Blast from the Past Thread #17, pg 72, epi 188 - Page 88

Originally posted by: DurgaS

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Episodes 190 - 201

Kya Sach Hai?

Jaane kyun hai lagta, baat kuch aur hai

Dil bhi hai kehta, nahi unka kusoor hai

Jhalak iss baat ki dekhi hai humne

Kya sach hai jo aankhon mein padha humne?

Mami ki aad mein, pyaar se kangan pehnana

Di ko dikhlane, parvaah humari karna

Lagta hain kabhi kabhi nahin hai ye dikhava

Kya sach hai jo in baaton ko samjha humne?

Nafrat karne wala, pagal sa humey dhoondhe

Patni na maanne wala, saare jahaan se kahey

Patni hai ye meri, koi rok sakey toh rok le

Kya sach hai jo kaanon se suna humney?

Par sach kaise maane, kiya itna hairaan

Shaadi ke saare sapne ek pal mein toot gaye

Unki pasand ki choodiyaan unhe kare pareshaan

Unse judi yaadon ko toh door kardiye

Suhaane palon ko shayad dhoond rahe they hum

Bhool gaye ke inhone diye itne gham

Nahi ye haqiqat, hai ye sirf ek bhram

Ek doosre ke shayad kabhi na honge hum

Translation:

Wonder why I feel, something else is the matter

My heart also says, it is not his fault

I have seen a glance of this

Is it true what my eyes have seen?

On Mami's excuse, putting on the bangles lovingly

For showing Di, taking care of me

Sometimes I feel, this is not a facade

Is it true, what I make out of all these?

The one who hates me, searches madly for me

The one who doesn't think of me as a wife, tells the whole world

She's my wife, stop me if anyone can

Is it true, what my ears have heard?

But how can I think that it's true, harassed me so much

All my wedding dreams broke in an instant

His favourite bangles now irritate him

And he threw away the memories related to them

I was perhaps searching for the happy moments

I forgot how much sadness he had given

It's not a fact, it's just my delusion

Perhaps we may never belong to one another

DurgaS's Index

Originally posted by: DurgaS

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Episodes 190 - 201

Kya Sach Hai?

Jaane kyun hai lagta, baat kuch aur hai

Dil bhi hai kehta, nahi unka kusoor hai

Jhalak iss baat ki dekhi hai humne

Kya sach hai jo aankhon mein padha humne?

Mami ki aad mein, pyaar se kangan pehnana

Di ko dikhlane, parvaah humari karna

Lagta hain kabhi kabhi nahin hai ye dikhava

Kya sach hai jo in baaton ko samjha humne?

Nafrat karne wala, pagal sa humey dhoondhe

Patni na maanne wala, saare jahaan se kahey

Patni hai ye meri, koi rok sakey toh rok le

Kya sach hai jo kaanon se suna humney?

Par sach kaise maane, kiya itna hairaan

Shaadi ke saare sapne ek pal mein toot gaye

Unki pasand ki choodiyaan unhe kare pareshaan

Unse judi yaadon ko toh door kardiye

Suhaane palon ko shayad dhoond rahe they hum

Bhool gaye ke inhone diye itne gham

Nahi ye haqiqat, hai ye sirf ek bhram

Ek doosre ke shayad kabhi na honge hum

Translation:

Wonder why I feel, something else is the matter

My heart also says, it is not his fault

I have seen a glance of this

Is it true what my eyes have seen?

On Mami's excuse, putting on the bangles lovingly

For showing Di, taking care of me

Sometimes I feel, this is not a facade

Is it true, what I make out of all these?

The one who hates me, searches madly for me

The one who doesn't think of me as a wife, tells the whole world

She's my wife, stop me if anyone can

Is it true, what my ears have heard?

But how can I think that it's true, harassed me so much

All my wedding dreams broke in an instant

His favourite bangles now irritate him

And he threw away the memories related to them

I was perhaps searching for the happy moments

I forgot how much sadness he had given

It's not a fact, it's just my delusion

Perhaps we may never belong to one another

DurgaS's Index

Originally posted by: DurgaS

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Episode 196

Nafrat

Arnav:

Mere dil ko jagaakar mujhko daga diya

Ek dhokebaaz se milkar, sabko dhoka diya

Maasoomiyat ka parda chehre se hat gaya

Nafrat hai mujhe tumse, tumpe kyun aitbaar kiya?

Ye zaroorat thi ke rok loon sailaab zindagi ka

Jaanta na tha ke iska aisa asar hoga

Chaahkar bhi rok na paaoon tumhari aankhon ka toofan

Nafrat hai ke tumhare kaaran, main phir bana shaitan

Khushi:

Aasmaan pe bithakar humko gira diya

Sapne haseen dikhakar kohre mein dhakeldiya

Sab chodkar chaldiye, reh gaye hum akele

Nafrat hai humey ke aapne chot diye itne gehre

Hazaaron sawaal they, jawaab na de paaye

Na Di se, na Jiji se, dil ka haal suna paaye

Kyun maan aapka rakha, kyun na kisise keh paaye?

Nafrat hai humey aapse, ke majboor itne ho gaye

Translation:

Arnav:

You awoke my heart and deceited me

Along with a cheat, you cheated everyone

The veil of innocence removed from the face

I hate you, why did I trust you?

It was necessary to stop the incoming torrent of life

Didn't know that it would have this effect

However I may wish, can't stop the storm in your eyes

I hate you for because of you, I became a beast again

Khushi:

You took me to the skies and dropped me from there

Made me see lovely dreams and pushed me into a haze

Everyone went away, I am left alone

I hate you for you gave me such deep wounds

A thousand questions, but couldn't reply any

Neither with Di nor Jiji could I open up my heart

Why did I heed your honour, why couldn't I tell anyone?

I hate you for I became so helpless

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Episodes 190 - 201

Kya Sach Hai?

Jaane kyun hai lagta, baat kuch aur hai

Dil bhi hai kehta, nahi unka kusoor hai

Jhalak iss baat ki dekhi hai humne

Kya sach hai jo aankhon mein padha humne?

Mami ki aad mein, pyaar se kangan pehnana

Di ko dikhlane, parvaah humari karna

Lagta hain kabhi kabhi nahin hai ye dikhava

Kya sach hai jo in baaton ko samjha humne?

Nafrat karne wala, pagal sa humey dhoondhe

Patni na maanne wala, saare jahaan se kahey

Patni hai ye meri, koi rok sakey toh rok le

Kya sach hai jo kaanon se suna humney?

Par sach kaise maane, kiya itna hairaan

Shaadi ke saare sapne ek pal mein toot gaye

Unki pasand ki choodiyaan unhe kare pareshaan

Unse judi yaadon ko toh door kardiye

Suhaane palon ko shayad dhoond rahe they hum

Bhool gaye ke inhone diye itne gham

Nahi ye haqiqat, hai ye sirf ek bhram

Ek doosre ke shayad kabhi na honge hum

Translation:

Wonder why I feel, something else is the matter

My heart also says, it is not his fault

I have seen a glance of this

Is it true what my eyes have seen?

On Mami's excuse, putting on the bangles lovingly

For showing Di, taking care of me

Sometimes I feel, this is not a facade

Is it true, what I make out of all these?

The one who hates me, searches madly for me

The one who doesn't think of me as a wife, tells the whole world

She's my wife, stop me if anyone can

Is it true, what my ears have heard?

But how can I think that it's true, harassed me so much

All my wedding dreams broke in an instant

His favourite bangles now irritate him

And he threw away the memories related to them

I was perhaps searching for the happy moments

I forgot how much sadness he had given

It's not a fact, it's just my delusion

Perhaps we may never belong to one another

DurgaS's Index

Originally posted by: DurgaS

Disclaimer: Please do not copy my work anywhere. If you do, please give credit.

Episodes 190 - 201

Kya Sach Hai?

Jaane kyun hai lagta, baat kuch aur hai

Dil bhi hai kehta, nahi unka kusoor hai

Jhalak iss baat ki dekhi hai humne

Kya sach hai jo aankhon mein padha humne?

Mami ki aad mein, pyaar se kangan pehnana

Di ko dikhlane, parvaah humari karna

Lagta hain kabhi kabhi nahin hai ye dikhava

Kya sach hai jo in baaton ko samjha humne?

Nafrat karne wala, pagal sa humey dhoondhe

Patni na maanne wala, saare jahaan se kahey

Patni hai ye meri, koi rok sakey toh rok le

Kya sach hai jo kaanon se suna humney?

Par sach kaise maane, kiya itna hairaan

Shaadi ke saare sapne ek pal mein toot gaye

Unki pasand ki choodiyaan unhe kare pareshaan

Unse judi yaadon ko toh door kardiye

Suhaane palon ko shayad dhoond rahe they hum

Bhool gaye ke inhone diye itne gham

Nahi ye haqiqat, hai ye sirf ek bhram

Ek doosre ke shayad kabhi na honge hum

Translation:

Wonder why I feel, something else is the matter

My heart also says, it is not his fault

I have seen a glance of this

Is it true what my eyes have seen?

On Mami's excuse, putting on the bangles lovingly

For showing Di, taking care of me

Sometimes I feel, this is not a facade

Is it true, what I make out of all these?

The one who hates me, searches madly for me

The one who doesn't think of me as a wife, tells the whole world

She's my wife, stop me if anyone can

Is it true, what my ears have heard?

But how can I think that it's true, harassed me so much

All my wedding dreams broke in an instant

His favourite bangles now irritate him

And he threw away the memories related to them

I was perhaps searching for the happy moments

I forgot how much sadness he had given

It's not a fact, it's just my delusion

Perhaps we may never belong to one another

DurgaS's Index

Originally posted by: MehreenB

Beautiful Durga😊

From the day of marriage they have landed in the same room under same roof and how can anyone refuses to be ignored or not to hear or see each other when you want to be so far away from that person who you hate the most .Gosh how much pain they have here in these episodes.When I read those episodes from ArshiH , the minute detail makes me cry and here your in depth words are making me heavy.Durga you are really good with words .must say.👏

Originally posted by: Preety_Nebula

Durga 😊

I read all of your poems .I loved the 190 one the most.Those days were dreadful and very emotional.I love to skip because I can't see him in pain.

Originally posted by: cinthiann1758

Oh Durgy I am crying... just lovely.

my favorite

The one who hates me, searches madly for me

The one who doesn't think of me as a wife, tells the whole world

She's my wife, stop me if anyone can

Is it true, what my ears have heard?

such confusion for her.

Perhaps we may never belong to one another

Nahi!!! Just beautiful tfs

Originally posted by: sohara

really awesome.

You are growing with your every writing.

Sublime description of the dard, the turmoil, the dilemma, the resentment of Arnav and Khushi's heart.

this lines are my most favorite

Lagta hain kabhi kabhi nahin hai ye dikhava

Kya sach hai jo in baaton ko samjha humne?

Originally posted by: sohara

stupendous.

Too much nafrat made me suffocated. that MU just killed me.

This line of Arnav's emotion touched me most.

Ye zaroorat thi ke rok loon sailaab zindagi ka

Jaanta na tha ke iska aisa asar hoga

my most favorite Khushi's thought is

Aasmaan pe bithakar humko gira diya

Sapne haseen dikhakar kohre mein dhakeldiya