health anyway..
Aur phir..jaise Ruhi badi hoti
gayi..that mole formed above her lip..jo mujhe shagun ki yaad roz dilata thaa..
Uski wajah se main apni bacchi se door hone laga..itna sakht bana diya tha maine apne aap ko ki uske aansu bhi nahi dekh paaya..I left her in Delhi with maa and shifted to mumbai..
Ek hi cheez thi dimag me..ki meri Ruhi mujhe isiliye na chod karr jaye kyunki main kam kamata hoon..jaise adi chala gaya..aakhir ruhi me toh mujhe shagun aur bhi nazar aati thi
Isiliye maine khud ko badal
diya..din raat success aur paise ke peeche bhaagta raha..
Aur kahin na kahin main shagun ko bhi dikhana chahta tha usne kya khoya hai..prove karna chahta tha ki loser main nahi woh hai..
Iss sab mein maine meri Ruhi ko toh kho hi diya thaa..
Uss din jab court me usne kaha ki woh 'ishita aunty' ke saath rehna chahti hai..tab maine realise kiya ki maine kya kho diya..
Yeh sach hai ki main adi se ab bhi bahot pyaar karta hoon..bahot saari acchi yaadein judi hai adi k
janm ke saath..ruhi ke waqt shagun aur mere beech already bahot kadwahat aa gayi thi..
Adi ko toh shagun ne itna brainwash karr diya hai ki woh mera naam bhi nahi chahta..
Par meri Ruhi mujhse bahot pyaar karti hai..aur yeh sab..sirf tumhari wajah se hua hai..
Kahan main apni beti ko dekh bhi nahi paata tha aur ab..tumhari wajah se..I have overcome that..
Thank you ishita..I know I never said it..but really..thanks a lot!
He hugs her..
I: Raman..aapne mujhe Ruhi di hai..aur ab apna pyaar bhi..woh sab kuch jo maine kabhi socha nahi tha mujhe milega..woh aapne mujhe diya hai..I should thank you!
I love you Raman!
R: love you too Ishu!
Ab chalein?..8.30 baj rahe hai..dinner nahi karna kya?
I: ji..chaliye..waise hum kahan jaa rahe hain?!
R: you'll know! (gives her a smug smile)
I: Ramann..ab aur surprises nahi..bataiyye naa..!
R: kabhi toh dimag lagaya karo
yaar..itna bada sar hai..bhoosa bhara hai kya usme?
Khana khane ke liye kahan jaate hai log? Restaurant.
I: hameshaaa taunt maarne ki zarurat hai kya? Seedhe seedhe nahi bol sakte the..kud kud kumar...kabhi mauka nahi chodte apne one liners show off karne kaa..
R: duct or scotch tape?
I: huh? Kya?
R: kya prefer karogi? Tumhara lecture sunke mere kaan pakk gaye hai..ab mujhpe meherbaani karo aur chalo. Muh band karke!
She just gives him a dirty look and walks off towards the car murmuring something about raavan kumar.
R: kitni gaaliyan dogi yaar mujhe? Waise accept it...mere one liners ke bina tum bore ho jaogi.
Ishita smiles at that and links her arm with his as they walk towards the car. Raman opens her door again and surprisingly she waits for him to do it.
R: dhaba ya five star??
I: ummm..dhaba..
R: pata hi tha mujhe..
Meri zindagi ke do phases..dono aurtein kitni alag hai..shagun hamesha sophisticated classy restaurant choose karti..aur ishita..zindagi ki choti choti cheezon me khushi dhundti hai..iske liye restaurant se zyada ek saath spend kiya hua time important hai.
Ek woh hai jiske saath I had a physical relationship and yet I was never comfortable enough to speak my mind..ek yeh jiske saath physically doori hone ke bawajood
I can speak my heart out..
Ek woh jise main pyaar samajhta thaa..but now I know it was infatuation..it was her beauty that attracted me..ek yeh hai jo sirf bahar se hi nahi..andar se bhi khoobsoorat hai..iske dil se pyaar ho gaya..
Ek woh jo do bacchon ki maa hokar bhi maa nahi bann saki..ek yeh..jo maa na bankar bhi sabse acchi maa hai..
The irony of life!
He smiles at that thought.
I: kis baat par smile karr rahe ho?
R: tumhare baare me soch raha tha..
I: ab toh pakka hai ki aapko mujhse pyaar ho gaya hai..
R: pehle doubt tha kya? ( rolls eyes)
I: waise kya soch rahe the mere baare me?
R: yehi ki..tum bilkul waisi ho jaisi biwi maine hamesha se chahi thi..main khud apne liye tumse behtar biwi nahi chun sakta tha ishu
I: raavan kumar itne deep kab se ho gaye haan? Seedhe seedhe bolo na..kya kehna chahh rahe ho..
R: I know thoda zyada deep hai..lekin..look at the irony of life..
Jo mujhe chahiye tha...woh mujhe usme nahi mila jise maine chuna..aur jise main bilkul apni zindagi me jagah nahi dena chahta tha..usme mujhe finally woh sab kuch mila jo mujhe chahiye tha..
I: aapko pata bhi hai aapne abhi abhi jo bola puri paheli thi?
Par main samajh gayi..
R: this is exactly what I meant..tum samajhti ho..
They reach the dhaba and the waiter comes to take the order
W: Raman bhaiiya..aaj itne dino baad..aapne toh aana hi band karr diya tha..kya lenge..wohi hamesha ki tarah?
R: nahi yaar..aaj veg chahiye..meri biwi vegetarian hai na..
W: Namaste Bhabhi..aaj veg me paneer tikka masala special hai..
R: ishu..order karo na..yahan punjabi khana hi milega..South indian nhi..hopefully tumhe aadat padd gayi hogi kyunki..tumhare liye main kuch bhi karr sakta hoon ..bas idli dosa khane ki baat matt karna..Please!
Ishita laughs at that.
I: luckily for you..mujhe aadat ho gayi hai..
They quickly place their order and wait for the food to arrive..
Ishu continues their previous conversation..
I: waise maine bhi yeh nhi socha tha raman..kuch mahine pehle jiss aadmi se seedhe mooh baat nahi karr sakti thi..main aaj usi se pyaar karr baithungi..
R: I know! Tabhi toh mujhe raavan kumar bana diya..
I: woh toh aap hai hi..
Aapko pata hai..when subbu
left..maine accept karr liya tha ki I couldn't ever find the right guy for myself. I mean..we were together since we were 15..aur woh accept nhi karr paaya mujhe toh koi aur kya karta..
Kabhi kabhi sochti hoon..kya usne kabhi mujhse pyaar kiya tha? Kyunki bina koi second thought ke he left..itne saalon ka pyaar..down the drain..aur kya maine usse itna pyaar kiya tha? Kyunki mujhe uss broken engagement ke gam se zyada meri medical condition ka dukh tha
Raman holds her hand..
R: I think I'll thank him for being an idiot though!
I: kya?
R: socho agar woh tumhe accept karta..toh mujhe tum nhi milti..aur naa hi ruhi ko...mujhe meri soul mate nhi milti..
I never really believed in destiny ishita..but..when I look back now..I think I do!
Ishita just smiles at him. Their food arrives and they finish it up and leave...
R: Jaan what do you say to some ice cream?
I: (blushes) dilli ki sardi me aapko ice cream khani hai raman? Aapka gala kharab ho jaega baba..yaad hai na last time sirf baarish me bheegne se aap beemar ho gaye the..
R: iss baar tumhara kadha pakka pee lunga..ab chalo na..
I: bilkul bacche ho aap..chaliye..
They buy their ice creams and walk back and stand by the car..
R: meri chocolate icecream tumhare black current se
definitely better hai..
I: ab aap mujhse bacchon ki tarah ladne wale hai? Over who's icecream is better.
R: no..what I mean is..my choice is better than your's
I: I'll agree to that..you chose to fall in love with me..whereas I chose you..your choice is unarguably better!
She smirks at him and he rolls his eyes..they drive back home..
As they enter their flat Raman suddenly realises what he forgot to say
R: ish..main kehna bhool hi gaya..tum aaj behad khoobsoorat lag rhi ho..parlour mein hazaroon daan karke aayi kya?
Ishita just looks at him neutrally.
I: ho gaya aapka? Ek advice deti hoon aapko..aakhon ka ilaaj karwa lo..meri friend hai opthalmologist..kaho toh number doon? Kyunki kya hai na..main hamesha acchi lagti hoon..problem aapki aankhon me hain..hmmph..sadu kumar...!
she heads towards their bathroom
to change while he changes in the bedroom.
When she picks up the sheets and pillow to move to the couch he stops her..
R: ishita..bed pe so jaao naa..I mean..we're adults..ek bed me soyenge toh zaruri nahi hai kuch hoga..aur aaj se I thought...
Uhmm..I mean tumhari back mein bhi problem ho jaegi continuously couch pe sone se..uhh and..you know you can trust me..I would never do something you're not ready for and I know you're not ready for the next step
yet..so..don't worry I won't force you..aur waise bh..
She cuts him...
I: did you know you tend to blabber when you're nervous Raman? I trust you..it's completely fine..and after today..definitely. So chill
He smiles at her and they move to the bed..him spooning her.
I: Ramann..thanks for today..main bahot khush hoon..
R: main bhi..love you sweetheart
(he kisses her hair)
I: I love you too swee..no..bitter heart.!
They both laugh at that, talk some more and then doze off
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