heya guys!!
You all are so sweet! Thank you for your understand, i am sorry for posting this part late...but have been so busy.
I so hope that you all wil like this part...and am sorry if you dont.
Do leave comments would really appreciate it!
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Part 14
"Let my words mock my very existence in this world…as I now...tell you all…"
The wind blows silently as if telling a tale of its own….as two sit waiting for the pain to leave them both…
Grip still as tight as Iron, now looking down upon her…he allows his eyes to water a painful truth. One which he had tried to hide but now…there was no point, he had to tell her all…
Her head resting against his chest…hand on his heart…listening to his restless breathing, trying to soothe all…with her presence…
"bani" he whispers….as if just saying her name gave him courage to go on…
"She….destroyed my very existence on this earth….shattered my soul and killed…killed my heart…"
More tears fall, as he now looks out into the open window.
"Hum office meh mileh the…we met in the office, the very day I laid eyes on her I was caught like every other man by her beauty…but it was a curse bani…a curse, how was I supposed to know that she choosing me out of the many others would not be a blessing but a torture. We started going out, despite the many who were jealous both men and women…many despised us…the air became tense wherever her presence was…yet I ignored it…how I wish I hadn't, how I wish I had listened and acknowledged all the warning signs…yet I was too blinded by her elegance…such stupidity bani…"
His voice raspy and dry, body shaking…as if just saying that much was costing him…
She looks up at him…it shatters her...to see his state…forcing his head down eyes to meet hers…she kisses him softly on the lips...giving him breathe to go on…to say all…
"She….she got on well with the family, like you bani, everyone loved her and thought of her as an angel...yet how were we supposed to know that it was all an act...an act to win our hearts and then shred them to pieces before our very eyes. Living with her after marriage was impossible. I regret the day I proposed to her…seven months after our courting I proposed…she was more than happy to accept.
Bani...bani…she killed me…if I could go back in time and undo her yes and my proposal…I would. She is the destructor of our family…the causer of all anguish"
He stops...as if lost in a trance…holding bani tight…looking at a blank space in the wall…lost in his own thoughts…as if begging his shadow to speak for him…yet still he continues….
"The marriage…was big bani...she was everything I wanted...everything…I thought then that she completed me...but she didn't…she left me unfinished…alone…"
An then he broke down...tears falling one after the other…bani feels him shaking and trembling, never having seen him so exposed, so week before...she weeps for him in her heart…pulls herself up towards him...cupping his face in her hands…
"jai…please don't do this to yourself…I can't let you tell me...I think I understand what she did...i think I understand what sanjana did…jai please don't tell me anything more…its killing you jai…" She weeps into his shirt...begging him..yet he doesn't budge…his tears stop…only minutes later he whispers…
"no bani...you don't understand…you know nothing" voice now rising "bani… GODDAMIT…how can you understand when what I have just told you is nothing…nothing compared….to the whole truth…."
His eyes lock with hers…noting her swollen eyes…hurting soul and trembling body….he lowers his head to hers…catching his lips in hers...kissing her softly, begging her to give him strength to go on…to tell her all...and also begging for her to listen…so soft…so gentle…catches her in his arms...allows his lips to trail a pathway over her neck…and then joining her lips to his again...begging her to let me tell her all…giving him strength..
Breaking apart…he whispers…
"Bani…please…I need to tell you.." he is begging her now…she bows her head and obliges…to his desperate pleas…
He carries on…
"That day…of our marriage…was the last day of my life and my families…bani...the family which you see now…is not how it use to be...now all tense…especially jigyasa...bani..she killed my sister...she killed each and every individual family member…as you see them to be now...they were not before, many have moved on…yet others…others cannot…wonder why Ranveer does prayers all the time, it is his way of forgetting all that happened, a way to stop reliving all...he prays begging god to help him to forget…help him to stop reliving all…why he doesn't want to marry…because sanjana scared him…to such an extent that he now wishes to be alone amongst his own solitude. My family each and every individual hides a secret and has a way of getting around this pain of the past…Anu, Saahil, Jigyasa, Aditya, Dadi, Massi, Dadi...all of them…there is so much truth you that still remains buried...."
He breathes deeply…
"the day she entered into our house she brought a curse…a curse of her presence...a curse of her beauty…curse of her madness, which we knew nothing of…curse of protectiveness…. such protectiveness that we couldn't…couldn't even breathe…couldn't even breathe after her entrance into our lives"
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A mere hour away now…she is approaching intending to destroy all in a heartbeat...as what is not hers…shall be no one elses.…weeping...yet still eyes sparkling…oh yes the madness of Sanjana lives on…
"What will happen…will the truth…kill her…..."
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ok ok..i know I a mean..but i have given you all bits of the truth…full truth will be revealed in small chunks..mabye part 15…shall say it all…hahah ah well..so hope that you liked this part..not written well..this I assure you as it was written in a rush.
Hopefully you all have worked some of it out…but if you have..that is not the whole truth..not the whole truth..
Sorry to confuse you all..do hope that you liked this part though.
Sorry once agin for posting it late..and i do hoe that i havent discouraged you all to continue reading my ff...please do leave comments!
Luv ya
Sweetu.
Edited by sweetu144 - 19 years ago
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