The Cruise - A Miracle On Sea last part pg33 - Page 15

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Waiting...jaldi...

PART 11

A balm for the wound caused by me ,

I pierced your heart with needles of words,

A magic called sorry may work, I wish .

Words once told can never come back.

My room was dark, so was my life

With windows and doors even ajar

I wish to have your hand over mine ,

To make me smile fine and shine .

I wish to stand again on the deck

With you and coffee to beside me

Words told once can never came back

But cant a sorry replace them back ?

- poem by -niti-

Pain and regret is all what that is left within him. Regret of hurting a person who was just trying to help him out. Pain of loosing a friendship- a unique one .

Tongue is sharper than the sword- so true he thought.

Wounds caused by fire heal. But wounds caused by harsh words create an everlasting scar in our hearts , and that is what he had had done with her.

Her heart was shattered , bruised because of his words , regretful words.

"Friend ?? huh !! did I ask you for the stupid friendship of yours !! come on girl , grow up !! Why would I want to befriend you !! and who gave you the rights to poke your nose in my life ????

His own words became a curse. A curse which destroyed a beautiful relationship that was growing between him and geet.

It had been three hours since that fateful incident and he was drowning in guilt and regret since that , not even moving an inch staring at the vast sea which was only reflecting nothing but darkness, darkness of the night sky, darkness of his life.

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The pair of hazel brown eyes were just staring at no where thinking about what had happened a few hours ago.

"Friend ?? huh !! did I ask you for the stupid friendship of yours !! come on girl , grow up !! Why would I want to befriend you !! and who gave you the rights to poke your nose in my life ???? I agree , we have met twice or thrice and have had small decent conversations but that doesn't mean that I can share my anything and everything with you !!!!

His words were still echoing in his ears. She was still confused or may be say shocked with what had happened. Her mind was paralyzed.

" did I really cross my limits ?" she questioned herself. She was not able to come to a conclusion. She was still unable to make out who was at fault. Was it him or herself or both. If so then what was the fault ???? her brain stopped working. She stared at her room mate nandini who sleeping soundly.

She checked her mobile at found it was almost midnight. Taking a deep breath went towards her bag and rummaged through it only to seek the solace of the person she always looks up to.

It may be her father's picture but still it provided the same warmth that she found in the arms of her dad.

" I don't know what happened a few hours ago dad. It's really confusing or may be shocking. My brain has stopped working and I'm not able to come to a conclusion. Please help me out dad !".

Keeping her dad's picture back inside she drifted of to a slumber disturbed yet a peaceful slumber with a confidence that her dad is always there to help her out.

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Maan's monologue

It had been three days I have talked with geet. I did see her a few times but was not able to muster up the courage to go and talk to her. Will she even care to have word with me after what all I had told her. Hell no !!!! but I am drowning in this ocean called guilt. Can just a simple sorry re do what has already been done . god only knows. But it cant be going on like this . I have to do something to sort this out.

End of maan's monologue

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Geet's monologue

It's been three days since I've spoken to mr.khurana . I saw him a few times in these days but found him looking some where else. And believe it or not !!! I saw him hiding one day just like a student
who hides from the teacher for not doing the home work.

The next morning when I woke up felt something off my shoulders , I felt light. And I knew who it was. My dad. Where ever he is he never fails to be with me .

I am not angry with him neither dissappointed. I understand his situation . I know he must be guilty for shouting at me. That's normal human psycology. I have not yet taken the initiative to talk to him because I want him to come and talk to me , if he wished.

End of geet's monologue.

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5 days since the fight.

" I'm sorry geet "

Geet gave a confused look.

" that day I shouldn't have said those words. But I was so confused …….I was so jammed that I just lost my temper. It was out of my control. I was not angry on you but was just …… " maan was confused with his own words. Taking a deep breath " I'm sorry geet . please forgive me.

Geet smiled, " forgiveness is only meant to be asked by those who do faults. And yours was not even close to mistake. So there is no place for forgiveness over here."

But geet …

Enough mr. khurana ……. I'm bored of this forgiveness game

But geet still what I told you……..

Ok ok I forgive you bas .

Thanks geet.

Geet smiled oh and ha hows sameera now.

Yah she's ok .

The conversation was left in mid air. Silence lingered between them for a while.

It was my grand fathers wish. Maan told out of the blue.

Geet looked at him confused.

It was my grand fathers wish that I marry his friends grand daughter.

Sameera geet asked

Mmm maan nodded.

My grand father was everything to me . after my parents passed away my grand parents were the one who brought me up, who nurtured me. It was his wish that I marry sameera. When he passed away I was completely broken. He was the person I looked upon for everything. And for all that he did to me I decided to fulfill his wish .i decided to marry sameera. But dadi is not happy with it. Its not that she doesn't like her . but she………

She feels that you are not happy geet completed.

I don't know geet. I don't…. I dont feel that thing……that connection with sameera. I'm busy in my world she in hers. Our worlds don't come together. There is a war within myself. I just don't know what to do now.

So basically you are coming to say that you are marrying sameera to fulfil your grand fathers wish but you don't love her.

No its not about love its about a connection. I just dont understand whats the problem.

Maan , to say frankly you are the only problem over here.

Maan looked at her astonished.

Maan you are the one who is making simple things very complicated.

Maan remained silent.

the problem is very simple so is the solution.its only about what you wish , what you choose. how you see the problem . but yours is not a problem its just a confusion. you are confused with the situation and the solution . dont see everything so big and complicated maan. everything arounnd you is just simple.

the solution seems to be big only when you visualize the problem big.

geet took a deep breath . i just want to say one thing.

marriage is not a game of chess. Its life and the institution of marriage cannot be built on the foundation of any ones wish. The connection that you feel , love , affection , trust is all what makes a marriage successful.

But what am I suppose to do now . I am engaged. I'm commited.

Commitments are meant to be from your heart.

Silence prevailed for a while .

What would you do if you were me geet.

Geet smiled. I'm not you maan but if I were you I wont make things complicated.

And I wont tell you what to do. That'll be your decision.. But before making any decisions please ask sameera too because you are not the only one who is involved in this.

Maan was silent.

I guess that's enough for today . see you later. Saying so she went away leaving behind a thinking maan.

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credits of the poem goes to niti

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