NEW THREAD I-Rishabala FF: Faithless Love Ch.4 P.8 4/14/14 - Page 2

Chapter 3 Part 1

I stood there in silence as the wind caught my throat as shock ran through me. Silence stood between us as my mind began to wander to the past memories that once had lived between RK and me since we were in college.

What had happened to this RK? What could it be? I thought as I looked up and stared at RK's stone-hearted face that showed no remains of sympathy that it once so carefully had.

RK took another smoke from his cigarette before throwing it on the ground and stomping at it. His innocent face that once showed happiness and emotion had been vanished and replaced by the devilish face that only seemed to seek pain from others. I clenched my fists as I felt anger appear in myself as I remembered the moments of RK and I last night at the passionate kisses full of hate that had touched our bodies.

"RK! How dare you say that?After all...y-y-you...h-h-have...done to me, you require me to get married to you! You haven't gotten over it have you? You know exactly why I slapped you in front of the entire hospital floor that day?! I had reasons and I was right!" I screamed as I walked up to him and swallowed my salty tears.

RK's face appeared with a smirk as he turned around and looked at me.

"Oh really Madhu? Have, you forgotten me so much, that you think I would take REVENGE on you for slapping me! Wow, you are so smart for being a doctor!" RK exclaimed as he gave off a villainous laugh.

Suddenly, I felt his hard hand hardening on my cheek as his thumb pressed on it . I felt the pain of the rock that once had hit my face since I was young.

"Ouch!...Stop...Rk...stop! Please stop!" I screamed as I tried to push his hand away.

"Awww...poor Madhu is feeling hurt. Well, you know WHAT Madhu! I am NOT marrying you for THAT SLAP! I'm marrying you for other reasons! You really think I would stoop this low to marry you! Do you really think that?...Well, you're mistaken!" RK spat as he gave off a smirk.

"Then...why are you doing this?"I whispered as I felt the rain drowning both of us down.

"Because...Madhu, I want YOU to think all your life of why I married you...Why I will be ruining your ENTIRE life? Why, you will NEVER get the love that you once deserved!" RK clenched his teeth as he threw me back as I held on to the empty fruit stall.

"Well, you're mistaken. I'm not going to marry you," I whispered as I began to walk away.

"Fine, then. When, tomorrow the entire city knows about the lovely fling you had with me and spits on your family's doorstep. Don't blame me. By the way, your dad's saree and suit shop is in Chandini Nagar ,something like that right?" RK announced as I stopped in my tracks and looked back at RK.

"So,sad...Poor Doctor,daughter collected money to finally give a stable job to her father and finally helped to raise her parents from poverty is going to loose everything that she made for her father," RK noted as he shook his head looking back at me and smirking.

"Don't you dare do that RK! That shop is my family's living! My dad's dream!" I yelled as I pointed my finger at him.

"Put your finger down Madhu," RK said as he grabbed my finger under his entire hand and pushed it down.

"Marry me then. Save your family embarrassment and living," RK noted as I shook my head in disgust and looked away from him.

I felt a flash of memories and my parents yelling at me, relative murmuring, and masi getting the moment to yell and embarass me once again.

"Think about. Nothing's going to go wrong with me. I already have the reputation of being a playboy and having girls come and go fro my life. But, think about your life. You're probably going to get laid off from my hospital, you're probably going to never get a job again as we all know who has the power in the relationship, your parents are going to lose their means of living, and they will stress and worry all their lives about how their poor Madhu is going to get married after such humiliation," RK noted.

I gulped and got the feeling that he was right. What would happen to us if I don't marry him. The small piece of happiness my family had gotten after years of struggle and paying house bills, washing dishes at other people's homes, and paying for my medical school. God, I can't do this to them. I can't do this to my sisters and mom and dad. I just can't.

I closed my eyes as listened to the wind whistling in my ears.

"Fine.Yes, I will marry you," I whimpered as I felt RK's smile upon me as he walked up behind me and came right behind my back. I felt his had chest lightly touching my back as his breath created small goosebumps on my neck.

"Good girl, we'll see each other tomorrow at your house. 7 o'clock sharp. Please, be dressed nicely atleast and not like trash right now. I don't want my family repulsed by you," RK noted as I gulped and opened my eyes as I looked back at him.

His eyes seemed to darken as his lips quivered by the cold rain hitting his face. He seemed to be an inch apart from me,but still miles away from my heart.

I turned my face around and began walking towards my house.

Home:

My feet dragged to the small cottage that stood at the end of the street. Pain still threatened me as tiredness seemed to not appear too much on my face,but rather loss and failure.

RK's villainous laughter still ringed my years,but also the repulsion of his kisses that once had attempted to enter a broken soul of the past.

I felt like a zombie as I walked up to the cottage and opened the door. Silence approached me as everyone casted their eyes at me. I felt mom and dad staring at me as my sister Nandini looked at me with disgust. My relatives looked up at me as they began to whisper.

My eyes felt downcasted as I felt tears welling up in my eyes.

"Did you find your innocence?'" Papa roared as he walked up to me and stared at me in anger.

I gulped as I remembered the humiliation at the police station. I bit my lip as began to play with my fingers.

"Um...I-I-I...c-c-couldn't...f-f-find anything...Papa...I've...decided to marry RK," I whispered. I felt a shock appear among my relatives as they got up and looked at me.

"So, I was right. You did have an affair with him. Wow, no wonder you left Varun. Didn't you?" Masi asked as she got and walked up to me.

"RK...is...coming at 7 in the morning with his family," I said and I began to walk away as I felt that questions about me and RK and already been somewhat answered. That everyone would assume we already had an affair which led to such happen and is leading us to get married.

"Where are you going?!" Mom yelled as I began to walk upstairs.

" I feel I've already answered many questions...and...I...should...go...to...bed like all of you should too," I whispered as I walked upstairs into my room.

I slammed the door shoot and slid down the door as I held my knees up and broke down. Tears began to flow down like marbles as I shut my eyes and listened to screams downstairs as I heard Masi yelling and including words of "wh*re, sl*t" as mom seemed to cry and not say a word as dad yelled too.

I tried to close my ears as I wiped my eyes trying to stop the tears,but I couldn't. My vision blurred as I closed my mouth and tried to not let my cries be heard. I felt anger as my face turned red.

My hands went to the pillows on my bed as I began throwing them across the room as I threw the books off of my desk and began to curse RK. How could I do this? How could I? I'm so stupid! How could I just get drunk and then let this be done to myself?! I thought as I threw my stuff away.

Morning:

I sat on the bed in silence as my room was neat again after its destruction. I had woken up early in the morning and had decided to wear a simple salwaar kameez and get ready to meet RK's family.Afterwards, I had decided to clean my room and wait.

Mom had visited in the morning and had noted her disappointement in me and how her and my father were cooperating to redeem some integrity by agreeing to marry quickly off to RK. They noted how I was not be allowed to leave my room until RK had entered as a groom for the marriage.I sat in the silence and didn't respond as my body had internally become like a zombie.

The doorbell rang and I looked towards my door as I heard a rupture of "Sat Sri Akal" and hello's to welcome RK's family. My family had decided to put up the good, pure faade that they did when they were certainly mad about something.

I heard the door open as I looked up expecting my mom,but it was Ishita. Ishita looked at me with sadness appearing on her face as she shook her head and walked up to me.

I felt her arms wrap around me as I broke down in tears and hugged her back.

"Shhh...it's ok Madhu. I'm here ok...I can't believe Bhai decided to do this and now marriage. God! After everything's that's happened!" Ishita exclaimed as I hugged her back and tried to wipe my tears away.

"Ishita...I-I-I d-d-don't k-k-know what to do...I cannot believe the situation turned out like this.God, Ishita,," I mumbled as I wiped my tears away.

I heard a footstep as I looked up and saw the elder Mrs.Kundra, RK's mother.

She had a sad smile on her face as tears seemed to fill them up. She wore a light pink sari that marked the aftermath of RK's father's death that happened three years ago.

She was the sweetest woman who had given birth to a villain named RK.

I noticed her walking up to me as she weakly smiled and sat down next to me on the bed. She looked down at me and folded her hands. My mouth widened as I shook my head and held her hands.

"No!...What, are you doing aunty?" I said as I looked back at her.

"I want to apologize on the behalf of my son,beta. I didn't know he would stoop this low. I believe you and know you would never do this! Never,but RK. God, what has gotten into him? He was your best friend in college,and not this! What happened?!"Aunty exploded as she wiped her tears away.

"Bhai, changed Ma. That's what happened," Ishita noted in anger as she shook her head away in disagreement.

"Your perfect. Just the way, I wanted my daughter-in-law to be. I wanted RK's wife like this,but sadly, you don't deserve the horrible RK that I've given birth to. You don't,"Aunty announced as she shook her head and looked away from me.

"Ma...w-w-what has happened, has happened. We can't change it...RK is now going to be my husband and I'm his wife," I noted as I weakly smiled as aunty patted my cheek.

Aunty grabbed my hands and placed two, white-pearled bangles. She grabbed my hands and placed them into my wrists.

"RK's dadi couldn't come,but she sent these for you," Aunty whimpered as I weakly smiled and stared at bangles.

"Are you guys done with your drama?" I heard a voice say. I looked up to see a tall figure standing at the doorway with his arms crossed.

RK was wearing a navy blue coat that tightly figured his body as he held his phone in hand and smirked at us.

"I want to talk to my soon-to-be wife," RK announced proudly as I threw a glare at him and looked away.

Aunty and Ishita walked out as RK smirked and grabbed my wrist as he pushed me right against his chest.

I felt his chest moving up and down slowly as I felt my face flush and look down. His eyes seemed unbearable and full of coldness and hate. His hands began to pin through my waist as I felt my heartbeat increase as I gulped and tried to look away. I felt the wind come through the window as it blew my hair in silence as I tried to move them away,but couldn't as RK trapped my hands between us.

My eyes downcasted as I tried to look awayand avoid his gaze that seemed to move over on to my face.

"Don't you dare tell anybody about the true reason you're marrying me. Do you understand, "RK hissed into my ear as I tried to release my grip.

His face seemed to come closer to me as I felt his breath reaching the core of my soul as my breath and heartbeat increased. His hand seemed to travel from the side of my waist as it began to caress my shoulder as I gulped nervously and stared at our feet.

His finger reached the tip of my chin as I remembered last night. I remembered the flash of a moment when RK had held my chin softly and begun to caress it with his soft, rose-petaled lips as I had taken it in pleasure. But, now it was not seen as pleasurable.

His finger reached a hair strand on the top of lips that seemed to annoy me. His finger softly, and smoothly trailed the strand up to the corner of my lips and touched it softly,and smoothly as he begun to caress it. My mouth opened partly as my heart began to beat out of my chest. Slowly, his finger twirled the hairlock and trailed it behind my ear.

His grip began to loosen as he pushed me away and walked away fiercely in anger.

Promo:

RK grabbed my hand and pulled me towards him and look in fear.

"Suhaag raat mubarakh,"RK hissed and he began to laugh.