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Posted: 15 years ago
thank u sooooooooooooooooooooooo much guys 4 all the love u people have showered on me
i am really sorry i can't reply to each on eof u now
real busy the shedule gets kicked in again but i'll try to update asap
n people really i love u all toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
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Posted: 15 years ago
dolly its too good ........ this update has brought tears into my eyes ....... its just amazing ....... the way you have expreesed both mayank and nupur's feeling is simply superb ......... plz update soon .......
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Posted: 15 years ago
part 8
dolly
you wrote veryv ery nicely
very senty part
gunjan can see sam
and this diary such very mistrious
well i believe this when we love someone or he leave us
then we can imagine him everywhere.it our love.lovely part
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Posted: 15 years ago
part 9
lovely part
i hope everything will get better soon
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Posted: 15 years ago
yaar too good.....awesome.....akhir kar nups aa gayi......cont. soon....
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Hey nyc update dear! MayUrish! Thanx for the pm!!
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Posted: 15 years ago

UPDATE=10

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It felt strange seeing him crying now,,,well not crying just having moist eyes '

All the same it felt strange ,, a single drop from his eyes fell on my palm ,I brought my palm upto the level of my lips and kissed the tear ,, he laughed,,

The tinkiling sound made my heart go beserk again ,,,

"u r so sweet"

"mmmmm"

"good reaction"

"mmmmmm"

"gunjan will u speak something"

"mmmm"

"GUNJAN!!!!"

"huh!! What ??"

"u weren't listening to me were u?"

"no I wasn't I was concentrating on the way ur lips moved while speaking"

Too late I had already spoken those words,, I was shocked n stunned to silence by my folly. How could i?? I didn't look up afraid of his reaction ,

I was prepared for his exasperated looks , I was prepared 4 his teasing ,, I was prepared 4 anything except to what he did next '.

He took my face in his hands looking preety serious and said

"u have changed .. what has happened to u??"

"changed ' how??"

"earlier I used to be the one having these bizarre sexual urges n u use to snub me and now it's the otherway round"

"u r snubbing me then??"

"NO I merely meant the change in ur behaviour"

I sighed , no way was I going to answer him ,he might not understand at all..

"how easily am I frustrated"

I looked up to see his scowling face and smiled ,, u have to say this,, when boys scowl they look extra cute, samrat looked ultra cute,, with his fringes falling over his eyes n he brushing them in irritation when angry,,

Stop stop gunjan , u r doing that again..

I smiled yet again ,this time embarrassed , I was shocked to at my complete obsession with his body,,, earlier I used to be happy with just having him near ti me,, but now I wanted each and every part of him ,each and every second that he could spend with me,,, every other necessity and every other relation seemed secondary nnow..

All that mattered now was holding his hand and laying my head across his chest all through out the day'

No way was I going to confess these strange feelings of mine in front of him,no way possible 'but he wasn't going to give up easily..

"gunjan if u don't tell me now I won't kiss u till morning"

He smilled wickedly and this time I scowled ,, I wondered whether I looked cute too..

I brushed aside the stupid thought '.

"I don't knoe samrat if I can ,, moreover I have no idea whether u would be able to understand"

"try me"

"imy feelings have changed yes .. completely ,,, after ur ur d.d"

"death "

he completed the word for me ,

"yes after that I realised that I had taken u for granted ,

like u were meant 4 me n just me n that u were bound to stay with me as long as I stayed on this earth'and u have no idea how it felt like when whole of my worls crashed in front of my eyes..
I didn't cry didn't speak to anyone 4 complete three days but then
maynak threatened me that he would send me back to morena to dad'
I compiled ,,,I had already suffered enough pain ,
staying away from the place that had u in every part of it ,would just mean tearing me up further'
so I started speaking answereing anyone who asked me a question,
I started eating ,, just that much that'll keep me from fainting,,, eating more then that made me feel nauseatic'"

I stopped or rather heis sharp intake of breadth made me stop,,, I was afraid that I had said too much ,, but he composed his features quickly n gestured me to continue

"I I hated to be left alone for even a very small stretch of time, being alone meant having nothing to distract myself with,,, except ur thoughts and that just meant''.

Mayank tried t talk me out of my condition several times ,but I wasn't able to rectify myself I felt like I had already died along with u '
mayank told me once that my blank look tormented him to no extent ,,,, I saw myself in mirror after that n he was right ,,
I couldn't find gunjan in that mirror image any longer,, all that I looked at was a girl with sunken face n swollen eyes ,bloodshot eyes,,
that was the day I first realised that I had been crying the nights out at regular basis'.
nights used to be terrifying ,,not only the pain of ur sepration jabbed at me from all ends but also I cursed myself again and again for stopping u every time u made a move to kiss me or'.........

I cursed myself samrat for each and everything that I missed with u,,, I started having dreams then ,,dreams that had u n me happily married ,, dreams that showcased me everything that I had missed with u when u were alive,,,,

The dreams were a bliss but the mornings that followed were torturous as the dreams of last night just made me curse myself more"

Saying that I started sobbing in not so silent way'.he hugged me n hugged me hard ' I got crushed against his chest still felt the embrace wasn't tight enough ' I wanted everything of him each minute of his stay with me ,, each mnute of what I was allowed with him '..

I opened my eyes only to find myself alone on that bed , my eyes moist and my hands holding a pillow in a tight embrace'..

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I am really sorru friends for I have been so late in updating moreover this update is a short one too,,,, pls 4give me this time' I'll try to write a long one next time,,

I hope u people haven't 4gotten this ff ,,, du reply

Lov u guys loads

dolly

Edited by dolly18 - 15 years ago
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Posted: 15 years ago
oh my god dolly it was toooooooo touching yaar
awwwwwwwwww really liked it
loved it to the core
plz continue soon dolly
and thanx for the pm
love
sana.
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Posted: 15 years ago

Originally posted by: sana866

oh my god dolly it was toooooooo touching yaar

awwwwwwwwww really liked it
loved it to the core
plz continue soon dolly
and thanx for the pm
love
sana.

thanku sana so much
u r really so nice replying to my ff still when i hardly find time to reply to urs
rest be assured that i always read them whenever i find time
luv u sweets😳
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Posted: 15 years ago
awesome update...i was waiting for it for soooooooooo long .....loved each and every part of it....plzzzzzzz this time plzzzzzz continue soon

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