Recap :
They all left ... then i went closer to Heer and said.... Tomorrow is the first step of yours to be mine forever, Love you" and left.. i knew Heer's eyes were following me... but i didn't turn back.....
coz i know she was happy too.....
Lol... i m updating my FF after soo long.. so please bear with me... and here it is Heer's POV
PArT 4 A
Prem left me blank with his those words "Mine Forever" It sounded So pure....
Even i can't wait to be your's Prem . I thought to myself... He never turned back and went to his room..
Then Gayatri aunty came to me and said," Heer! tuh khush toh hain na? Humne toh tumse poochey bina hi sab pakka karliya." I was happy that Gayatri aunty atleast asked me. I know I was ready for the marriage but no one ever bothered to ask me what i wanted!! but .....
"JI aunty.. Main khush hoon. Maa bauji kaa faisla Mere lye hamesha manjorr hain."I said her and she smiled at me by keeping her hand on my head. She is a good Mom i can make that out. Maa called gayatri aunty from the kitchen, when she was about to leave.. she again turned to me and said, Mujhe Tujh jaise bahu ki hi jaroorat thi.. aur haan ajj se tuh mujhe aunty nahiMaa kahegi.. thik hain?? I smiled at her this comment and she left. Calling Gayatri aunty and Lalit Uncle as Maa.. Bauji would be very awkward right now but i know I can do it. Everyone were busy doing something besides me . So, I went to kitchen because I thought they would need help. We worked for soo long that didn't make us realise how quickly the time passed. My maa called everyone out for dinner.
Bauji and Lalit Uncle had disappeared whole day and still were on their own world talking about their childhood. Then suddenly Lalit uncle commented about me,
"tujhe yaad hain Balraj, Yeh! Heer kitna roti thi bachpan main.. CHoti Choti baat par rodeti thi! Ajj Bhi waise hi roti hain kyaa??" I was embarrased.. then again my Bauji added," Sabse jyadaa toh uss waqt roti thi jab Prem ko CHot lagti thi , Jap tum Prem ko daanttey the.. Aur Heer ko rotey huwe dekhkar tum Prem ko Daantna band kardethe the...
Kitna Pyaar tha dono main bachpan se hi," I was more embarrases when they started talking about my childhood .. how i always used to take Prem's name . I could not stand there as Prem also came downstairs*smiling*.
"accha chalo Prem bhi aagayaa.. Hum sab saath main khana khatey hain." Lalit uncle said.
Everybosy had their dinner and sat at drawing room for some more Before night gup-shup. They all were talking about how will the engagement go and how happy they were.
I was busy talking with Veera. She is a sweet girl. She told me everything about Prem ... His likes and dislikes.
Then she said," Bhabhi! Ek baat batau?? Mere bhaiyaa hain na, bahot sharmiley hain.. Jo kuch bhi karna hai aap hi suru kardena ! ( she giggled looking at Prem). Aur haan, Aap ke sibha, aaj tak kisi ladki se dhang se baat bhi nahi kiya hain. Bahit achchey hain Mere Bhaiyaa."
Prem is indeed one in million, rare kinda guy, made once in a millenium and in this he is for me and only me.
After the talk for like 2 hours, everyone started walking towards their rooms. Prem was the first one to go, May be he was tired after that one by one everyone left. I was the last one becasue i had to switch off all the light and close the doors. I did all but kitchen's. I went to the kitchen to switch off the light when someone hold my hand. I tried to free myself and yell but the person kept his hand on my mouth, making sure i couldn't make a noise. My left hand was held tight but my other hand was free, so I some how managed to put the light on and when i Did, I was shocked as well as relief to see who it was. It was none other than Prem*my Prem*.
"Tum?? Tumne toh meri jaan nikaal di thi! Aur waise tum yaha kyaa kar rahe ho? I said controlling my breathe.
"Agar tumhari jaan nikal jaati toh kyaa mujh meh abtak jaan bachi hoti? he explained.
I smiled at his those statement and looked down. He then put his finger on my hcin and brought my face close to his and again he said," Tum meri jaan ho Heer, Meri zindagi ho. Jab tak main zinda hoon tumhe ghum , Dukh ki parchai cho bhi nahi sakti . Tumhare liye.. iss jamane se kyaa.. apne aap se bhi ladh sakta hoon ."
When he said this.. i didn't how.. my eyes filled with tears. I didn't believe the guy whom I met just yesterday loved me soo much.
"tum mujhse itna pyaar kartey ho prem , itna jyaada! Kyun Prem Itna Pyaar mat karo." I said to him but i think i said something wrong . as it brought tears in his eyes and he said," Mujhe tumse Pyaar karne se rokne kaa matlab hain.. mujhe saans lene se rokna...mujhe jeene se rokna. tum mujhe jeene se .. saans lene se toh nahi rok sakti na. toh phir mujhe TUMSE pyaar karne se kaise rok sakti ho Heer..Kyaa tum mujhse pyaar nahi karti?"
Did he really asked me that?? Did he really asked whether I loved him or not.. TO his that question I replied," Prem tumne kaise soch liya ki Main tumse pyaar nahi karti. Mein tumse bahot pyaar karti hoon,,Bahot jyaada.. lekin dar lagta hain Prem... agar hum...." Without letting me complete my sentence he closed my mouth and continued.," Kuch nahi hoga Heer .. Kuch bhi nahi. Hum dono kabhi alag nahi honge. Humari jodi khud rab ne babaai hain . TOh koi kaise humko alag kar sakta hain.. Yeh kudrat bhi nahi aur woh rab khud bhi nahi kar sakta..Hum hamesha saath rahenge Heer humesha,,, rahenge na..?"
"Har janam mein, Hamesha saath rahenge, " I replied.
After i said that Prem pulled me and hugged me tight. For the first time I didn't care if some one would see us. I didn't care about anything... Anything I cared about was Prem and to be in his arms. I felt realy safe in his arms. "I Love You ,Prem,I whispered and tears rolled down my eyes when he kissed me back as a reply.
He then pulled back and brought my face up wiped my tears and said," I love you too, Baby! I will always do.. and I promise." I believed his each and every words his promise his love was all pure without any lies.....It was totally pure.
"chalo raat hogayi sone jaao Prem, Warna koi aajayega." I said to Prem.
"Saath Mein chalen?? He asked.
We walked towards our room. He came to drop me to my room ..When we finally did , he for the last time for the day again said," good night," he gave me a kiss and said ," I love you soo much." I smiled and said ,I love You too. Now Goodnight." He slowly closed the door of my room and became invisible. The whole night i kept thinking about Prem's words,,,
Bade Achhe Lagte Hain
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