Hmm-- what should I think now?

so against my worry that Nikhil would only find out in last scene of the episode he found out in very first scene.

Today was the mindblowing episode...Firstly we were all spared from coochi coo love of nikhil and ishana.And i loved ishana's silence hope so she maintain this till end 😆.Coming to nikhil his all reaction were in places tension,scared etc etc...and i loved how bua voiced to nikhil that lajjo is not dead she is alive...But i am still confused on lajjo part...why she dont want to live just because they disrepect her😡 or because nikhil did not accept her what is it really confused me?.Today i was not expecting ayesha to stoop so low well she should repent like hell afterwards...
Also i was not able to see clear picture of nikhil state of mind was this love for lajjo or just because he cares for her like any other human being ...he really confused me ...😲

see love has to come slowly yaar, they couldn't show him loving laajo but tremble in his voice, that worry when he asked bua was so well done yaar..vibhav has really become better actor with time...I want ishaana to say no to Nikhil--she should stop him then may be baba can call him and ask him to bring medication, that would be a treat We viewers demand na...ishaana should be insulted.

Overall it was a good episode.

@ Janiya2010

actually I feel Laajo's love is selfless, she wont commit suicide as she knows Nikhil wont be able to live with himself if it happens and he wont be ever able to visit village and meet his baba and bua whom he love dearly.

I loved the way they finally showed why Lajjo has no will power to live. She is shattered because of the way so called high society people treated her. I am so glad they showed just because you are from village does not mean you don't have self respect.

Originally posted by: paljay

@ Janiya2010

It is hard to understand Lajjo for us because our situation is different from her, Lajjo is from small village and they are being taught that husband is everything, even though lajjo is different from others in the village, she too have this notion about her husband, when Nikhil told her that their marriage is just a compromise and he can't love her, she was naive didn't know the meaning of love but then she fell in love with her husband as he was a nice person, he respected her etc. Her love is not filmi kind of love for Nikhil, like Sami said her love is divine kind of love like meera's love for Krishna.

Also, she knows if she lives with her parents after separation, it will affect her sister's marriage, so for her better way is to die when she is still married.

so true yaar she in her mind feels this is best for everyone. Sacrificing herself for sake of everyone who is dear to her...and one has to be very strong to be that selfless...a weakling can never be selfless...that needs courage, to embrace death at 19 is not easy...basic human urge is to survive and in my mind what Laajo is doing is absolutely amazing and brave thing to do. Though I am liking that people around her are inspiring her to be different and strong and eventually she will be...as it will be going forward but at this point her shattered self respect, Nikhil's inability to protect her against conspiring extended family as shattered her, but once Nikhil comes she will know that she is not so low worth, it would help her build her confidence ..and we would get a start of love story...

Originally posted by: janiya2010

Today was the mindblowing episode...Firstly we were all spared from coochi coo love of nikhil and ishana.And i loved ishana's silence hope so she maintain this till end 😆.Coming to nikhil his all reaction were in places tension,scared etc etc...and i loved how bua voiced to nikhil that lajjo is not dead she is alive...But i am still confused on lajjo part...why she dont want to live just because they disrepect her😡 or because nikhil did not accept her what is it really confused me?.Today i was not expecting ayesha to stoop so low well she should repent like hell afterwards...
Also i was not able to see clear picture of nikhil state of mind was this love for lajjo or just because he cares for her like any other human being ...he really confused me ...😲

@Red - I am also still confused . Sorry her dialogues did not make any sense to me . First she said what will I do if I live.Then she said if not love it's ok for her and her self respect matters .If self respect matters . She should study and become a doctor.Should not love the person who does not love her .Gunja told Laajo is a positive person . But today she came as negative person . Laajo 😡 😡 😡

I honestly felt like slapping Ayesha on her in-human behavior . For her epidemic is nothing . I love Ranjo .She genuinely concerned for Laajo . Nikhil is going because he is guilty-conscious. But I am confused with Ishana and her silence .I felt she is analyzing things . I think she will allow Nihkil to go . She will not stop him.