KURBAAN HUA... MAANEET SS completed - Page 2

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hei folks thanks for ur comments...and sorry for late🤔... it was a busy weak 😭... I am working on my next update... I guess I will post it tonight ...😊

☺️awsum dr... suprb starting... cnt wait to read more... u r always a genius.. n when it comes to mannet, ur super amazing.. all d names r sooo romantc n poetic,,,,❤️

Hei friends sorry for late... here is the 2nd part... n its really long... as I am writing Geetanjali's story in Hindi... this update has a lot of Hindi... which was really difficult for me as I have never read anything in Hindi... all my knowledge of Hindi is based on films n tv shows...so please excuse my grammatical mistakes... hit the like button if u like it n pls pls leave a comment ... ur comment is valuable for me😊

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Part 2

10am. I was standing in front of the picture again, observing it. Yes I have seen this same lady last night no doubt about it but where? Here or in my dream? It must be a dream but can anyone remember each and everything of a dream so clearly? Can anyone see someone soo clearly? Can anyone even recall the voice heard in dream?

Chenilal enters with tea.

"hukum aapki chaye. Rathko koi taklif to nahi hua na?

"nahi. Umm... Chenilal I was just wondering... umm kya isse pehle iss haveli mein kuch bhi I mean kabhi bhi kuch unnatural kuch nahi hua? I mean jo normal nahi hai?"

"nahi hukum. Haan ekbaar ek chitrakar aye the yahan pe. log kehte the wo iss tasvir ko dekhke pagal ho gaye the par asal mein wo pehle se hi pagal the. Unn logoki parivarki rog hai ye... vans ka ek mard pagal tho hotha hi hai."

I was getting ready another question strike me. What I had asked her at last that do I look like his prince? What made me think that? Her description? But I m sure there are many people who has whitish skin tone dark deep eyes n slender finger like me. What made me think that I look like him? Uhh forget it Maan you have lots of work to do. You cant run after a dream like this. I was trying to regain myself I heard a noise.

There were two villagers standing in front of the gate. Hearing that some people have come from Delhi they have come here to sell some traditional clothes and stuff like that, Chenilal was trying to move them from the haveli gate. I don't need those things and just ignoring them. Suddenly a wild thought creped in my mind. I went back to them.

"Tum logo ke pass aisa kuch hai, aisa kuch traditional clothing jo purane time pe raja maharaja pehna karte the?"

They nodded in yes.

2pm. A map of badi haveli has been kept in front of me. Adi was explaining something about the expenditure of this project but my mind was searching another explanation. It was trying to draw a line between dream and reality but all my logic was going in vein. Well actually I was happy that my logic is getting defeated. Who wants logic? I want to see her and only her. A smile crept in my face. Ok if she is real I will be waiting for her tonight and if she is only dream then sleep is the only expected thing to me. I keep my head on the back of the chair and close my eyes in pleasure. Let the night fall over me and let all my senses be drowned in nowhere, let me get lost in her.

I am living my dream again. And this time I know its not a dream. I am still awake and she is standing just in front of me. Moonlight has filled all over the room and she has filled all my heart, my mind my senses.

"Kya main Udiyamaan jaisa dikhta hoon? Throughout the whole day I was waiting for her but as soon as she came I shoot my question at her.

"Geetanjali jawab do... Kya iss liye tum mujhe dikhai dete ho? Jawab do Geetanjali?"

"Haan aap unke jaise dikhte hain'bilkul unki tarah... wohi chehra wohi hasi wohi ankhe. Par yakin kijiye aj thak job hi iss ghar me aaye hai maine pura kousis kiya ke wo log mujhe sune mujhe dekhe ya fir mujhe mehsoos kare. Mujhe yahase mukti chahiye tha. Par aaj thak kisine bhi mujhe mehsoos nahi kar paya. Kisine nahi. Ek baar ek chitrakar aaye the. Wo mere tasvir mein pagalo ki tarh kuch dhundthe rahte the. Mujhe laga sayed wo mujhe sun payenge par nahi'. Wo nahi sun paye mujhe' sirf aap hi mujhe sun paye dekh paye ... aisa kyun hua kaise hua nahi patha mujhe."

"Tum yaha aise kyun reh gaye Geetanjali? what makes you stay here... tumhe yaha koun bandh ke rakkha?"

" Nahi patha' kuch nahi patha mujhe. aj thak main ye sochti rahi to ekhi Ghana yaad ayi mujhe'sayed issi wajahse'.Maharaj Rajkumari Nandini ki ek chitra banana chehthe the. Unhone uss waqt ke sabse mashoor chitrakaar ko le aye'Indrajit Dev' wo dudhe ho chukhe aur ek baat thi agar wo apne eccha se tasveer banate the.. kisiki kehne pe nahi. Log kehte the thora pagal the, unki bansh ka ye parampara tha' parivaar ka ek admi pagal hothe the."

She paused n started again, " Unhe rajkumari ki tasveer banana ke liye laya gya tha. Lagatar sath din rajkumari unke samne athi rahi par unhone ek rekha bhi nahi khichi. Satwa din unhone sidha maharaj se jake keh diya rajkumari nandini ki tasveer unse nahi ban payega' "rajkumari utni khoobsurat nahi hai jo mere tasveer ki prerna ban sake. Main ye nahi kar saktha." Sacchi me pagal the nahi to koi maharaj se aise bath karte hai kya? Agle din maine dekha wo mere chote haveli ke samne padhe hue the. Mujhe jab wo mile wo behosh the, unki sar se khun beh raha tha. Main unhe Amaravati me le ayi, unka dekhval kiya. Kuch din baad ekdin main unke kamre me gayi to dekhi wo mere chitra bana rahe the. Sath din baad jab wo tasveer khatam hue tab isse mujhe dete hue unhone kaha, ' ye meri zindegi ki sabse khoobsurat tasveer hain. Isske baad sayed mein koi bhi chitra na bana paun. Tasveer tumhe amar karke rakkhega. Tumhare marne ke baad bhi ye tasveer tumhe zinda rakkhegi.'"

She paused. Her eyes gave a blank look to the picture. My eyes moved from her to her picture.

" log kahte the pehle unke kuch kuch baat kabhi kabhi sach ho jate the. Par sare bath nahi. Umar ke sath sath unke wo kshamta chele gaye the. Bass yehi baat patha nahi kaise sach ho gaya' aur aise sach hua ke main humesha ke liye yahan kayed ho ke reh gayi."

"ye ghatna kab hui udiyamaan ke aane ke pehle ya baad me?" I asked.

"Unke an eke pehle."

" Ab tum apna kahani suru karo '"

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She started...

Main Kumar ko dekhte hi reh gayi. Mujhe darr tha agar main unki aankho me dekh lu to main pagal ho jaungi. Uss din mehfil me nachne se pehle main apne ankhe safed ghunghat se dhak li thi. Pardarshi(transparent) safed ghunghat ke piche se mujhe wo dekhai de rahe the ... wo mere samne hi baithe the' unki aankhe mujhpar thi. Unki ankho me main ajib si kasis the. Iss mehfil me logoke aankho me aj tak mujhe jo dikhai diya unke nazar mein aisa kuch nahi tha...aisa kuch nahi tha jinse mujhe lage main ek tawaif hu aisa laga main ek kalakar hu."

Wo mere taraf dekhte rahe .. mere ghunghat unko mere ankho se jhak ne se rok raha tha' mujhe samajh aa raha thaw o bechain ho rahe the mere aankho mein jhakne ke liye.

Aur main? Mere dil me ek nayi halchal thi. Patha nahi kya tha par jaise main koi khoobsurat sapna dekh rahi thi, aisa khwab jiske liye agar mujhe humesha ke liye so jana padhe to bhi mujhe manzoor thi. Unke ankho ne mujhe aur bhi khoobsurat bana diya. Ek anajaan ajnabi ko dekhke milake aisa laga jaise mere dilo dimag me naya kuch chal raha hai... kuch mohobbat jaisa!!... uss din main pehli baar dil se nachi, dil khole nachi... kisiki farmayesh ki boli nahi dohraya' jo mere dil me the ussi ko apne gane ka labz bana liye...

"Mehfil mein bhi tanha hai dil aise dil aise

Tujhko kho na de darrta hai ye aise ye aise

Aaj mili aisi khushi jhoom uthi duniya ye meri

Tumko paaya to paayi zindagi"

Apne gano me main apni dil ki baat kehti gayi...

Mehfill ke badd sab lok Amaravati se chale gaye. Main apne ghar me aine ke samne baithe apna churiya utar rahi thi tabhi aine me unka parchayi ko dekhke main chouk gayi. Wo samandar sa ankhe mujhe dekh rahi thi.

"Kumar ap yahan iss waqt?"

"haan wo mein.. iss tarh se aane ke liye mafi chahtha hu... par ap se mile bina main aj yahan se nahi ja pata. Ap bohut acche gate hain aur bahut acche nachte hain aur..."

"Aur?"

"unse bhi zada sundar dikhte hai. Apne apki ankho pe wo ghunghat kyun dale hue the aj... patha hain main kitna bechain ho raha tha inhe dekhne ke liye. Apki ankhe bohut sundar hain inhe chupaya mat kijiye."

Wo mere bohut kareeb the uss waqt. Unki garam sanso koi mehsoos kar pa rahi thi main. Kho gayi thi unki ankho me.Hosh aya ek jana pehcana awaz se. Ek madhyam awaz unke naam leke unhe pukar rahe the,"Kumar ab chaliye nahi to bade haveli mein kisiko pata chal gaya kea p yah ape hai to bohut muskil ho jayega."

Main jaise sapno ki dunia se laut ayi.

"Ap ko yahan kaun leke aya? Ap yahan aye kaise?"

"Devendra laya hain mujhe. Bade haveli se jo gupt path Amaravati thak athe hai wohi raste se aye hain hum."

"Phir kabhi math ana."

"hmm kuch kaha tumne?"

"Phirse kabhi mat ana kabhi nahi' mera dimag chilla chillake ye baat kehna chah rahi thi par mu se ek sabd nahi nikla...

"Main kal phir aunga"

... Udiyamaan chala gaya. Main khare khare sochti rahi to Devendra apne ghinona yojnako(plan) kamiyab banane me lag gaye hain. Udiyamaan ko usne apna mohra banaya hain. Nahi chahe kuch bhi ho jaye Kumar ko main kuch nahi hone dungi.

"sach mein tumhara koi jawab nahi' ek hi din mein usse apna deewana bana diya."

Mujhe pata hi nahi chala kab wo Devendra mere piche aake khare ho gaye the.

"Mehfil me tumhe ghunghat me dekhke mujhe pehle to bohut gussa aya par bad me mujhe samajh aya... aree tumhe pata hai tumhare ankho ko dekhne ke liye wo kitna bechain tha... sacchi Geetanjali tumhe jadu ati hain."

"Dur hatiye mujhse' aur Kumar ko ap kuch nahi karenge."

"Are ab mera karee bane se bhi tumhe pasand nahi? Aur kumar ki itni chinta. Kahi tumhe unse sach mein pyar to nahi ho gaye?... Chalo ab kya kare mera to naseeb hi kharab hain. Itne dino se main jo nahi paya wo ek din mein usse mil gaya. Koi baat nahi bass kuch din apna ashiq ka thik se khayal rakhna mujhe ussi se khusi milegi."

Maine Devendra ki taraf dekha ... ek jita jagta saitan dikhai di mujhe. apne hasi se Amaravati ko hilake wo chala gaya.

Agle do din mehfil khatam hote hi main apne ghar me chali gayi. Mehfil ke baad Udiyamaan mujhse milne aye par do din unhe wapas chala jana padha. Tisre din main mehmano ko bida karke ghar aa rahi thi. Udiyamaan pehle hi chale gaye the. Main ghar ki darwaze thak pohchi thi tabhi kisine mujhe andar se khich liya. Ghar me sirf ekhi dia jal raha tha. Ussime mujhe unke ankhe dikhai diye.

"Do dino se tum mujhse milnese na kar rahe ho. Kyun?"

"Kumar ap yahan kya kar rahe hain chale jayiye. Ye jagah apke liya thik nahi hai."

"Mujhe thik bhul mat sikhao. Roz mehfil me tumhare ankhome apne liya pyar dekha hain maine. Mujhe pata hai tum mere kareeb aana chahte ho phir kyun apne aap ko rok rahe ho?"

"Kumar main ek tawaif hu humara kaam hain logoko luvana. Ap ek rajkumar hoke..."

"Mujhse jhoot mat kaho. Maine isse pehle tawaif dekhi hain'mujhe pata hai wo kya karte hain, par tumhare ankho ko padhne mein mujhse galthi nahi hui hain Geetanjali."

"Ap nahi jante maine zindegi mein kya kya kiya hain."

"Aur janna bhi nahi hain... mujhe bass itna pata hain tum meri ho."

Usske baad roz mehfil ke baad wo mujhse milne athe the. Udiyamaan bohuth acche sitar(santoor) bajate the, aur main uske sur mein kho jati thi aur kabhi kabhi wo mere gane sunte the, mere nritya dikhte the. Unke sath bitaya hua wo kuch pal mere zindegi ke aur zindegi ki baad ki ye zindegi ke bhi sabse haseen lamha tha.

Unke mu se mujhe rajmahal me hone vali kuch kuch ghatnao ke vareme patha chalta tha. Devendra kuch dino ke liya bahar gaye hue the. Maharaj inhi kuch dino me Yuvraj ka rajyabhishek karna chahte the. Naye raja ki khusio me shamil hokar unke sath mitrata prastab rakhna aur unke bhai ke liye rajkumari Nandini ka hath mangne ke baad wo yaha se chale jayenge. Maine bass unhe kaha, " Ap Devendra se bach ke rahiye ga...wo kuch bhi kar sakta hain."

" Udiyamaan ka talwar ka samna karna uske bass ke baat nahi. Tum daro math."

"Darr to issi bath ka hain wo samna nahi karta hai kisika, piche se vaar karte hain."

Uss subah main apne hi dhun me gunguna rahi thi jab Devendra yahan aye. Uske hatho me sharab ka ek botal tha. Wo kuch ghabraye hue dikh rahe the jaise wo bohut jaldi me hain. Usne mere hatho mein botal pakrake kaha, " ye botal khas karke Kumar Udiyamaan ke liye hain. Aj rat jab wo tumhare ghar me ayenge tab usse ye pine ko dena. Unke liye khas mangwaye hain. Aur kisiko math dena. Main ek zaruri kam ke liye bahar ja raha hu. Sirf ye dene yahatak aaya. Aur haan kisiko kano kaan khavar nahi honi chahiye ke main yaha aaya tha."

Mujhe shak hua ye to kuch dino se yahanpe nahi the to phir inhe kaise pata Udiyamaan mere yahan roz aathe hai?

"Apke dimag me kya chal raha hai Devendra? Ek baat sunlo agar tum Kumar ke sath kuch bhi galath karne ki sochoge bhi to main tumhe khatam kar dungi. Tumhare sath rehke bohut gunah kiya hain maine... bass kisika hatya karna baki hain. Wo kasar bhi pura kar lenge tumhe marke."

Mere ankh me thori bhi darr nahi tha nahi awaz me hichkichahat. Devendra kuch pal ke liye chup ho geye.

"To ye baat sach hain ke tum sach me Udiyamaan se pyar karti ho. Ye to khusi ke baat hai. Par kabhi ye socha hain unke raja banne ke baad praja unke vare me kya kahega ke unke raja ek tawaif ke pyar me pagal hai hmm... nahi nahi tab to tum tawaif nahi rahogi na ' tab to tum Arjangar ki maharani ban jaogi...Arjangar ki rani ek aisi ladki jiske angh ke ek ek til ko main pehchanta hu."

Devendra pagalo ki tarh hasne lage. Mere sare ang jaise jal rahe the. Apne kano me hath dekar mein chillane lagi, "nikal jao mere ghar se, nikal jao iss Amaravati se. aur kabhi laut ken a ana."

Devendra jathe jathe phir laut aaya. Uski hasi jaise bandh nahi ho raha tha. " main jar aha hu...ye sarab Kumar ko dena zaroor, unhone khaskarke mujhse mangwaye the."

Pata nahi kab tak main woha patthar ki tarh baithi rahi. Mere ansu behte behte ek waqt pe khud hi such gaye. Jab hosh aaya main chouk gayi. Mere hatho se botal girke thorisi sarab gir gayi thi. Aur mere ghar ki ek billi woha pe mari padi hui thi. Mujhe samajh ne me ek pal bhi nahi lage ke iss sharab me zaher hain. Aur wo bhi Udiyamaan ke liye. Par kyun? Devendra usse kyun marna chahega?

Dhire dhire mujhe sab samajh arahi thi. Udiyamaan ko ye khavar mil gaya hain ke Rajkumar ki rajyabhishek hone wale hain. Isse rokne ki ek hi upay hain. Udiyamaan ki maut. Iss rajya mein ake Arjangar ki rajkumar ki maut ho jaye to Devendra ye khavar faila denge ke unki maut me maharaj ki hath hain. Arjangar nischit rupse Anathgar ko akraman karega. Aur yudh mein Devendra unn logoke madat karke yaha ke singhasan me baithne ki rasta bana lenge.

Mere pass sochne ki samay nahi thi. Mujhe kissi bhi kimat pe Udiyamaan ko iss jagah se nikal na tha. Mujhe pata tha Devendra ke log Amaravati pe nazar rakh rahe hain. Aur Devendra bhi aas paas hi kahi hain par ek jaga abhi bhi hain jiske vareme Devendra ko bhi pata nahi hai. Iss Amaravati mein ek jaga hain jiske vareme main aur mere kuch viswast logoke siba aur kisiko nahi patha. Maine uss din mehfil rok diya aur Udiyamaan ko apne ghar aane ke liye vises rupse chitthi bheji.

Mujhe jo karna hain wo maine soch liya hain. Udiyamaan ko main kuch nahi hone dungi. Aj ke baad sayed hum unse kabhi nahi mil payenge sayed aj rat ke baad main kal ki subah mere naseeb me naho... par usse pehle kuch pal main apne zindegi aur mauth ki bich se chura lena chahti hu. Ye pal sirf mera hain' mere aur Udiyamaan ke. Aj main bilkul shant hu. Kuch hi der mein Udiyamaan aa jayenge ... usse pehle mujhe taiar hona hain.

Udiyamaan mere gharke darwaze pe aake ruk gaye. Maine phoolo se aur diye se ghar ko sajaye the. Dhimi dhimi hawa chal rahi thi. Meri ayine me unke parchayi padhi.hawao me diye kamp rahe the sath me unki parchayi. Unki ankho mein bohut sare saval the. Par unke kuch bolne se pehlehi maine apne hatho se unke mu bandh kar diye. Unke sine me apna sar rakh ke mein chupchap khari rahi. Wo tabhi bhi kuch samajh nahi paye... wo mere ankho me dekhte rahe. Mere hoth kapkapa utthe aur unke kano me dhire se kehte rahe...

Tan ek, jaan ek
Apna ho jahaan ek
Aise lipte ruh se ruh
Ke ho jaye imaan ek

Maine apne hath unke do galo me rakkhe aur dhirese apne hotho se unka hoth ko chuya. Aur phirdhire dhire rath bhi so gaye, diye bujh gaye sirf hum dono jagte rahe ek dujhe ke ankho mein, baho mein, nigaho mein.

I was not listening to Geetanjali not even I was stairing at her tonight. I couldent hear her voice I don't even need it as I was observing every thing in front of my eyes. I was living the whole thing. I was seeing through Udiyamaan's eyes...I was feeling the same heart beat, I was breathing the same air Udiyamaan was breating. Inhaling the same fragrent. There she is standing in front of me ... she is beautiful ...I can see her feet moving in a perfect rhythm her figure even more beautiful than any architecture...her curves, her fingers, her lips but why she is in a veil. I want to see her eyes... I wanted to my eyes to meet her. Her singing her dancing amazed me.

I headed for her room through a under ground path ... wait who is he with me must be Devendra.

There she is standing in front of the mirror... I cant move my eyes from fer... her hazel eyes on my eyes hypnotizing me.

She was leaning on my sholder lisening santoor I was playing for her. She was dancing for me only for me.

... wait what I am thinking... how can I address Udiyamaan as 'I'... but its happening ... Udiyamaan wasn't a third person any more...

(listen this song while reading)

http://sound18.mp3pk.com/indian/kurbaan/kurbaan04(www.songs.pk).mp3

I am afraid for her... why does she send a special letter inviting me in her house but now I can see her standing there wearing a red lehenga choli... all her ornaments were focusing her different body parts... her nose ring was focusing her lips, her necklace was making her curves more seductive for me ...her heavy waist chain luring me to explore her bare waste ... and I can hear the sound of her payel... which was making me jealous as they have the right to touch her feet. The room was decorated beautifully. The blinking flame is adding to its aesthetic beauty and an enchantress standing in the room making it more mysterious. She touched my lips with her and gave me a small peck. There was no control after that. I deeped my lips and kissed her passionately leaving her for panting ...I take her in my arms and I went to the bed.

I can hear her... she was saying it in my ears ...

Adharon pe kaape batiyaan

Sanwli si saanse mori Araj sunaaweee

Aake mori shwet preet pe Rang sajaa de"

And now I am removing all her ornaments... they have no right to touch her... and then her clothes ... her warm breath was getting mixed with mine... I can feel the warmth of her body... her skin so soft...I put a deep kiss on her naval ... she bite her lips and grabbed the sheet tightly... my hands were crushing her curves ... my lips were loving them... her moan sounds so sweet to my ear... it makes me crazier. I was loving my love. My hands, my lips were rushing all over her body... as if touching her body I was having my share of eternity. her hands on my skin... her nails on my skin was making me insane...She was wild, she was tamed; she was shy, she was aggressive... her reaction was changing with every turn. I united with her and became one.

I am lying beside her keeping my head on her bosom. She was caressing my hair with her hands. I never felt such peace of mind. I smiled... before that I never knew how beautiful she is.

to be continued

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