Hello!! Me is back š Uhm cutting the chase, wrote an OS on SwaRon š³ It's a different style than what I usually write. It's like there's this song 'Back to December' by Taylor Swift and I simply am in love with it. I guess it's because I can personally connect to it? Any who, I just started imaging SwaRon after listening to it like 6-7 times' So decided to pen it down' Imagine the things happening as the lyrics go' Not many dialogues in here as lyrics cover up for it š Think the lyrics as dialogues.
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Sharon watched as the rain poured down on the street. She was coming back to her hometown after almost three years. There were many memories on each corner of the street that she passed by. Some were happy while some were not. Nevertheless, she cherished them close to her heart. She had came back for a reason' To change the result of her immature behavior that took place the time she had left not more than three years ago.
That was when she had called him'the one and only ' Swayam. She had wanted to see him and she knew as she dialed his number. If he still loves me, he'll come.
She entered the caf and sure enough, she saw him there. Love poured in her eyes as looked at him guilty-ly. He was sitting there but the charm in his eyes had disappeared and it was because of her. She knew that. She gave a feeble smile and walked up to him. He stood up, offered her a seat, and both sat down. They stole glances at each other, neither of them knowing what to say.
Swayam wanted to ask why she's back now when she left him to suffer by himself years ago. He was mad at her and heart-broken. But the guilt in her eyes didn't go unnoticed by him. He saw that and it confused him even more. What changed?
Key- italics (grey/gray) = lyrics.(Till now was like an introduction sort..? The song can start playing from here š The lyrics are kept first and then what I'd like you to imagine over the lyrics..)
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QUwxKWT6m7U[/YOUTUBE]
I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever.
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why.
She felt like asking everything to him and he did give the answer. But brief, one word answers and he spoke as less as possible. It hurt her to see the changed him but she knew why and she also knew he wasn't to blame. She was the one to blame.
'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
She remembered the last time they saw each other- last day of college when he proposed to him. She didn't know how to react and she had simply walked off. She still hadn't known that she too loved him just as much. She simply hadn't thought about settling in right after college. She wanted to roam the world like she had always dreamt of and knowing Swayam, she felt she couldn't do that if she agreed. Little did she know at that time on how wrong she was to think that!
With his eyes, he seemed to be asking in volumes. Why? As always, she let her eyes do the talking, hoping he'd understand her like he always did.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December all the time.
He did see an answer in her eyes but he simply got up and left, not listening to any of her protests to stop him and listen to him. Again, she couldn't blame him for this reaction. She felt as if she deserved much worse than this to break his heart so ruthlessly.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.
She walked out behind him and watched him leave. Glad at the fact that it was raining. No one would at least see her tears that burned her skin as they trailed down her cheek.
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This is just the first part... If more people are interested, then I'll surely put up the next part š Have most of it typed anyways. It's like 2 am here and my eyes are burning š Will pm tomz. But if anyone reads this before the PMz, do press like and comment! Will be looking forward to it š
-Khushi.
Edit: Have added the song in case anyone wants to listen. Couldn't do flash player as it's very late.
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