anmul muhabbat
part 9.
phir najanay kitnay din aysay he guzar gaye ..dunya say behabar bas apni payar bhari zindagi main rihnay walay rajnida aik aysay anmul rishtay main band gaye jis ka koi naam nahi tha per jis ki bunyaad itni strong thi ki wo aik doosray say door reh kar be aik doosray kay dukh dard kay saathi ban gye. ore aaj tu jasay raj ki khushi ki intihaa nahi rahi nida nay usay apni pic send ki, jo chehra us kay khyalu main tha nida us say kahain zyada khubsoorat thi jisay dekh kar bas wo dekhta he reh gya.....
per phir najanay kia hua ki hamari hansti muskurati jori ko kisi ki nazar lag gye. nida abhi apnay college kay 2nd year main thi ..nida kay liye aik proposal aya us kay papa kay aik friend kay betay kay liye..jab mamma nay nida say baat ki tu us nay aik dam say mana kar dia ..mamma please abhi main agay parna chahti hun...please aap unhain mana kar dain..per jab nida kay papa ko pata chala tu unhu nay mamma say kaha ki nahi hamain abhi inkaar nahi karna chahyee ore kuch suchna chahyyee . itna achay rishtay baar baar nahi miltay... jab nida ko is baat ka pata chala tu usay tension hunay lagi ..wo tu khud ko kab ka kisi kay naam say mansoob kar chuki thi ore kisi ore kay baray main suchna be usay paap lagta tha. usay samaj main nahi aa raha tha ki wo kia karay bas isi tension main wo raat bhar nahi su saki ..subha table per sabhi breakfast kay liye nida ka wait kar rahay tha per jab us ka kuch pata nahi chala tu mamma us kay room main ayain usay jaganay kay liye bt jab mamma nay dekha ki nida ko bohat taiz buhaar hay wo aik dam say pareshaan hu gyain ore jaldi say apnay family doctor ko call ki , ore phir baad main be doctor kay janay kay baad be wo neend main sirf raj ka he naam lay rahi thi...
ore saath saath ansu us ki aankhun say gir rahay thay. mamma ore daadijaan sabhi bohat tension main thay ki raj kon hay...jab mamma nay sana say poocha tu us nay sab kuch bata dia aakhir ko wo be kab tak chupaati wo tu khud be bohat udaas thi apni sweet sister kay liye...
doori taraf raj be bohat upset tha us ki sana say baat hu gye thi ore us nay nida kay baray main usay bata dia tha...aaj do din baad nida was feeling good ore usay sirf raj kay phone ka intizaar tha, ore finally jab us nay call ki tu nida apnay janu ki awaz suntay he khushi say khil uthi usay laga jasay usay aik nai zindagi mil gye hu...per wo raj ko kuch be nahi batana chahti thi kyunki wo usay udaas nahi dekh sakti.
doosray din nida kay papa ka phir phone aya ore wo mamma say kih rahay thay ki unhu nay bohat sucha ore wo is rishtay say raazi hain..
mamma! per hamain nida ka be tu khyal rakhna chahyye wo abhi agay parna chahti hay..
papa! mujay us ka pora khyal hay ore infect meri baat be hui hay un say unhain nida kay shaadi kay baad be parnay per koi aitiraaz nahi hay . larka wasay be US main well setteled hay is baat ka pora khyal rakhain gain ore main barsu say un lugu ko janta hun..aaj kal itnay achay ore shareef lug miltay he kaha hain..
mamma! ore nida ki marzi..???
papa! hum jo kuch be karain gain us ki khushi kay liye karain gain. mujay yakeen hay usay koi aitiraaz nahi hu ga. ore i hope ki tum usay achay say samja lu gi...ore wo lug jaldi he pakistan aa rahay hain...
mamma! kuch such main par gain...wo dil main he sooch rahi thi ki unhain kia maloom ki nida kisi ore ko chahti hay ...wo nida say baat be kasay karti kyunki wo jaanti thi ki wo nahi manay gi...aik ajeeb si kashmakash thi. finally aaj unhu nay sucha ki wo aaj khud raj say baat karay gain.
tu aaj unhu nay raj ko call ki..
raj! hi aap kon..
mamma! main nida ki mamma baat kar rahi hun pakistan say...
raj! aik dam say chunktay huye oh hi aunty.
mamma! kasay hu beta..
raj! main theek hun..aappp
mamma! beta mujay tum say khuch baat karni hay..
raj! jjjeee aunty bolyee...
mamma! beta main aaj tum say apni beti ki zindagi maangti hun??
raj! kuch heraan hutay huye..
mamma! wo tum say bohat payar karti hay ore main jaanti hun agar tum usay nahi milay tu shaid wo saari zindagi kisi say shaaadi nahi karay gi...per tum jaantay hu naa ki tumhari dunya ore hay ore...
raj! magar payar karnay walu ki dunya eik he huti hay..
mamma! jaanti hun per main ye be jaanti hun ki nida kay paapa is baat ko kabhi nahi manay gay infect unhu nay nida ka rishta be kahi tah kar liye....ye suntay he raj ko aysa laga jasay us ki dunya us ki aankhu kay saamnay lut gye hu us ki aankhu main aansu aa gye usay yakeen nahi hu raha tha ki jo kuch us nay abhi suna wo sach hay.....wo kuch kihna chahta tha per shabd jasay khatam hu gye thay..
mamma! main nay kabhi sucha be nahi tha ki main apni beti ki khushyyan us say aysay cheen lu gi per main majbore hun ore ye kihtay he wo runay lagain..
raj! aap please ruye nahi..app nay mujay beta kaha hay naa. tu ye beta aap ko kabhi be dukhi nahi karay ga. main aap say wada tu nahi karta per pori koshish karu ga ki aap ki beti ki zindagi say door chala jau ore kihtay he aansu us ki aankhu say gir rahay thay...ore nida wahi karay gi jasa aap kahain gay. hum eik doosray say payar zaror kartay hain per kisi ko dukh ya takleef day kar nahi....
mamma! tum bohat achay hu beta. tum nay aaj wo kia hay jo shaid koi ore na kar sakay...main tum say sharminda hun hu sakay tu hamain maaf kar du..
raj! aap ko maafi mangnay ki koi zarorat nahi hay main nay wahi kia jo aik betay ko karna chahyyeee...
un kay dil ka buaj tu raj nay halka kar liye per apnay dil ki kia huga ...kasay wo jeeye ga kasay wo apnay payar say door rahay ga..abhi tu wo apni jaan say mila be nahi tha ore abhi say ye zulm.
raat ko jab nida nay usay call ki..
Nida! kaha reh gye thay itni dair say aap ko call kar rahi hun???
Raj! bas thora busy tha ore wasay be tum jaanti hu is time per main kitna tired huta hun ..phir be tum( ye sab kihtay huye us ki awaaz us ka saath nahi day rahi thi per bhir be wo aysa kar raha tha)..
Nida! usay kuch ajeeb laga ki aaj raj ko kia hu gya . us nay pihlay tu kabhi aysa nahi kia phir aaj...okk phir main baad main baat karti hun abhi aap rest karu..doosri taraf raj chup he raha ore us nay phone band kar dia...raj ki aankhu main aansu thay us nay aaj pihli baar apni jaan say gussay say baat ki . ye kysa imtihaan tha...phir kitnay dino tak raj usay aysay he ignore karta raha..nida ka dil jasay toot gya wo bohat upset thi ore chup chup rihnay lagi..aaj be raat ko jab us nay raj ko call karna chaahi tu us nay agay say phone band kar dia...
ore wo phut phut kar runay lagi ....usay yakeen nahi huraha tha ki raj aysa kar sakta hay ..finally apnay dil ka haal us nay raj ko mail kar kay byyaan kia...kuch is tarah say..
dearest raj!
tujay bulnay ki koshish main main khud ko bool jao gi
tujay kasay batu raj! main tujay bhula nahi pau gi
mar mar kar jee rahi hun teri aas main magar
teri bewafai ko dil say bhula nahi pau gi
tu ayasy rutha ki meri zindagi say he chala gya
ab main kisay geet khushi kay sunao gi
kyun mujay akeela chur dia is weeran musam main
in sukhay patau per main tanhaa chal nahi pau gi
gham e hasti be bhool jau gi magar raj
teri yaad ko dil say mita nahi pau gi
meray saaray khuwaab tu tum say he wabasta thay
ab kasay ruo gi kasay muskurau gi...
tum tu paraye thay bewafa huye tu kia hua
apni tu muat be bewafa nikli
ab apnay haathu say he apni kabbar banu gi
apnay haathu say bana kar apni aakhri aram gah
main khamoosh hu jao gi ore is tarah zindagi ka karz chukao gi
main tum say shikwa be nahi karu gi
bas teri yaad ko dil main basa kay sab ko alwida kih jau gi
tu yaad he karta rahay ga wafa kay kissay
per yaad rakhna main lut kar kabhi nahi auo gi , kabhi nahi auo gi😭
ore ye likthay likthay aansu us ki aankhu say girnay lagay....
love
seher😳😳
Edited by sknra - 16 years ago
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