Hey I am back with another OS on ViTharv!😳
I don't know how it has come out, but I wanted to see this in the show when Atharv will understand the truth and how he will lash out and how will Vividha and Sujata make him understand the circumstances.😳
ViTharv OS- Apology!
It was raining in Ajmer. It was when he realised the gravity of the situation. The truth was out in front of him; Vividha had married someone else and was divorced. His doting mother had taken help from those very people he despised. He had lashed out at Vividha.
Atharv: "To mar jaane diya hote mujhe."
These heartbreaking words echoed in her ears. This man had the audacity to even utter such words. She had enough of his anger, his tempers and his tantrums. She was going to make him understand what he had said and done in a matter of a few seconds.
She slapped him hard across his face, making him and others present in the house accept the shocking reality.
Vividha: "Tumhaari himmat kaisi hui mere saamne ye sab kehne ki? Tumne to badi aasani se keh daala mar jaane diya hota..."
She grabbed him by his shoulders and questioned him again,
Vividha: "To mera kya hota? Sujata chachi ka kya hota? Aik baar bhi ye nai socha na tumne? Bas tumhe yeh yaad aa raha hai ki maine tumse kiya hua vaada toda, par ek baar bhi yeh nai soch ki maine aisa kyun kiya...tumhe to sirf tumhaare gusse se matlab hai..."
Atharv: "Aisa nai hai Vividha...aap meri baat suniye..."
She grabbed his collar and slapped him again,
Vividha: "Aaj sirf tum sunoge...aur main boloongi...samjhe tum"
He stood there still shook and shocked at the madness that her eyes had, dare he stopped her today.
Vividha: "Kailash Kashyap ke gunde tumhe maar rahe the, Sujata chachi ke saath badtameezi kar rahe the, aur tumhe lagta hai ki mere liye wo faisla lena bahut aasaan tha..."
"Kisi anjaan aadmi se shaadi karna...bahut aasaan tha..."
"Tumhe aise marte huye dekhna... bahut aasaan tha..."
"Sujata chachi ko akele chod ke jaana... bahut aasaan tha..."
"Aur tumhe chod ke jaana... bahut aasaan tha..."
"Kitni maut mari hu main, tumse alag hoke...par mere liye to bahut aasaan tha..."
"Lekin ek umeed thi, ki agar main tumse shaadi nahi karti...Kailash Kashyap tumhe jeene deta...aur mere liye tumhaari jaan mere zindagi se jyaada important thi...bas yahi ek galti ki..."
"Kya galti thi meri Atharv ki maine sirf tumhaari jaan bachane ki koshish ki? Kya galti thi meri ki sirf tumhaari jaan ki parva ki...apni nai?"
"Haan ek galti hui mujhse...mere bhagwaan jaise pita ka asli chehra dekhne main mujhe bahut waqt laga...uske liye I am really very sorry."
"Yeh jaante huye bhi ki aaj Sujata chachi mujhse nafrat karti hai...tumse pyaar karna band nai kar saki main...ye jaante huye ki meri shaadi ho gayi hai...sirf tumhaare bare main sochti thi..."
"Aaj mera aur Ravish ka divorce bhi ho gaya hai...ab sab theek ho gaya hai...lekin nai...tumhara gussa, tumhara ego..."
She ran away from there. She had enough from this man, they both loved each other, and both could even probably die for each other. His anger blinded him, and he does take irrational decisions.
Sujata: "Atharv ye kya kiya tune? Jo kuch bhi kiya tere liye kiye, mere liye kiya. Aaj tu theek hai, zinda hai sirf uski wajah se. Aaj agar wo gussa hai tujhpe to jayaz hai..."
Atharv: "Maa..."
Sujata: "Atharv, galti to tune ki hai...Vividha ne aajtak sab kuch saha. Jab use laga ki tu wapas aaya hai, uska khyaal rakhega...uska sahara banega...aur tune kya kiya...us par apna saara gussa nikal diya..."
Atharv: "Mera gussa..." he punched the pillar in the shed in anger. He knew he was wrong.
He ran towards his house, she was standing there looking at his picture kept on the side stand. She gently caressed the picture.
He gently held her shoulder and turned her around.
Vividha: "Kyun aaye ho yahan...mujhe tumse koi baat nai karni..."
She had been hurt by his words beyond repair. But if he was the one who could give her pain, he was the only one who could make her pain disappear. All she wanted was him to understand her pain, her anguish and her angst. She had lost so much in one day and yet she stood tall, taking life altering decisions for him, for the man she loved heart, body soul.
He gently cupped her face, making her eyes meet his. All he did was engulf her in his strong arms. She readily embraced him. And that's when she finally cried, cried her heart out. Her fears, her hurt, her tears and her pain washed away. Atharv didn't stop her today. She had to relive her pain, her pent up feelings. All he did was try to shush her down. She cried, making his heart bleed to see his girl breakdown. But it was much needed, it was the need of the moment. He gently disentangled her and made her face him.
Vividha: "Mujhe koi baat nai karne tumse...chale jaao yahan se..."
Atharv: "Baat nai karni hai to sun to sakti hai na aap?" he said with his eyes welled up.
Talk about Atharv giving her pain and making it vanish the very next moment. Only this man reserved the right to make her feel loved, make her feel wanted and make her feel his.
He tenderly wiped her tears away, gave her a gentle peck on the forehead and clasped her hand. He led her inside his room and made her sit on the bed. He went to the cupboard and picked a towel and started to wipe her face. She was shivering due to her being wet and the winds blowing. Later he without a word, gave her a pair of his tracks and a sweater.
Atharv: "Pehle aap change kar lijiye...main yahin bahar hoon..."
Vividha: "Bahar bahut thand hai Atharv...mujhe koi problem nai hai tumhaare saamne change karne main..."
They had come so far in their relation, there was no room for awkwardness, no room for un comfort, no room for misunderstanding and no room for societal norms.
He picked her up and made her lie on the bed. He slipped next to her and pulled a duvet over both of them. He gently rose so he could pat her head. He looked down at her with eyes that reflected the love he had for her, eyes which showed the warmth he held for her and the unspoken promise of their togetherness. He silently took her hand in his and entwined their fingers. She didn't stop him either. She had missed this, him and his touch. She had missed him in his entirety. Fresh tears left her eyes, remembering every moment she spent without him. Every moment she spent trying to locate him, every moment she spent worrying for his life, every moment she spent hoping for his recovery. It all came back to haunt her now that she was hers, in all aspects.
He wiped her tears away and kissed her eyes.
Atharv: "Main jaanta hoon...mujhe aap pe aise chalina nai chahiye tha...lekin jab bhi un logon ka naam aata hai...khoon khaul jata hai mera..."
Vividha: "Atharv..."
Atharv: "Aapko bhi aur maa, donon ko bahut takleef di un logon ne...taane maare...unka saara gussa aap par nikaal diya..."
Vividha cupped his face. She tried to make him understand that it was not his fault that they ill treated the women who he loved so dearly.
Vividha: "Atharv...haan main hoon tumpe gussa...lekin itna nai ki tumhaara dard na samajh sakoon...tumhara haq hai mujhpar...pyaar karne ka...gussa karne ka aur phir mujhe samjhane ka bhi..."
Atharv: "Haan...lekin maine aapko itna kuch bola...bahut takleef di...I am really sorry...please mujhe maaf kar dijiye..."
Vividha: "Haan...takleef to bahut hui...tumhe apne gusse par control karna chahiye na Atharv...itna gussa theek nai hai Atharv..."
Atharv: "I promise...aage se dhyaan rakhoonga..."
Vividha: "Maine socha tha ki jab tum wapas aaoge, mera sahara wapas aayega...meri takat wapas aa gayi...lekin tum mujhpar gussa ho gaye...meri baat sun to li lekin samajh nai paaye...un haalaton main wo faisla lena...tumhe aise dekhna...mere liye bahut mushkil tha...tumhe jab wapas paaya tab tum mentally instable the...Tumhe kuch yaad nahi...tumhe uss halat main dekh ke roz thoda thoda marti thi...roz thodi thodi tadapti thi...roz thodi thodi toot thi..."
Atharv: "Jaanta hoon...aur samajhta bhi hoon..."
Vividha: "Kuch nai samajhte ho aur kuch nai jaante ho...jab takleef tumhe hoti hai to tadapti main hoon...itni choti si baat kyun nai samajhte tum?"
Atharv: "Please mujhe maaf kijiye na..." he said pecking her forehead.
Vividha: "Atharv...chaaploosi nai..."
Their room was filled with laughter. He took her lips in a passionate kiss. They parted to breathe.
Atharv: "I love you..."
It had been the most simplest of confession from the man himself. Earlier he had the fear of losing his most prized possession, his love, his Vividha. Today he had conquered his fear, he had nothing to lose. She was all his and he was sure of this! His mind had played its games, but not anymore. His heart and soul knew she was his for eternity. Nothing could change this very fact.
She was in awe of what she had heard. There was a time, when she had begged him to say these very words. He had regretted it later, fearing that destiny would play the same game it played with his mother. He had come a long way since then. She smiled remembering her confession, it was beautiful and the kiss, the most passionate. There were few words spoken, but both knew the gravity of the love! The despair in her voice, the longing in that kiss and the yearning to be with him. She loved him heart, body and soul!
She rested her head on his chest, and snuggled close to feel his love, his presence, his warmth and his masculine cologne.
After a few glances at each other, he finally broke the silence.
Atharv: "Hume kabhi koi alag nai kar sakega...na yeh samaaj aur nahi hamari kismet..."
She nodded in affirmative. She laid all her thoughts to rest, knowing he will be with her to take care of her, to wash away her pain, to soothe her pain and to ultimately comfort her. He entwined his fingers with hers, his one palm gently patting the back of her head.
Vividha: "Atharv main jaanti hoon ki hamara pyaar hamari kamzori hai, par main chahti hoon ki hamara pyaar hamari takat bane..."
She knew he heard this, as his lips gently touched her forehead. They snuggled closer to each other, to feel the love they had for each other and the promise they had given each other, to stay together in health and sickness, in sadness and happiness.
They had promised each other, a relation of equality, a relation of respect and a relation of love.
The End!
I hope I have lived upto the expectations of ViTharv fans!
Positive criticism welcome!
Love,
Mayu
