Tujhe Yaad Na Meri Aayi
....rabba mere ishq kisiko aise na tadpaye...
She couldn't believe he left her. How could he go like that? Didn't he realize how much pain he had caused her the FIRST time she thought he died? There was no way she could live now just seeing him for 5 minutes as HER Prem. She needed to see him again.
...tujhe yaad na meri aayi
kisise ab kya kehna
dil roya ki ankh bhar aayi
kisise ab kya kehna...
Heer rushed into their bedroom and put her hand on his shoulder to turn him around. "Tum nahin jaa sakhte,"
"Heer, main kal jaa raha hoon." Prem says softly.
Heer shakes her head furiously. "Tum kahin nahi jaa rahe," She holds onto his shoulders.
"Heer, think rationally. If I'm leaving tomorrow, this while night will be torture for your memories," Prem sighs taking her hands away from his shoulders.
"Give me this night. I want at least one night with MY Prem," She pleads in front of him.
Prem takes one look in her eyes, and Heer could feel him wanting to say yes, but then his eyes went cold and he turned on his heel. "Main ma ke paas jaraha hoon,"
She had loved him with all her heart. He gave her all her happiness and she had though that she had given him all that in return. How could he leave like that? She wouldn't let him leave. The one time she had to go through the time that he had left her was enough. She wasn't going to let him take her life again. He was HER life. Without him, she was just breathing. Living was something she did the day he stepped into her life the first time around, and then back when she was in Rajasthan he came back to her like a breath of fresh air, pumping her back to life. Why was he being so difficult with her now? Didn't he love her the same way? How could he even stop himself from being near her? Feeling those last thoughts Heer holds her sides and slides down the wall, wallowing in tears.
Prem slowly rubs Vikas' head, sitting in his lap. Why didn't he tell Heer right away? He could see the question in her eyes, but he told her. He didn't want to see her in pain again. Why couldn't she understand that it was her wellbeing? He knew that they were one person with two bodies, yet he was trying to pull himself away, why couldn't she stop holding on.Every time he came in front of her, he could see the pain disappear from her eyes. He was the solution to her pain and she was his relief. Why did god have to play such cruel games with him? Pulling him away from death just to give him another four months to stay without his family and his life, HIS Heer? Wasn't there something he could do? He spent the rest of the night contemplating his next move.Early in the morning when Heer awoke, it was still dark outside and she didn't see HER Prem anywhere and so she rushed towards the kids' room and saw him smiling in his sleep, with his hand on top of Vikas' head. As if he could tell, Prem's eyes slowly fluttered open and his smile widened seeing Heer standing in the doorway.
...iqraar jo tum kar paate...to dur kabhi na jaate...
Slowly Prem's smile faded away and Heer could see the cold look coming back in his eyes. Why was he putting up a wall in front of her? She was HIS Heer, not some stranger! More than devastated now, Heer was frustrated with the way he was acting and she went back to her room without turning back once.
....koi samjhe na peer parayi....
...kisise ab kya kehna...
When she got in her room she grabbed her pillow and cried, letting out the pain, letting out the angst she felt towards Prem at that moment. The same Prem who had vowed to be with her forever, now he was leaving her? When she needed him? Who does that? She wouldn't be able to live without him again. Ek baar kiya tha, ab nahin hoga,
I couldn't think of an ending, so it was sorta abrupt! 😔 but I still hope you guys like it! 😳 And as for having them together at the ending, I wasn't sure if I wanted it like that...cus personally I'm UPSET with Prem for thinking that way! 😛
Love you loads,
Meera😳
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