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As promised Part 15...do hope that you like it please do leave comments would really apreciate it!!
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Part 15
He looks deep into her eyes, feeling her body shiver against his words. He allows his fingers to trail through her long silky hair, allowing its softness to soothe all agony. Trailing his fingers over her neck…lifting her chin up...caressing his lips with hers allowing his hands to wonder….deepens the kiss…allowing her to feel all lust all love…
Her body throbs to his touch …his kiss forceful and needy…yet still soft. She gives him all…allowing him to do as he please, not knowing the reason for his sudden change…his sudden want.
Both bodies kiss in harmony, he shackling her arms above her…allowing his kiss to say all…pulling away only after being content...seeing her swollen lips…he smiles, yet soon that smile is wiped away and he murmurs
"Bani..i had..had to do that, who knows you might hate me after knowing the full truth, I just needed to feel your caress and my lips upon yours…."
His eyes now fill with tears…
She still half dazed at his words and his actions, can't even speak…just allowing the tears to spill from her eyes….
"Bani…she made my life into hell. Her madness killed us all. At first we took it lightly thinking it as normal and all fun and games, even she herself would laugh it off…yet I failed to notice the glint in her eye. How was I supposed to know of her possessive nature? At first it was just little things, no giving Jai his food except Sanjana but then even that worsened to such an extent that if anyone even tried to feed me or make food for me she would go mental. Throwing things, voice rising hurting the family, many times they'd fight back but she was strong Bani…she had a way of getting to them and that was namely through me, they soon became scared of her."
His body shivers…as if trying to let the words come out…as if it is hurting him just to go on...yet these are just words how can they harm him so…oh but they do...they are killing him softly…
He continues...allowing his words to shake and become a mere whisper, but needing to tell and say all...just needing to let it all loose…
" It got to such an extent that my own family was scared to give me food let alone water, if I was to eat Sanjana would have to come and give it to me…feed me. I had no choice but to oblige to her madness, as I alone and my family had seen her fits and bouts of anger and physical hurt. I didn't want to create a scene in my office, I didn't want to loose the respect of my employees…so even if I was dying of hunger I would have to wait. I'd curse myself…for falling under her trap. But bani….that was only one of the many things she did…one of her many things of possessiveness….She didn't like it when people touched me, for god sake…even my family…even my sister…what a wretched women…she'd assume something was not right and start hitting and hurting me, I still have the scars bani...i was helpless against her, scared of what she would do to my family when I was away at work…as before such a thing had happened I had hit her hard…she had responded, blaming my sister for me hitting her, by believe it or not beating Jigyasa to such an extent that she was hospitalized for months…and my family they had no choice but to watch on helplessly…knowing what she was capable of and scared for the young children in the house, yet even their eyes could not be shielded from such a person and her cruel deeds. Our family lived on fear…her fear…I shudder to think that had I not…." His voice trails off….tears now falling mercilessly…
She watches him, shocked…now understanding all...Jigyasa's cold indifferent behaviour her possessiveness of her brother…she now understood. Yet she screamed on the inside knowing that Sanjana had caused such distress, she was curious though to know exactly what Jai had done…but she kept her mouth shut…scared…instead she squeezed his hand…in support…
His eyes lock with hers…
"Bani...you may think that possessiveness…one could have dealt with …how could she have turned your family and you so weak. Oh but Bani how wrong you and many others are. Her possessiveness killed us all…made us a ghost in her presence, we were all scared of her…scared of what she could do...there were men in our house yet they were helpless i included, as we were scared of what she would do to our family without out presence...but one day she went too far…I…I…just…" 😭
He remains silent...squeezing his wife's hand back…breathing heavily…as if his conscious is killing him….
"She went too far Bani…and…I.."
Tears fall…the wind howls…and she grips tighter…begging him to continue, as if this is the answer that will explain all of her husbands mysterious behaviour…
Ok ok I know I am stretching it…but I am so exhausted….but do hope that you liked this part
I know a lot of you all wanted an Intense part…be patient pls…it'll come…soon, as a compromise I made the start a little deep.
I do hope that you liked this part.
Do leave comments.
I do hope that I have not discouraged my readers from continuing to read this ff…
Like I said Sanjana Story will be revealed in small parts…and then…..I shall put it all together…to tell the secret in just a few lines.
The truth mentioned above is not the whole truth. And possessiveness…you must be thinking that's it's not much..…ah well...you'll have to see how it was for Jai and his family, how it felt living under her power…if you are confused…re-read what Jai is telling Bani....Possessivenesstry and understand how possessive Sanjana was...it killed Jai.
Do hope that you all understand what I am saying!
Ah well...this part was written in a rush and SORRY once again…if you do not like this part or you find something in this part offensive, then do tell me and i will change it immediatly.
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Part 15
"Death is now slowly approaching…can it be prevented by his words?"
He looks deep into her eyes, feeling her body shiver against his words. He allows his fingers to trail through her long silky hair, allowing its softness to soothe all agony. Trailing his fingers over her neck…lifting her chin up...caressing his lips with hers allowing his hands to wonder….deepens the kiss…allowing her to feel all lust all love…
Her body throbs to his touch …his kiss forceful and needy…yet still soft. She gives him all…allowing him to do as he please, not knowing the reason for his sudden change…his sudden want.
Both bodies kiss in harmony, he shackling her arms above her…allowing his kiss to say all…pulling away only after being content...seeing her swollen lips…he smiles, yet soon that smile is wiped away and he murmurs
"Bani..i had..had to do that, who knows you might hate me after knowing the full truth, I just needed to feel your caress and my lips upon yours…."
His eyes now fill with tears…
She still half dazed at his words and his actions, can't even speak…just allowing the tears to spill from her eyes….
"Bani…she made my life into hell. Her madness killed us all. At first we took it lightly thinking it as normal and all fun and games, even she herself would laugh it off…yet I failed to notice the glint in her eye. How was I supposed to know of her possessive nature? At first it was just little things, no giving Jai his food except Sanjana but then even that worsened to such an extent that if anyone even tried to feed me or make food for me she would go mental. Throwing things, voice rising hurting the family, many times they'd fight back but she was strong Bani…she had a way of getting to them and that was namely through me, they soon became scared of her."
His body shivers…as if trying to let the words come out…as if it is hurting him just to go on...yet these are just words how can they harm him so…oh but they do...they are killing him softly…
He continues...allowing his words to shake and become a mere whisper, but needing to tell and say all...just needing to let it all loose…
" It got to such an extent that my own family was scared to give me food let alone water, if I was to eat Sanjana would have to come and give it to me…feed me. I had no choice but to oblige to her madness, as I alone and my family had seen her fits and bouts of anger and physical hurt. I didn't want to create a scene in my office, I didn't want to loose the respect of my employees…so even if I was dying of hunger I would have to wait. I'd curse myself…for falling under her trap. But bani….that was only one of the many things she did…one of her many things of possessiveness….She didn't like it when people touched me, for god sake…even my family…even my sister…what a wretched women…she'd assume something was not right and start hitting and hurting me, I still have the scars bani...i was helpless against her, scared of what she would do to my family when I was away at work…as before such a thing had happened I had hit her hard…she had responded, blaming my sister for me hitting her, by believe it or not beating Jigyasa to such an extent that she was hospitalized for months…and my family they had no choice but to watch on helplessly…knowing what she was capable of and scared for the young children in the house, yet even their eyes could not be shielded from such a person and her cruel deeds. Our family lived on fear…her fear…I shudder to think that had I not…." His voice trails off….tears now falling mercilessly…
She watches him, shocked…now understanding all...Jigyasa's cold indifferent behaviour her possessiveness of her brother…she now understood. Yet she screamed on the inside knowing that Sanjana had caused such distress, she was curious though to know exactly what Jai had done…but she kept her mouth shut…scared…instead she squeezed his hand…in support…
His eyes lock with hers…
"Bani...you may think that possessiveness…one could have dealt with …how could she have turned your family and you so weak. Oh but Bani how wrong you and many others are. Her possessiveness killed us all…made us a ghost in her presence, we were all scared of her…scared of what she could do...there were men in our house yet they were helpless i included, as we were scared of what she would do to our family without out presence...but one day she went too far…I…I…just…" 😭
He remains silent...squeezing his wife's hand back…breathing heavily…as if his conscious is killing him….
"She went too far Bani…and…I.."
Tears fall…the wind howls…and she grips tighter…begging him to continue, as if this is the answer that will explain all of her husbands mysterious behaviour…
"Will this truth save her heart…."
********* Ok ok I know I am stretching it…but I am so exhausted….but do hope that you liked this part
I know a lot of you all wanted an Intense part…be patient pls…it'll come…soon, as a compromise I made the start a little deep.
I do hope that you liked this part.
Do leave comments.
I do hope that I have not discouraged my readers from continuing to read this ff…
Like I said Sanjana Story will be revealed in small parts…and then…..I shall put it all together…to tell the secret in just a few lines.
The truth mentioned above is not the whole truth. And possessiveness…you must be thinking that's it's not much..…ah well...you'll have to see how it was for Jai and his family, how it felt living under her power…if you are confused…re-read what Jai is telling Bani....Possessivenesstry and understand how possessive Sanjana was...it killed Jai.
Do hope that you all understand what I am saying!
Ah well...this part was written in a rush and SORRY once again…if you do not like this part or you find something in this part offensive, then do tell me and i will change it immediatly.
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