Arshi new ss Forgotten Memories Chap 19/Pg 33 updated 04/05 - Page 10

Chapter 12

They reached their hotel room and thought of having some rest.

Meanwhile Arnav knocked on khushi's room, khushi are you awake.

Yes arnavji give me a minute, she opened the door.

Mmm... actually khushi I wanted to ask, whether you have anything to wear for the party, I mean if you want we can do some shopping there is a mall nearby.

No arnavji its ok, since you had asked me to carry something for party, I already have it.

Ok no problem then, you take rest we will leave by 8 in the evening.

In the evening, arnav was ready, he was wearing a black suit with matching silver tie and was looking amazingly handsome as always.

He thought of asking khushi, whether she is ready or not, khushi... are you ready can we leave.

Yes arnavji, give me 2 mins Iam coming.

Arnav was waiting for her, while having the beautiful view of nainital town outside his hotel room window.

Suddenly the door lock opened and khushi walked in looking breathtakingly beautiful in the red saree with matching silver earings and bangles.

Arnav turned around to have a look and was frozen on his knees to have the beautiful view in front of him.

(rabba ve)He was speechless, his eyes scanned her from top to bottom, coming back to her beautiful face, her eyes, her lips and her perfect curves.

She was looking stunning in that red saree, beautiful... he whispered.

Khushi was feeling shy under his gaze, he was not in a mood to stop staring at her face.

Khushi reached his side all the way unable to meet his eyes, mmm... arnavji Iam ready chaley...

Huh... he came out of his dream world and then what came from his mouth left khushi speechless.

Khushi...you are looking beauuutiiiful... amazing.

He culdnt believe he said those words to her, but he was unable to stop himself from praising her as she was looking as gorgeous as ever.

He asked her permission by lending his hand to her and she kept her palm into his hands holding him tight.

Lets go...

All the way long while driving arnav was not able to move his eyes off her and was scared that he doesn't loose his concentration from driving.

His heart was beating fast, he was not able to control his senses, these many days he tried to ignore his strong attraction towards her, but the more he went away from her, the more he was coming close to her and today everything is just not under his control, he saw her lips quivering, he knew he had strong effect on her but was scared of his own emotions.

He didn't want himself to be weak for a girl, as it was not his life, he didn't want a girl to rule over his senses, but why he is not able to stay away from her he culdnt understand.

Khushi was very well aware of his stares, she wanted his love from long, but she knew he is not a man who will fall in love so easily, she didn't know whether she will be able to bring back his memories or not, but right now she just wanted to live in this bubble of dreams.

They reached the party venue. Arnav opened the door of her side and gave her his hands, she accepted it with a smile and they walked in the party.

Sohail saw arnav from far and came to greet him, Hey arnav Iam happy you could make it. Thanks for coming, hey beautiful he said looking at khushi, I must say you are looking gorgeous, he smirked.

Khushi felt uncomfortable on his comment which didn't go unnoticed by arnav.

Hmm.. Sohail, if you are finished flirting with my date can we come in.

Datee... om my my so she is your date haa...

Khushi was surprised at arnav's comment.

Ya she is joining me in your party so obviously she is may date any problem with it.

No..no why will I have a problem arnav, you came to my party Iam obliged.

Hey by the way I have called some of our old college mates, they will be gald to meet you come.

Ahh... khushi you please enjoy the party we will be right back, saying that sohail dragged arnav away from her.

Arnav saw her getting nervous, he didn't want to leave her side but he culdnt say no to sohail as it is his birthday, he didn't want him to feel bad, but at the same time he was aware that khushi is not used to such parties and she will be uncomfortable staying alone.

OMG Arnav hii... how are you, a sexy girl just hugged him catching his breath and gave a soft peck on his cheeks.

Oh hi Sonia Iam fine what about you, suddenly he saw khushi who was just shocked at this gesture of his friend, she felt like she will collapse any moment.

Chudaiiil kahin ki, how can she just kiss arnavji like this, don't she has any shame these girls are sick she tought, she was fuming like anything.

Sohail just saw the eyelock between arnav and khushi, they were speaking through eyes and he realised there is something going on between them.

He didn't know why, but he wanted to explore more of it. He always knew arnav was a man of few words and he was not a guy who will just fall for any random girl, infact during college days though girls used to drool over him, he never gave much attention to any of them and this was the first time he was watching his friend staring at a girl with such intense and strong emotions.

He thought of an idea so that these love brids realise their own feelings, yes he was a flirt a big time flirt, but he will never flirt with his friends date specially when he knows that there is a stong attachment between them.

So he thought of just playing with them, he discussed his plan with Sonia and she agreed to help him.

Sonia just started hovering on arnav, oh my god arnav its so long iam so happy to meet you again after so many years and I must say you have become even more hot and handsome than before.

Arnav just smiled at her comment, thanks Sonia he said, though he was talking to Sonia his full attention was towards khushi.

Will you have something to drink, sohail asked khushi to which she nooded, no thanks.

Mmm... I think this your first time attending a party like this, I can see you are really not enjoying.

No its not like that khushi stammered, she just wanted to move away from there and be on her arnavji's side, but he was busy with that sexy chic who was just trying to get close to him, cant he tell her to stay away from him she thought.

He was not even giving attention to her, not bothered to see that she was alone in this party and incomfortable too... laad governor, agar kissi aur ke saath hi waqt bitana tha toh humey yaha kyon lekar aaye.

Mmm... khushi what say lets have a dance sohail gave his hands to her for a dance, no... she got nervous I don't dance she said.

Suddenly she saw that chic dragging arnav towards the dance floor and she lost her senses.

Arnav didn't wanted to dance, but this girl was just not ready to listen to him, suddenly he saw khushi giving her hands to sohail and they were on the dance floor, he fumed.

Khushi thought, if you can dance with that chic why cant I?

Arnav just wanted to rip apart sohail from khushi, how can she just dance with Sohail not even knowing him properly he thought.

And then he saw sohail holding her bare waist and swaying with her, that's it arnav left Sonia and stormed towards sohail and khushi.

Excuse me Sohail, if you don't mind can I dance with my date he asked while grinding his teeth.

Oh sure.. arnav she is all yours.

Khushi was speechless, he just dragged her holding her waist and sqeezing it tight, while shooting daggers from his eyes, she winced in pain arnavji you are hurting me.

Ohh really, or say you didn't like my touch, the way you liked sohail's. She just starred at him unable to believe what he was saying.

Yeh aaap.. kya keh rahe hain. Suddenly the song changed and teri meri played.

Arnav started swaying with her, dragging her pulling her towards him with all the anger and frustration, she was not able to understand what happened to him, why he is reacting like this, was he jealous she thought !!!!!! but what did she do, he was also dancing with that Sonia, then why he was stopping her.

He just turned her round and pulled her towards him so that her back was facing him, he put his palm under her saree caressing her belly and closed his eyes feeling her beautiful skin, suddenly some thing flashed in his eyes and he pushed her.

Khushi didn't know what happened, she was shocked and then she saw him leaving the party hall.

He left leaving her alone in the party.

Sohail understood that there is something wrong and he didn't want to interfere so he asked khushi to go and check whether arnav is alright.

Here arnav was leaning on his car door trying to get some peace, his eyes closed, what was that he thought that image which flashed in front of his eyes, him holding her so close caressing her bare stomach, why it felt so familiar, why I felt like I have danced with her like this before also, what is happening to me this girl is driving me crazy and why did I behave like this, I was so harsh on her why I felt so bad when sohail touched her.

She reached near the parking lot and saw him leaning on his car, arnavji she called and he opened his eyes, his eyes were red with anger, it were shooting daggers on her, she got scared, what happened to him she thought.

Get inside the car we are leaving he said.

Whattt.. magar..

I said get inside the car dammit, he shouted..

He opened the door for her and she took her seat trying to control her tears which will any moment fall from her eyes.

They reached the hotel and arnav opened the door of the hotel room with a bang.

She followed, scared for his reaction.

Arnav...ji she called.

He was facing his back towards her.

Khushi please leave me alone.

Arnavji par hua kya, aap itne gusse mein kyon hain.

I said khushi don't...Iam not in mood to give you any explanation.

But I want to know arnavji, she was not going to back out this time, his has to let out what is in his mind, till how long he is going to hide his thoughts from her.

He turned around with jerk, what...? what you want to know.

I want to know why you are so angry, why did we leave the party in between and why did you behave like that in that party.

He lost all his control and grabbed her pinning towards the wall.

Why.. seems you were very much happy in that party being in somebody else's arms.

Wha...tt.. are you saying arnavji I don't understand.

He was holding her tight by her shoulders, giving her pain leaving red marks on her arms.

You don't understand... or you don't want to understand.

Khushi it was my friends birthday party, you didn't even know anyone there and this was the first time you had met Sohail and still you were dancing with him like as if you are very close to him, what does that mean.

She was wincing in pain, arnavji leave me you are hurting me and why are you bothered if I dance with anyone else, what does it matter to you.

Matter to me, it does matter to me dammit, you were there as my date , you are my assistant and how can you just dance around with some guy.

She was loosing all her self control and decided to give him some piece of mind.

First of all arnavji, it was not just any guy he was your friend, secondly you took me to that party and left me alone with a bunch of people whom I didn't even know.

Did you check whether I was feeling comfortable or not. Did you ask me whether I want to become your date or not, you just told Sohail that Iam your date what does that mean.

Iam your assistant and not some slave who doesn't have any personal interest and has to bide by your rules. By the way why are you getting so hyper, if I was dancing with someone you were also busy with that chic who was just hovering over you without any reason, so what should I say about that.

Arnav smirked, so somebody is jealous that I was dancing with some chic, isn't it Khushi Kumari Gupta...

She fumed, why will I be jealous, it does not matter me.

Oh really, ya I know you were very much comfortable with Sohail, who was touching you trying to be close to you right.

Tears started flowing from her eyes and she started crying badly, he could see her sobs, how can you talk to me like this arnavji, do you think this low of me.

I didn want to come to this party, you know that and now you are blaming me for something which I don't understand.

If you had so much of problem, you shouldn't have asked me to accompany you to the party.

She started crying badly and arnav lost it, he culdnt bear it, he cannot see her crying like this, realisation hit him, what is he doing how can he hurt her like this, what was her mistake, she didn't do it purposely he knew.

He loosened his hold from her shoulders and slowly trailed upwards to her face cupping her face in his hands.

Khushi... I didn't mean that, please stop crying..

Then what did you mean arnavji, you know how I felt when you left me alone and got busy with that Sonia.

Khushi... sshhh...please Iam sorry, please don't cry, I cant see you like this please.

He culdnt control himself seeing her in this vulnerable state. He brought his face close to her right cheek and slowly kissed her tears one by one, he repeated the action by kissing her left cheek.

Khushi closed her eyes, her cheast heaving fast, his closeness was creating havoc in her senses.

Khushi... Iam sorry, Iam sorry I hurt you, he kissed her forehead.

Khushi clutched his shoulders tightly, feeling his touch, she knew what was happening is not in her control, she knew once he will realise he will regret his action, but she didn't want it to stop, she herself was not under her control, she just wanted to feel him in the moment.

Arnav didn't know what was happening to him, her closeness, her touch her soft skin everything was driving him crazy, he has never felt this feeling before, he didn't know whether he is doing right or wrong, he just knew that he wanted her, wanted her badly, to feel her, to take her in his arms, to kiss her.

He was lost in passion, he leaned towards her soft plump lips to kiss her, and then it happened.

He slighltly kissed her lips, feeling her soft pink lips on his, he bit her lower lip and she moaned slightly parting her lips which gave him entry, he deepened the kiss and it became passionate and hungry, both were lost in the moment not ready to leave each other, their tongues started fighting, he was feeling each and every corner of her lips, giving her immense pleasure, his one hand on her nape and the other holding her bare waist under the soft material of her red saree.

The moment he had seen her in that attire, he wanted to kiss her so badly and now when she was in his arms, he didn't wanted her to go away from him.

They parted for much needed air and he started giving soft and wet kisses towards her neck, her whole face, her jawline coming down towards her throat and he stopped just on top of her cleavage, he wanted to remove all the barriers between them and just feel the moment which was pure ecstasy.

He didn't know what he felt for her, but one thing he was sure it was much more than attraction. He started removing the saree from her shoulders, it was then she realised they need to stop, or they will not be able to control themselves and she didn't want him to get carried away in this moment, she didn't want him to regret this beautiful passionate moment which they shared as it was eternal bliss full of love for her, but she was not sure whether he felt the same.

She knew he has started falling for her, but she wanted to take things slowly and let him realise his true feelings for her.

Arnav started caressing her back, kissing her feeling her each and every part, when he heard her voice.

Arnav... ji, he stopped his action and realised they were in an awkward position, he removed his hands from her back and looked at her face.

He gave a slight peck on her cheek and forehead, khushi... its late you should sleep.

Khushi...mmm... Im sorry for everything..., she felt a pain in her heart, she knew he will regret but she was ready for this pain.

I mean for hurting you by my words, I didn't mean that, its just that when I saw you with Sohail, I don't know why but I felt bad, I.. cant see anyone else touching you like this.

Aur haan..., whatever happened few mins back, I don't know what you feel about it, but Iam not at all sorry for it.

She was shocked and just stared, when he gave a smirk and said goodnight in his husky voice.

She culdnt believe what just happened, hey devi maiyya, is it true, am I dreaming he said... he said he is not sorry for.. for kissing me for coming close to me.

She culdnt control her tears of happiness.

That night both arnav and khushi had a nice sleep leaving a neverending smile on their lips.

After so many years for the first time, arnav was smiling thinking about the passionate encounter between him and khushi.

He felt nice, he was not able to forget her touch her lips on his, his touch on her bare waist, the way he kissed her senseless.

That's all for now, I don't know what I have wriiten, am very bad in writing romance so please tell me how was it.

Precap: Arnav and khushi go for outing in nainital.