NEW THREAD I-Rishabala FF: Faithless Love Ch.4 P.8 4/14/14

I felt the music pump through my body as I moved my body on the dance floor as I smiled and turned my body around.

Chaar bottle Vodka

Kaam mera roz ka

Na mujhko koi roke

Na kisi ne roka.. (x2)

Main rahoon saari raat in the bar

Daaru piyun lagaatar

Ek aadhi sab pee lete hain

Main to piyun botal chaar

Chaar bottle Vodka

Kaam mera roz ka

Na mujhko koi roke

Na kisi ne roka..

(Credit:Chaar Bottle Vodka)

I didn't know why,but my body seemed to be too exhilarated today as I swung my arm in the air. I felt my black sari drip down on my shoulder as I smiled and swung my head around.Control was leaving my body as my body swayed in the crowd as I shook my body with my cousins.

"Madhu, are you ok?" I heard Ishita murmur as she shook my shoulder and tried to get me in conscious as I smiled and laughed as I pushed her away.

"Oh,hello! This is a Punjabi wedding. You're supposed to have, fun! Fun!"I screamed as I held my finger up in the air as I laughed trying to do the bhangra as I tripped on my sari and bumped into a tall figure in front of me.

He wore a long, black coat of silk and dark, black pants and seemed to share a body-builder body. I stopped in my tracks as he began to turn around. The face seemed familiar that shared French-faced features and large,dark brown eyes. His hair was shaggy that seemed to fall down his face.

I spotted a dark brown stain on his black shirt and I began to laugh as I bursted out with a long-run of chuckles. I felt myself dizzy as Ishita held on to my shoulder and tried to control me as I laughed and pushed her fof of me.

"Awww...RK got a boo-boo,so sad! Poor, Mr.RK who thinks so hiiighly of him...self!" I screamed as I tried to gasp air for laughing as I grabbed a vodka bottle from the waiter and took a large drink from it.

"Madhu! Stop it! You are embarrassing us so much!"Ishita mummered as I looked at her weirdly as I laughed.

"Oh, really! What about Aditi whose marrying my fianc!" I screamed as I stared at her.

"Look, Madhu, just calm down,ok. I understand!" Ishita said as she pulled on my arm.

I laughed as I heard the song.

Sone sone patole lakhaan

Sone sone patole yeah...

Ae takdiyaan rehndiyaan aankhaan

Ae takdiyaan rehndiyaan..

(Credit:BabyDoll)

I let go of my thoughts as I began to sway my hips back and forth and began to dance.

"Sone, sone patole lakhan...Oh Baby doll mein sone di!" I screamed as I began to sing along and turn around. The dancefloor seemed too congested as I smiled and began to sway back and forth to my favorite song.

Suddenly, I felt myself trip on my sari again as I felt two arm around me again as they pulled me back into his arms. Suddenly, I felt two hands grip my waist as I began to move from side to side.

I turned around smiling as I felt intoxicated by the song and by the blurry figure that moved. I wanted to stop dancing,but I couldn't as I felt myself turning around and bumping to his chest.

Tu hi hai aashiqui

Tu hi awaaragi

Tu hi hai zindagi

Tu hi judaa

Tu ibtedaa meri

Tu intehaa meri

Tu hi mera jahaan

Tu hi judaa

Tu mere rubaroo

Har shay mein tu hi tu

Tu pehli aarzoo

Tu hi judaa

(Credit: Tu Hi Hai Meri Aashiqui)

I felt his strong hands wrap around my waist and pull me closer towards him as I felt his hand intertwine with mines. I smiled as I began to imagine Varun's face in front of me with his beautiful maroon sherwani that dawned his tanned skin and illuminated his dark,black hair. However, that was not the case as the face disappeared.

I still smiled and tried to find comfort after heartbreak. My face slide into his chest as I smiled. I felt a flash on my face as the person dragged me towards the corner away from the congested,crowd.

"Mmm...I like it here,"I smiled as I murmured against his chest.

"Finally, you have RK atlast. I told you and I knew it that you would come here to me at last," I heard RK murmer. For some reason, I wanted to pull back,but I couldn't..

Suddenly, I felt him grab my wrist and began pulling me away towards the main door.

I grabbed on to the pillar to stop myself as I shook my head and pouted my lips.

"Nooo! I like this song!" I screamed as I pulled his arm back.

"No, Madhu, we have much better things to do," RK said as he smirked. I looked at him curiously as I felt a flash of memories and moments of yelling,screaming, and slapping RK. Something, was not right. I thought.

"Nahui,mujhe nachna hai,"I screamed,but RK grabbed my wrist and pulled his arm around my shoulder. I looked up at him curiously as he smirked and dragged me away and out of the large venue,party hall.

I felt a light push on my shoulder as I felt my body hit against the wall as he leaned over on me. I heard the elevator button click as I began to feel a finger trail the side of hip to my waist. I felt his hot breath,full of alcohol reach my face as I swung my head around and lightly smiled at RK.

"Hahahahahahahahaaa...RK is intoxicated. That's nothing new," I smirked as RK seemed to only stare at my face and especially into my eyes and leaned over onto me.

"I guess, we'll know whose truly intoxicated after what happens to you Madhu,"RK said as I smiled and laughed as I rolled my eyes.

"Oh,I guess we will,"I noted jokingly.

I felt RK grab my wrists and pin me against the wall as he attempted to come closer to my face and stare down at my lips.

I loosened my grip and placed my finger on his lips.

"No, RK. We know the deal, you can only look,not touch," I noted as he looked at me and smirked.

"We'll see about that,"He noted as the elevator doors slid open.I felt myself getting pushed into the elevator as RK clicked the doors shut.

"Where are...we...going?"I said as I felt myself mumbling and feeling my legs weaken.

I felt my arms getting pushed and hitting the cold,elevator walls as RK began to come closer to me.

"Look...RK...stop,"I mumbled as I put my hand in front of him,but he flashed his all-so-famous smirk and shook his head.

"Dude,stop!"I screamed and yelled as I began to feel kisses on my neck. His arms wandered on to my waist and trailed it and caressed it softly.

"Nooo"I moaned as I felt a slobber of kisses reach my shoulders as the laces on my sari loosened.

He didn't care anymore as he grabbed on to me and pulled me back to chest. I began to close my eyes and kind of enjoy the moment. I began to miss the caresses that I had once gotten from Varun. I felt Varun's presence as I began to feel dark,vicious kisses become heavenly as they touched my back.

My back arched as I felt his hands trail down my back and touch the end of it right before my tailbone. Nothing, more,but silence reached upon us as RK pulled me closer and began to kiss me.

I felt his hands cup my face and felt cold,and hard,but soften against my skin as his lips crashed against mines and forced my lips to open and respond. I did responed as I opened my mouth and grabbed him closer to be as I let my toungue touch his. Oh God. Varun.

I wanted him so bad. I thought as I began to trail my hands down to is collar and to his buttons that seemed to tight to be undone, but I forced my hands to open them and slobber across his rough,toned chest.

The elevator pinged as RK smiled and smirked as he grabbed my wrist and pulled me up into his arms.

I wrapped my arms around him as I smiled at his face and felt Varun appear in front of his face.

My eyes dazed as I felt RK smile and mumble to a waiter about something.

"Make sure they come at the right time," I heard him mumble as the door slammed open to a room. I saw flowers, a huge blur of them.

Red,white, and pink roses covered the bedroom as a flower canopy fell over a dark,brown wooden bed. Candles were lit that illuminated the room. A pleasurable smile appeared on my face. My Varun does love me. I thought as I smiled dazingly.

I felt a rough tug on my arm as I felt myself falling on to the bed. A heavy weight fell on top of me as I felt trapped between a body.

His dark brow eyes attracted my attention as I stared into them and wanted to get deeper and deeper into them as I touched his face. He seemed to have smirked as he began to put his thumb on my face and caress.

"God...you're so gorgeous. God took time to make you," I felt him whisper against my ear as I smiled and felt my face flush pink.

I began to get drowned in love as I began to feel kisses on my cheeks that caressed every bits of womenhood. My hands reached up to him and wrapped around his newly-bared chest after I had ripped the shirt off of him with his help.

My hands went on to the newly, white, rose-covered sheets as I pulled it over us as I felt my long hair fall over my face as I tried to push them back in irritation. I felt him smile as he placed his right hand on my hair as he pulled it back as I smirked and cupped his face as I began to kiss him on his bearded-stubble as I nibbled it.

I wanted a kiss and desired it more than ever. My lips reached his as I crashed my lips against his and began to kiss it more and more. His hands ran through my waist and began to caress it.

"You're so handsome," I murmured as I began to bite his ear and his shoulder and then his chest. My kisses increased as my heart beated quickly against his chest.

I felt my self getting pushed down on the bed as he began to undo my sari and pull my pallu down. My sari began to become undone as he began to caress my thighs and pull it around his waist. He began to kiss me more deeply as I dipped my head into the pillow as he pushed me down on the bed. Butterfly kisses reached my body as he kissed my waist with his virgin lips that touched my soul. He made me become a women...

And then everything blanked.

The next face I saw was my family's...

Promo:

"Believe me! Don't do this!"I screamed as I felt a tug on my hands as my parents pushed me across the room.

"I was used! I didn't know!Please believe me!"I screamed as RK stood there smirking as he crossed his arms.

"You can't do this to me! You guys are wrong! I'm going to the police and going to complain that you used me!"I screamed as I pushed him hard.

Mascara drained down my cheeks as tears dried and ran more down my cheeks.

"Oh really. You willingly slept with me!"RK screamed as he grabbed my cheeks hard and stared into my eyes.

"NO I DIDN'T!!!!!!"I screamed into his face.

"Prove it Madhu...Prove it...Come on...prove...it."He spat into my face.

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Table of Contents

Chapter 1-Page 1

Chapter 2-Page 2

Chapter 3 Part 1-Page 3

Chapter 3 Part 2-Page 4

Chapter 4-Page 8

I began to feel kisses run through my neck as I felt my hand move into the long, shag of hair as I moved my fingers,deepening into the scalp. My head move from left to right as I moaned in pleasure.

I felt myself chuckle as I turned my face around and caressed a bearded stubble.My eyes remained closed as I placed my lips on the rough,hard cheeks and placed my lips downwards towards to another pair of lips and arched my head as I caressed his soft,silky hair.

A ray of light hit my face as my eyes opened and noticed the lights turning on. My eyes sunk in as I noticed familiar figures standing in the room.

"Oh my God!" I heard a scream as the face begin to appear with Aditi's face on it. There she stood in her hot pink lehenga that once belonged to me. A blush of brideness and viciousness appeared on her face.

Then, I noticed my mother who stood right besides her. My eyes widened as reality began to shake me. The face that once touched my shoulder began to separate from my body. My face shook in confusion as I began to realize that I was not in the familiar hotel room I had shared in the past week.

This room had lost its light as the candles poofed out smoke from the dimmed fire it had once lighten and the canopy of flowers seemed to have dried as it fell over me.

A hand was still placed on my waist while the other on my neck. My heart began to beat a thousand beats per minutes as I began to feel myself shake and turn red as I tried to comprehend the familiar face that laid next to me.

My eyes wandered as I looked up and my eyes stood in shock as the face appeared in front of my eyes.

RK... His vicious,devilish eyes stared in the darkness as I looked back. His lips streamed my presence as my lipstick seemed to have lightly brushed it. He appeared with a smirk as he stared at my body and then my face.

A shock seemed to have touched my body as I felt my sari loosened upon me.

"You witch! How dare you ruin my own daughter's wedding?!!"I heard a scream as I felt my body being grabbed and pushed down on the floor.

My pallu loosened and fell down on the floor as I felt myself exposed once more. My face fell down on my Masi's feet. I felt my foot twist and arm scrap against the carpet as I twitched in pain.

"Masi..."I whispered as I felt a tight burn on my cheeks as her hand slapped the bone of it.The bone numbed as pain flashed through my face.

"You RUINED our lives!" I heard mom yell as I felt another slap on my face from masi and another as she pushed me back towards the bed.

I pulled my loosened pallu up as I felt the mascara chipping into my eyes as tears began to loosen and gain freedom from my eyes. I felt myself touch a hard back and turned around as a smirk appeared in front of me.

The face appeared that seemed to have haunted my life since the past year and a half. His eyes seemed to pierce through my soul as he wore a shirt that exposed his swollen chest full of pride and arrogance. He didn't seem to dare say a word besides staring and smirking at me.

And then everything flashed as vague memories of last night covered me and my mind. I felt the presence of RK's kisses that seemed to have viciously covered me all night, the moment I was drinking a Vodka bottle and dancing uncontrollably on the dance floor. Everything,seemed to have flashed.

"What happened?!" I heard a yell as I looked up and then began to notice dad, mamu, mami, and my cousins gathering the room as they seemed to have widen their eyes and mouth.

I felt a hard pull on my arm as masi pulled me by my elbow and threw me in front of my dad. My eyes lowered in shame and embarrassment as I pulled up my slipping pallu.

"C'mon! Ask your foreign-return doctor daughter about what she done! I told you to control her! I always did! Look at what she has done! Your daughter has ruined my daughter's life and your reputation! Thank God, that my daughter at least had the chance to marry and live a much happier life,but look at this wh*re! How dare you?! Bring her to this party?! Look at what she has done?!" I felt masi squeezing my arm more and more as I winced in pain.

"No! Simmi, she can never do such!" I heard papa as he walked up to her and seemed to wince pain and sadness in his throat.

"Oh really?! Look at her! These broken bangles, loose sari that characterizes her loose character, the tilted bindi and the half colored-lipstick lips, and you tell me that she can never do this! And guess who it was?...The know-it-all Mr.Rishab Kundra! The one everyone claimed was his "yaar" at work!" Masi spat out as I felt my lips quiver in fear as tears dried on to my cheeks.

"Papa..."I whispered as papa turned towards me anger.

"Stop it! How dare you?!Madhu, is this what we taught you?!"Papa screamed as I began to hear murmurs and whispers among the relatives.

"Nahi...papa...you...d-d-d...on't know...H---he...u-u-used...m-m-me..." I whobbled as I felt my breath deepen and try to gasp for air as I wiped my tears and held my hands in front of him.

"You know...t-this...nah?...I-I-I-I-I'm your little princess, please believe me!...H-H-He took advantage me!" I whispered as I stared into my father's watery eyes.

"You have ruined me! You have ruined our reputation in front of our entire family Madhu!It's so shameful of you to do this! And you...Mr.Kundra?! How dare you do such?!" Papa yelled as he pointed at RK.

"Well, what am I supposed to do if your daughter willingly gave in,"RK said in pure confidence.

My head whipped around as I began to glare into his eyes. Anger seemed to pump through my body as I felt impure, used and left as trash by the man standing in front of me. He's the one who has ruined my life completely.

"Y-you...u-used me!" I screamed as I pushed RK back and pulled my hand up to slap him until his grabbed it and his eyes grew dark and cold.

His anger pulled through my body as I felt coldness approach my feet. My wrist twisted as I felt is finger purge through my skin and my veins that pulsed against the skin of his hand.

I felt his fingers fingerprint through my wrist as I tried to release his grip.

"Don't.You.Dare.Say.That.Or.Do.This. You and I both know what I am capable of." RK said as he clenched his teeth together and stared at me.

"You used me!!!!!!"I screamed as I pulled my hand out of his grip and pushed him away.

"Stop it! Madhu! Stop!" Papa screamed as he grabbed my wrist and began to pull me out of the room.

"You deserve to be locked in your room and punished for what you have done! How dare you do this Madhu?! How dare you?!" Mom screamed as she pushed me and grabbed my arm.

"Believe me! Don't do this!"I screamed as I felt a tug on my hands as my parents pushed me across the room.

"I was used! I didn't know!Please believe me!"I screamed as RK stood there smirking as he crossed his arms.

"You can't do this to me! You guys are wrong! I'm going to the police and going to complain that you used me!"I screamed as I ran towards RK and I pushed him hard.

Mascara drained down my cheeks as tears dried and ran more down my cheeks.

"Oh really. You willingly slept with me!"RK screamed as he grabbed my cheeks hard and stared into my eyes.

"NO I DIDN'T!!!!!!"I screamed into his face.

"Prove it Madhu...Prove it...Come on...prove...it."He spat into my face.

"There must be hotel video tapes! Something! You can't just ruin me! Do you understand RK?! NEVER!"I felt my hair falling over my face as I pulled them back and wiped my tears away.

"I knew she was like this. Thank God, I didn't marry her!" I heard a voice say. My eyes widened as I recognized the familiar voice that once seemed to sing melodies to my ear and bring a smile and butterflies to my heart.

My face shared a horrific look as I looked up and threw a glare at him as I bit my lip and hiccupped as I swallowed my salty tears.

"How dare you say that after all I've done for you and Aditi?! How dare you? After all the love and heart I gave to you. You ruined everything! Don't you understand! God! Don't you?! Are you that dumb?!" I yelled as I pointed my finger at Varun.

"Shut up Madhu! How about you don't talk further from this?!"Aditi defended herelf as she pointed her finger at me.

"Don't threaten me Aditi and you Mr.Rishab Kundra. I will send you to the police!" I snapped my fingers at him as he stood there smirking as he placed his hands into his pockets.

"Madhu, come for now. Come!" I heard my mom scream as she pulled on my wrist. I released my grip from her as I began walking towards the door.

"Madhu! Stop! Where are you going?!" I heard my papa yell as I walked out of the room.

"To find my innocence," I spoke as I walked down the hall.

Night

My innocence had left me the minute I stepped into the elevator with RK. I felt my body numb against the cool rain that seemed to share its tears with me as the clouds darkened above in the sky.

I felt the stones under my feet as the fading sounds of the rickshaws and honks appeared and went out of my ears. My mascara dripped down my eyes as I felt the tears mix with the rainwater that fell down my face.

My hands had loosened and lost their grip as I tried on to hold on to reality,but I couldn't. The darkness of my life mixed like cool watercolors with the darkness of the night.

My whole day had been spent for finding my innocence. Nobody helped.

I went to the police and they laughed at me as they noted how could I've been misused if I had consumed alcohol myself. I had ruined my own life. Moreover, they claimed how a "respectable" man like RK whose the top CEO in the healthcare industry do such. I was inspected by men who interrogated me about the night and asked about the deepest details.

The two-finger test was suggested as I cried and yelled and screamed for my innocence. I cried and cried for hours as pain jabbed through my heart. As if a hundred thorns at struck my skin as I wished for life and justice. I found myself going to the hotel and asking for videotapes and any evidence,but there was none.

My purity was used, my family was lost, my integrity had left me. Life had lost me.

My feet pricked through the broken,concrete road that once had established my dignity. My feet weakened as I stared into space and walked in silence. My sari's pallu wettened as it touched my skin and didn't seem to leave.

The long length of my sari's pallu dragged on the road in the lost of hope as I tried to look for one. I heard a loud honk as two bright lights appeared in front of my eyes. Water began to drip down my eyes as I kept on staring at the object coming towards me.

I heard loud screams until a warm touch grabbed on to my hand. I felt myself turning around as I was pulled in.

No voice reached my throat as no reaction seemed to appear from a body that had already shut down.

Two hands wrapped around my waist as the rain began to pour down harder. My eyes widened as I realized the familiar cold,hard touch. RK.

Water seemed to drip down his vicious face that craved danger. Anger began to burn through me as I stared into his eyes. That face that ruined my entire life in one day.

I pulled out of his grip as I pushed him back and felt tears reappear in my eyes.

"Leave ME!!!!!How dare YOU touch me?!How dare YOU?!" I screamed as I pushed him back against the long wooden tree standing on the road.

"Aren't you happy now?!Aren't you?! This is all you always wanted! Always! After the freakin' day I warned you to stay away from me since I was engaged,but you DIDN'T! And now this! Couldn't you leave me alone?! I had already lost everything that was important to me!" I screamed as I touched my heart with my finger and began to hiccup and gasp for breath.

I felt my nose and cheeks turn red and flame as I pushed back RK.

" I lost everything...I l-l-l-l-lost V-Varun. I lost my family...I lost my respect...Everything! You ruined everything RK! EVERYTHING! God!" I screamed as I grabbed his collars and pulled him towards me.

There was an inch difference between us as I felt his cold breath touch my face. I felt disgusted by the closeness that once reminded me of last night and how he had touched me.

"You USED ME! You did that!" I screamed as I through him back.

RK smirked as his crossed his arms.

"Oh really? I used you! You slept with me Madhu. Just admit it," RK noted as he smirked and I felt more disgust and anger towards him.

"Why RK? Why are you doing this?! What have I done to you?!" I screamed as I heard the thunder roar and the wind blow my hair back as RK laughed.

"Well, Madhubala, you ruined my reputation once,so this was my own,little plan and I guess it worked,but this is not the end," RK whispered as I opened my mouth to speak.

RK placed a finger on his lips, "Shhh" He whispered as I looked at him in fear as his eyes darkened. My face fell as I turned away and tried to wipe away my tears.

"Where are you going Madhubala? I'm not done yet," I heard RK.

I stopped in my tracks as I kept on staring at the concrete ground in front of me.

"Famous CEO Rishab Kundra Spotted with Madhubala in a Bedroom! All night," RK announced. I stopped as my eyes widened.

I turned around quickly as I looked back at RK.

"What?" I ran up to RK and grabbed the newspaper he was holding. It held a picture of me and him together in the bed.

"Nice piece of evidence, I guess. It's only to prove that we were together at night, not that I used your innocence," RK mumbled as he smirked and looked at me.

"Enough to do something," I said as I looked back at him.

"Hahaha...Madhu...Madhu, do you really believe they're going to believe you? There's no evidence of me forcing myself on you. You and I both know this. By the way, this is the first edition of tomorrow's newspaper. Tomorrow everyone's going to talk about you. Talk about your family. Think about people laughing at your family," RK said.

I stood in my tracks as I felt my family running through my thoughts. My heart began to beat as my eyes wandered in thought. Embrassment was going to fill my entire family. What about my them? My parents would die...My family would die and not live...Enough embrassment was made.

I felt rain dropping down on me as I looked back and stared at RK's cold face. Tears began to fall down again as I began to hiccup and stare at him.

"You can't do this RK! You CANNOT!OK" I screamed as I stared at him.

"Poor,Madhu. So sad. What can we do now?" RK said as he smirked and turned around as he lit a cigarette and poofed out smoke.

"Look,RK. Don't you dare do that. Do you understand? I'll do anything that you want,but don't let that newspaper get released tomorrow?" I said as I pointed my finger at him.

"Anything?" RK asked as he looked back at me as I gulped feeling the rain increase its speed on me.

I hesistated,but shook my head.

"Yes."

"Marry me," I heard RK say.

Promo:

RK stood there at the mandap as he smirked and grabbed my hand.

I felt pain,but didn't feel the urge to respond as I began to follow him and stare into the distance of the hate my parents carried for me at that moment.