FF:A twisted Love:Abhiya Update 18 May pg 149 - Page 9

superb job. i just loved this update!! abhay getting jealous!!😉

:::Pre-cap- Confrontation:::

Abhay-Will U stop moving? I'm not going to do anything to U against your will Piya. It's not the way I roll. (Well not when it came to hooking up with a woman.) i got plenty of fish to fry but until now i wasn't keen on U. (Abhay lied. He was so into her words could not express his emotions. )

Pia-Then why are U doing this to me then? Your what? Keen on me? Have U lost your mind? There's more girls out there dying to be with U not me. I wouldn't lower myself by even thinking twice about being with U. Abhay U are nothing but a sick twisted guy who thinks all the girls are crazy about U but your wrong. They don't want U but who U are. U make me sick. I despise the person U stand for. U degrade all what is pure. I'm not scared of what U will do to me one bit. Just of what i will do to U? Hey that wasn't meant to come out. I don't like U! Your a jerk. A buffoon. A monster. A coward.

Abhay-I was going to talk to U calmly until U started hurling abuse at me. Which i must say Pia is very appealing to me. U might not know this but i love it when a girl shows me attitude. U have given me so many cute names. Nobody has ever done that and lived. Pia Jaiswal U are a girl after my heart. U could write your own book on abuse. I might need to take a leaf out of your book. I find U irritatingly, inhumanly , irrationally, irrevocably, intellectually and irresistibly beautiful just for the way U are. What U see is what U get unlike the girls i'm surrounded by which is a turn off for me but U bring me alive.

Pia was still staring Abhay blankly. This guy was absolutely unbelievable. Pia lost track of time. No longer resisting against Abhay's hold on her but he didn't let her go. Pia frozen was frantically looking for a way to get out of his arms but she longed to be with Abhay. It went beyond insanity. She loved the way he made her feel this very moment he was hers. Her weak heart was melting with his touch. His words had entranced her into submission. She forced words to come out.

Pia in a shaky voice-This is absurd. I don't believe U. Your words mean nothing to me. I don't associate with deranged animals. Why are U doing this Abhay? Leave me alone. Please. Leave me. I am doing what U want me to do. Stay away from U. U got your wish. I don't want to ever talk to U or ever be anywhere U are. Its what U wanted. U bewilder my very being. My inner core is shaken. What do U want from me damn it?

Abhay could see Pia beginning to unlock all her barriers she'd put up. Pia was making him rethink what he was doing but his rage was beyond his control at times. Kabir wasn't safe if he was with Pia. While Pia wasn't safe around Abhay due to his dark nature which was untrustworthy at times. Every time he'd thought he'd conquered his inner beast it bites him in the a**. He could see the frustrated tears let loose on him by Pia. She closed her eyes tight. Pia had let him take down all her safety mechanisms she'd created to keep Abhay from inflicting her with this intense emotion her human heart couldn't contain. Only Abhay was present in her mind. She wished Abhay was someone else with virtue and a love that he'd reciprocate back than her worrying about his wondering eyes but as always Pia's fate made a cruel joke.

Abhay-Open your eyes Pia. I want to see myself in your eyes. I'm sorry for causing so much hurt in your life. U don't deserve this. I am a monster Pia and i can never undo what is done. I can only do what's right by U. Its to let U go but i am being sucked into your life again without my consent. I want U happy but i can't see U with anyone else either.

Pia-Charming coming from U. I don't give a s**t about how U feel. This is inappropriate. We aren't even dating so why do U even care who i go out with its not like i'm stopping U from doing the same. As for letting me go i'm a free agent. I have free will so i can do what i like and when i like. U can't stop me. Kabir and i are doing great no thanks to U. He makes me happy. I actually love him a lot. (Pia omitted the real truth that she loved him as a friend nothing more. She wasn't about to tell Abhay this. If only to shield herself away from Abhay. If he thought she was with someone he'd stay clear. Abhay mentioned he wasn't into making girls do anything against their will but why did her heart betray her.) Are we done yet? It's getting late i need to get my beauty sleep. I have a hot date with Kabir and want to look hot for him.

Abhay was seething with venom. It was all his fault right. He pushed her into Kabir's arms. Abhay wanted so desperately to be the one Pia wanted to be with not Kabir. His tormented soul and mind were fighting to come out. Abhay didn't even realize he was holding Pia with exert force creating red marks to form around her arms. Abhay had to fix this.

Abhay-U could at least Open your eyes when U say this to me Pia. (Pia squirmed in pain letting out a moan.) I'm so sorry Pia.

Pia opened her eyes looking directly into Abhay's concerned eyes. They were changing colour right before her. Pia involuntarily touched Abhay's face with her hands. She was now an open range target. Pia let her guard completely down allowing Abhay to read her thoughts for that fraction of a second. Abhay could see she Loved him with a fierceness that he couldn't take. It was overpowering his senses. He tried to see more but Pia's mind was blank. She broke off the connection.

Pia-Its Ok Abhay. U need to get a grip on your hold. Its late we should go. Forget this happened. Truth is i don't know what i feel anymore. See it all boils down to U. I never had this problem before but U make me feel too much. All my emotions are hay wired. Gone to wack. I avoid U because i can't stand U. But at the same time i am drawn to U against all the odds of trying to force my mind to stray from even contemplating us being together. Its the only way to protect myself from U. From my feelings that betray me at every hurdle. I want U to want me but U can never do that. I didn't mean to say that. Oh God Abhay what am i saying? What are U doing to me?

Abhay pleased by Pia's admission yet disturbed by his own failings-So U do have feelings for me and U hide it so well. I must say U are a real diamond in the rough. U give the impression of being so in tune with everything around U masking what's buried deep inside like me. See we are a match made in heaven or hell U choose. If only i wasn't who i am then this could have been magic. I know how this ends Pia U don't. I can't lose myself not for U. Not for the world. I am damned eternally in my own hell. I won't get into that but know this Pia U are the forbidden fruit i can never taste. I need to save U from me. From who i am? What U are saying is a result of compulsion. For some reason it's wearing off faster than it should. Oh Pia U are so close to me that i can't resist the call of your blood. We were only suppose to be out for a few minutes. This is the reaction i get from U Pia. See my dilemma. U need to move. I need to er leave.

Pia-My blood calls U! What kinda line is that. This isn't some vampire story Abhay. We aren't in a fictitious story where all this can happen.

Abhay-Trust me i'd rather this were fictitious but its my life. One U won't remember for long.

Pia playfully taunts Abhay-So U want a sample of my blood. I dare U to take a sip. I'm waiting.

Abhay-U shouldn't have done that Pia. I never back down from a dare. This will hurt only a bit.

Abhay bared his white fangs and bit into Pia's flesh. This time the connection hit both of them with a bigger jolt than the first time. Abhay saw how much Pia was hiding from him. The extent of her Emotions handicapped him to the extent his own feelings started to wreak havoc. Pia's blood was so sweet it was of ambrosia. The sweet nectar. She was his Pia. She had given him her heart he knew that now. He saw images of Kabir and the love she'd had for him and her friends. Abhay couldn't stop with Pia. He'd drained too much blood. Abhay was stunned to see what he was doing. He'd done the unthinkable. He let go of her a little too quickly. Abhay started to cut his own flesh from his wrist with his teeth and gave Pia his own blood to drink from to replenish what he'd done. Pia came to see Abhay in all his glory. what he saw in himself as a monster was far from the truth Abhay was her guardian angel. It was he who save her the other night. She could feel all his emotions to the extreme.

Originally posted by: helloaamir

OMG wow...such an intense chapter. Poor Abhiya...both of them are fighting it so much. And Abhay almost killed Piya!! LOL But he gave her his own blood?! That is so sweet....

Great chapter! Thanks for the pm!!! Update soon!

You always do though...it makes me feel guilty about being so late on my updates LOL...

Love always,

Aarti