However strong his feelings were for Pakhi, his emotions and attachment (connection) with Sai dominated them. period. And that is the beauty. His first surge of feelings for Pakhi might be so strong that he made a vaada to remain celebate, but the affection for Sai not only made him fall for her all over again, but erased the initial feelings he had for Pakhi, rendering them unimportant in the grand scheme of things.
Sai holds a place in his life, which no woman can take. There is a beautiful dialogue in KD in post confession talk, which Vankar removed 😡. Rono says to Emon, she is not only his love/wife, she is much more. I tried to understand his feelings for her and tried to express it in my OSs. But his feelings are product of several emotions.
There is this strong 'connection' from the beginning that he says he has with her when he visits her at safe house. Then there is 'admiration' for the person she is. Then there is 'protectiveness' because she is his Guru's daughter. Then there is 'pride' for owning such a woman who is head strong, intelligent and kind. Then there is 'attraction' which makes him possessive and territorial. So many things define Virat's love/attachment to Sai. Thats why I finally define his feelings for her as 'Pride' of having this unique woman for himself.
Kamal Joshi introduces Sai to him as his 'Pride' (Guroor). Thats why I zeroed down to "Pride" when it comes to Virat's feelings for Sai. Because Virat and KJ has same value in Sai's life (In KD post confession talk she explicitely says it)
And the synonyms for pride :)
pleasure, joy, delight, gratification, fulfillment, satisfaction
Edited by sadiltl - 3 years ago
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