Thank you...thank you..thank you guys for liking my update n commenting...and I am sorry for late update...I am really sorry...now I am updating the last portion of part 12...enjoy...zona_malik this is for you...
recap -
Kr : rey...plz rey aap mat royiye...plz...I know I did a big mistake by cutting my wrist...tried to suicide but I was not in my senses...plz rey...chahe tho 2 tappad mariye muje...but plz dont cry...plz rey...I am sorry...main fir kabhi aisa nahi karungi... main hoon hi jalli aapko tho pata haI na..plz rey...she was continuously shaking rey n saying sorry...rey was not looking at her..he was looking at other side because he doesn't want to face her n cry...
Kr : plz reyyy...plzzz(starts crying) but suddenly rey senses this n hugs her tightly...
Part 12:(continuation)
They both sat their in each other arms, hugging each other for few mins...both were silent...both needed the hug to calm their inner emotions...after few mins, rey free himself...clears his throat, wipes his tears completely...
Rey : kr I didn't know ki mera pyara tumhare life pe itna bhaari padega...
Kr : rey?(she was shocked to hear this from him)
Rey : no kr...plz let me say whatever I feel...I really never thought ki some one will love me to this extent...itz not that I did not miss u or I was not hurt or I never cried..I too missed u like hell...I too cried many times...I too was hurt...shayad itna hurt na kabhi life hua tha na honga kabhi...but whatever u said just now... ...mine was nothing infront of ur pain or how much u suffered...(again his eyes become wet but he holds back them)...atleast I had all my friends here to support me but you did not have anyone to share your pain...I am sorry kr for making u suffer to this extent...(this time he couldn't hold back his tears)
Kr just nods her head in negation ...
Rey : I am an idiot...ussi din samaj gaya hota that may be u have some reason behind to behave that way on pre v-day, tho shayad rok pata tumhe...but I realised it lately...it was my fault ki maine timhare mom ke samne accha impression nahi rakh paya...otherwise atleast wo muje ek mauka tho deti...it was my fault ki I did not try to make good impression on ur mom even after we came close...agar maine koshish kia hota tho I am damn sure I could have convinced her to give me a chance to prove myself...to prove my lov(his sentence was cut off by kr)
Kr :(wiping her tears) thats ok rey...kise pata tha ki aisa kuch hone wala hai...unsab baaton ke lie plz aap apne aap ko blame mat karo...jo bhi hua bura hua but we both realised so many things in these past few months...that's important...I have realised that I can't stay away from you...aap jo bhi socho mere bare mein ...aap apne feelings express karo ya na karo but I can't stop expressing my feelings towards u anymore...because I dont trust my luck anymore now..
Rey realised that he has done one more damage now and that is not expressing his feelings to kr...since morning kr tried many times just once to hear what rey feels for her from him but he purposely avoided it...n he understood how much it had hurt her...he curse himself for hurting her once again...
Rey's pov
I am sorry kriya...I am an idiot..har baar tumhi se confess karwata aaya hoon aaj tak...u did so many things for me...u were the 1st one to confess your feelings...u were the one who put tattoo of our name on ur hand...even u sang for me infront of so many people...n u were the one who gave 1st kiss ...butterfly kiss...and last but not the least u were the one who suffered a lot because u love me...now itz my turn...trust me kriya now onwards I will give all the love, affection n care u actually deserve...one-one moment hummare life ka special banaunga...I promise...
Kr : rey...rey? Shakes him slightly
Rey : han?
Kr : kya soch rahe ho? Chale?sab log hammara wait kar rahe honge...itz too late...
Rey: yup chalo...
They got up to go back to sh's place...
Kr : rey?
Rey: hmm
Kr : kya aap muje ek help karenge?
Rey : sure...bolo
Kr : abhi maine jo kuch bhi bataya, can u share this with sw?
Rey: looks at her
Kr : wo kya hai na I dont have that much strength to repeat it again infront of him...n I am 100% I will not be able to handle him..so plzz
Rey: takes her hand n holds it tightly ...-dont worry main batadunga usse...
Kr just smiles...both walk silently hand in hand...after long time they feel relaxed...their bond became more stronger now...they were almost near the sh's house, rey stops moving ahead...since they were holding each others hand, kr too stops n looks confusingly at rey...he slowly goes near her ear touching his cheek with hers...stands like that for few moments...both close their eyes feeling the touch...
Rey : (whispers in her ear) butterfly kiss...remember?(stretching each word)
Kr just nods her head indicating "yes"...still her eyes are closed..
Rey:that time I did not get the chance to react back on your kiss..so(pause)...after almost a min...I am returning back our 1st kiss with (again pause)...rey can hear kriya's heart beat easily now...he can feel her heavy breathing...he again continues - with "interest"...saying this he kisses corner of her lips...not touching her lips...
After few secs she feels reys face moving away from her face...she slowly opens her eyes n see Rey standing two steps away from her...crossing his hands on his chest with smirk on his face...
Rey was expecting her blush...smile...but he got in return something else only...when she opened her eyes, rey was standing lil bit away from her...rey observes her eyes...first they looked confused...slowly they express something else only...yes her eyes expressed disappointment..then slowly the hurt is clearly visible in her eyes...rey couldn't understand why she is hurt now...? Why disappointment? Then he saw a layer of fresh tear forming in her eyes...he z worried now...
Kr before her tears starts to come out, started moving towards the door to enter sh's house but rey stops her holding her wrist...
Rey : why kriya? Why are you hurt? Maine kuch galat tho nahi kiya? Did I hurt you ?
Kr : leave me rey (in stern voice)..she was facing the door...rey was standing behind her holding her wrist...
Rey : kya hua baatcutter? Tumhe accha nahi laga ki maine tumhe kiss kia? It was our first kiss kriya...I thought today is the perfect moment to start our relationship officially...
Kr :(turns towards him) first kiss? Huh...laughs...yeah 1st kiss..aise? Matlab...1st kiss aise hota hai? Aadha adhura...I mean maine butterfly kiss di thi tho aapne bhi wahi return kiya? I mean rey I thought aap bohot romantic person ho and all but aapne hammara first kiss aise dia? Incomplete kiss? Disgusting...kya kya socha tha maine hummare 1st kiss ke baare mein...u ruined everything...u just spoiled my dream...hum 6 months baad mile hai atleast uss baat ke lie tho aap muje ek proper(she could not complete her sentence)...I mean I deserved it rey but aap?... I hate u rey...I just hate you...(she left from there)
Rey to himself - what did she say? Aadha adhura ...incomplete kiss...(he realised now what a big idiot he z) ...itni si baat nahi samaj paya main? I mean yes she is right...itne mahino baad mile hai hum..n atleast uss bahane tho ek proper kiss banta tha...oh god I am an idiot...gadha...huh aur how I was standing infront of her ? With style n smirk as if kiss nahi, bahot kuch hua ho.. idiot...abb kaise manau main usse?...no rey...dont loose your hopes...abhi raat baki hai...I can make up for my mistake...yes...but sabke samne? So what? She is my love...I have the right ...yess I have the full right on her...wah right han? Ab tak confess tho kia nahi usse aur chala haq jatane...huh...rey u are a looser...a big looser...kya karu abb main? (Looking up) universe ji Plz help me...plzzz...
Kr enters the house...every one looks at her..
Sh : aagaye ...? Chalo will have dinner now...I am feeling very hungry...
Sw : senses by kr's expression that she z lil bit upset...- kriya rey kahan hai?
Kr - wo (she was about to say something)
Rey :enters - I am here(looking at kr)
Kr avoids him(takes a deep breath...)...- didz chalo na...muje bhi bhook lagI hai...
Sw looks at rey n finds rey staring at kr...then he looks at kr but finds she trying to be normal with every one n avoiding rey...but before he could react,
Vi : guys chalo chalo kuch khate hai...last 1 hr se maine kuch nahi kaya...
Every one shakes their head at vickys eating habbit...they all went towards dining table to have dinner...rey also starts to go n join them but sw stops him..
Sw : kya hua? Ab kyun usse naraj kia hai tumne?
Rey : puch mat yar...I am a looser...huh
Sw: that I know
Rey: hahaha...very funny
Sw: smiles - bata kya hua
Rey: kuch nahi bas we both were craving for each others love but when I got the chance, I failed to express my love...tho she z upset...itne dino baad mile the...naturally she was expecting u know(he was just staring at her n telling all this to sw)
Sw observes his sadness n guilt...smiles - i know...(its now rey looks at sw) I can understand...dont worry tumhare paas pura night hai sab teek karne ke lie..
Rey : but kaise?
Sw : give her whatever she deserves..
Rey: sabke saamne?
Sw: smiles - well (pause for few secs) pyaar kia tho darna kya?(winks at rey n left from there to join the gang)
Rey smiles n follows sw...
Done..I know this update is not that good...I tried a lot to make it perfect update but I am sorry...n one more thing I am very poor in writing romantic scenes...so plz adjust...sorry
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