Arshi FF: The Valiant Knight - Thread 8 - Completed - Note on Page 142 - Page 84

Originally posted by: canapoem

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Finally coming to the update and ending of the story, Deepthi let me assure you that what you are going to read below written by me is only what I felt about the ending of the story and please please don't take it personally at any level. Its just my view about certain decisions taken by Khushi and there is absolutely nothing personal about it.

Coming to the initial parts of the update, happy that baby is born and even kind of satisfied that people know the truth. As a person even I don't like to keep secrets in life and if there is something unusual, I usually share it immediately with my closest ones. (You surely know this about me.)

I am a fighter in life and circumstances also has made me into one. I used to always appreciate Khushi's character in this story because she was a fighter and I used to find a lot of myself in her. But today she disappointed me. You know after reading the update last night, I could hardly sleep the entire night. I kept putting myself in her shoes but sadly I could not connect to her like earlier times.

I can understand rape victims undergo a lot of psychological disorders and sharing intimacies again is very difficult for them. But are they not rape victims who have fought these demons and leading normal lives now??? If so many women can do it, then why not Khushi?

Coming to the baby, she could only think of the night of the rape and decided that Adarsh was the father and the baby is no way connected to Arnav. What surprised me is that how could she forget the seven months of care and love which Arnav had given to her, how he had been happy looking at the ultrasound pictures or feeling the baby's kicks, how he had taken care of her every need including her food intake or when she was throwing up or her mood swings, does that not make Arnav a father equally. Why did she overlook all of this???

I always feel that love is something which is infinite and has no bounds. You give love ten folds and you get back hundred folds, whether be it with your parents or spouse or children or friends. So would it have been so difficult to give love to that innocent baby while loving her husband too.

And you know the most saddest part of her decision was she made Adarsh Singh Raizada win. Adi's plan was to destroy Khushi and inturn destroy Arnav, which he succeeded. He took that one thing which Arnav called as his away from him. For someone like me who always believes that "good always wins over evil", today was a black day for me.

Further, Khushi did not even have to guts to say goodbye to Arnav in person and she had to leave a stupid letter to tell him that. Did Arnav deserve this??? Right from birth, he has always lost people who either love him or whom he loves, unfortunately history repeated again today.

Again Deepthi, please don't take this personally. These are only my views regarding Khushi's decision. Whatever her reasons were for the decision, I can only say that "people take decisions in haste and repent in leisure" and I somehow feel that she is going to repent her decision and hope she changes her attitude and decision before its too late.

Originally posted by: deepthiya

Kavitha, My dear...I didnt take even a single word of yours personally, because I was well aware what I was getting into, in fact I am happy that most agreed to my decision and to the end..

Being a sensible individual, you have every right to voice your opinion and I truly respect it.

I think a whole different angle of Khushi's dilemma is missed her when you thought she overlooked...I am not trying to convince, I am trying to putforth my views and I think I already know it will not change your opinion because of how you are feeling about Arnav. But nonetheless, let me try..

Khushi didnt overlook, as a matter of fact she was overwhelemed to what an extent he had gone through for her...I am not sure if you read the part where I explained the disappointment she had noticed in him when he held the baby. Thats the first step of fatherhood as you already know...Parenthood only adds more milestones and Khushi knew Arnav is going to suffer every time those milestones are reached...Seeing baby in UltrSound is different from holding the baby in hands that reminds him the scars, the walk off, her struggle of the night. Khushi didnt want to put him through this...She didnt deny his love, she sacrifice her need to be with him in such low phase of her life, becayse she wanted to free him in her own way...

You asked if it would have been difficult for her love the baby, also loving the husband. Yes in her case, for her character, the way she reacted Yes. Because she was never keen on men, marriage, romance, family...All this were instilled by Arnav and it all broke down with one bitter truth...As long as she is with him, she will be blaming the kid for ruining Arnav's happiness and hers as well..See as the old saying says, Any noble thing a person you hate does, will always prick you...It doesnt matter how good deed it is, you will hate that person...Thats exactly what she is going through right now and she self-inflicted the pain by walking with the person she hates most.

Adarsh won the night he molested her...but he also lost terribly because of the paramount of love these two share...No matter what the situation is, at the end of the day their hearts beat for each other..And Adarsh failed in that aspect.

There had to be a closure to the torture...and staying together will only bring more gloominess but this is the practical end I could think of..Its reality check and no fairytale. And not all love stories need to have happy ending and not all lovers need to be together to love each other...

And you are right, she didnt have guts to say him proper good bye, because she knew she will never be able to take that step if he is before her eyes.

I understand your views on Arnav..Here no ones pain is less nor more, its unfair to judge in that aspect...His suffering is a way of betrayal..from his POV... but hers is more of a sacrifice to set him free...but she did it for him and not for her...

NO hard feelings..Friends do differ in opinions..I will always love you for the woman you are...

Bless you!

Originally posted by: deepthiya

Kavitha, My dear...I didnt take even a single word of yours personally, because I was well aware what I was getting into, in fact I am happy that most agreed to my decision and to the end..

Being a sensible individual, you have every right to voice your opinion and I truly respect it.

I think a whole different angle of Khushi's dilemma is missed her when you thought she overlooked...I am not trying to convince, I am trying to putforth my views and I think I already know it will not change your opinion because of how you are feeling about Arnav. But nonetheless, let me try..

Khushi didnt overlook, as a matter of fact she was overwhelemed to what an extent he had gone through for her...I am not sure if you read the part where I explained the disappointment she had noticed in him when he held the baby. Thats the first step of fatherhood as you already know...Parenthood only adds more milestones and Khushi knew Arnav is going to suffer every time those milestones are reached...Seeing baby in UltrSound is different from holding the baby in hands that reminds him the scars, the walk off, her struggle of the night. Khushi didnt want to put him through this...She didnt deny his love, she sacrifice her need to be with him in such low phase of her life, becayse she wanted to free him in her own way...

You asked if it would have been difficult for her love the baby, also loving the husband. Yes in her case, for her character, the way she reacted Yes. Because she was never keen on men, marriage, romance, family...All this were instilled by Arnav and it all broke down with one bitter truth...As long as she is with him, she will be blaming the kid for ruining Arnav's happiness and hers as well..See as the old saying says, Any noble thing a person you hate does, will always prick you...It doesnt matter how good deed it is, you will hate that person...Thats exactly what she is going through right now and she self-inflicted the pain by walking with the person she hates most.

Adarsh won the night he molested her...but he also lost terribly because of the paramount of love these two share...No matter what the situation is, at the end of the day their hearts beat for each other..And Adarsh failed in that aspect.

There had to be a closure to the torture...and staying together will only bring more gloominess but this is the practical end I could think of..Its reality check and no fairytale. And not all love stories need to have happy ending and not all lovers need to be together to love each other...

And you are right, she didnt have guts to say him proper good bye, because she knew she will never be able to take that step if he is before her eyes.

I understand your views on Arnav..Here no ones pain is less nor more, its unfair to judge in that aspect...His suffering is a way of betrayal..from his POV... but hers is more of a sacrifice to set him free...but she did it for him and not for her...

NO hard feelings..Friends do differ in opinions..I will always love you for the woman you are...

Bless you!