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Chapter 10

Shilpa got up from the floor and wiped her tears...no one had ever spoken so rudely to her...she was so confused what had she done to deserve the hurtful words of Sidhaant...why was he so angry...what he had said replayed in her head...and made her angry...he had no right to judge her character...what ever happened was because of circumstance...he couldn't say whatever he had said...a part of her wanted to march right back into his room and get into a screaming match...but then another part of her shuddered as her body remembered his hand...she felt so humiliated...she couldn't come in front of Nivi...what if he told Nivi what happened...would she judge her too...no she couldn't take the risk so she took her phone and called for a cab...and left a note.

As she sat in the cab...she looked back up at the house...her eyes moved towards his room...and then with her last batch of tears...she had promised herself she would not cry for him...she left knowing she would never meet him again...and she would make sure of that.

Nivi came down the stairs...she wanted to comfort Shilpa and ask her what her son had done...she knew something really serious must of happened because Shilpa seemed like a strong independent woman...being one herself she knew so much emotion was hard to come by in such women. As she went to the guestroom the room was empty...she searched in the kitchen, the living room, and the dining area...Shilpa was no where to be found...she called the house help to enquire about Shilpa's whereabouts.

Mandy...where is the young woman who was here last night?

She left in a cab 10 minutes ago Madam...and she asked me to give you this

I'm sorry Nivi... I thought we were becoming good friends and that we have a lot more conversations like yesterday...when we spoke...you reminded me of my nana...she was my best friend...and also like a second mom...we used to speak on the phone everyday...until she passed away 2 years ago...and when I met you I thought...my nana was back...but I guess its just destiny... we were only meant to meet for one night...where we spoke out our hearts to each other...it was as if met to lessen each others emotional baggage...I'm going to miss you Nivi, even though we just met...please don't blame yourself...but I will make sure I never meet a Modi again...Sorry Again...and thank you.

Shilpa

There were tears in Nivi's eyes what had her son done to Shilpa. She would never forgive him. Because of him she had lost a friend, someone she was coming close to calling her daughter...because of his one mistake she would never meet Shilpa again...who would she share her feeling with now...and she left to her room...as she mourned the loss of a budding friendship courtesy her son.

Siddhant knew he couldn't defend his actions...but he still wanted to apologize to his mother...he couldn't believe how blind he had been to her pain...as he walked down the stairs towards his mom's room he wished he could take back whatever he had said...but that was the problem once you said something you could never take it back...it was set in stone...he cringed as he remembered his actions.

He walked inside and saw his mom...she sat there staring at the wall in front of her. He went in front of her and sat at her feet and put his head on her lap...he remembered as a child whenever he made a mistake he would come to her put his head in her lap and say sorry...even when she was at her worst with him...she would slowly pat his head and forgive him. He thought the same would happen...he was extremely apologetic for he had done to Shilpa...and he wanted to say sorry to her too...but he needed to first apologize for the way he had been treating his mother for the past 1.5 month...he was oblivious to her pain...and now he needed for her to understand that he finally understood. But the hand never came...the hand that always soothed away the pain...always made him feel warm inside...the hand that was a sign of forgiveness...never came...instead two hands slowly came and removed his head from his mothers lap...she looked at him and said...Sid I'm sorry...but I can't forgive you...now please I would like to be alone for a while...I will send Lisa to call you for dinner later. Her tone was no longer motherly but very cold...she was only talking to him in the sake of duty and he understood very well then that he was an ass...not only to his mother but also to Shilpa and he had to first find her and get her forgiveness and only then would the most important women in his life would forgive him...he realized then that he had put Riddhima on a pedestal and moved his mother down onto the ground...he forgot that there can be many Riddhimas but only one mother...and now he would rectify his mistakes once in for all.

Wow...I can't believe that I have written 10 chapters..this is probably the longest story I have written so far...and its not even 1/3 complete...as I have a lot more plans for Sid and Shilpa...hopefully this can turn into a really long full fledged story...I hope y'all are likely it so far...and not only is this the 10th chapter but I have surpassed 10,000 words too! truly this is turning into a long tale...lol...on a serious note I would like thank everyone for their comments and the fact that you've taken the time to read my fic...I know I sometimes go into to too much detail...this chapter ends my first week on IF and I'm so glad to have discovered this world...sometimes I do get frustrated when I read other stories and see hundred s of comments and I do feel that perhaps my story deserves the same..and then I hit myself on the back of my own head..for being so freakin' selfish and cocky...but really guys I appreciate how ever many views and comments I do get..so really Thank You!

Cheers,

KaransWorld

Oh and for the first time a short promo and what will happen in the next 2 chapters that I will post on bulk on Friday..why Friday...because I actually have a midterm coming up in Uni...and as much as I love writing I really can't afford to flunk..

He hugged Shilpa...he was so worried...why was she doing this to herself what did she want to prove to him...he knew he made a mistake and he had tried apologizing so many times...and all she had done has ignored him...he knew it would take a lot to repair what he had broken...but she should've at least have given him a chance to explain.

She pushed him away...why was he doing this to her...why did he have this affect on her...she wanted to forget him...why was he suddenly so friendly...where was all this care when he had insulted her...she pushed him away and ran through the long corridor of the hospital.

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Chapter 11

A week had passed and he had tried everything to apologize. Siddhant sat down in front of his study table...he looked at the incomplete work in front of him...as he opened one of the files he continued to think back...he had really tried for the first time in a long time to do something for someone else...he remembered how he had lied to get her number from her father...the dean of the hospital he was working for...he had told him that he wanted to make new friends and one could say he had manipulated Dr. Malhotra into giving him her number...yes he was that desperate...and right after getting Shilpa's number...she had picked up the phone but right after hearing his voice...she had hung up on him...he had tried a couple more times but she had ignored his calls...he left a lot of voicemails and even sent text messages...asking her to meet him on time so that he could apologize...but Shilpa didn't budge...he was about to close the file when an idea came to his head...it was a bit much...but he had to do it in order to actually get a chance to talk to her.

He was standing in front of the door and then he took a deep breath to encourage himself...and then he rang the bell. Dr. Malhotra was surprised seeing one of his top surgeons outside his doorstep but was happy at the same time...Sid was a great boy... with great work ethic...he gestured him inside.

Sid broke the silence first...Good morning Mr. Malhotra...sorry to disturb you so early in the morning...but...Sid paused...he couldn't believe he was doing something so Armaan-like...I was wondering if Shilpa is ok...we've been talking on the phone a lot lately and recently its gotten less...I was worried she was sick so I came to check on her"

No Dr. Siddhant...I'm glad you came...Shilpi..is in her room...she came home late last night...why don't you go see her yourself...I'll get breakfast sent there

Sid felt so awkward at that point of time...but decided that this was only choice and he went upstairs towards Shilpa's room. Sid intentions were completely misjudged by Dr. Malhortra...he was so happy seeing his daughter's choice...he could already imagine his daughter as a bride and Siddhant as a groom standing in their wedding giving them blessings...he was so happy his daughter was going out with Siddhant...he told everyone in the house not to disturb them and went on his way to the hospital with a gleeful smile on his face.

Sidhaant entered Shilpa's room...her back was to him so she couldn't see him enter...he waited for her to notice...but after a minute of silence got a little impatient...and cleared his throat to get her attention...she heard the voice and turned around...she was wearing a really sheer nightie that really stuck closely to her a body...and for a second he just looked at her in awe...she on the other hand was fuming in anger...how dare he come to my house unannounced and then have the audacity to stand in front of her...hadn't he gotten the hint that she didn't want to see him or talk to him...what was his problem...wasn't this what he wanted in the first place.

She was the one to break the silence...gritting her teeth she said...how dare you? After everything...you're hear...didn't to get the hint...when I didn't pick up you're calls...I don't ever want to see your face again...NOW LEAVE!

He tried so say something but then she stopped him with her hand signaling him that she wasn't done yet and then she continued I don't want to hear anything from you...haven't you said enough...never in my life has anybody insulted me like you did...who do you think you are to judge...me...and my character...I may have lived in America all my life but I am still an Indian girl who knows her limits...just because of the way I dress and act you can't say anything about me...that day you didn't even give me a second to explain...I agree I shouldn't have fallen a sleep next to you...but if you'd have given me a chance to explain I would've told you that I hadn't slept the entire night because I'm used to my own bed...and when I woke up I thought I would check on...because you were injured...and when I sat next to you on your bed my body just caved into the fatigue and I fell a sleep...but NO YOU JUST ASSUMED! And with saying that tears fell out of her eyes...

He looked at her and he couldn't believe how much his harsh words had impacted her. How could he do say all those things...how could he forget the pain he felt when he was attacked by words...and he was the victim...how could he have been so heartless...it was someone had yanked his heart out and was stomping on it...seeing her cry...he just couldn't bear the sight.

He tried to console her...I'm sorry Shilpa...I'm really sorry I didn't mean what I had said then...I was just angry with myself and all that pent up anger got directed at you...I'm sorry Shilpa please forgive me...what do I have I have to do to deserve you're forgiveness...here you're angry at me and their mom is not talking to me...he mentally face palmed himself...that did not come out right...and as it on cue she reacted.

She got up and then wiped her tears...no more tears Siddhant I knew that you would never come and say sorry to me because you meant what you said that day...you said that I had not limits...this apology means nothing to me because...YOU'RE SELFISH !THE ONLY REASON YOU CAME IN FRONT OF THIS SHAMELESS GIRL WAS BECAUSE YOUR MOTHER WASN'T TALKING TO YOU! SO BEFORE I REALLY LOSE IT...LEAVE!

At that moment Sid understood that he couldn't do anything to make this situation better and staying would just make matters worse...he did genuinely care for her...and wanted to apologize...but I guess this would be his punishment...and so he quietly left.

Chapter 12

Shilpa had controlled her tears...but the minute he walked out they fell. She hated herself in that one moment...why was she so weak...why was she crying for a man that didn't even care about her...why did it matter...she was never this weak. She continued to sob into her pillow...the crying made her fall asleep...and when she woke up it was evening...she got up and went towards the mirror she looked like crap...she was so pathetic...she wiped her face and decided that her little self pity party was going to end tonight...she wore a beautiful yellow dress that barely covered her legs...she wanted guys to shower her with attention...she wanted to let go of everything...she wanted to forget herself for a night...she called up her best friend Rohan...but he picked up saying that he was at the airport leaving for London to visit his family...after that she sat down back on her bed...her plans were ruined...her night out would not happen tonight...but then a voice inside of her spoke to her provoking her... that Shilpa you're an independent girl...you're your own woman...you don't need a man to protect you from the world...not even Rohan...she decided that she would go party on her own and have a blast!

Sid sat his desk feeling miserable the numbness was gone and whatever he had felt a month ago returned. He had to distract himself so he decided he would stay in the hospital...he was a senior doctor so he didn't need have a night shift it was up to him if he wanted to stay at the hospital and if had to shut off his feelings he decided this would be the best solution...he didn't have much work so he decided to do rounds and check on his patients to see their progress...as he walked back he saw a commotion...what was happening he reached there and saw that someone was being taken on a gurney towards the ER...he asked on of the technicians who was in the ambulance... What happened?

A girl in her mid-20's was driving in her Audi...she was drunk and there was an accident...didn't suffer any terrible injuries... a small injury on her head...someone had seen the car on the side of the road and called us in.

Sid had a gnawing feeling...what if it was Shilpa...no she would never do something so stupid...but she had an Audi...before he knew it he was walking towards the ER...what if it was serious...as a neurosurgeon he knew that even the smallest of injuries could cause problems...what if there was internal bleeding...he was so scared...when he was inside he was shocked at the sight...

Shilpa was standing next to the hospital bed...and there was blood on her yellow halter dress...instead of getting her stitches like normal people she was arguing with the doctor on duty saying that a band aid would do...look doctor I'm not some delicate darling...I don't need stiches ok...its just a little cut...I'm going to die...just give some pain medication and I'll be on my ways...anyways I got to go pay a fine for the DUI and I won't be able to drive my Audi because its gone for reparing...my parents are gonna kill me...and I need to get this all over with...so please let me go! The doctor was an intern so he didn't seem so confident...he was new so he didn't how to handle a patient that didn't want to get something done.

Sid was first very happy that Shilpa was ok...he knew she was scared and that's why she was arguing...over the two weeks he had gotten to know her even though they didn't really talk...this was her defense mechanism...he decided that maybe he could get her to get the stitches maybe she would get them just to prove how strong she was in front of him...he made is way inside and looked at her and smiled...she was already angry and seeing him smile like that made her angrier... What are you doing here?

He smiled again...You do know that doctors work in hospitals and you can't really kick them out right...so I guess you don't like hospital huh? He said pointing to her current state.

Shilpa for the first time didn't know how to react...was Dr. Grumpy making fun of her...was he mocking her? No he couldn't get the last laugh...she was definitely gonna get the stitched now...so she looked up at the doctor in front of her blatantly if ignoring Sid in the process and said...fine fine give me the damn stitches just hurry up will you and get that stupid expression of your face as if I'm the one torturing you...come on do it!

The doctor immediately got to work he first started to clean her wound...she winched and jerked back a little...there was another pull at Sid's heart strings he couldn't watch her like this...at first he thought he would just leave..but then he realized that he was being selfish...instead of thinking about how to lessen her pain he was thinking about how to lessen his...then he got an idea...the perfect distraction. He knew what he was about to do was absolutely crazy and that his juniors would talk about what he was about to do forever...but then seeing Shilpa in so much pain he didn't care anymore...he walked closer toward her simultaneously pulled out his shirt from where it was tucked in and then he opened the last 3 buttons of his shirt...in one smooth movement he took her hand and placed on his abs. Shilpa was in her LaLa land then...the pain was gone she felt comfort. The doctor was shocked at the sight but then after getting a stern look from Sid he continued his work.

After the stitches were in place and Shilpa's wound was properly dressed and she had received an injection to reduce the pain...Sid brought her back to reality and gently moved her hand from his abs and buttoned back his shirt...in that simple movement she was snapped back into reality and her brain processed what had just happened...her skin grew warmer as she began to blush...she moved her hand onto her forehead an felt the dressings...she was stitched up...she closed her eyes and a year fell from her face...she got up and ran out of the ER room...Sid reacted and followed her.

He caught up to her and stopped her by holding her wrist...he turned around and saw her wet face...she was still crying and to comfort her he took her into an embrace...he softly whispered...why are you doing this to yourself Shilpa? What are you punishing yourself...all of this is my fault...honestly Shilpa everyday I think about what I had said that day..I wish I could go back in time and change what happened...I overreacted x100 and I know...please forgive me and if you don't want to than punish me...not yourself..when she heard those words she believed for a moment and even forgave him during that moment as they hugged but then the moment passed. All the memories came rushing back and she could hear his words ringing through her ears again...NO...she couldn't forgive him...she felt angrier at herself for reacting the way she had to him...she couldn't understand why he impacted her in such a way.
As all these things were swirling around in her head she pushed Sid away...this was too much for her to handle and in that moment she did what at that time felt most logical she ran.
She couldn't hear Sid calling out for her, she couldn't see the hospital staff looking at her...everything was drowned out by sound of her beating heart.

Sid ran after her...why was she doing this to herself..he just wished he could make her understand. As Shilpa ran she couldn't think anymore it was like her legs had minds of their own...nothing made sense..and then she felt herself being violently pushed to the side of the road...as she and whoever pushed her fell to the ground she just saw his eyes and they were filled with tears.

He had followed her still she had reached an empty road...and then he saw the car coming towards her...but she wasn't moving...why hadn't she moved was what he thought and then using all the power he had within him he screamed her name...but it was as if she was in a world of her own...she couldn't hear him and so he ran...and just in time pushed her and himself to the side of the road.

Sid slowly helped her get up...when the shock had passed he got angry...and he screamed at her as tears continued to fall from his eyes...What is wrong with you Shilpa? Have you completely lost your mind? Why are you punishing yourself? What do you want me to do? How can we move past this? he asked shaking her with both his hands on her shoulder...she stayed silent...what do want Shilpa? Why don't you take out all this anger that's inside of you? Come on let's do it...HIT ME!! Take out your frustration. When she remained still he took her hands in his and began slapping himself with her hands...this finally made her react and she took her hands away and then rammed herself into him and they embraced for what felt like ages...both of them crying...slowly Shilpa untangled herself from Sid and then wiped away her tear stained...Sid did the same and then Shilpa put out her hand in front of him and said...friends? And he shook it sealing the deal by saying friends.

Finally after a long time a fun chapter...hope y'all LOLed a lot...anyways like always please comment and like...and I would love if y'all could get some of your friends to read this fic it was would be totally awesome!

Cheers,

KaransWorld

Chapter 13

It had been 2 weeks since they had officially extended the hand of friendship to each other and they had been inseparable...if Sid was somewhere you could bet that Shilpa was there with him. They began a routine that happened so naturally...everyday they would eat lunch together since there was technically 1 road that separated them during the day...it was an easy thing to maintain...and if sometimes one of them was busy the other would order food for them to their work place...and everyday Sid dropped Shilpa home...the DUI required her to stop driving for a month...and it wasn't like her Audi was in any shape to be on the road either. Everyday they would talk about everything and slowly they were growing closer together...but Sid still hadn't mentioned what had happened to him when he was in India...and Shilpa being the aloof person that she was never asked. They fell into a good loop...both of them cared for each other and made each other happy by doing small things for each other...Sid always kept Shilpa's favorite chocolates in his car's glove compartment and always refilled it with more when she finished them...and she had began choosing clothes for him to wear in mornings...they didn't see each other in the mornings but she knew about all the outfits he had and every morning she would call or text him his outfit combination for the day.

Shilpa had been sitting on Sid's bed with his ipad laughing at some stupid video she was watching on youtube...Sid was in the shower...it was a Sunday...which meant lazing around for the both of them either at his house or hers...at the most they would go out to the party... 2 weeks ago Sidhaant's Sundays consisted of him sitting in between his medical files doing extra work for the hospital...he had even put his name on the top of the emergency doctors list that would me on-call on weekends...but now everything had changed his waited for weekends so that he could hang out with his bestfriend and their families...he had even widen his social horizons and had made friends with some of Shilpa's old college friends...they would often go partying together. Everyone from his family to his colleagues had noticed the positive change in the stubborn and strict Dr. Modi...he was more carefree...he smiled at his patients and winked at his nurses...he was returning to the old Sid that had left Houston for India. Sid didn't even really think about Riddhima anymore...he couldn't deny that she was still a part of him but he had finally been able to forget her...she was his past...of course that didn't mean that he was emotionally ready for any new romantic relationships...because he still was scarred from the past he didn't think he would be able give a proper relationship a chance anymore...his was heart would not be able to take another heart break.

Shilpa was done with youtube...she had gone to the weird place of youtube where the thumbnails were misleading and the what was seen could never be unseen again...she sat up on Sid's bed...and then looked at the clock...he was such a girl...she knew it was Sunday and on usual days he would only have 20 minutes to get ready and go to work but seriously half an hour was a bit much...even Shilpa didn't take that long so she called out to him.

Sid...come on yaar...are you taking a bath or are you taking a nap...if you don't come out soon your skin is going to get all pruny and disgusting...plus you promised you would come with me to the mall...I need someone to drive me there and then shop with me.

All she heard was a groan.

Hey now don't sulk you only promised me that you would drive me till I got my car and license back. Ok now Sid...I'm going to count to 3 if you don't come out now...I'm coming in with my phone and then I'm going to film you naked in the shower and then send it to everyone in the office...your going to become totally scandalized Dr. Modi...3...2...

And Sid came out running...he was butt-naked but it didn't matter... he was so scared of Shilpa's threats because she always did what she said and he had been very well taught that lesson when they were in a restaurant eating lunch and Sid didn't give Shilpa his fries...

They were eating lunch like they did everyday except today the weren't in a hurry Sid had the rest of the day off and Shilpa closed her boutique early they were in a diner...he had ordered a nice juicy burger with a side of fries where Shilpa who had recently had the misconception that she was fat...courtesy of Sid who had told that maybe she should cut down on carbs...as the oil would cause her issues as she aged...sometimes Sid was such an ass especially when he was in total Dr. Modi mode...ordered a simple salad...when her salad came she slowly began picking at it as Dr. Jack-ass ate his burger making almost orgasmic sounds...she was getting so irritated...it was like he was rubbing it in her face...so she decided she could cheat a bit and put her hand forward to take some of his fries...but before she could get to them her hand was swatted away...Sid mumbled with food in his mouth and a little ketchup at the edge of his lips...hey...get your own...why don't you pay attention to the food that you ordered...and that when she had enough...what the hell Sid...how can I possibly have what your having weren't you the one who told me and then in a mocking voice trying to imitate him she said Shilpa you should cut down on the carbs...now give me your stupid fries Siddhant Modi...or else...

Sid wiped his mouth with the back of his hand...or else what...I want to see just what you can do Shilpa Malhotra or should I say Guppi...oh now he was going to have it...using her nickname...she had to admit she was a little healthy when she was young so everyone called her Guppi which was derived from gol guppa...and he had heard his mom call her that...but how dare he...now he was going to see what Shilpa could do...she hastily got up and began her dramatics...in a loud voice she said HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME SID...LEAVING ME WHEN I NEED YOU THE MOST...WAS WHAT WE HAD JUST PHYSICAL...I MEAN I EVEN DID ALL THE KINKY STUFF...YOU KNOW LIKE USING THE WHIP...BUT I THOUGHT THAT WE HAD MORE TO THIS RELATIONSHIP AND NOW THAT I'M GOING TO BE THE MOTHER OF YOUR CHILD YOUR LEAVING ME...everyone was looking at them at that moment...Houston was a large city but they were still in Texas...home to the most conservative people in the US...they all looked at him with judgment and anger...he covered his face was it began to turn red with embarrassment and then he threw money on the table and took Shilpa's hand and left...he didn't even look back at his half eaten burger...not even once.

He was brought out of his thoughts when Shilpa yelped and covered her eyes...WHAT THE HELL SID...YOU COULD'VE AT LEAST COVERED YOURSELF WITH A TOWEL...GOING FULL MONTY IS A BIT MUCH!

Sid smiled...he had won this little drabble...he looked at her...red as beetroot and said...Shilpa...its not like you're seeing me like this for the first time...how can your forget when we first met and you almost molested me...remember...and Sid came closer...he had a confident stride...whereas she was all over the place...and then he began chasing her around the room...she fell on the bed and he fell on top of her and they had an intense eye-lock...it was like time had stopped as they looked into each others eyes...they forgot the world around them...put then the moment ended when they heard Nivi's voice...what are y'all doing? Don't you want to eat something before you go to the mall...suddenly Siddhant got up from Shilpa and while mumbling something went inside the washroom to change...and she ran downstairs giggling.