As promised here is part 17, do hope that you like it.
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Part 17
"I beg of you…tell me...I need to know"
Out amongst the darkness…it is raining heavily, doesn't seem as if it'll stop. Looks as if the sky is crying for his ill fate and cruel past….
She looks up at his tear stricken face and now swollen eyes…allowing his pain to flow through her…she weeps silently for him. Now knowing what that one woman had caused had hurt him so. She feels his pain... yet still fails to understand it.
She interlocks her fingers with his…making his eyes meet hers…wanting him to understand that she is there for him.
She tries to ignore the faint flutter that rests inside of her, scared of what his words "I tried to kill her" mean. Wanting to ignore it, wanting to help him…trying to understand…yet now desperate for an answer.
He senses her want to comfort but also curiosity for what his words mean. He knows his pain is killing her, he didn't want her to feel it…but now since their souls are joined she can feel all. No longer wanting to make her suffer…allowing only a single tear to fall… he whispers as the thunder cracks…
"I tried to kill her, how I wish I had….but I failed."
Just those few last words…save her…her breathing relaxes, glad knowing that he had failed…
" I had watched her in front of me slowly killing and torturing anu…yet we were helpless…scared knowing that her constant threats were not empty, she forced us to watch as she beat her black and blue….we were helpless bani…but then I heard anu scream and that's when it hit me, that's when I lost complete control. I lunged at her, grabbing her by the neck…pushing her out of the house forcing her to let go of my niece…who by now could hardly breathe….something had to be done, I took her dragged her to the cliffs and yelled and cursed her very existence wanting divorce….I was no longer scared, as a light of anger had suddenly ignited itself within me. I felt like pushing her off the cliff ending everyone's misery. I would have too….but then reality struck me. She was just a woman, who had a mental problem…a want a strong possessiveness for her husband. She wasn't as strong as she wanted us to believe. Someone just had to step up to her….and then she would be lost…she would not even be able to threaten…but what could she threaten me with now, even if she had wanted to, as I was what she fought for…she was scared...scared of loosing me."
He breathes deeply…continuing on…knowing that the end is near and the light is bright…just a little more…
"She killed my trust…I married a woman…who destroyed my moral…who could beat people up…I couldn't even protest at first, scared for my family...she diminished me in stature…practically making me her slave….
Sanjana did something to each family member…but after that night everything changed, after I finally had the courage to stand up to her she was all quiet and nice and caring like before…but we lost our trust in her and I sent her away…far away, a man with money I can do as I wish…I sent her away…In the hope she would get treated and leave me alone. I forced divorce upon her… I watched her break and crack…and the mask of sweet little me was finally once again removed…and then all hell broke loose!
She was a mad woman who wanted to control me and by doing so she wanted to torture and kill off my family as she thought they were too close to me, wanted total control of me...didn't want anyone else to be with me…my family, before, was helpless…scared of her...such a big family and scared of one women...but yes they were…but bani...the day….that fire ignited within me….I didn't let her even touch anyone…hell even sit in their presence…
She was mad bani…mad for me, and still is…. …as the locket still lives on, locket made of such love that it knows no bounds….she lives on as long as neither of us forget…the past."
Tears spill as now the secret is out…her love for him made her mad…wanting only him...not wanting anyone else to be a part of his life, scaring his family with abusive threat and physical violence. she tortured every family member…till the day a fire ignited itself within him…and he forced her out of his life…yet unfortunately…he had gifted her a locket before he had found out of her craziness and when she was quite normal….gifted and made of love….on their one month wedding anniversary…made of gold…engraved with passion. You can't break such a bond…such a locket…if its made with love…can only be destroyed if the people who its made for forget the past love… the locket...made as a managlustra....carved with love…so powerful as the strength of love knows no bounds…
Falling helplessly, one after the other…they continue to fall…fall into a ocean of tears as she weeps for him …knowing and now understanding the full reason behind his short temper…and arrogant mind…she clutches him tighter shivering allowing her tears to fall mercilessly…now feeling all his pain...so deep that she can't breathe….she gasps…this is his pain she cries….she staggers up…trying to breathe…..going out into the rain in the balcony…trying to breathe…unable to…gasping for air…allowing all pain to take over all senses….and then…his hand touches her shoulder….fusing life into her…she can suddenly breathe.
Their eyes lock…passion growing…rain falling hard…
Two souls stuck in the motion of time…truth revealed…feeling each others agony….they breathe life into one another…with their one touch….
"It kills me so...."
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Right secrets out…next part will be romantic! :D
Secret is pathetic….but I had a feeling that all of you were getting bored with this sanjana…so rushed what I would have said in two parts…ah well…next part….will contain your wish!
BTW...the sanjana story isn't over yet...confused?? wait and read on!
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Sweetu
Edited by sweetu144 - 19 years ago
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